「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWwGksOPAa
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啫係叫你收皮囉……835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijddH1nRKf
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIirZmTlXUm
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpyaDNkIAg
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWiC6LNoMv
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVntyVUuwuS
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阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JlSfA1Z9p
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青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzgGfPImpW
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「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihapEI4sLI
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokRnWQhwIr
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「點算？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DloHiSStP
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「睇你㗎咋。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt9CvbSEMb
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U5XhHC7Ph
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrizBPRJEEx
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUbZbEhNwS
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3B1WtlhSp
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「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcmMyjY2Zk
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfHgGpj6S9
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVaNUJLJ8K
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「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2YASqzOJD
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZS3RNs6U1
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXleCdkqA66
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「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsYEDtzeiq
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms8TZHnK7m
「冇呀，睇你。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddziruNxXq
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他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4ODbRrNve
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B9fmCo1SA
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQpcp28wAv
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有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY47XP5U1Kl
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「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4U9F0brTx
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講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvw98I3FFb
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「唔知啊。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4iNIqcp2c
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrnmQ5JcJJ
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9eBj9lZrb
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「同佢一齊？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW5aYqC6IN
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「可能係啦……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVev2zM10fQ
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNSghr2CIj
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「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGI8NxRuPd
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「係嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0VeVXJLT0
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青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI8Y6eBn8j
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「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tSnDSIsyC
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她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatQW35bvvr
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「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhGauQmh4w
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阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduHBeZ2TrL
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「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI2YmT1u83
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OqXX09vPP
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8a8LGvWac
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLqJ0NuQze
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq8lPulDeT
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「你咩都唔知㗎。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX4TILMQGD
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBBcuP9tAL
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasS9D3o4Em
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「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7ozsje5vE
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阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yxZ8Mulmx
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「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozWk0IJZx7
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「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhb8YzJWfT
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJGtC2tCXj
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「唓，一時一樣嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vq4XKkbhp
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「Sorry。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9hK7X3ACd
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「我都係。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nUH7z5fos
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這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrfk7xYIu0
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfasabHe32u
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「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvt8vLA88l
 835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf8lEY1J7A
「係嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyOpFajly0
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他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOnlLJecrO
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他們都沉默許久，青青說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaXmc9XPkr
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「阿樂啊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfHya17m6p
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阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jvCLUQyUT
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兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEzBQ4feGN
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你自己開唔開心啊？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTRbWxuKIe
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青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7xetndRTi
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「媽媽。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4icl9qiT8g
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阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt1cjPN8Gp
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「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uzIA1ZWcc
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阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QAHPcm8gw
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「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb1fG35Rtw
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「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyCr7QAgIr
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXZl59g14p
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青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujbb7whhHJ
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnlPgajs7v
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同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcjnKW2nkV
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如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHQ7OdHVjP
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阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CxjLceOnT
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「多謝。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKykDtFK9PC
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「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ903mYfW1z9
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她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wEHPcb5mH
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「係有啲長氣。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08oFjU9amy
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阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dRcVyJ1lc
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zz3UWTNXg
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「可以啊。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafcU6vBwAJ
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「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8DKBNmH2c
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「好。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3liTFmMKyE
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