這算什麼?736Please respect copyright.PENANAJLwPdyg1cE
736Please respect copyright.PENANAz9nItEVNSK
突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。736Please respect copyright.PENANAD8FnMBXx8R
736Please respect copyright.PENANAmOrUzSo9Rj
說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。736Please respect copyright.PENANAystQHxkkjx
736Please respect copyright.PENANAC0n38r3qcV
說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。736Please respect copyright.PENANAopQWVRKLfx
736Please respect copyright.PENANAdwjD8fXlvW
說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。736Please respect copyright.PENANAmlZjajD4vK
736Please respect copyright.PENANARYnkI0sDua
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。736Please respect copyright.PENANAWCeNLT178w
736Please respect copyright.PENANAcUwHFxQPY9
我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。736Please respect copyright.PENANApc7xIsYBoR
736Please respect copyright.PENANAkCiTWnrpde
走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。736Please respect copyright.PENANA9SlFFSydCL
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6eKikjo7wx
然後便準備下山了。736Please respect copyright.PENANAjFzdFdQRNM
736Please respect copyright.PENANAfMnAYwODys
「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAHAsywdNyEm
736Please respect copyright.PENANAVgGdT15D6a
「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。736Please respect copyright.PENANARtbQMBh9sm
736Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Giq4cOEP
我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAvbe40JVYTQ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAkBOd1cjMl4
一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。736Please respect copyright.PENANA3OUV2TXVFP
736Please respect copyright.PENANA8tMxMD98ai
到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。736Please respect copyright.PENANAXNJMoXbDcQ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAghjADNaqYY
樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。736Please respect copyright.PENANAjyFr4eQELq
736Please respect copyright.PENANA2r4VolWix5
雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。736Please respect copyright.PENANARQhexAsVfn
736Please respect copyright.PENANAAy0Z0zDKob
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。736Please respect copyright.PENANA3wFDy0EUbm
736Please respect copyright.PENANAGq1HVNnGbd
養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」736Please respect copyright.PENANAZQReyOY5T2
736Please respect copyright.PENANA8qlEcttzF8
不會告訴我,又一天了。736Please respect copyright.PENANA6XIzcvUYaX
736Please respect copyright.PENANA9TuwzWyVzm
在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。736Please respect copyright.PENANAZq45QhVzEX
736Please respect copyright.PENANA8nUhoNTgCH
我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。736Please respect copyright.PENANAuNUpbE5Nxr
736Please respect copyright.PENANAAjsKhW0UU2
現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。736Please respect copyright.PENANAcuTur8zJtA
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7s22v8crxV
我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。736Please respect copyright.PENANAObHMY0v2tF
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7PleXAGVJX
靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。736Please respect copyright.PENANAiYWg0py3LQ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAS6Mc3lASWJ
「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAF5vcOIsyPU
736Please respect copyright.PENANAkRYQM13Mub
摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。736Please respect copyright.PENANAuzDinyyPSA
736Please respect copyright.PENANAQUQFQfNF09
但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。736Please respect copyright.PENANACa2Pqm6qMY
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7bYAnOCRbs
怎麼說呢?736Please respect copyright.PENANADlKpqA1nHf
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6z15hi9mOt
本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。736Please respect copyright.PENANAybc9tACvrR
736Please respect copyright.PENANAvygPed3nhX
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。736Please respect copyright.PENANAImiXDkA1oQ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAcPBZjw7NOF
翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。736Please respect copyright.PENANAXaxeQus1EZ
736Please respect copyright.PENANApxFePp63sb
那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。736Please respect copyright.PENANAVHAHcPFXy1
736Please respect copyright.PENANAmYwVLI55LG
「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。736Please respect copyright.PENANAk0EEMVujSj
736Please respect copyright.PENANA4OTueNJZQN
「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。736Please respect copyright.PENANAl484GeezXK
736Please respect copyright.PENANA5DmVdPnCI0
我再點頭。736Please respect copyright.PENANATqGcgWdQ0F
736Please respect copyright.PENANA76c1qztbbo
「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAOm5UtU4h1f
736Please respect copyright.PENANAlsqnFbCG1c
一天完了,有一個記號「END」。736Please respect copyright.PENANAT8I1WLLLJ5
736Please respect copyright.PENANAQfgXzJ2X9a
我馬上看第二天。736Please respect copyright.PENANAcgcVLIaRp6
736Please respect copyright.PENANATwwHIe8v9O
中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。736Please respect copyright.PENANAWnxpRgQgC2
736Please respect copyright.PENANAcp4yTAnbqv
在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。736Please respect copyright.PENANADtMJSGJY4d
736Please respect copyright.PENANAjDAgUIkBDP
在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……736Please respect copyright.PENANAh4NETsw0tE
736Please respect copyright.PENANA1dz3rqnyJq
聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。736Please respect copyright.PENANAQGzZjlH0Mb
736Please respect copyright.PENANA3GVdjjrD5d
「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」736Please respect copyright.PENANAkFGP4VCAkJ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAOZd8mmddfc
「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」736Please respect copyright.PENANAps5xmUXX7D
736Please respect copyright.PENANAcnx59gzlW6
第二天「END」出現。736Please respect copyright.PENANAZ33jIrWFH9
736Please respect copyright.PENANAatU5PYvZmZ
我蓋上了練習簿。736Please respect copyright.PENANABPnmqJK5Ek
736Please respect copyright.PENANAJnq6lrtqMB
雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。736Please respect copyright.PENANASuAvz2XY7u
736Please respect copyright.PENANAver01ZwlA4
如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?736Please respect copyright.PENANA38WdjJ7zpL
736Please respect copyright.PENANAFcyrSFdKjP
深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。736Please respect copyright.PENANAY3i3y1wwZh
736Please respect copyright.PENANAC15oVUdQMe
問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。736Please respect copyright.PENANAzUnFiB4BfD
736Please respect copyright.PENANAwf7i2VbrBS
活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。736Please respect copyright.PENANAko7IzzTMUt
736Please respect copyright.PENANAEfPYUkWXTa
但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。736Please respect copyright.PENANAT2tWIpGfKl
736Please respect copyright.PENANAF2gKgRZMDt
有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。736Please respect copyright.PENANAo09GFL1isv
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHaOkgJyZT2
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?736Please respect copyright.PENANAKqcBfKRm7E
736Please respect copyright.PENANA9pI5K43NkH
剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。736Please respect copyright.PENANAnj7AVNwMPd
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6EzvR5OXCo
只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。736Please respect copyright.PENANAzXvPia24og
736Please respect copyright.PENANAdiwwXEfRFq
「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAp2d0TGg985
736Please respect copyright.PENANAiXm886zkSd
「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAUTR5sdkbFU
736Please respect copyright.PENANAY7rwxgeNAd
「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAofouuQydhX
736Please respect copyright.PENANAzN4PO7HJCc
「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。736Please respect copyright.PENANA4QcQyvRgZb
736Please respect copyright.PENANAKlXPzBcmDm
放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。736Please respect copyright.PENANAKber395tgU
736Please respect copyright.PENANA3015dootG5
我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。736Please respect copyright.PENANAbpMc19DckU
736Please respect copyright.PENANAA67OG4V36L
然後再次坐好。736Please respect copyright.PENANAbjw6twtzY2
736Please respect copyright.PENANANwecc58byT
「陸……傾兒。」736Please respect copyright.PENANATCrpObbE3J
736Please respect copyright.PENANAj6eRCWsbCf
這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。736Please respect copyright.PENANAQE6nENjjCI
736Please respect copyright.PENANAN2ARmQFA5I
陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。736Please respect copyright.PENANATE10gHMwmk
736Please respect copyright.PENANA5Brb11fcQh
紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。736Please respect copyright.PENANAxMAnhCQ7yZ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAVR4MvXrxRD
一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。736Please respect copyright.PENANAjrUtID2wuR
736Please respect copyright.PENANAXlR26vR0sG
不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。736Please respect copyright.PENANA17LHBZHEmh
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHQqnYf43eW
牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?736Please respect copyright.PENANABRQFXWsmB3
736Please respect copyright.PENANATKAnDxFVHy
於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。736Please respect copyright.PENANAT8SEKKmGtw
736Please respect copyright.PENANArRdunUmcFD
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。736Please respect copyright.PENANAn6tNItjM9p
736Please respect copyright.PENANAyrx2836oja
山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。736Please respect copyright.PENANAVtU1aEgyCL
736Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZArfDlfqv
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。736Please respect copyright.PENANA7rO83ksq1Z
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYiRI0uFswt
雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。736Please respect copyright.PENANApXLAcwgjNu
736Please respect copyright.PENANAloxcjHRXGz
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。736Please respect copyright.PENANAirkKnrJs1s
736Please respect copyright.PENANAWsnji8RFIc
這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。736Please respect copyright.PENANApSQ1gBK5RN
736Please respect copyright.PENANAsPibNfWnsV
所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。736Please respect copyright.PENANAjYGSYWcD16
736Please respect copyright.PENANACFnmVlcxen
只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。736Please respect copyright.PENANAWtQKTYHzSS
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHyFUsg1I19
那麼,我呢?736Please respect copyright.PENANAYqAtmYWw03
736Please respect copyright.PENANAGEBwcWdRE4
我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?736Please respect copyright.PENANAbbaTksjHaR
736Please respect copyright.PENANAWHS4gtNz2N
「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。736Please respect copyright.PENANAeAyAlIx3oO
736Please respect copyright.PENANAvGxPMCMNlR
我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。736Please respect copyright.PENANARq9MZbCY0a
736Please respect copyright.PENANAGJjaXYr7BT
「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。736Please respect copyright.PENANAC0hrxDoU3J
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYRPCIIna1W
「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。736Please respect copyright.PENANAlIqgKv6yNu
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6LNh2su2LM
屁股坐在扁平岩石上。736Please respect copyright.PENANAISrvXY2GbA
736Please respect copyright.PENANAASWxZyT0zF
第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 736Please respect copyright.PENANAiohSS0ClSt
736Please respect copyright.PENANACemDr1VNOJ
最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 736Please respect copyright.PENANAcpX7FDgfwA
736Please respect copyright.PENANAFgFg36iPXn
「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAgZOWBHQQhq
736Please respect copyright.PENANAzZrjNKIzfv
「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAxn0MtPjiwN
736Please respect copyright.PENANAhlbQiNmssT
「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」736Please respect copyright.PENANATa6RPWwyPL
736Please respect copyright.PENANAIEHDBD6xpt
「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」736Please respect copyright.PENANA3CBcUoUgcx
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHYlhseNThG
「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAN2P7QCIt0d
736Please respect copyright.PENANAfx2EZaSlC3
「係……係。」神明丁聽著。736Please respect copyright.PENANAQnX2Y7MPwU
736Please respect copyright.PENANAd4UajoRmJ1
「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAQSkPFgypbK
736Please respect copyright.PENANAD5DjNFCZ0Y
「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。736Please respect copyright.PENANAFMLkFEWWkV
736Please respect copyright.PENANAP5gOvG7iYg
「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。736Please respect copyright.PENANASgl4Z1Iu4W
736Please respect copyright.PENANAWNPYNro148
不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。736Please respect copyright.PENANAFO24DhRZnR
736Please respect copyright.PENANA0PkJRB01dC
我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。736Please respect copyright.PENANAFMl2vVExsR
736Please respect copyright.PENANANn2jEqZHDX
不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?736Please respect copyright.PENANAOjEy7mlq4s
736Please respect copyright.PENANAPrPSpnFFfz
我期待著。736Please respect copyright.PENANA771y6mhtev
736Please respect copyright.PENANAe9Sh5IBiCI
——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。736Please respect copyright.PENANAGBwNmD5Spq
736Please respect copyright.PENANAeN2MBr9adw
「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAdMCm88A31t
736Please respect copyright.PENANAucrSwl6Cnf
祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。736Please respect copyright.PENANAmCN2eCgkmz
736Please respect copyright.PENANARLQ8HyxG2l
「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」736Please respect copyright.PENANACNTJ6GE4sH
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHJNf18EmG3
「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。736Please respect copyright.PENANANqqbyEQOh6
736Please respect copyright.PENANAfDp7JnuDGW
「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAhBUA1XmEHO
736Please respect copyright.PENANArc1vtbz5Fw
「好,咁我去喇。」我說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAKBe3CJG7WU
736Please respect copyright.PENANAfpdiPhPKsa
「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAfENrDwtsGr
736Please respect copyright.PENANAr5IuS4n0Sv
傾耳以待——736Please respect copyright.PENANA9luE3J0wnG
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAGs2xaKx29X
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6Qj3NuwgJV
「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAnflNO0dyfq
736Please respect copyright.PENANAE8dmgxOvPH
聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。736Please respect copyright.PENANA7hYnju44N2
736Please respect copyright.PENANAFuJqbPXD8N
「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。736Please respect copyright.PENANA0rX8pubQLQ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAGhNYnk6f4t
「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAOUfWqJ9pT0
736Please respect copyright.PENANAJoFJQZVsyE
身體傾後,躺了下來。736Please respect copyright.PENANADbuUPDuLyR
736Please respect copyright.PENANAX6UrMHPIp8
「係諗住攤。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAeDfl8Bpp2I
736Please respect copyright.PENANArB1nte1T2W
翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。736Please respect copyright.PENANAbLgn49OkVk
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。736Please respect copyright.PENANA6MIUnX3aiC
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