看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAkBPYEsBbd2
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:921Please respect copyright.PENANAxvxDBGoJHo
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「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。921Please respect copyright.PENANAz89AOVmfk9
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。921Please respect copyright.PENANAvO6mykVLOp
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「明。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAwFr7l5Jzvn
921Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ3ydQbVUl
「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAFQefvV0biS
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「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAXW0ddQa0jJ
921Please respect copyright.PENANAvXUOACxKZx
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:921Please respect copyright.PENANABu6Kq29Feh
921Please respect copyright.PENANAf5vEpNOpaX
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAlM0JR5p1Ar
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「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAeRXRC0eSVG
921Please respect copyright.PENANAFJAxga5b5G
「俾我睇吓?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAw108pL2phd
921Please respect copyright.PENANANboFo0Al0V
「好。」921Please respect copyright.PENANATKFLEOZOtK
921Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZzCsWIfnF
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:921Please respect copyright.PENANAUAQ8OIS0yB
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「哦,係Fiona喎。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZeqEI03bC
921Please respect copyright.PENANAAh9Agnz0kA
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」921Please respect copyright.PENANADQ2vueH84m
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他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAQHrZ3l4sHX
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAFR87vWTs0b
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。921Please respect copyright.PENANA1pH1FzYSjK
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「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA19sxJIP9dP
921Please respect copyright.PENANA2dhJypZzYq
「仲敢?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA0wwBZU6aF7
921Please respect copyright.PENANA6XjqzSOSHA
「唔敢。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAfjw6zkK1S5
921Please respect copyright.PENANAlmF5ImfB83
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA0s92OgEOXL
921Please respect copyright.PENANAFn2Dvea5Z9
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAPWuAuScbuM
921Please respect copyright.PENANAqBAYs3KAJH
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。921Please respect copyright.PENANAFYxhZR7mPO
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAScqWSJtDTx
921Please respect copyright.PENANAy75KluweB0
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。921Please respect copyright.PENANAPKvPQWkydz
921Please respect copyright.PENANAZU5jjryuNH
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAUt8aDXzsmx
921Please respect copyright.PENANAg8HsUyWNg1
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。921Please respect copyright.PENANAWud0cCrLZe
921Please respect copyright.PENANAXL7nQjmAIg
「我開俾你睇。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAtfxmQ0JRcr
921Please respect copyright.PENANA8CJBjrCyD3
「唔洗啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA2iZlmDHRPx
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心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。921Please respect copyright.PENANANxFEhQNlMc
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:921Please respect copyright.PENANAIzsvUsaKUq
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAtHticd0bEG
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「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAYeJxhWhgWU
921Please respect copyright.PENANADbJ51xYaOQ
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA8jN7493sFb
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即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。921Please respect copyright.PENANAtiqmKSRP3f
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「Sorry。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAKXEPnu92qL
921Please respect copyright.PENANAoFS5sj0GcS
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。921Please respect copyright.PENANAw1P2sBFSMN
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAbAVhOTxwpV
921Please respect copyright.PENANAcsj47DzYTK
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。921Please respect copyright.PENANAgHsht5abXi
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「Sorry……」921Please respect copyright.PENANAlAZAJS9DG7
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他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。921Please respect copyright.PENANA7f46vU1rPe
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAH4fxkEeSWH
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「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA65HIVni6H9
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.PENANASyySj9tmCl
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既然說起,阿朗問:921Please respect copyright.PENANAuziN7uZjKm
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「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAI2KrqcxNjw
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她沒好氣地答:921Please respect copyright.PENANARNiZLOd9sm
921Please respect copyright.PENANA9JBvK5dkyJ
「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」921Please respect copyright.PENANABUMgkNP4kE
921Please respect copyright.PENANAaF52deikYX
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAIVmuMAuIDi
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」921Please respect copyright.PENANACMxKBQdENn
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「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAVz8W4qp100
921Please respect copyright.PENANABWLqXm6hRp
「威啦威啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAq5V58znCM2
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。921Please respect copyright.PENANAZWw5WPDfDR
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「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。921Please respect copyright.PENANA7lgDhAbGE0
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「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAW89p7Ohg9u
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「喺街上撞到?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA3THICm9IVH
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「佢喺校門等我。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAECJCMf73o0
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。921Please respect copyright.PENANA7Aw3svXGUc
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他語帶諷刺:921Please respect copyright.PENANADeZBH8cT4H
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA6SiGpsELVT
921Please respect copyright.PENANATfkOnhNGtl
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:921Please respect copyright.PENANAUhaxuXByyn
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAeWMQlG82x9
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「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAznwS3AZBtQ
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「有咩問題?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAta7UWmVSTQ
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「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAj95nnWl8mN
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「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAORFXXWMabp
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA9EeKujkGm7
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是。921Please respect copyright.PENANAZjmFHHUuJp
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAjEwtd7o3CX
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是。921Please respect copyright.PENANAFDHQFhtAPj
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。921Please respect copyright.PENANABcy7Xvia9u
921Please respect copyright.PENANA6xKRxN9E2g
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。921Please respect copyright.PENANA2f69NlhVx3
921Please respect copyright.PENANAyRmMozVeXg
原先想表達的是什麼?921Please respect copyright.PENANA39bGR0L6Rz
921Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZjeIrbJkF
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。921Please respect copyright.PENANA92EzWvBwfF
921Please respect copyright.PENANAaBnZaZ8HPK
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?921Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ3ognkuAc
921Please respect copyright.PENANAc8KN3ifYKd
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,921Please respect copyright.PENANATNiDptDGQ7
921Please respect copyright.PENANAVBOAz3c9vQ
所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。921Please respect copyright.PENANAWmPDyQgcxW
921Please respect copyright.PENANApvIFFqmE2f
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——921Please respect copyright.PENANAQmifi52uPF
921Please respect copyright.PENANArRk2CjvorK
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。921Please respect copyright.PENANA04sMAiidd0
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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