「好。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaWbaR7s6r
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TvgDwYCdW
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMUqF7q4FR
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y42Bxmkg8
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sIJUIbYji
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJwHAHaF6k
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK8Y1zaKPQ
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkD8LCs5iT
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvOQOJA2Yp
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR3LOiP7XB
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bEpp7SlKt
思思明白：「好。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhHNqjp2EX
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN3GfcC2v9
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe5Zfqd63B
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FhiEBL82c
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45rgorixw0
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lpbrQKqXE
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn0XQ28xX1
阿朗首先開口：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4LX8XJwpM
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RLl292RN3
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwOmnlY9Na
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmrHi33D4h
「嗯？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDo9cf3WD6
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaACd0Rbz5
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI9U4uCCGV
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9hYYtrLiH
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapmNWIwXro
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnwg5kdkNd
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnWq9NLVBT
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gUgJtOMYk
「嗯。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HbybuUgQp
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3nOY4YTVE
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p1U0DHXCH
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3o5r5ZazQ
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA5TTfOg7J
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfOsj8Ku7K
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZrzTReBCQ
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g8JTqphqc
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mZO3yRZOA
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUA9rnv06B
「但係，我哋當然熟。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSE6I0JcU2
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbrGNuigm4
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRXvXCjOjv
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYfT6li2Fl
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxG9Zf4b1m
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXgkmyWwHR
「都係。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dbOLNz8Qr
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yoXXJWr9j
她深呼吸：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdt2OUB8Uw
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XfOerKZXT
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUtGTZBzXU
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zbJYIjD2M
「嗯？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP9T5wEaBv
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYz1a4h53N
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL1qg8gxS7
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYyvZRogs2
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL5OQdwLhf
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bDFNxM40y
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ltgYbxl3t
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpds096opC
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tVU4bqpJi
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0zdiguBjA
變咗，好似好悶咁？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUhvjEOBkz
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKHkhFDdv2
他們達成共識。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPZeksKwF6
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XYOUtvIfR
她表達意願：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmV9wYjkb3
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDdj2ic2xW
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk7A5PNbt3
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A0cR48EWi
「我都唔想。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YyAIa54hL
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE9cmiem47
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuNBOqH7OF
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlY4t2ZIl2
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoeaIOYkWa
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBwMPrYDN9
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFtEHKDQUc
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfiY7IaL1N
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTqMG0x8Jz
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6tVRaxaT3
「係。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblW6qqQcEy
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplTAEWZKnE
「明。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMrTrqptz2
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHUsEncsNc
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZavQJs54h
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTtiBbNJDS
「我都係咁覺得。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01zLgvVjMp
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtmQaTlKrs
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuAbikbQ7I
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqgvgEXrTd
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P0wTh42h6
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITivcltaTP
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA9LbxcP9F
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltZSDtfzpL
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5JzEiEj69
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoLqEAkcr3
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubwrLBKnUR
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYvPoKLlAt
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl07SvAIdG
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlzVaCIPnC
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlILuwJvYYC
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFcDza4k40
她點頭：「嗯。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17e38wqE1T
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1aQJks25N
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVugnuqYNs
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「係，我記得。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVjI8n33Gp
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ez3PC7wHS
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKQyucYPTe
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCKZ1Mbels
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRITkjjT47
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb1PMo0ul0
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JzXjobown
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlJJU7H6yD
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkfiMcBSfv
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5UpdR1hlt
「係，少骨痹。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBCLMNNI6F
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXW0cZwjTZ
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s53jftMrA
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanuvb54EJn
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjJ8P91mYM
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「噢，對唔住。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZlUpimNzA
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他摸摸她的頭。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyp1UefpGx
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aTEzKSHup
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjVPaCOTW6
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttyONgcMmk
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9dCspWV8O
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0krK2JMFJh
她的決心竟然在融化。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvnf1OsLOm
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejlrySN638
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdTYZtx689
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「你都對我好好啊。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R98utPAbr
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6k3KftItN
「係唔錯㗎。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrsaPycoAm
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaAELhvRpJ
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEHlf03XPT
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AB7BsAhJN
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jrQAw1Po5
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO3ET1FFTq
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVr6JQ6sxc
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRE5xzqCP4
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbZbwcErUM
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9iGkmSNTL
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaNa5VJRlC
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWkoT9EzB2
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lcylZMGvb
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLHgcActdy
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX3eEI3bvG
「嗯，明白你意思。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LLPwRoUhK
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3P7WqUNRp
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fMfE4uXBg
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnw9NTC2or
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziik6AqP4k
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「我都係。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW8d5YjABx
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「咁……就好啦。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR8UC6N6Fu
 785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiZLYLzR2W
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTvx34erqO
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說完了，之後呢？785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIxx8at7pG
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X5csDqdwd
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。785Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9UPP0OatO
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