半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWAXtZOxpx
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQfarKZHRR
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua6Qb8HZMe
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetpEK8h7GA
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylojXUh4Z3
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IjnyxhUMC
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzYoZtVBg0
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6xaKIjmPn
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dq9hxpDnV
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3RW0ISNXf
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0je5kyP9s
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卻停下了。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl43a9C8Lmc
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7xkXL6Ath
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IzrgjTncI
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa04BlbSpM7
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「變態！」她推開我。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FyqVyECuc
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSneSSttxXa
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCrAv4a7Jk
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq9JprhkkG
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOabkCwBYB
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4qdEwRZPJ
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqE4lZximW
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45paKCgYMQ
KO便利店袋則放好。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGKIIX1ySy
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdPLcIB9DH
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU9nOBhAi7
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uLYl0Rbod
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHzoIAOl4q
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxUJsu74Wl
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ED48QXZU
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL9Fq5Ze5l
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp37uIfIKE
時間已經快將三點。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DP1TI0xQc
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIvonW9HXv
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqJ3ivrklg
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YeKOiYTXu
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT0zqrGgU0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPKMmHbNKQ
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8StUG8nSh
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPhIGOlWCA
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5SCOpQucw
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vKbT5DnlE
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDWqsP6YZl
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM9KOaGlWU
「早抖」我發出。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzGWmmdVER
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2EJUByJvV
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFFf2aiuWe
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96lHSpRaSM
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7V4h2Lrq3
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaNsgbSVFm
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HH0yjzdkz
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq8mFkdljZ
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直至……776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuPmPMdnja
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKr7sAIGtZ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UIieuxs2R
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71yL001gfF
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWV59QckGs
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeCyxDelmI
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2swvG4pYzE
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJXoUZD6kW
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCPd1MBoKr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzzbMUACnA
「係啊。」祂說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs42cxX4zR
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPL3y2uF6u
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLdwaJsffQ
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm0Nsa6e3z
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「係啊。」我說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwcdLL33xS
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7G4ym2rTk
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjDgVzvbeK
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0iNprMWIl
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2kx4QuBp6
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjihp3jmCH
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SOC9SRwpi
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJmdtgG5zV
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15t1gaVely
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngiS9VSRsv
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYVXvocMl8
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgHFxux7et
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ7WfPhnLQ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnZbm3hI2t
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO55iFsgxe6
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6zrBqDYtq
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcovqZ9jSsR
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hnRlIj087
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膝蓋跪了下來。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCN0LMlAnH
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN7C8R6SkU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1MPAZTkz1
「咩能力？」我問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISi0xTlr5H
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg31K9rv2b
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5pthZwpOB
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDc4zRcbci
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6htRaxdRA
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6k8A7pqhU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBHA6vb63Z
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8UuQIxtWD
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOvYs0gSNb
「所……以？」我想聽下去。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHdFohD5lB
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi2vDVdPrd
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhvD96Jhvq
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevo18CMCIt
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJaZ8kUMsO
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxg33KXjvw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZqnxQVNqG
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqVF2gKsB6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCUj5soZdb
「不過，孫正直——」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wRfTjvZGy
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3AKHveZAs
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeTBqHk9tB
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMPEOQjYtq
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh3LIXqTsa
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MLDWqTEdR
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv714pWnFi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OvEPN12j7
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2XCezboXS
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而我，低下了頭。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdexvr6K5N
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9ITE3HMVu
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Qo1ExnJl
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLjEB0UubM
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXWLD9Zr9W
我狠狠地盯著祂。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkuVy7ZGpB
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqwTnvVjjp
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghr7CcVIEs
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQKDPwaUgM
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNed6bUBAH
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGzWPKi9OA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1yaih9ESa
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXpdbzwbvT
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