看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTJxH7aXi5
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZkmCiZhLw
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXnScAEzFO
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2pHSmUDxu
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「明。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2ca7g7Kgo
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYPHjP3ONh
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfU8pAsg9E
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxreQk5Q6g
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXRjqHRGgx
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWeneNc2ID
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「俾我睇吓？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7Fo88i0uU
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「好。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOYTYyIpC7
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW466lHn8Y8
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「哦，係Fiona喎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LNL1d6sxE
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4lEwiTuqw
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ONPlcfyON
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ILRS8R0h
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Jr0V4krC
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxMGyswsQL
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「仲敢？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeBR5H9iz9
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「唔敢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnqn6oHTya
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBlvW2HsXw
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bLjsIbTwS
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp0pqcoVzR
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs2DGPvGwT
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VSsFsrONt
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnNpunCeDH
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1jCrj4zBn
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「我開俾你睇。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh8DLH87n4
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「唔洗啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm7WAAxPc0
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjcM8RxYqw
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaBOvfkKgZ
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdxa5QkG20
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeN5zXLjlX
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK5Oh1meL7
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ0pkyC9ZV
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「Sorry。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFTeWnLT2t
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OJ4a421Uu
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF9113o08l
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R6Vw3Ui6u
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3TSiMbMj8
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「Sorry……」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ898hT9iZ2k
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I1H4p83py
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfgkx5XwwU
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdD1XIJ2FP
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYv6Ww115f
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「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJZIxg3cWV
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既然說起，阿朗問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ5nfOPxeg
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7r4jhGjIq
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她沒好氣地答：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs3liI9cXh
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBg80LlLFL
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyW2DS4oKD
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aCSnVEiYS
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0unxmClaUK
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIEj6T6AEt
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「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73UpQztXPX
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「威啦威啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY5Y2x4Djh
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALc7uSkH4c
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNfYDNjgST
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「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38vedYq2mA
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「喺街上撞到？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27mtdnt3o
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「佢喺校門等我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kq53rFmyo
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MPkJZkFRR
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他語帶諷刺：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmxHj6TsLN
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuQgmqg2l3
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoVnsT81BP
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzALP964tx
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7xoYRRRwz
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qd4fsOj6M
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDXJEA4wRd
「有咩問題？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69KrezR19u
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1ccFGAwJQ
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WXuRjnFTq
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWQSjunRyZ
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB7QiJTEUO
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMlDWlpdXM
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是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacGB7rm05d
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuqZWOJfc0
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是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup08B19yGv
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaYnJBgvy4
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWTL1VNt9e
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsULrnSbsug
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原先想表達的是什麼？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1NEMRvoVA
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmlj7ScpxQ
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrThlWeSpf6
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrz3zE6e6T
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv0KXP9j6U
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvrqdlti2r
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXQhGBRae7
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7DuQykbsu
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqyikHKcHH
 920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCHsVX6VBP
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUdEPx4gr7
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