「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgTAGeccbH
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRLFIBVlCP
啫係叫你收皮囉……582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPVal1n7JC
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPByVfstGuG
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8IMYJQ0IZ
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWghQYSOkFv
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFFUoOpQmB
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrKGfb4uwt
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwXvMmTY4K
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZopcKZPqa
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEtRiK7TuW
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nMYjrVDh0
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngvrGEsXjQ
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NrWlPyrto
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs35puOSNDG
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddizRtRZqU
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQgqYh1r31
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nyBwpQP2o
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJV94sMEaT
「點算？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv20Qvhn2fu
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uF4lhCZiQ
「睇你㗎咋。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5psyYxdXk0
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzJylhHMow
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsKGnrLVB7
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznvVvq1CwW
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfqMyOWgI2
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NSldejaCG
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUCETtFNis
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j6N0PisPQ
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQlzMZocCZ
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTlQZ1hB3y
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFGeMtMtE7
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMjA3fvPqb
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhj0Q4V6bX
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GOHJdvmJ7
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04NKoJOllg
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05GSpweuiq
「冇呀，睇你。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD86FkizMPp
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFTttIBkLL
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqI0CSf1PP
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoieQ1DCou
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxrLqXzPCh
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5Wt2ElVNZ
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u8GrPzwwg
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6qpPlfXRT
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgZHw9A7e9
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq99ZggJpP
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvbCWIB2tn
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WkalVunmF
「唔知啊。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak724C6tuy
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv8hirITr8
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEDUQCtVxx
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyivFfiBAq2
「同佢一齊？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKAIMwdhxW
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FADfRqisW
「可能係啦……」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9loyMnqIOb
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgcuN4Krux
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG1kmv0zW9
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih6CxE9ubs
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c49g32v50
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo2z7XLN9J
「係嘅。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB16QHjLtCm
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5kMf266D7
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkMvxzJilj
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkwfJR4ZWq
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxPESBXZjK
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbqm7BR3w6
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxOnfZQLum
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjWnDLMVam
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgf7w9JwRd
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScLDELvpWI
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGX63wH7QU
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z1urEy5dY
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mVP4bxm9J
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTlHkFdcTW
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrIih62ItC
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3nGKgMzYM
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh07imrYvw
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBbZr1TEjg
「你咩都唔知㗎。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S7Z4QtEhE
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46c7dCQDXV
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH9wd193DJ
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ki4gUvMJB
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYgwMVxTcK
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC155IPI24U
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrGVlvpUFU
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wBg0iEYs
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbMlCexqUo
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXvD9WpSh4
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF3tvqT8NV
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkuLtZnwZv
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zM7tSeEEm
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNga57L68gz
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2zXGBr7Ld
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk7kjnXdNa
「Sorry。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojKzZBYPyY
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvR3VhI9DU
「我都係。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYIxxsB1DE
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGywtFsqdEn
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMBfUc9rgH
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnBgqJsvVy
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbOUZrLekn
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qrsw68sYT
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdH4qS4RO4
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhyiaxQLzv
「係嘅。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ2ROBZW6Q
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eXLOktwBr
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wVfgtb4EI
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYolS2yqNMk
他們都沉默許久，青青說：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWWAT4vpdN
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfZzg552F7
「阿樂啊。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAozKL1X9b
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqZZjNXIKv
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgN6ClVvXf
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNKKLoo4yO
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXR1EADjSr
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW8iJ5SNCJ
你自己開唔開心啊？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6morfEDv4
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BWf6jOgsl
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcLjXqc5S1
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwpZ2wrd6t
「媽媽。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86cIQHa8Gu
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurcYxO8Yui
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwayt5Auv59
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwyBCQKdDO
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlSickEyst
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFxKkpvsTu
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3aV7q8hNB
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOUIX6TEJ4
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk4HnFdkTj
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhfNuY82Y1
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy74fGOcF9
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDGJcl19Ze
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc82IIQ9lE
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYgqkA8rmS
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXGdUnrmKK
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm5Jf9jaUQ
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9CuQQEzQV
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDIK3GAWly
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnBwYC7qs8
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlMbXI6W5C
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ChzWC1F1Z
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkftSCPKTE
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5f32nVf2L
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR7Z3w33eF
「多謝。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAgx8N63uQ
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJhx21r8F5
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngyHUz1cHE
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyxmUeYDM3
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo6YjMDqBZ
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzGOzFIVYg
「係有啲長氣。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDcxteJPig
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMb4PN2ZFH
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshwCmnw7re
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDhj970yd1
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR1FbteGgN
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZzXDuNoA5
「可以啊。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nbvR25EWL
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvfGqr8cGZ
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQaP0G85ae
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKNRtY1ZsG
「好。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvolsQBHJH
 582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrti0JlAoG2
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。8964 copyright protection578ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHtnGnb0di 維尼

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