「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQjwo0llDA
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2dofWgC7h
啫係叫你收皮囉……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CRjQD2ZzO
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT6hhHFPIP
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHUsjEfnkn
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFbi8hCpmB
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyY8TXe9cI
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaYIr3Mdv7
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FtF38Z9It
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUDaTvZtxf
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPqu11oRkq
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfwV5fydpw
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT6ewyGPy3
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVK6077naA
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSEt3eWWjs
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfGifYnTmD
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfCSVjmhqr
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1LysVkUs1
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9wK9Rz23a
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FL8msr9BA
「點算？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1NCmm7BQW
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq1GRlnuEx
「睇你㗎咋。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz2VSGp5lP
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvQLU3y2ad
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9kN41b5Mn
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2otO9nWMg
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWFI80kXjo
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJM7jRaaCI
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JMxi8fwWf
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuCFOC7gSB
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbR9Lu51kR
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUEsyFiKMh
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxmPzxFamM
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCKrT0Bfqd
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGf6ntunpR
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zWutyNl3w
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxnL9DBYrT
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMDfu5M3Vo
「冇呀，睇你。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3kLryL7nQ
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqzcC8vLim
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlIgES1cbG
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIMNHr5Iah
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeww9LVxUs
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17qLoYycu1
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sGKX6HkFk
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oyBZGN0gy
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0YWqPX0D3
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBn8PGGqsi
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ3APrELNN
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOYmzB8OUX
「唔知啊。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXfRhrGgkk
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3QbSb5kYs
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26hiXFlH56
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyT0pBNxn1
「同佢一齊？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj0RPIYWLn
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkcXeVTffz
「可能係啦……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlts5ucdlpk
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK1Q1WDLJL
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuwVI7BLUQ
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu7s1MnKpk
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae8ERkZMDy
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh8wNEAWIl
「係嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGMmHS1jiO
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h3cPcUohz
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wA4n0le0W
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgUCcuR33j
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Y29Tz5xM
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqFmjPVOzR
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4lClCn2Dj
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVoi07v98G
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB0UNFa5y2
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJrNCoC07Q
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoiXKp9Pea
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByrFRP1mIC
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabHGbV400q
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjgAZMLmoK
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1CYrsHMeY
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMQ2hHz2hZ
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbrMZj8wgs
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKeE27nT04
「你咩都唔知㗎。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zhl7AtA9i
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwWwEvScGw
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg3G5YYdFk
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXrfr2VvET
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOfQT7rXdN
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbK36Ulb9x
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabTs9lxInl
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIBMXdkiEp
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3IpXZtvu4
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3vOsiP3ZN
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvqwjxcRtB
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvPYxgYVCE
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeGa7kS9CH
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcuESrX45U
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj6D8XNNRm
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNQgp4KJVJ
「Sorry。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFXVPlSIt2
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEOpMZzvUG
「我都係。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJQC3UnpqC
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZhfnMrr3e
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdFXRBdaRI
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ljm3LyII
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUygPoCKVY
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmr1jdCN9j
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQEEmVuTlO
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceALFvDiF9
「係嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m2E3qmYee
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQIp0bWn35
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5C87UsIaD
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocjKaffCIF
他們都沉默許久，青青說：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztlwv3mlEo
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchJG6ry7HX
「阿樂啊。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BwsOoTchv
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0tU29VgG1
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ6OspZr9L
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrof5VR7wDH
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r7O2zJ00y
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhSW9EPPkk
你自己開唔開心啊？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB7VZSEX2M
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeAG2fU9qd
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUhe54EmM
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1lJ0EOLPk
「媽媽。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWxs7074ZO
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cjHVpSQgb
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2WfHD4gPx
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh5EsqJ8kF
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4XVxxyN4N
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQbgFohLaC
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxvuCd8zoV
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrq5uz6lQl
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qFJP0eZ7s
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8H3xVXnEt
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1jxyaigYr
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8vQlSJWaq
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTt0KdjcgT
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwbU1ghFpX
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPDSnJplpS
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNVyEqp5Zb
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZT0sinwut
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXfsy34Zmx
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQvopBBXKQ
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggZ8btXoI1
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSYW5gv0BB
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelYeh1EmWx
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGmNt257NG
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfqdGIT45R
「多謝。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi76eh4DD5b
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA2dTmSXms
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OXvBEX8JK
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTgSIOBGK1
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgKepDxvhh
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjotMYJfcUe
「係有啲長氣。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufMkyby7nu
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2s5IiCuWn
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyXJbE7LcO
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4Fh4anhpr
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWyKb0ssab
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「可以啊。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtMrZR01if
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJYp0OJv6J
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTMdfz61Ln
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「好。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs0so2dTcR
 689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9htMXi5jJy
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。8964 copyright protection685ＰＥＮＡＮＡseDqJcn1dg 維尼

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