我和傾姐坐在沙發上，一同蓋在被子下。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43IGz8Av8L
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGRjnnljI2
拉上被子，右手拿出麥提莎，放進口裡。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRFuFPh7RR
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzylkk8oiO5
「咬下——」明白了。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cwSM6uo9H
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUDH19VooU
目前，我知道了她和蔣少的關係。基本上，蔣家和家裡給予她的壓力，使她過著一個沒有自由的人生。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWo4NGwoY1
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ggqAeIJWu
難怪，她會向神許願，祈求能夠脫離現有的生活。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXZ1ismNHq
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmhbvF7iAm
脫離現有的生活？慢著，那不正是我做過的，最誇張的一件事嗎？677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33LKb4mvhy
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL9b6mLA3Q
封閉自己的內心，流落孤島，徹底地脫離原本的生活。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YnBpMXtSB
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGWxNKmWAM
神是不是故意的？677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu48kPySrIl
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ytI1q7fmU
竟然……安排這種測試給我。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7umcr5jGYn
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjv2IMCDH4
我望望時鐘，時間奇怪了。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzqr88XYuq
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk9NqJV8mD
牆上時鐘還沒到達兩點，顯示著一個奇怪的時間。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrOTVb1wzQ
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiQwsQvBOr
「雖然你好想幫我，但其實我唔係一個值得幫嘅女仔嚟。」傾姐訴說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV9EZJV953
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4pHrwflTJ
「點解咁講？」我問，準備再取下一粒。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFe3QP35rs
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhir1Rfi2eE
「因為欺凌同學嘅人，唔止得蔣少，我都有份。」她自白。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyhAR3OyQp
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlmgMYiuCI
「唔止有份，我仲縱容陳菲菲佢地去蝦其他人。」她繼續說，「就好似之前，要逼李可兒除底褲咁。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yWd7FIa9L
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafS7xGA5cB
「我做過嘅壞事，一啲都唔少。」她說，「如果唔係，啲人都唔會咁驚我，我都唔會有傾姐今日嘅地位。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTXjBLsucd
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapIWKI4kRO
「有一次，中六蔣少啲friend想約女仔出去玩，希望我介紹幾個畀佢地，我都介紹咗。」她黯然說，「雖然……我明知會發生咩事。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv79aDsIH28
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgshme0oQn4
「唔好再講喇。」我說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdYEQDUXel
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7GbDyoMa0
「如果你係想幫我嘅，至少，我想你知道真正嘅陸傾兒係一個咩人。」她認真地說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwbG4bM1SE
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrae1FgmTpV
然後我沒有再阻止她。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ciPfwyRh
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS3bVqOb3R
讓她一直說著自己的壞，說著自己欺負了多少人，威脅了多少人，傷害過多少人。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdgWQiZfY
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp7vHi7ddV
聽著，我聽到了熟悉的聲音。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1FZI5nTDu
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpwdYhBmrc
不是我也做過這些事，而是我也說過這些話，一些自責的話。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvn0yFFExq
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgnFOuKEJT
透過用言語來責罰自己，讓自己好過一點。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMQs4JDyQV
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPdtEjTJuw
除此之外，在寂靜的夜裡，受著海風的吹襲，以虐待自己的方式來受罰；透過惡言惡語，破壞別人對自己的印象，讓別人討厭自己，也是懲罰自己的方式。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AJu1FbSkF
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9kGwZJkxz
如今她正企圖破壞自己的形象，破壞她在我心中的印象。彷彿期望著我拒絕她，同時又期盼著我接受這樣的她。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QBscIzCNC
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHCL4HRPAh
聽著，聽著，聽見了哽咽。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOX7ecQ50G
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXgPsHXKXN
「Sorry。」她垂下頭，「你聽完，覺得點……仲想唔想幫我？」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMcfaYxaEb
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlph7PUi8HL
「定係……」她自我形象低落，幾乎抽泣，「你已經想即刻趕我走？」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hvlCmAXLo
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAXWy4Lrx1
「做咩唔講嘢？」她問，終於望向我，「喂……」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MoW5ACaHx
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdy8yIrThq
我也正在難過。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA9YPmfhYv
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bpCOXkbfo
「啜泣……」我哭了，抹抹眼睛，「Sorry.。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPamXKi6gv
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkImTUPQht
「你做咩喊？」傾姐問。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcGOaVv8Gb
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fuUhCrCI9
「因為我好擔心你。」我照直說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ150gDsSGsd
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxqWb14GV3
「點解？」她問。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcsdJmsp6y
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJfK7W2rhV
怕你走上跟我一樣的路。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUo0dTMXfQ
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtPrt6ovwG
「我驚你太過自責，之後會做傻事。」我說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvbzIA7Sux
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYS15rGNZv
同是做壞事的人，同是不原諒自己的人。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ4i1Z2NBX
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaYoOg37dp
但是困在孤島的人、封閉內心的人，有我一個就夠了。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXesuUodxm
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzUcRUWZfa
「我亦都好感動，你肯講畀我知。」我說，收住了淚。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCCrksJdM6
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIzHPTERV6
只要說了出來，就不會鎖在心上了。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJVCeW8C19
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrRyZcqwRf
「其實我已經做緊傻事。」陸傾兒說，「我上網識男仔，或者可能……都期望緊會發生意外。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMyiJ8FMJw
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZHKg3FWGt
「如果我畀人非禮、姦咗，出咗醜聞，蔣少一家人可能就唔會再鍾意我，我就可以解脫……」她說，「從此唔再需要理屋企人嘅指示。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6nVgl1DBV
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNoLZc9sBy
這是……什麼爛方法？677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyITKGuyln5
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85az1EH24d
即使要折磨自己，也不是這樣的吧！677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuMfpGXv7w
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvYITqQz8i
在被子裡的手，握緊了拳。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBDiiIbbfl
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU09wSQP9D
「哩個都係一個方法嚟嘅。」我漠然地說，「只係，有一個條件。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UE8NG4ReH
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz358gq9Ezw
「咩條件？」她問。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwI39o7t2K
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XoETUSfRe
「搞你嗰個人，要係我。」我說，「除我之外嘅人，你諗都唔好諗。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUw70WfA7F
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMmmXOoTsE
陸傾兒笑了，哈哈地笑了。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtUPIcQyqK
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEm3zMxkIj
「點解？你同其他人有咩分別？點解要係你先得？」她笑著，笑容漸漸僵硬。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFUhPN8Z3D
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOwHP0LcVq
「因為其他男人搞完你，就唔會理你，而我會繼續幫你。」我說，「雖然我未必可以長期係你身邊……」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fbj378NmV
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB2qxapZeT
但即使我身在遠方，我都一樣會擔心著你，為你的人生而牽掛。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQtuV0KN9L
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgROFb8VVV
「你可以點幫我？」她問，「撇除哩個方法唔計，你有咩方法幫到我？」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTACh8XYS0O
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslHiSD8vOc
「我已經答咗你好多問題，你已經知道咗我好多嘢。」她繼續說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Aas5blTBX
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TwFjsx1wF
「孫正直，你可以點幫我？點幫陸傾兒？」她問，很想知道。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDraqFO0Sxv
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsoAcfO5Iz
鬆開了麥提莎，我輕放在地上。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BYGwGZSAj
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd2eGWKFXA
「我唔係神，冇可能幫你解決所有問題。」我說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls1tC4HX4f
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiySOffGw9
「咁你可以點幫我？」她追問。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6BVSIAhXS
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQydn3ZBZm1
她遇上的困境，不是耍一點小聰明就可以解決的。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg04bazbIa
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEteGQ7dr3U
也不是叫她離家出走、自食其力、無視家人等，就可以過上美好的生活。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN7FleADtA
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUPvk5iszE
「我都冇咩方法可以幫你。」我說，淚水情不自禁，「但係……」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrdf82i1xp
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVsFyH1pEx
「當你凍嘅時候，我會幫你戴一條頸巾。當你想講嘢嘅時候，我會靜靜地咁聽。當你想喊嘅時候，我可以借個膊頭畀你。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiBtUNBi6K
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmjfoC724H
「今晚嘅我，只係可以……今晚嘅我只可以……做到咁。」我抽泣地說，「對唔住。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6ylMmFOiL
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzy84OdheX
說完，她聽完。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbJYv4bJtS
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8TphU9XpP
「明白，我明白。」她說，「好多謝你今晚可以陪我，好多謝你，可以為我喊。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fH4SgY6dT
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv80kMP8W1m
「我成世女，都冇人為我喊過。」她誠懇地說，準備離開，「好多謝你，孫正直，我有少少感動。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DRqNAaAMS
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoUP2uS4pl
等等，時間還沒到兩點，仍然是1點35分而已。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblScZ3q6Wt
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxBKm0A0cV
「你係第一個為陸傾兒喊嘅人。」她看著我說，「你值得我，畀一個獎勵你。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKw98bairc
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRimYXFNtE
被子從她身上落下，露出了她的頸巾、衣服，和手上的電池。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo1Oq4uouZ
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjBAzAiMFq
「個鐘粒電，我係你去廁所嗰時拆咗。」她還給我，「唔好意思，因為哩個係唯一阻止時間流逝嘅方法。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg9GBL8HM8
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOruVfPwklh
「但我依加要走喇。」她說，「實在太夜喇，聽朝仲要早起。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzrf9ybuVs
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH0aICiV8F
「陸傾兒……」我說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa7i3tldvP
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXyRY9PVUa
「我畀你揀啦，一個獎勵，當最後一回合係我輸咗，而我揀大膽。」她睄一眼空酒瓶。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8jEeWOO6S
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfuc3CMmR6
「揀咩都得？」我問。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiYY71eBRP
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb66MHdR7JG
「你揀之前，我仲想講一樣嘢就係，你雪櫃根本有勁多啤酒，我搵到嘅開瓶器，就係係你雪櫃個蛋格到搵到。」她說，「但你唔想我飲，寧願呃我話冇酒。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fhmk8ES8X
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukaezKAphn
「哩個世界點解會有你哩啲咁嘅人？」她泛淚，卻微笑。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw33xachonX
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfisowQDUX
而我不懂回答。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIQs1ombq5
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYrbKHzR4Q
我是知道有酒的，昨天就知道了。我也知道時鐘被拆了電池，只是不說破而已。我猜她也知道我知道，才會在默契之下，延長了時間。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpebp55K5y
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO56QjqjiK3
「陸傾兒，我揀……」我準備說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhauGwAcKcl
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpe4FRhvmg
「你會唔會想揀錫我一啖？」她先說，站在我的面前。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvxgSrGY9n
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU5yqHxkpf
我展露微笑，問，「你覺得我敢唔敢？敢唔敢揀哩樣？同傾姐錫一啖。」677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuWKIT78Qo
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30qaENAbVK
「視乎你驚唔驚死。」她說。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FQt6pRHAj
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPV2Ybua72
「我驚死，我當然驚死。」我說，慢慢翻開被子。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVWj8c9Cgj
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl5HGr5gB2
「但唔係今晚。」我也選了大膽。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFatoB4wK1X
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DfUipQJRg
過後——677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ry4O0UFkm
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkPYuXZTw5
沙發上只留下一條米黃淺啡間條頸巾。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvJNfU725u
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF6zbukz66
屁股坐下。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbYu3fv2qI
677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984PP1Ktvf
還有開了一瓶啤酒的我。677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYPwi4DHBq
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