「好。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE99DauYmo
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr4OHolNxP
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgR75KQPex
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF770rrrNdw
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdBYtw1ogF
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqDK9ObDpd
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zxo69t7mo
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdoXQAxdpd
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCpbrQ65s1
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg3GbfQFJ1
思思明白：「好。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLndytr0VHC
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5awLEEfP
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbey3lwz2hH
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL1Exv9xs9
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME45iOQOiG
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra432YyEYI
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsnZxJRE1y
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjbN4CujFT
阿朗首先開口：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmkzKKy92c
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPqE5tmjIO
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkO0HzXlnj
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI7SXUvKsg
「嗯？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Tc0EMYbz
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ485iKGhg5I
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq0qJj4H7O
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjC771KzHm
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK0UjjEQ2h
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZSw0b6Uvr
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6gkc2TY4m
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwwyucoLMG
「嗯。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYxf58599J
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPs4lQjDyQ
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvpCx7aqxK
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB2EQMefj6
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyLSqOWXZc
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozlalYfeBZ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLIYoivVUs
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1HSH88U3l
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i697rwNbm
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn2rAathFe
「但係，我哋當然熟。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAKXalyLmO
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1W9AMZ9bO
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlQnp6jxOX
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Kb4ngO4P
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NECbA2tqD
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hz19Bszmi
「都係。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlEXDeOHuS
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7yDqjaErG
她深呼吸：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGaqCJa9be
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdgO7gCKJe
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfT9dW70ge
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfmB0H4Jl2
「嗯？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEbUQ9UFvy
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumlnm8iNgW
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaISpqxw9k1
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZvc4GYlk6
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmANAFwwuPJ
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4oBpCRVJ0
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly52T2as74
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl3jxxGWvQ
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzEhCceNPr
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26rMqI2QjP
變咗，好似好悶咁？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMQJSW58G8
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpR0EGh5SY
他們達成共識。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo5nLBJJST
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4yETPRHTb
她表達意願：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZhrYc9los
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ726SYjdKbi
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi2vVivxSC
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8XmjLUxRT
「我都唔想。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpNxg6FrN3
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s99KcQHVK
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV1T26fOIb
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtWkG58bPn
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77gwDYGA6X
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHDbHFxIW2
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQnW3aCxuU
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAwBVkNCng
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKirQBf970M
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP9tLYo5yH
「係。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnovnfQOery
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「明。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8il2ZVeqr
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kM3k9i0qu
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZqoUzU98O
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSShY7X9T37
「我都係咁覺得。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEnISoEBUe
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigp6eJ9oxC
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ549J03GKzo
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NyNQvwHxq
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwjbzFJY7z
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oO0qxVwPK
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1xPri5hfC
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwH96LXeSf
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKJ7ckp3NT
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqvM9UhlBR
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDMlFmlQgU
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqlrWOBjT9
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeZSmqaOH2
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdldkdbkquz
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ293H4DMLio
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmRHb1JGIx
她點頭：「嗯。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8kBVzIrRn
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1lNTusj8L
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0KrZZWDnz
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「係，我記得。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8460xXqR6
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhf5mcNQpm
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA07FbfT0wX
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ylww9BMVM
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gXkswXhjZ
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVj6Dtjgx9
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UnMGiMzWw
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3tOsJVZiX
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98ZM3P1YJm
「係，少骨痹。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D2FDyuKUL
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuEGyxoEkx
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYiseOEsXO
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydHjUJUeJA
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAM3TkMoZ3
「噢，對唔住。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWQp6MaazB
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他摸摸她的頭。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSOTF12TvP
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNHUxjCFN6
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9v4FmVnDM
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0pVXsh0c1
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOTJvLz3bg
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrqLeir8AT
她的決心竟然在融化。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDiBvUbG0g
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWovw7OhuU
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLwlVmvxfo
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkYxS6cFnx
「你都對我好好啊。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL9rN5j2Ro
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00YPHO1nhq
「係唔錯㗎。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7QndRIuE1
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHlgOjRHUC
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSyjCo7U7z
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDl4350M6D
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9fN0JSkyo
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIxG5jGwzx
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNY7qdzLAh
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq1bEhSV1j
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviWvGAelBK
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln7bmMaOK8
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rVpYOTzkD
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnkqdCV3xK
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBrNz2yMWx
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe27rapVc9
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOXL2Jm1MM
「嗯，明白你意思。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIRdpASQnm
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA05CtQ4lQ
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKRmqrJBKy
 773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooIar5vNdE
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7TzAph9yj
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Qz0oLBXf
「我都係。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObH6POBZwI
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「咁……就好啦。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6NirBOeQ7
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcaAgWR2Ef
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說完了，之後呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy5U0z0AxL
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmMKGGMi0s
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlYwsH1WJA
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