「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh4NdlDDNC
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啫係叫你收皮囉……833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmNfdsEyuW
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLq1Zzg65s
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy98Mni5WAV
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3fsXbhYzf
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkaYTFNqNT
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoz6FIUKSA
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvugpFLdVPp
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5J3uDPEGb
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n02PS6JdN
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwQXiJHdcp
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW3CuyK1HR
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEbb4wQkrX
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ42zZSGNIZ
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJbGM4BjFN
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaE0m7ayBz
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp49bzH9asz
「點算？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzv7J5rLyJ
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOzigozAi7
「睇你㗎咋。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKbSUNe7eQ
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB7NYYq8KO
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31kqNbe9aH
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS4qqcQs8H
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeB1jqaBmY
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuibMxNO5JP
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC4unPWrqL
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dg7MU6d91
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4hSX92jh5
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOv3FCmTUO
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE5HV6BGIq
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BIx8PNIo7
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukDXOo2RK6
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVYAwlfL4o
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uRiWzhs2f
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4YN3XIfbt
「冇呀，睇你。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTGk58m5N3
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E0nkMe47O
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67WT8mnhYk
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5Pq883zFM
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArJYyNoRaJ
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD2fgS1Ldu
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHZP43n9AA
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYvXNf8Km7
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEmw9DQ35a
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis5NKYEiZw
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCOUHkkvRP
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe4DJeQZYJ
「唔知啊。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKk5yKUwFe
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi7iJfkwrm
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvaeuaJg9o
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcIi11pjbV
「同佢一齊？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ1YOqP6wV
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxWiwaYobQ
「可能係啦……」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ332XLQUCd1
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQpwunJvfA
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlzDxEeTOC
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3pwB1fOQa
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAksYNxJ2CB
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVKRBMe71L
「係嘅。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3unUPkHBOO
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOty7JfllzA
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkhMcUPjUD
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0FHGTZPc9
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPJM6egM6n
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5xvya5fA1
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI6bgvoNQM
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuIh3WyNNW
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57bZXTvDQB
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSCXmsjkAT
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVAIZCKZp3
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RvDFdR2Bs
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8toXB7jUs
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3OhBn67Xb
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPJaOslR3J
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5CSkOrXTR
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd16lCR4cl
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ78IZLiRWy
「你咩都唔知㗎。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9Eh35sey6
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhBIOLeJc4
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrKYQ3LePI
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEUFpRdW9D
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH7P8QVQq4
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyRXxbPQSO
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49jbhT25FA
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQymHQHzzDf
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDF46oBRNJ
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv22plypP3N
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlO5IuHox1
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhL3iDnQB2
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhErLeJ8ds
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL8uXGS5XC
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkqXvt1aWF
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「Sorry。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrko2Gznvs
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv1VLxG5pB
「我都係。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G0gkL1Sza
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX0mJsczZt
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41amASQN4D
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvxtx4eX4S
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhP6iUFQ31
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0jqqnDJtl
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27iY7uTLgK
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCpz0jtT9q
「係嘅。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TITlCztxf
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDEeJ5IUKp
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMnag5bGDy
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPjIN2YGy7
他們都沉默許久，青青說：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxM8jlHVlG
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSIlkzeRvU
「阿樂啊。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3JzcuBpTw
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrQo5GhWLV
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnYOy0oRoN
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Ut4V88nS
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvozLSALb8Q
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl4PIBfxhc
你自己開唔開心啊？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRrboguWRD
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD6Nw3HFPC
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDEHU0scUY
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdiWgvuwRY
「媽媽。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PlHRLufNG
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh0pj8x8iY
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqLzFM4Zxg
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZDi3k1j07
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFumwb7CYY
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4JyIbINGP
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMi0CWm3jO
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60IzzEGARz
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPTw0heRcH
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRH6VIjVNy
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIwK6ioHFo
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pE76tDLls
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu1Ah9mrER
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg14YbwLhW
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof2UXLvnak
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeqKpEEhY9
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsrk3aAbJa
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHt1UShu7g
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvhnWMKOaU
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YYB2nU5Y1
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJwiPWeLD9
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPjl6mW7bd
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qCpLam3hn
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfZLh50aEz
「多謝。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphPvxn2xEl
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「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoK9RjpIn3
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUQLNVi8uS
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2au03zUOnD
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkUjcVwsSl
「係有啲長氣。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdkrfVDS38
 833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzHt9FYYQ4
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchQVLN9Mle
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSfesF3F9P
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「可以啊。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf1f5reyh3
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「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZq0h1FSqy
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「好。」833Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVadKHEjjGt
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。1234 copyright protection829ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W48LxNW0A 尼

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