「好。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTjGVqbo3T
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs76RmNJFn
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEQ0qc4Wse
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDpmasggn5
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9o2A87RU0
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R0VVZakM1
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToMCHdaDoM
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NIO07yvyP
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7iHOpeaDC
思思明白：「好。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gwnoIpiQE
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM4ttcL3k7
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt7ZhYD1OP
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjus2oHIlj
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSzpfd2Hko
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阿朗首先開口：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeLGDttG8s
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNjkhbuVu3
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBbYn4nhQh
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPwI1wwAst
「嗯？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbFnh42n6S
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq82l4s8JLY
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY8ghK1txh
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVukFWzBsY
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcctyXW7n6p
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7fEBPCJrm
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9y9i7FUmb
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「嗯。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tYe4SDyi7
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsAFFYAmdj
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX4EMZTaHL
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOLsB8X9Bh
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPgPlIYAQC
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc399vqKEZl
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyIkGL9S9C
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTgiuNHeM6
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaheLtYgDJr
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv0ISG6wsb
「但係，我哋當然熟。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6aEdNBRPa
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d8ebJ780p
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBAIlPN0Tp
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGwvgLBtxF
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0lN3DeBG9
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvLxdxCvOb
「都係。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE129XgZFEu
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXB2uAyr7e
她深呼吸：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsx9Tta0Re
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DxlS0sFlw
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJNTrNhrwk
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYgI3CdlfA
「嗯？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYG4ffo5jI
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUJbEPObrw
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I5XHRYCc9
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lCJ9KkoSK
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGrJnsJA5O
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJqvPz5D3w
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F0hAQgkrh
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiYV9U7ztC
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWAjTwpPmV
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzmVPJ4DQg
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH1NI2ffYf
他們達成共識。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy34QMWN2cK
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1uLESYuQJ
她表達意願：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizxArYuAOY
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsBUsBdycQ
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywCaIuN2aP
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5KqC5m1bP
「我都唔想。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPIFK3Rd4M
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqX7ryDtvi
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dBSnaGO6W
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmgoypaTR1
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5DH4x4Y2S
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjyvcRL5u6
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7jgoUR1UI
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2padkf9U7
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJtdbpuZqB
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kkMBuJV2Z
「係。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXxDxPcscN
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XuZOI0Bde
「明。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8p6Ox1WqT
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QCHu4ROmL
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEruYl6agc
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSBkFEY0QP
「我都係咁覺得。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNyZmppUbs
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbdkyYhqni
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNKnVvZYut
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiif6zWIXUj
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAgeKt5Xdd
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkceCqrVUnF
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJBxu0RfpL
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr0TrPlyrx
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQPIMkArFk
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVggEcBfFx
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKP1o1KdVv
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwd8IJZRLC
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5re47uOk27
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjf7mVvGW7
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmVn0KbuNR
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUL9EaEoE8
她點頭：「嗯。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4K3NDt42y
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwjBiTDMjo
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgH6xzaBo6
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「係，我記得。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv5OYQMLSY
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6TQqJeTCe
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mKEpXRhyd
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXb1cjUjoF
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCywmdiEmO
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7I3LvA4oZ
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN67yjvcHs
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uCpRy47W3
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mDPr3QPYQ
「係，少骨痹。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bBp763nRZ
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquGCa5xT1V
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAmNSC1meC
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0IXHCrMA1
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTFpgzC1kD
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOrh0RG5nc
「噢，對唔住。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEe2aBsXey
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYZVsaxjnh
他摸摸她的頭。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazLAmhL2Qr
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNnsqETbS1
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pDd0QcwQR
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD2CszUNlE
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzbZz4Sr5R
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhqOZlcVYd
她的決心竟然在融化。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYUa9vgs0T
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqZkHGFvk1
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwl4ib2OvC
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZeE2589sD
「你都對我好好啊。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11djMvIVFk
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7S8buCKtU
「係唔錯㗎。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCdgu830ik
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasRHmqCC0G
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYp6ctA7U3
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhc1WmtZLV
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozwyMrUPJH
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcucbsptfn4
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPrDM5MaWE
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFmtj74sBN
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LV8gm5PSD
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOUiyUyVgF
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAd2JaEvVg
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y76MNSK8m
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9GmbIZL4u
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIxKfOEHNG
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GxuLODQx1
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRb1u11hYk
「嗯，明白你意思。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmol5fGRJIs
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlen4YaaSP
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvI1HtrLat
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzr7o3HQlU
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyxmE33R9t
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lqmUsxdfx
「我都係。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDEt8ZS46n
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjHVXV3dWR
「咁……就好啦。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOmvRv9UE7
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz4fSt4OVG
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsodqDfdmS
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說完了，之後呢？989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILOtMVe0qp
 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhOnATFfKb
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntLQD3X3p4
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPhh8oalAZ
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