「Tanya啱啱臨走前,攬咗我一吓,之後,我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我,個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAm4fHccm9lo
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啫係叫你收皮囉……679Please respect copyright.PENANAAKrzfu7UF8
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青青內心如此嘀咕,對上他氣餒的臉,問:679Please respect copyright.PENANAgRHNc12jzh
679Please respect copyright.PENANARunbO3nPNS
「你以咩身份去攬佢?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAwZNjmbUZp1
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他沉默兩秒,他沒有任何身份,只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心;反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。679Please respect copyright.PENANA6IVprter8a
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」679Please respect copyright.PENANAogS4CF4Yhe
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阿樂越講越細聲,像萎縮一樣。679Please respect copyright.PENANAYwBIqDyRkE
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青青說話一向很直接,唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點:679Please respect copyright.PENANAawpYOHafdB
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「佢攬你,係派糧啩,或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢,就……可能,佢唔想啦,都已經攬咗。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAYqVerYrJ0o
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她拍一拍他的肩,廚房的光照在青青的眼上,他盯着她的瞳仁:679Please respect copyright.PENANACzD3jbTSvu
679Please respect copyright.PENANAic5s6Esn1Y
「點算?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAugAlacEOdl
679Please respect copyright.PENANAyskDdxWGO1
「睇你㗎咋。」679Please respect copyright.PENANA21yKMVpvgc
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放棄,或者,狗衝,大家都心知肚明。679Please respect copyright.PENANAJsusDtQKZW
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阿樂明白,只是,如果放棄他不甘,如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間,他選擇不來。他含糊地說:679Please respect copyright.PENANAMEXOxGxCfP
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「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係,原來,又唔夠好。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAr3cM3BquUj
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青青咬下一粒提子,點頭示意明白:679Please respect copyright.PENANAfFzlU7NkIk
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「冇計啦,一日唔達陣,一日都唔心足嘅。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAVrFjQDEd1I
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她內心想:單戀真係好濕滯,好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他,卻要擁抱他呢?正常人,都會覺得這是一個訊號吧?但她沒有資格質疑別人,因為她也跟阿樂做了愛,然後也沒有然後。679Please respect copyright.PENANAkvxltkVfzt
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「咁,點算?」阿樂又問。679Please respect copyright.PENANA5xQLTGXHB6
679Please respect copyright.PENANAjAeh4HdfrQ
「冇呀,睇你。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAk1EuuRw1SW
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他們的對話開始重複,在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。679Please respect copyright.PENANAhtJDT9b3bH
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這種感覺很奇妙,他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後,有過一些糾纏,但最終,各有心上人;現在,還與對方剖白對別人的心意,仿佛一切都沒發生過。679Please respect copyright.PENANA32CZldpGtI
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有趣的成人世界,氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。679Please respect copyright.PENANAcPc0uHtsWQ
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「你要對自己好啲,唔好乜都諗女神啦,你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAsO4L9ATiO3
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講經了,青青開始變身煩膠,她已很久沒對人說很多的話。679Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2yQCU1omt
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「唔知啊。」679Please respect copyright.PENANADA0SPwFYpb
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阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。679Please respect copyright.PENANARn8koBVYCT
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「同佢一齊?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAI3vJjl2TUj
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「可能係啦……」679Please respect copyright.PENANAYtPIhUKJFV
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼;青青問:679Please respect copyright.PENANA17t0IyyHbr
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「咩叫可能,係定唔係㗎?」679Please respect copyright.PENANA2ruoIwlYAh
679Please respect copyright.PENANARcFT8KxpRI
「係嘅。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAfmy1ECVYg2
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青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一;但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人,像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他,她理應慚愧。679Please respect copyright.PENANAOiPjokI7fS
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「咁其實你當兵,開唔開心?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAUZhFmuFZ8e
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她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕,身往梳化的背挨。679Please respect copyright.PENANAUdX581uBph
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「見到佢開心,我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋,又開心。有時佢讚我,或者需要我,嗯,都開心。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAIhRH4utoCV
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阿樂認真思考,他真的在說心底話,這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。679Please respect copyright.PENANAD1CsKa00VW
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「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢,開唔開心?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAEF1bDvLxBp
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阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話,她就專心地吃提子。良久,他說:679Please respect copyright.PENANAUbs95pY6r1
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「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」679Please respect copyright.PENANA7ieFjxL8Rl
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「你咩都唔知㗎。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAnjH1l9NphM
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青青笑他,但看見他沒精打采的樣子,突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷,似乎是來自不夠愛自己。679Please respect copyright.PENANAKBEuCB3bDg
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「係啊,可以點,又唔到我決定。」679Please respect copyright.PENANA1WX4hbJnvw
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阿樂不可置否,他確實無法找到一個方向發力,忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問,大膽起來:679Please respect copyright.PENANAMc4Y099OnM
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「係咩?你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ESqSYiwl
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「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹,叫我女死女還在。但係,就係冇計啊,我就係鍾意佢。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAwgCJ3BeaUi
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ7jh1Jht9
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「唓,一時一樣嘅。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAaCD2lWK91y
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「Sorry。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAT6rhXwhm0m
679Please respect copyright.PENANAg7fTi3QBWy
「我都係。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAMbOtpoqRXE
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這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機,他們一同歎氣。679Please respect copyright.PENANAtr1moUkuB1
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。679Please respect copyright.PENANAj1JKg295xw
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「你連自己諗咩都唔知,仲想諗人哋?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAsT1nnADEJE
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「係嘅。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAXzOECIw9Hx
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他們坐在梳化上,得斜右方的廚房有光,昏昏暗暗,感覺極度安全,世界好似只剩下他們,無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭,帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。679Please respect copyright.PENANAaZzwNwy5m8
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他們都沉默許久,青青說:679Please respect copyright.PENANA1jNwBfrOMb
679Please respect copyright.PENANA8eJN0ghCzQ
「阿樂啊。679Please respect copyright.PENANAV3rZSbiIvi
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阿樂,你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮,好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。679Please respect copyright.PENANAdDFWcG4O4J
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兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊,但係,又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢?你想要咩?679Please respect copyright.PENANA56z5hnau3H
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你自己開唔開心啊?」679Please respect copyright.PENANA5V4Cpt0vtp
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青青就是覺得,他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢?卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。679Please respect copyright.PENANABUDypeORjT
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「媽媽。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAzm2M8aOGQz
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阿樂笑她長氣;她反了一個白眼:679Please respect copyright.PENANATSiCymVFKd
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「咪笑啦,係有啲講經嘅。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAle2t7rk3eP
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阿樂喃喃,但又是說給她聽的:679Please respect copyright.PENANA0DCuph0X6s
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「你個《十年》故,我睇完之後,其實好羨慕阿朗(男主角)。就算佢迷失,但最後都諗得通,又有思思(女主角)陪佢。其實點解呢?」679Please respect copyright.PENANADV9biZMhCw
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「哦,阿朗靚仔啩。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAs9birBK61A
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。679Please respect copyright.PENANAVg5HWm27xM
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青青筆下的男主角,與阿樂在性格上差距很大,她嘗試梳理記憶:679Please respect copyright.PENANAPdIk6swIU7
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎,要老婆,要屋企。而且,佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎,揾Fiona(女配角)其實講得好聽啲,都係照顧緊自己個心啊。679Please respect copyright.PENANAufbI7wwnWG
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同你唔同啊,揾親女神,你都係唔開心嘅,或者係佢開心你先開心。679Please respect copyright.PENANA6I6H9hb1Yy
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如果,你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心,咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉,好勁吖,喺呢個世代,好難得㗎,你已經好犀利。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAu9XbzfzZBk
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阿樂的眼眶濕潤,青青看見他不斷眨眼。679Please respect copyright.PENANA8dlhsaUx8b
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「多謝。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAVAi39vkFxm
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「呢個氣氛,好啱我,即刻成個阿婆咁。」679Please respect copyright.PENANA7M4YfGH232
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她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。679Please respect copyright.PENANAktL8sBhCw5
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「係有啲長氣。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAOzu99u2pir
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阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑,看看他,點頭問:「咁所以點?」679Please respect copyright.PENANAsrtOUSOjJP
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。679Please respect copyright.PENANAFvXFD693ul
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「可以啊。」679Please respect copyright.PENANApGB3yywnEv
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「繼續,直到我唔可以再繼續。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAMhbMx8JJUV
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「好。」679Please respect copyright.PENANA0xxqsVCv3G
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話;但總有想通了一些什麼。
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《偏偏喜歡你》//我破咗個文青處,但佢唔肯同我一齊。
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