我和傾姐坐在沙發上，一同蓋在被子下。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMdAoTGgrB
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拉上被子，右手拿出麥提莎，放進口裡。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r6zv5PpRM
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「咬下——」明白了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4x8UZGPUK
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目前，我知道了她和蔣少的關係。基本上，蔣家和家裡給予她的壓力，使她過著一個沒有自由的人生。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdua7eOM3dp
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難怪，她會向神許願，祈求能夠脫離現有的生活。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPoT16AZuF
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脫離現有的生活？慢著，那不正是我做過的，最誇張的一件事嗎？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6tFv7lpq3
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiUf8znjdm
封閉自己的內心，流落孤島，徹底地脫離原本的生活。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwG0LrkD6n
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神是不是故意的？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUe06VtVt8
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竟然……安排這種測試給我。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPVjA4MIPv
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我望望時鐘，時間奇怪了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRfs750IyY
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牆上時鐘還沒到達兩點，顯示著一個奇怪的時間。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmCsBt78pt
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「雖然你好想幫我，但其實我唔係一個值得幫嘅女仔嚟。」傾姐訴說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoOCjx1PzZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDemu7mXPbZ
「點解咁講？」我問，準備再取下一粒。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04erwK26WC
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbZgDPD1wX
「因為欺凌同學嘅人，唔止得蔣少，我都有份。」她自白。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68D6CNs6eb
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfOlqrEDcS
「唔止有份，我仲縱容陳菲菲佢地去蝦其他人。」她繼續說，「就好似之前，要逼李可兒除底褲咁。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQuBIQCgpt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrg4ueZfgg
「我做過嘅壞事，一啲都唔少。」她說，「如果唔係，啲人都唔會咁驚我，我都唔會有傾姐今日嘅地位。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO6XLE1f8J
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l8Re9zs8n
「有一次，中六蔣少啲friend想約女仔出去玩，希望我介紹幾個畀佢地，我都介紹咗。」她黯然說，「雖然……我明知會發生咩事。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz5Ecwci91
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「唔好再講喇。」我說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KBErQhNgU
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyTuGRMl9l
「如果你係想幫我嘅，至少，我想你知道真正嘅陸傾兒係一個咩人。」她認真地說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4RljJOX3U
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UA8GlRE5p
然後我沒有再阻止她。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmBwC34Ehl
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x59KEuxN0
讓她一直說著自己的壞，說著自己欺負了多少人，威脅了多少人，傷害過多少人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMfaqnlzdj
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu6Hhwyt6L
聽著，我聽到了熟悉的聲音。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVasAt8IV6J
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cu4gSqCq0
不是我也做過這些事，而是我也說過這些話，一些自責的話。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tBygE6c7R
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUPy10YSYH
透過用言語來責罰自己，讓自己好過一點。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8O6hld0gE
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74MZbXaDdc
除此之外，在寂靜的夜裡，受著海風的吹襲，以虐待自己的方式來受罰；透過惡言惡語，破壞別人對自己的印象，讓別人討厭自己，也是懲罰自己的方式。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHcEgLw4ud
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgbKsG9p4q
如今她正企圖破壞自己的形象，破壞她在我心中的印象。彷彿期望著我拒絕她，同時又期盼著我接受這樣的她。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSbryXXBkd
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyHwB5jlNi
聽著，聽著，聽見了哽咽。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3yuIxRPy9
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlRz6IzdtN
「Sorry。」她垂下頭，「你聽完，覺得點……仲想唔想幫我？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzvGpmrtYU
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG52zpkPQXB
「定係……」她自我形象低落，幾乎抽泣，「你已經想即刻趕我走？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXK5bqxwty
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdze5dr5qYN
「做咩唔講嘢？」她問，終於望向我，「喂……」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNDVpMCvwt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaEty2IYzY
我也正在難過。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr4cn1s4UL
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「啜泣……」我哭了，抹抹眼睛，「Sorry.。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8iQRvcIOY
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4hLbQRLVe
「你做咩喊？」傾姐問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhszwCuPy5M
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmihP047wBc
「因為我好擔心你。」我照直說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSagqMKV4P
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgaib1j9UF
「點解？」她問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiepbvnHJQs
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSQkleC5SZ
怕你走上跟我一樣的路。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzex272skes
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「我驚你太過自責，之後會做傻事。」我說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyddwieejl
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WpwN2d8hb
同是做壞事的人，同是不原諒自己的人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe99G8JJM6
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBjyGO7wKF
但是困在孤島的人、封閉內心的人，有我一個就夠了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs0GMD93w2
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa3VdjroCI
「我亦都好感動，你肯講畀我知。」我說，收住了淚。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kw5Xt7aXr
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugVNX7I8pB
只要說了出來，就不會鎖在心上了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EMRiSUYjf
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAE9jalaLL
「其實我已經做緊傻事。」陸傾兒說，「我上網識男仔，或者可能……都期望緊會發生意外。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZvzyFuHKy
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「如果我畀人非禮、姦咗，出咗醜聞，蔣少一家人可能就唔會再鍾意我，我就可以解脫……」她說，「從此唔再需要理屋企人嘅指示。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6WrtnDAzd
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這是……什麼爛方法？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUgtE0MVtl
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即使要折磨自己，也不是這樣的吧！649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUXwydG5Cl
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在被子裡的手，握緊了拳。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8rwb3j5rg
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdu4KNwnne
「哩個都係一個方法嚟嘅。」我漠然地說，「只係，有一個條件。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65MpuVULTZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j1Byoy1mX
「咩條件？」她問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk7AChkaJu
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NTwRS6nAY
「搞你嗰個人，要係我。」我說，「除我之外嘅人，你諗都唔好諗。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS20y3zPts
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwG5uZuQC0
陸傾兒笑了，哈哈地笑了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnPByiNAmm
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE5e5CuLFt
「點解？你同其他人有咩分別？點解要係你先得？」她笑著，笑容漸漸僵硬。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tPDKbyWft
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「因為其他男人搞完你，就唔會理你，而我會繼續幫你。」我說，「雖然我未必可以長期係你身邊……」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyBVn9kPmt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKEhibqyho
但即使我身在遠方，我都一樣會擔心著你，為你的人生而牽掛。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKNxkOkuDN
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LWdv7jRD2
「你可以點幫我？」她問，「撇除哩個方法唔計，你有咩方法幫到我？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXA0ijDtyK
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGxvm1m5s8
「我已經答咗你好多問題，你已經知道咗我好多嘢。」她繼續說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnboY68VFNP
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjWn2W9teh
「孫正直，你可以點幫我？點幫陸傾兒？」她問，很想知道。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpef5HsG9x
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UcgZ6mTjc
鬆開了麥提莎，我輕放在地上。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmaKQDNQnL
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「我唔係神，冇可能幫你解決所有問題。」我說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4DRUzQb0
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi2rGZsTDl
「咁你可以點幫我？」她追問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZBC0g6vWt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS03mlNV2I
她遇上的困境，不是耍一點小聰明就可以解決的。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpzAfkaz4J
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLXPiUWHph
也不是叫她離家出走、自食其力、無視家人等，就可以過上美好的生活。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtQ4YdBODO
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「我都冇咩方法可以幫你。」我說，淚水情不自禁，「但係……」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyCKjXwcju
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfsS5PZAHN
「當你凍嘅時候，我會幫你戴一條頸巾。當你想講嘢嘅時候，我會靜靜地咁聽。當你想喊嘅時候，我可以借個膊頭畀你。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdkAZsz34o
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFfS9Kbrr5
「今晚嘅我，只係可以……今晚嘅我只可以……做到咁。」我抽泣地說，「對唔住。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy5hJoZLfJ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPtTOftPpo
說完，她聽完。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72tCnDgdof
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「明白，我明白。」她說，「好多謝你今晚可以陪我，好多謝你，可以為我喊。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUMlZP0w7f
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uwWC6IPqt
「我成世女，都冇人為我喊過。」她誠懇地說，準備離開，「好多謝你，孫正直，我有少少感動。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxdJEHTCd4
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等等，時間還沒到兩點，仍然是1點35分而已。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHNmGw2jha
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSZtdbTTDC
「你係第一個為陸傾兒喊嘅人。」她看著我說，「你值得我，畀一個獎勵你。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvFaP8fDbh
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud13gFCS0d
被子從她身上落下，露出了她的頸巾、衣服，和手上的電池。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeEGLCH1sI
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelD3elRHVp
「個鐘粒電，我係你去廁所嗰時拆咗。」她還給我，「唔好意思，因為哩個係唯一阻止時間流逝嘅方法。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQgsKXrw2F
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsdFOFzU7I
「但我依加要走喇。」她說，「實在太夜喇，聽朝仲要早起。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmxWJEKOdS
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnbgvVGnkG
「陸傾兒……」我說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tn9BOgp8A
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EseqPIJki
「我畀你揀啦，一個獎勵，當最後一回合係我輸咗，而我揀大膽。」她睄一眼空酒瓶。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYr0NcyMfe
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIArWs1gJGp
「揀咩都得？」我問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbmcVjXmyU
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0LaGJxYhS
「你揀之前，我仲想講一樣嘢就係，你雪櫃根本有勁多啤酒，我搵到嘅開瓶器，就係係你雪櫃個蛋格到搵到。」她說，「但你唔想我飲，寧願呃我話冇酒。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMylL0MJiPG
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDUDQwIP0G
「哩個世界點解會有你哩啲咁嘅人？」她泛淚，卻微笑。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaLeQyvJIE
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2gRNW9mrL
而我不懂回答。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ObAE6NS04
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我是知道有酒的，昨天就知道了。我也知道時鐘被拆了電池，只是不說破而已。我猜她也知道我知道，才會在默契之下，延長了時間。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CM2wfL5dB
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「陸傾兒，我揀……」我準備說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAeiCt4F3b
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrTulV6iRy
「你會唔會想揀錫我一啖？」她先說，站在我的面前。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelq806VfUh
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我展露微笑，問，「你覺得我敢唔敢？敢唔敢揀哩樣？同傾姐錫一啖。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoEdd026KS
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「視乎你驚唔驚死。」她說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tmIXH6nTF
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「我驚死，我當然驚死。」我說，慢慢翻開被子。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAeykVz03U
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn27tI1Ig7
「但唔係今晚。」我也選了大膽。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SOlZFgD7C
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過後——649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C3LP0Chyd
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沙發上只留下一條米黃淺啡間條頸巾。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEBAL9GkNo
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屁股坐下。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvAnqFxv8B
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還有開了一瓶啤酒的我。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEO8XsYdBe
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