「好。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6bpK6pmp3
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg7D3rqtN9
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRux5ZZPNYN
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrMbvmm8Vn
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xLJMeR1nK
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4webSB62mY
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDpE2oWVlW
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfipshDNJQU
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdyjR72qBS
思思明白：「好。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5NYqUTSot
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3AwDgYuc6
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IaqvHrPHR
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhimAsU3by9
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyql3aAd0x1
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阿朗首先開口：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrXGTuY2uf
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTiDe6jDia
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDAIjx6Xq3
「嗯？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElpGOxyH7D
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1qKCXcUkY
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCrlP56ZCe
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO7WosZMFf
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDLsqd5ZuC
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcyG4whucC
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzRzfq49sx
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「嗯。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaIzNPbc2a
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyE6TdSnFW
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoblpGMcNN2
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他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSSdBssUWq
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd9U0oF4wZ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRsJ3oZn0g
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvaHdBSq5e
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yQn353hMv
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXrtSl3DtV
「但係，我哋當然熟。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4wQiQde6I
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzWCqSo1jz
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FbUTetBts
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nY9j4ePWL
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqcMZg8jrm
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKLzya74M5
「都係。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWjkBc7Qab
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyHJEQB23j
她深呼吸：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwqXrEr7m7
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzQbu0KJDL
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuAE0dMhop
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3gzy04CcL
「嗯？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2N1gbeO8V
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMHIArPSUA
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQSXO4ily7
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0KAfh1tMk
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXOxoYt9xN
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRER2MPlbas
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPwp3Zqhba
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGm1PiU2Zb
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhIGwU6wdm
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6EaEPBtf6
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他們達成共識。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHDGaZ3CQZ
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她表達意願：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJsdNTPLaK
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「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFmDurYp0q
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ4Aye3tsY
「我都唔想。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwNXgtNnkH
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql2FQvUJtd
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc183CkHNBo
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dB6KLSeLJ
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgnpmMSBFY
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv3jFJhLNM
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他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI9kV8CYMD
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「係。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnXNy7FDck
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「明。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByCJ9TtqcO
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3su2KReRS
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「我都係咁覺得。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjYZFQFzhV
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtMpd2RFfx
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「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tf7g2tGmU
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「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzD9GNKUTz
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRh9fXtupE
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oiCpf07Bi
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwytHXOFQyR
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRBUIr2MVS
 849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlZtFF5Nio
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuZYMyDkes
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她點頭：「嗯。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0tQFK6xn9
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我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpFX5FRMYZ
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「係，我記得。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8OAYfG4Kl
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiXRm8SIrf
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGvnoMygbn
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEMr0TXwJp
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這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk0Yzk1Qdo
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「係，少骨痹。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ9fqJlXkU
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVV3t8tHXe
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBf7S2wvvw
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「噢，對唔住。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwK09dtr2z
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他摸摸她的頭。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkV02clNWh
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfKl4gVjv6
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamcWbsmV6i
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她的決心竟然在融化。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0xxO5J9he
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkkjXAkt2W
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「你都對我好好啊。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lzVPuRM5m
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「係唔錯㗎。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RaWgC355f
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxj1VHBV7n
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「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygqBi4IbUw
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJPAbsZd2x
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTadLDKu4fy
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咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY2NCFEsf2
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT1vx9jsmz
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy3d38exSH
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「嗯，明白你意思。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zuGNfm7v7
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ASmZipStS
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHij6vZql3
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「我都係。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQect9fh7bD
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「咁……就好啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4vp221arh
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gVXVleIO8
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說完了，之後呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWp7T9Qxm3
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF4pdOL9Bp
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM690ja3V1S
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