「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOKCEGPVnW
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啫係叫你收皮囉……591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxNarUCCE8
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl4XodACyE
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi4nuUl70B
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOZqcnHElq
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgiF0ZNpNW
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDg75C5dby
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnkCjay8CR
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XmoYe5UdU
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9NP7HDiyP
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgau6ZA4BMp
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb0Txpowhm
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBGRuChYVv
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8j37kxrYp
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「點算？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw44QXDpHl
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUGHiVLKaS
「睇你㗎咋。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzeBNgZ1QB
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB3iZgjiAQ
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClQQUfPOca
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C2CTMrWY8
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXJ37DVeT4
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniJFRaMNa5
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XELGiGLqw
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGsDI6aMVw
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKHBFDAohA
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNVoyNr2PW
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XPz6Ejfqh
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDWEZTnSko
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yiMO4YxYW
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPZf1Zfqlz
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnO8DOZeOv
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiqCzPltQc
「冇呀，睇你。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjde1yt27c
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZNGg1i7xS
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FyMKaofxC
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP4dHfIwTK
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATnivKkc9x
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmfkOQxMCi
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCZYl0tYUK
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7U23LbFKw
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHzpdtROKx
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerYzuyQHO7
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjDWXDrz7n
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g84ELATGS
「唔知啊。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuxMkZaeG3
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNX0Wqd8WG
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeFZSw1Z4A
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「同佢一齊？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxqFIdnoDq
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「可能係啦……」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnkOfwyx7S
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ksAXSj9Xc
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmZ0NbjZUP
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2TSFvJt1T
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwpncTNljm
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvwnKQlKwG
「係嘅。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO33l76PN5
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8siuXeXcB
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRgs4Y7cYO
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZEF0R74ad
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYCdf8qOUz
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAiOk2T8id
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6f5NtS2H1
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6409tBISr3
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6yPGzvs1N
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHwCC44lJr
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1zBr2ufPd
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8TOM2zdjZ
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vqndUBN9f
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOGE2uI6Ti
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYzxRW7gGE
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbGf1rZegA
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJde9ys6KXB
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYBH6VMneD
「你咩都唔知㗎。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nOThsKyT8
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz0BLIGOF4
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgipVrc5dr
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6oq8prhrP
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIM34siPKL
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMmSjDFrgl
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIhZZfyVB1
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68UR2LOogx
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCwXPO61aM
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoN63t5ozB
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDCgfgnyuz
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJA4NCCj8P
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3yRCfBZlr
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopB5Co8v3V
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcGc3mUTKD
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「Sorry。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYjoUWOf0J
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「我都係。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6VIeUH6ua
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk96btOYRmN
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt9RK99Mar
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa2pUMN0vk
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZo8c6HVCb
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXGQbNfosu
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xU4Jnv3HJ
「係嘅。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrTQBcNqSl
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WcLBPoBkb
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yHdHYAmSK
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vv9XnrqPc
他們都沉默許久，青青說：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyddyW8Uxq0
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MLGvAXRG3
「阿樂啊。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tnn1hxMJj
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFn7XNYyJ
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOiDy2xyuv
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYVLGVt6DF
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lQmE0pVxs
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你自己開唔開心啊？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzsFvLIGRC
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbweUxcKuYR
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIng6VQvWG
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「媽媽。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRQzPaGyY3
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gJEAoqOE9
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetqTeWYcHh
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEZoJ76OQW
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm41vfgUXu
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xoKBupDGm
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPK4CnKRoY
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGIlAHuPTz
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJvwRyWoB8
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpJpNapCiE
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwR1De4dvw
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD7RG8ovpH
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6tauR0GPQ
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEBiJI7tss
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1zEr38zou
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtIvmapFI4
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhOF6wX12B
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawYJsiOZpt
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIM4AV1Q6B
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如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbBAYALVHd
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ3XMeUtNF
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI2CKkrEtC
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「多謝。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTGGRQCaGJ
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「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBzJiSfoJT
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReQPQzokGb
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TSe9cL8h8
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「係有啲長氣。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRbFX06nUg
 591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBocWoof5x
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxEGy5P4i1
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJVRrWG1HT
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「可以啊。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLgrPvI685
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「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmipjCPHyz
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「好。」591Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJAa6kLBvG
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。8964 copyright protection587ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5SlWGxrY8 維尼

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