所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——738Please respect copyright.PENANAIfgRWkhoji
738Please respect copyright.PENANANENCqQx9KT
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。738Please respect copyright.PENANA4GCMa3msb5
738Please respect copyright.PENANACQBaWe1BYj
原先只是想開一開玩笑,然而細石仍能激起千層浪;但如果旁觀,或會覺得這是一件好事。人與人在關係之中,平穩是一種安心的狀態,但如果心有不滿,只會去往關係的消亡,倒不如學習吵架。738Please respect copyright.PENANARIA1Q0t9QK
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjttT7KeWdC
一次質量高的罵戰,比十次平淡的沉默效果更佳。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6UUWuGl3KA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAdJp55k66sO
「我落去跑吓步先。」738Please respect copyright.PENANA7SE36RLky4
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjaMerbioAY
他們已不能再講下去,阿朗借詞離開。738Please respect copyright.PENANA8LJVWBcIZ9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAISnufxnuj2
「好。」738Please respect copyright.PENANA3QP2e3e6p3
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9tDmP5nQGE
於是,門又關上,感覺世界被隔絕兩方,但明明分享着同一份憂傷。738Please respect copyright.PENANAcyUyOPBFAG
738Please respect copyright.PENANA3O0ruX46Hu
外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?738Please respect copyright.PENANAhXBwR8v36q
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYKPSGZMNDD
外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?738Please respect copyright.PENANAO0kJkXGhdZ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAGjOciUM1JN
所以,阿朗繞過運動場,多行一會兒走進了商場,至少裹面有冷氣。738Please respect copyright.PENANAWbVJ4ugX3t
738Please respect copyright.PENANAD6RAMlJP0w
日光日白,不熱嗎——雖然,思思很清楚,他說要跑步只是想讓大家都冷靜一下。若然身處同一個空間,夾硬聊下去,只會實切地意興闌珊。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqd2HllGJQ6
738Please respect copyright.PENANAvyOZanY9w4
至少,如此,還可以令大家都覺得二人還是擁有情緒的,不至於不聞不問。738Please respect copyright.PENANAdqqY0ZiBrO
738Please respect copyright.PENANA3dDGcjMlOF
樓下的商場是小小一間,得兩層有店舖,直行直過不足十分鐘已可逛畢。738Please respect copyright.PENANAgOhyxoqbaU
738Please respect copyright.PENANAzsbVfExytA
他經過鞋舖,想起她有天回家後,嫌棄的說:738Please respect copyright.PENANAjh32ivFdIe
738Please respect copyright.PENANAuvs9mhRnaM
「唔小心踩到啲泥,死啦,都唔知洗唔洗得乾淨。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAe9mqnoZcC9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKt8vEQyrJ1
她用力地洗拭那一雙白色的鞋,但將泥塊移下後,還是有頑固的啡啡綠綠色的污漬:「洗唔甩。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAxxLKMOBlgT
738Please respect copyright.PENANAdr9GIhjWTr
「幾潮吖,唔緊要啦。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Oh1RJLUd
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9FiaX6GDbB
他下樓,而她只好執一下屋,從乾衣機取出衣服,先掛起棉花糖的校服,然後坐在地上摺。一件、一件……738Please respect copyright.PENANAtGdsJ0YBNm
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9VhBdDwsSt
她打開YouTube,看到一些心理學的小知識,很想立刻嘗試應用,測試其功能性;可是這屋只得影片的聲音,而他不在。738Please respect copyright.PENANA66bsK6CEqR
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgEQyGyHF2Q
他內進,揀了一雙白色的鞋,有些粉紅色的點綴,37碼。738Please respect copyright.PENANApnN64zcPkh
738Please respect copyright.PENANAcW5p4Lf6F4
她很喜歡這樣的鞋,因為襯什麼衫都適合;但是,這些天來,她都在穿厚重的黑色波鞋,和她的長裙不太搭,可是又捨不得扔掉舊的那雙,只將它放在鞋盒中。738Please respect copyright.PENANAwQYABEkMWY
738Please respect copyright.PENANANsiqUatmDH
「咔——咔——」她忽然笑,這個情景,很像她廿四歲時的寂寞——同樣,無人回應;同樣,她也沒有說出口讓他知道;和她共明共晦地看色情片、自慰的人,是她。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5GpJ06pqzU
738Please respect copyright.PENANAGn1PcGmqBv
但明明,後來,沒有再如此。只是現在,YouTube的影片已播完,她聽見時鐘走動的聲音,如同當時清晰透徹。738Please respect copyright.PENANAokAI9KVMrx
738Please respect copyright.PENANAQNsBPQYGyi
時鐘還是同一個,但用久了,越行越快,足足快了十分鐘,即使調較,多過一會兒又行得快,慢慢就習慣將所看到的時間延後;始終和當年不一樣。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhQMTq13ZCw
738Please respect copyright.PENANAdop3TpHfuR
她也不再是當年那個不甘表達的人了,不再隱忍沉默。738Please respect copyright.PENANATRPppJhR4W
738Please respect copyright.PENANAsIYQ7aS21X
這是進步。738Please respect copyright.PENANA4tpQ4QPA3V
738Please respect copyright.PENANAVLfNnvIYtn
然後,他去向對面的文具店,買了幾枝墨水筆、筆芯、塗改帶。棉花糖已不再用鉛筆了,就算她不用,思思也會以紙筆記事。738Please respect copyright.PENANABDBZdi2oUM
738Please respect copyright.PENANAIB0cui1b30
這屋裏只有他不用再執筆。738Please respect copyright.PENANArBHrYpphD9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAUEQWr09LVM
其實,他已很多年不用執筆。但以前,他會自卑於別人正為事業打拼或者持續進修,而自己卻在做一份難有晉升機會的工作;現在,他已不是,並且隱隱地為自己感到驕傲。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6TMwXyIXe3
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7DTp7k7saG
這是進步。738Please respect copyright.PENANARpu6WH5Gju
738Please respect copyright.PENANAQX6MskE4P4
二人都在這段獨處之間平靜下來,反覆思慮已沒有意義,腦海中的東西在游泳,然而空間狹小,不讓它出去的話遲早一天憋死。738Please respect copyright.PENANAYrutMNOncB
738Please respect copyright.PENANAruLFxkkOl3
已過而立之年,應比當年進步,是否?738Please respect copyright.PENANAN7R1Tuvpyy
738Please respect copyright.PENANASWHXcvXMq5
思思想在家等阿朗回來,期間先煮飯吧;卻發現家裏的姜已經用完,本來想讓他順便買回來,但又不知他何時回程,她故穿上拖鞋下樓。738Please respect copyright.PENANArwOh3wi0Be
738Please respect copyright.PENANAR5YNd8En9l
她經過樓下的小公園,看見他呆坐着綠色鐵鏽長櫈上,怔怔地看着小孩子盪鞦韆、瀡滑梯,旁邊放着一個膠袋。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9WTr5RjUgY
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgSqAWjDJv1
她站在涼亭,坐一坐,看他、看他看別人、看別人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAl5HhN6DKyh
738Please respect copyright.PENANA4kevjZqNgc
他腳踏在雜色地磚上,十指雙交,目光在焦點中伸長,聽見歡快的玩鬧聲,甚至伸至他和她曾經也在同一張椅子上停留,也緊緊地牽過對方。738Please respect copyright.PENANApPjq4Bq7mR
738Please respect copyright.PENANArMA1n2OmCD
其實,他們很近,但總是差一點點。738Please respect copyright.PENANA0m6csPZB9H
738Please respect copyright.PENANAcs90TD3Oa4
她看見天開始悄悄地暗了一點,突然釋懷,不可能再等——738Please respect copyright.PENANASbNANpPtHw
738Please respect copyright.PENANANXqpSKvLiy
等到日落?等到夜晚?等到月明星晞然後盼待明天會更好嗎?她故前去,輕鬆地問:738Please respect copyright.PENANAYxLs4ySzfR
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZrH3Lx0HRJ
「老公,你做咩喺度嘅?」738Please respect copyright.PENANASKbC9jADJm
738Please respect copyright.PENANAquZQhnd3pP
「坐喺度睇吓啲細路仔玩咋嘛。以前,棉花糖番完學,就同同學落嚟玩一陣嘅。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAenxB6A16L1
738Please respect copyright.PENANAzBBmesTncW
「係。以前仲係做緊畫直線,但宜家就嚟升中學添啦。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAPeXMCJJYcv
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYAiSyEHHM4
「嗯。都幾好。」738Please respect copyright.PENANATRSqYJBR17
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0vL0zweY7V
「你買咗嘢?」738Please respect copyright.PENANAMv2zCBmJF4
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7d2Veb6Ov6
她伸手,取出鞋盒,打開。738Please respect copyright.PENANAD7prPn7zJO
738Please respect copyright.PENANAshr2YtDlmg
「你睇吓啱唔啱腳?嗰對鞋,你可以唔要啦,都污糟咗。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAFXQx82c1gi
738Please respect copyright.PENANApHUj9u7EPO
他付錢之後,突然想起,鞋合不合腳只有她試過先知,唯有在心裏祈求她能穿得下。738Please respect copyright.PENANAWMhjr950FX
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwetYXkO1vd
「唔得,擺喺屋企啦。你送㗎喎,唔會唔要。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAhKkWNq6sJc
738Please respect copyright.PENANASLJhLtlMh4
她見他記得小事,不自覺地柔軟,衷心地討他歡喜;他果然笑笑。其實,他們在對方面前,沒有什麼算計,全屬人性自然反應,防衛心低;所以,轉折很容易。738Please respect copyright.PENANAemwYLbMr70
738Please respect copyright.PENANAOG73suFFq4
阿朗問:「你呢?做咩落嚟嘅?」738Please respect copyright.PENANALCltthmLPi
738Please respect copyright.PENANAzwRc8g7Z80
738Please respect copyright.PENANALsZ65EDAox
思思像忽然記起什麼:「哦、係喎——我想蒸魚,但屋企冇哂姜,所以落嚟買。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAETM0pkp1Vv
738Please respect copyright.PENANAXfnRTblKfy
「一定要有姜嘅咩?落多啲蔥囉。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAqx7wslcr7v
738Please respect copyright.PENANALIs3zScP6w
「一定要,如果唔係我就寧願唔蒸啦。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAScRUWARkCW
738Please respect copyright.PENANAhSnxgAh0Lh
「咁行啦。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAQRCFdjUtiJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAoTuWxyWvrO
「你同我去?」738Please respect copyright.PENANAAV2xcwSiaL
738Please respect copyright.PENANAT0onptXjXc
「係啊。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAQPovvslYxH
738Please respect copyright.PENANA2NUgtvzhZJ
他站起,牽起她的手:738Please respect copyright.PENANA0ClTLgvCVp
738Please respect copyright.PENANAn6pEXRqi3m
「琴日咪話有嘢想講嘅,番去就好好傾吓啦,好冇?」738Please respect copyright.PENANARexJsyKuMx
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZTzQYqyaZV
「好。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAJgriJyq0AY
738Please respect copyright.PENANAuQlWem0kgE
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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