「好。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcefJjpfzHk
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPad4GDPpbN
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D5uqPsCyB
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLbYq2h58X
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiG6E2SSbR
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsC6fdY5cw
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3maKLS5O
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqGCr8pvTM
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHnHfYutga
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFgkNVfPqm
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HXXpJ1LvX
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvIckrmAXQ
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobuA8dBDye
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuMAZOXlOg
思思明白：「好。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6jrR83lwW
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6WqTNCZNQ
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJbV4M7sdw
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOPweZEyZH
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCiPOmwGE9
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKP3oQFODO
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNNUCc4HJ6
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLpym3l10u
阿朗首先開口：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdiyKfDvUa
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJT9ydrBx5
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkXj3qKj9W
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyLIfVmP0g
「嗯？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ23AFYEKJ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUR6KvgLCw
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZIFtzRg07
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf9Q0lKJFj
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI1usKlvTS
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYroe6UgsE
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡews7oGf7ZP
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0QTlBdrLn
「嗯。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDESaUprrXZ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudsxf9MQNP
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOridScWP7t
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXk1aHRmDm
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUP8iWdGlT
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv4sYFxLSC
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPU4OAGoEh
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iC5ZB18k9
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoqRG3BLr2
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSemqvi2WUE
「但係，我哋當然熟。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eW63D5gLQ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjQOQa7WCG
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPASM22sgr
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN4YE7gIxE
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6roIe6gxtH
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTT9LriaU
「都係。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhWVaeWuXT
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqTtsHGz0Q
她深呼吸：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTTzgInqHd
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraAuRlm9gP
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3xxiIMQvq
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcCESB11hc
「嗯？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01TZiv5q1U
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6haLFoBLj
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGG49ndB0r
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHSvktWpRs
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nW4j0al7m
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgbBMI4oaf
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlZ005gFZW
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWyBysJsfV
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4V3o2yhnp
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzgwsN4MRq
變咗，好似好悶咁？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMHqZIXvKB
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFwBEyURSb
他們達成共識。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaQlK0iKe8
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgBdpTiUll
她表達意願：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG4moEPPbZ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfIO8zBDaX
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZut4jiw6qr
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD8Zhnsgzd
「我都唔想。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kt0TAhTU7
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMKSg49rOH
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNi4Oce3d5
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM02StvhIbr
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsBDei8bRa
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77dYX9a8Su
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABAh7jL8BS
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGFuxUNIDv
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK69r6Z2Zgw
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeieQW8VOs
「係。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zseutaiOT
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99rZyLHjE8
「明。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxdTTtxnFf
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrUb4MqnsD
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo0FAN4XUI
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGlF8Y3bX
「我都係咁覺得。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPRrEfTTkz
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW2xsyBLk9
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qMTk6P6ZF
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzWWayfDmr
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JAitJR9gg
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcArgODDzli
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwjjDiFnIS
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2s5lQF2t6
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6QyCKS202
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z8Bfs1prT
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtR1eVKHAK
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbRKAONp3U
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyQ8re4Vog
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhOYpq6KKW
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt0H9d6h9N
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I6B9IsJ4y
她點頭：「嗯。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7d9P7ZQQX
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevnv396Uzl
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQloVmQl0Z
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoeWnnMtjJ
「係，我記得。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgUNAKUNqx
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDKh7W46UF
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU8HKbBIB6
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGV8rEVGJX
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1rr6vVcml
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1vWxA1O1W
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yVxikQlyU
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cUP3DhjWs
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBncNrj7bg
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuKcL5WC6k
「係，少骨痹。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWJoAUqKXC
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbwipCaQGg
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbu4EZ2cLq
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcePwzAjsBU
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q3thIsQbe
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KZ4idPO5X
「噢，對唔住。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9ay3FTFzV
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeUaSApTbE
他摸摸她的頭。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrveNBDpxR
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF2uwcvVUm
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYkfO9SmHn
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nYR2hKvq2
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn79eqSJju
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R62lsF0Eb
她的決心竟然在融化。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5YqSD7Abl
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAe9j8RbLC
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu3nX99Gsw
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZtGMHy6eL
「你都對我好好啊。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX4QNFRVYr
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowRZtJftbi
「係唔錯㗎。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wx3dFa6eY
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2834BttT1Z
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuftvJzyOOt
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBL5lncJ7t
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dcDmyP3UX
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg9rREJsXe
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3OZV0sARY
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZN5RPvJ1W
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGPTOBi2hp
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyHqmW32cy
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq0Su00nSw
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJYEbmdq6n
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhd9iHR7p4
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe1YYUx6Tc
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZJkhGx2Ra
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRvi39EXvL
「嗯，明白你意思。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmAZKZA3Zm
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn56TTxxSJf
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRFWyLG3l5
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboEUiGQyKv
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcbkOFt2MJ
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6w3GHGQpg
「我都係。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbvzLzDrGz
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWBWYIuC9G
「咁……就好啦。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaovMwhZdgd
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxmxoPe2Uz
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ANTMUaXgO
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說完了，之後呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDa145AeOX
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePBBTgxh4r
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUguJBUOK2
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhPOCdJuwt
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlAubJ563j
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