「好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6EkOJazyB
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4iLFICVsC
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUXjMAnufd
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5PKYaPAPb
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgpjf2A7Ym
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAGliqc9S2
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv7Fsc7wed
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思思明白：「好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZhPfipmaa
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5EBxXC9bW
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHFwQjMvb0
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYwRm9ZLjZ
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FUumEX7ID
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阿朗首先開口：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm8qHvlv5Z
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIxF046Ovh
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「嗯？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ZjEv0diE
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWEwHvwCDr
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MtduDBg9S
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpVT1WY61J
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47DiLSvqQB
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd93uj56Jq
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「嗯。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ7dxaeTxR
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「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8ir1m2bdY
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZLkm7VaWa
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmyDIizQjx
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAU2fJDSat
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她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfwvegKHS2
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlS8y0lLKX
「但係，我哋當然熟。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYvlpFvH4T
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXcWLLyICw
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz0FRKvx8b
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sImszdVIJ
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIohToaP1w5
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「都係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MdbRc07Ty
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她深呼吸：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNRMh0tAUj
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzWz1k1Hs0
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「嗯？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaGqjWP65S
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她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHTvMOVDtv
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqefzpHwBTm
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeeSXorY0N
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPUPUs4f38
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmTcQdMHTH
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNFH1BLirE
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwpjS8rQXT
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe4pSTlb1x
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他們達成共識。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzcXWM0KRv
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她表達意願：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgZurh7jaG
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uEgG0VQuT
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlQegHCpjk
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「我都唔想。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P8CEYXA9Q
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1xkITWpRX
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5aMQM7YHx
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我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65WsW9L1x1
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zOyP5HeJk
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6Je9qpFdN
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4yBWFSK13
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「係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhSF3yAX5j
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「明。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu05GDGEIj
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViGREPoce2
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「我都係咁覺得。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQSHaFoqXw
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aeEEd8OKa
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaDicfbbDb
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxhb9aOWBN
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「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIYchfoB1H
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHRqNDRvdK
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00jcDPCpwa
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh2ZofT0SE
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2gtOWBoDv
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLOHul8e9c
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ZG3Gne73
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二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT4SXDAiPy
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她點頭：「嗯。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnfVI8SYyV
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我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIEDBaiTIs
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「係，我記得。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JIsMEySg2
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rsQPsFo2M
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu6XVOPkdF
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tp4QQdrue
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這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3JbI7i0Cn
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「係，少骨痹。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajzZwj7c05
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb33sN3gJTO
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9u1o56kes
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy83aktv1LV
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「噢，對唔住。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo93AIAt9j
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他摸摸她的頭。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mUrpuRl47
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvedoWpr0Es
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1IBURlppZ
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx8lLkZBBB
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她的決心竟然在融化。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n3F6KiESv
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfezx19M0Ww
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「你都對我好好啊。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxBmIMEYUg
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「係唔錯㗎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobb1xrngCr
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvLHYRXFvQ
 853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZMsqdtIm5
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y5h9srqOD
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJvBxzU9hU
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmZdVIU53A
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咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlvzpj77l8
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9PnGZVhyG
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DiOBUqTfZ
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「嗯，明白你意思。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOOZZuR3ML
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyUFS1ku5T
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpdcTyvZ36
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「我都係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK3rtrbm60
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「咁……就好啦。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbDcuKMKuB
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt4M29iKZn
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說完了，之後呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBWY2zlRiB
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugLDRsHkcG
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AZwHhU4bF
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