看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。920Please respect copyright.PENANAJSRyum9YVO
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:920Please respect copyright.PENANAJ82P3jP05b
920Please respect copyright.PENANAh7puO46NPA
「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。920Please respect copyright.PENANAkrBsZJnyco
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。920Please respect copyright.PENANAKQtAyYWGi4
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「明。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAuk5pdtEtv6
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「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAx0Hoiv56j9
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「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAfkWQa44GCl
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:920Please respect copyright.PENANAz8lI7b1lzA
920Please respect copyright.PENANAEpYrKVF1pv
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAbpFOcIkmkl
920Please respect copyright.PENANA4hX1R75mGe
「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAV5eJLB8rDQ
920Please respect copyright.PENANANImYHB4VDX
「俾我睇吓?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAXfeXvPe0OY
920Please respect copyright.PENANAnYg5jNyeCe
「好。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAU8JvMdOayb
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她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:920Please respect copyright.PENANATqhuanRga8
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「哦,係Fiona喎。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAUe97fwvfOR
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「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」920Please respect copyright.PENANA0Il0jzBXWC
920Please respect copyright.PENANAsiUwK31Wy8
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。920Please respect copyright.PENANA5rPgL50dpz
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ1uU7QEop
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。920Please respect copyright.PENANAho4y6AeqOk
920Please respect copyright.PENANAQyeLxakLnb
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAF5lN7SRMVj
920Please respect copyright.PENANAEqc8Iv4qeO
「仲敢?」920Please respect copyright.PENANABtd3Rw1t5d
920Please respect copyright.PENANAfe20YvrQ0d
「唔敢。」920Please respect copyright.PENANApCReCIOGqN
920Please respect copyright.PENANA7nVBMaSgNK
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」920Please respect copyright.PENANABajtGfmWcS
920Please respect copyright.PENANA17TWKqophS
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」920Please respect copyright.PENANATWb4ZC8GVK
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舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。920Please respect copyright.PENANAB56ng3Weux
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」920Please respect copyright.PENANACqzC3aUm7w
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。920Please respect copyright.PENANA8TPV1WikVU
920Please respect copyright.PENANAoDfg1D61SR
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAnPCtrt4SZS
920Please respect copyright.PENANAlSHb7vVHMq
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。920Please respect copyright.PENANANG6Q7TQVjT
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「我開俾你睇。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAtSM1Lbe4HR
920Please respect copyright.PENANAAqC8mhYCL0
「唔洗啦。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAo7c9DEwBHu
920Please respect copyright.PENANA50BwAA4TmX
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。920Please respect copyright.PENANAVnTmSFEuXg
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:920Please respect copyright.PENANA2GParJ8Bkh
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAMHFirwP5t6
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「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAC2le2Nh2fN
920Please respect copyright.PENANAJXILGreXtA
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAA5wH3thOfm
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即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。920Please respect copyright.PENANAZXj9wsUrAi
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「Sorry。」920Please respect copyright.PENANA7I1ajuv9wT
920Please respect copyright.PENANAlv9diiQGaT
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。920Please respect copyright.PENANANjI92FXKkU
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAwcINCbEUvy
920Please respect copyright.PENANA4D3QgYyMCW
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。920Please respect copyright.PENANAJIVVvVYhd8
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「Sorry……」920Please respect copyright.PENANA2YPAD7EzG8
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他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。920Please respect copyright.PENANAvWMjug4s3w
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAujSHTYJHz8
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「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAoA3t8WcQEF
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「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAz25ziZ74U5
920Please respect copyright.PENANAR8YFVkRJ5P
既然說起,阿朗問:920Please respect copyright.PENANANnOvfOfuQG
920Please respect copyright.PENANAorG7TFkUrG
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」920Please respect copyright.PENANA2rpQhELFuK
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她沒好氣地答:920Please respect copyright.PENANAHJVlJtqFh9
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「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」920Please respect copyright.PENANATSI8vcM2Aj
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「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAbGeHCxke0O
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAvfwhN2CBYY
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「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAjnN0F9jDJT
920Please respect copyright.PENANARl0Zs81L5d
「威啦威啦。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAfL2oxClymb
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。920Please respect copyright.PENANAoPuDdxOZHi
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「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。920Please respect copyright.PENANAOj4sIbVdhs
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「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAusFY6h1ZRy
920Please respect copyright.PENANAqNoSzcX4kA
「喺街上撞到?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAjmr72TCgAE
920Please respect copyright.PENANAT2S4hQoyAS
「佢喺校門等我。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAohP0vy72Wq
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。920Please respect copyright.PENANAxOCIgEFvDY
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他語帶諷刺:920Please respect copyright.PENANAA7rVtzj7c8
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAOX4iMgUOUN
920Please respect copyright.PENANAyYWrXMu4IB
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:920Please respect copyright.PENANAAa8pyvjMGJ
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」920Please respect copyright.PENANA2yjzxFN4F8
920Please respect copyright.PENANAAvG0sSZ1HW
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAmJMllCSbtB
920Please respect copyright.PENANAkS3b4Twlu8
「有咩問題?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAk3ZIYw7voA
920Please respect copyright.PENANAsuYZKSC3nE
「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAo38XbO48Pr
920Please respect copyright.PENANAs62yI8ckKl
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAJsJOAbWTCx
920Please respect copyright.PENANApGs6nrSM4N
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」920Please respect copyright.PENANALca0yL0cIt
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是。920Please respect copyright.PENANA2SoJTdfPC8
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAfIaupK6823
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是。920Please respect copyright.PENANAOEBNrzuzW1
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。920Please respect copyright.PENANAtEMFpFTpL9
920Please respect copyright.PENANAd9NtghAEgC
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。920Please respect copyright.PENANABbErzqv7Fp
920Please respect copyright.PENANAfpUtgXwHXr
原先想表達的是什麼?920Please respect copyright.PENANAJpht5yjVn2
920Please respect copyright.PENANA6OQdr7IHHW
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。920Please respect copyright.PENANAdA5pyPCKat
920Please respect copyright.PENANAWrxtB2Zc8O
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?920Please respect copyright.PENANAZXsBNVClaf
920Please respect copyright.PENANATevbyiisjn
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,920Please respect copyright.PENANAlsNLHvBuMs
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所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。920Please respect copyright.PENANADdB6f8E0ob
920Please respect copyright.PENANAIx4LWyTl3h
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——920Please respect copyright.PENANAkLLgRVqKM0
920Please respect copyright.PENANALqkvYLGrTi
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。920Please respect copyright.PENANAcE4Ff4WgEq
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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