看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBPYEsBbd2
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvxDBGoJHo
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsZYQkJrED
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz89AOVmfk9
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO6mykVLOp
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「明。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFr7l5Jzvn
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQefvV0biS
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ8oI9LkvK
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW0ddQa0jJ
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXUOACxKZx
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu6Kq29Feh
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5vEpNOpaX
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM0JR5p1Ar
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6Tb1z49Cg
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRXRC0eSVG
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJAxga5b5G
「俾我睇吓？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw108pL2phd
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「好。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKFLEOZOtK
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZzCsWIfnF
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAQ8OIS0yB
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSqlLXBu8A
「哦，係Fiona喎。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZeqEI03bC
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh9Agnz0kA
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ2vueH84m
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKk52T0Xj5
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHrZ3l4sHX
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE4AqliQhS
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR87vWTs0b
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK4WyFmY1b
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pH1FzYSjK
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6sMUojuXi
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19sxJIP9dP
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dhJypZzYq
「仲敢？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wwBZU6aF7
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XjqzSOSHA
「唔敢。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjw6zkK1S5
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmF5ImfB83
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s92OgEOXL
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn2Dvea5Z9
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWuAuScbuM
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBAYs3KAJH
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYxhZR7mPO
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOhMCIkDgj
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScqWSJtDTx
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy75KluweB0
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKvPQWkydz
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU5jjryuNH
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt8aDXzsmx
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8HsUyWNg1
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWud0cCrLZe
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL7nQjmAIg
「我開俾你睇。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfxmQ0JRcr
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CJBjrCyD3
「唔洗啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iZlmDHRPx
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxnfIiO9TC
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxFEhQNlMc
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVklnGc23V9
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzsvUsaKUq
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHerB14uJI
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHticd0bEG
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx4PlV08zS
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeJxhWhgWU
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jN7493sFb
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW0eOQmBqV
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiqmKSRP3f
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「Sorry。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXEPnu92qL
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFS5sj0GcS
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1P2sBFSMN
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUdJYlllRB
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAVhOTxwpV
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsj47DzYTK
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHsht5abXi
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrVS8QE0Eg
「Sorry……」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAZAJS9DG7
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f46vU1rPe
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBK10cnGkz
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4fxkEeSWH
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVSy3XWejh
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65HIVni6H9
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3yCkEO80O
「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyySj9tmCl
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXJFBxUiZN
既然說起，阿朗問：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuziN7uZjKm
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjibrL7e8F
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2KrqcxNjw
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tOJ308yNb
她沒好氣地答：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNiZLOd9sm
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JBvK5dkyJ
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUMgkNP4kE
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF52deikYX
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVmuMAuIDi
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRcfygKFpz
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMxKBQdENn
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktLRtTAvh4
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz8W4qp100
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWLqXm6hRp
「威啦威啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5V58znCM2
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWw5WPDfDR
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JazzOUvdo
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lgDhAbGE0
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD2hjeTCw3
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW89p7Ohg9u
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67SMQI5uf3
「喺街上撞到？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3THICm9IVH
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyjFGeeftZ
「佢喺校門等我。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECJCMf73o0
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4RT7hjQbE
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Aw3svXGUc
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik0bYwoaSI
他語帶諷刺：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeZBH8cT4H
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyBFQwKj07
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SiGpsELVT
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfkOnhNGtl
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhaxuXByyn
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDqLzrMd8Z
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWMQlG82x9
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC9ODyXCaR
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznwS3AZBtQ
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMGfCREG8H
「有咩問題？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta7UWmVSTQ
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lxQRVCLRs
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj95nnWl8mN
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF9MdiLyog
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORFXXWMabp
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXEN3cJTFn
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EeKujkGm7
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQizEpYlnR3
是。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjmFHHUuJp
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstxy8kbqqR
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEwtd7o3CX
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是。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDHQFhtAPj
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLpjVEanAz
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcy7Xvia9u
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xKRxN9E2g
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f69NlhVx3
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原先想表達的是什麼？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39bGR0L6Rz
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZjeIrbJkF
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92EzWvBwfF
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBnZaZ8HPK
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ3ognkuAc
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8KN3ifYKd
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNiDptDGQ7
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBOAz3c9vQ
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmPDyQgcxW
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvIFFqmE2f
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmifi52uPF
 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRk2CjvorK
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04sMAiidd0
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