「我都係咁話。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkEshS4ka4
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMKvP4XKxs
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阿樂點頭：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0AgkeGTe2
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN0CyX0AF3
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「係呀。算啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlpc6Vjham
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他們各自回房。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33cGeKJwm9
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGFoHTDStd
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhB19ZPaoz
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdptJTC26lB
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVjRUIFeNb
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj1OOihypT
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWtkxI8KJR
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還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViRNkLgQFD
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbs3cviPve
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdeQtsSrrM
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVefrCebje
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbylFPw1zb
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmsj6vpzOx
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzotWZF2v1
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDD6XfxtAt
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJpY0TFtGK
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V7PrAtAzd
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGkAI8nAVX
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiRXZk9oW3
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqvWmwSg4u
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJQcIAw1V4
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZAGUtj8X5
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她有什麼問題嗎？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt6nSc2jB3
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她是不是很不堪？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV4bUIN9dn
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為什麼？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbTU3I4SgA
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGHHxz5Jqn
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsdkMoT6K5
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpxfptjo8O
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5DRf3HtVe
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD4jJqv9D1
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaO8PBNBwQ
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaxst0hNMf
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8SpYYOra8
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3xdtFZW1S
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbDNfw2XSC
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lp9pFTdu7
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdO9weJ65z
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMtIWt308o
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Z5KfB5C1
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86BT8nQDoP
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAvQarJ2nh
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTTzS6svS5
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bXmstAYdl
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4anroPVkdp
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzMkwzID7X
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWlDyTvHwZ
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanPDQdcG3t
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9INdTBm3MP
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqcF7t6QK5
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PYm759EcG
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwmTlaFOok
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2q90fexHB
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV4daMXXj4
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp29BFxbiCw
「靚仔，考成點啊？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFbLFsSWUu
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Md1AhN2KS
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL82S1P2r93
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5buSOqctB
「點解你喺度？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMD6Gblk5x
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語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAHbNYP6KT
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHInkX6Usro
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE48wpB87RR
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他皺眉，有些兇地講：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvMOHnPWb2
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYRbLzFkAM
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g9IvCNCly
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaZ29fzfk2
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeitOnZx652
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqmiWUYHDk
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH53pGHxvr
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KAquf9t2l
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXhnmuG1bO
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6rp86emk3
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20ONTZQJZI
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1uBBZL33y
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGEIn3FE4r
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他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr70MihQqix
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「以後唔好啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHrPtnPli8
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyExEvdxckf
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHKP9ETLbl
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWpmt50NQz
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aq4ZjjjX7
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSxBXXyxZP
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3aBz3FX9S
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoWegy6zuM
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUD7EL8Wml
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMdkn9JfYJ
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VUbzcJURZ
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWjIgmoM4E
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3PllYuXyz
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbQOYcgjPJ
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcywkUhPI07
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1waL3IL1K
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSsftwXWWO
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很明顯了吧。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TCmyN0RMO
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZOiTvz5k7
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhHv7WgMpv
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK5mDquYG7
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpgu4w87o1
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所以，她恐懼。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEZ65k8Kir
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkIxbgnMSg
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs36Af30alv
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJXMj4Y8Tz
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpx850WY67
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKn6ju9wLU
 637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZUeYzUvjV
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs8zcMkkDE
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yrDgOinqc
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