看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。657Please respect copyright.PENANAbc3dfRU888
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:657Please respect copyright.PENANAnfg9Qzr25f
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「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。657Please respect copyright.PENANA4Qan8DgXel
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。657Please respect copyright.PENANA1RvpqhT1vk
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「明。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAnDBhXyDo68
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「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAG5ITlC9McB
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「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAjqDzLKQDBi
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:657Please respect copyright.PENANAZzxgXgbuaZ
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「傾咩傾得咁開心?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAEWVyohpJjX
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「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAam199J8x8x
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「俾我睇吓?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAC70Th6Wgza
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「好。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAWLoCzxCAMv
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她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:657Please respect copyright.PENANA9q6geia3yK
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「哦,係Fiona喎。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAa4z9o5thVH
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「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」657Please respect copyright.PENANA2BsAGo8S4p
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他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。657Please respect copyright.PENANApmpY6ouKpS
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAF5WgxKGmUQ
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。657Please respect copyright.PENANApmhRIh0FsG
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「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」657Please respect copyright.PENANACiY0h9yhrf
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「仲敢?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAzqslSpsTqQ
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「唔敢。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAlFiZrL8a9Q
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「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAmfJOCHigFl
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「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAe6lqiuOEBg
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舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。657Please respect copyright.PENANApLWcT8L3Wv
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAB3NscSmnC8
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。657Please respect copyright.PENANAufTkUBXy8F
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「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAkFulOtGkCm
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這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。657Please respect copyright.PENANA7tiaSaYtmX
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「我開俾你睇。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAA948iThc5N
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「唔洗啦。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAUZKQwuJcQ4
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心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。657Please respect copyright.PENANAaRoljSLxAb
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:657Please respect copyright.PENANAQRvYnVntgg
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAHgppv6CCBO
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「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAdxkjgoMxmt
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「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAyPkK1ebSL0
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即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。657Please respect copyright.PENANAtsABARoOGg
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「Sorry。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAorVrwsqjl3
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他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。657Please respect copyright.PENANAEee38qHGlO
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAr74s2omMK8
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她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。657Please respect copyright.PENANAlpFgAEsYY8
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「Sorry……」657Please respect copyright.PENANADK7mXAJlKU
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他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。657Please respect copyright.PENANAvjVgV8nFaB
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAI3vKZFt8Ge
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「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAdT1YFy0pap
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「嗯。」657Please respect copyright.PENANACbjQVNTLCc
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既然說起,阿朗問:657Please respect copyright.PENANAgCr2OSgrPa
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「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAS9vc9UVbIr
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她沒好氣地答:657Please respect copyright.PENANASTt51tEmLn
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「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAqKDoikcd3F
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「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAdmL7U8yJC2
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAO6RcKaHC8n
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「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAFZR6BJjOiy
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「威啦威啦。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAB8GNz7PA62
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。657Please respect copyright.PENANABrgl4BAsiW
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「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。657Please respect copyright.PENANAGeBLJFhRSs
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「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAkFBO32bOq8
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「喺街上撞到?」657Please respect copyright.PENANACarbtjGWmT
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「佢喺校門等我。」657Please respect copyright.PENANASqvhc5YeVe
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。657Please respect copyright.PENANAtu0FeHd7I3
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他語帶諷刺:657Please respect copyright.PENANAscg6w8Fyk2
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAx6iwKnkHU4
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她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:657Please respect copyright.PENANAtppo1xvRAY
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAHRRFMsQlbv
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「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAQHIkYe8cmr
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「有咩問題?」657Please respect copyright.PENANABIhEBwJ2o1
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「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAMbRQLYoSqP
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「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」657Please respect copyright.PENANAthwJesF6pf
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」657Please respect copyright.PENANAYgqv7HDgJB
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是。657Please respect copyright.PENANATty9R4jbJ6
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」657Please respect copyright.PENANA33de14i9om
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是。657Please respect copyright.PENANAN0QdP47HAR
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。657Please respect copyright.PENANAM2rTTDw1Fp
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明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。657Please respect copyright.PENANARkOml6ord0
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原先想表達的是什麼?657Please respect copyright.PENANAPpigKfhhsF
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。657Please respect copyright.PENANA9tGJey4q7N
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更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?657Please respect copyright.PENANAa0zOweAwQr
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,657Please respect copyright.PENANAXeRn6mN0hs
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所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。657Please respect copyright.PENANAC5vDHBts9b
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所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——657Please respect copyright.PENANARGsmDwUVui
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首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。657Please respect copyright.PENANANEtSI5oaFJ
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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