看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NeWWfvz9h
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug8DRo5hPk
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUJTQrTNuI
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5EYCzNnX0
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaupZARVgUd
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIC5GCg8ao
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQhEwqKMSh
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwSNvjE6BJ
「明。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNLv9RPhq7
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNs1XB1bks
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pWkqvklHf
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwXM5JaZDg
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb3GWiiDk2
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhIeBwgYfp
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB5CKzl1Z4
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBLm0YzIYl
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0nXGbPCKN
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy7RZ8n5aQ
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH8DQPSz0g
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz8cTyf7zw
「俾我睇吓？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm73AMUXJ8T
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKudbqaqZX
「好。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewXl09soyH
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ5TVHwmKK
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM0Bfdo5nv
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWeq6uqhmD
「哦，係Fiona喎。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86wOrb5sN9
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInwolAHESY
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV5lhmPq1b
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVioHTiTX2
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6TgGAoaF9
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU72pnhI63G
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceMmqahtTN
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR7IV7RhN7
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GYu4hwr50
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8EOWNqKRm
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfavQlDn9Lz
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cDZq03KES
「仲敢？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMFgz2vmWc
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1jvKGvRcD
「唔敢。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcBVYpN1lY
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvRcVV7EAk
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFGlqtCuDg
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkUbzOQjaL
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL7T5O26zx
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrsR0pgEmf
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSR8TXiAu8
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD0sqUF9o1
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy124rBV6i
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvFy8pXxpY
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GiBaJTk7K
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ol56TBprU
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMSJUSOFIN
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSmp5O7Kuh
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJSHBbyKaJ
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONJlwgrcBc
「我開俾你睇。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E9vbmq1mX
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4VmBzm172
「唔洗啦。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ939zkZzfo
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDusWYyP4bM
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzfVETUDbk
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8Q4n4dTIY
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdewUf63hRU
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BlZ0jwZS0
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V7BEpfPCZ
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gje2NpcCn
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97v8LV9HUD
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NAmz2FIqR
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuxwiG3W96
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSKQqEKfPP
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeBo7ugmIl
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF9tugbZnC
「Sorry。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB7WtpNYZY
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtb8JniWCP
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOVtxvvnr7
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrzYSO5hSV
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80yvPLSj4u
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjPL6FDJPg
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw25k7vGFq
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVFWOUDdB2
「Sorry……」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv8Y6dSNTr
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uuAk0Y0ef
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTr1BXulHr
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX5rB543sR
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisoL2i4BoZ
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHQUJWg6mi
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9hJN7lTKR
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQanNriEeX
「嗯。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsLUa7dYTx
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiQLusjTxI
既然說起，阿朗問：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC2Re1orJE
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMKApcxlE7
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlo6pZv7Gt
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKp1biWEhz
她沒好氣地答：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64bkjFqKwk
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPy637BWzH
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVQWs4bVky
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4rNpt2BwY
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6HTD2j9Km
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpKoqoiN7t
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYzref76h
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4qy3b0Ryc
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf9qrA3ukt
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW0xDBmC4q
「威啦威啦。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPkL4K673F
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFCeNQKh4J
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncwjoAADdM
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzdtBXPRm4
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYNCe4csQ0
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U7VUAjeL8
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemd2bJowrc
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNVjlNm9PG
「喺街上撞到？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NYHfaViiH
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf0np5r1CZ
「佢喺校門等我。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSXXGu95yL
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSE59knsuN
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo5JeIGPDd
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK17kdXTOl
他語帶諷刺：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTytwLqojs
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37SYoHQ1CB
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLHUxEeRxo
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHo79VErkK
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5O6HacNRa
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1h1gGnOS4
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxDN4Arrth
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN0fbQ5NcU
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodzD4i5DJH
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0G6BEMJJV
「有咩問題？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfCr6zydpI
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfKlfsuZCa
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctfVTHl1Vw
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGWUd9H3HV
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfSV1jkqvr
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzSFM3P78i
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQMHn2tRvR
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi86Nb3AIvs
是。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jqY9BYyaF
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMjavkSJqb
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOkvkB1dnd
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6Q75OQ8KG
是。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTrNxpshaj
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswtQjoudqG
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSqCWJbywf
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMQoG9JMUG
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQut92qGEVK
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcIlpPLtzd
原先想表達的是什麼？876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9p49pbOoN
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8sMxVvUnI
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTxNdAkwtC
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBBydqN12d
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrFNRGngzC
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQpw3UFXH3
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsTXt6Z4V0
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe28ftDkvg3
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoZc16KM9F
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NPFWhmqjU
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO7zAo6zZc
 876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgXnVmqY7
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mg6830RJy
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