半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。525Please respect copyright.PENANAvJzM9NJCXU
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。525Please respect copyright.PENANAwqeVN9Ui23
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。525Please respect copyright.PENANADu9hsoVfa5
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。525Please respect copyright.PENANAIiXgIuSGxy
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。525Please respect copyright.PENANAGHUapSsJLs
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。525Please respect copyright.PENANA0m6PlTkUdS
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。525Please respect copyright.PENANAwOaGGZJtkE
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。525Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ1KKiQsrP
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。525Please respect copyright.PENANAKblGAdxO5u
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。525Please respect copyright.PENANAt0k6aSDOxC
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——525Please respect copyright.PENANABVY7Mzo36k
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卻停下了。525Please respect copyright.PENANArKqVEFIhIA
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。525Please respect copyright.PENANAYzBHVYH2Dm
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」525Please respect copyright.PENANA0bEn5D67c3
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。525Please respect copyright.PENANAIuulDXlQpW
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「變態!」她推開我。525Please respect copyright.PENANAUBfU9sYP4B
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。525Please respect copyright.PENANAAVT14g5xTl
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」525Please respect copyright.PENANAlBqjLyN1mj
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。525Please respect copyright.PENANA0sRDZvrvQw
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……525Please respect copyright.PENANA7hFrsAuScZ
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KO便利店袋則放好。525Please respect copyright.PENANAyOTduHoZJZ
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。525Please respect copyright.PENANAUZlufDq4ed
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——525Please respect copyright.PENANAJWJaAxmigA
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。525Please respect copyright.PENANAn27FOkTrNw
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。525Please respect copyright.PENANA6X7lVvS9Of
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。525Please respect copyright.PENANAPFaTQR60Jr
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。525Please respect copyright.PENANAddEeYwMQvn
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時間已經快將三點。525Please respect copyright.PENANAIWzPU3MKiU
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——525Please respect copyright.PENANAOpWBE2L2CN
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。525Please respect copyright.PENANAmdlTUswUhr
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。525Please respect copyright.PENANAmYJXeNvcrT
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。525Please respect copyright.PENANAr4fNbDWGpw
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。525Please respect copyright.PENANAZyvg3M1Z20
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。525Please respect copyright.PENANAgmP10yowyQ
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」525Please respect copyright.PENANA1LkfSenfcA
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——525Please respect copyright.PENANAjt5VeGtiF6
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。525Please respect copyright.PENANACwKqqN3Rle
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「早抖」我發出。525Please respect copyright.PENANA1rAb94Df39
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。525Please respect copyright.PENANAhXla2aQkll
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」525Please respect copyright.PENANApdg4lg00Jk
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAd5Z414H7sz
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——525Please respect copyright.PENANAHEBOLuB2XN
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直至……525Please respect copyright.PENANAiKT8sDkG8y
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。525Please respect copyright.PENANABuvrvl07Q9
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。525Please respect copyright.PENANAKQIUWOTv5j
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。525Please respect copyright.PENANA6cPprOEV1W
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。525Please respect copyright.PENANAlWeOtzRwcA
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。525Please respect copyright.PENANAaSQtWJvmOK
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「係啊。」祂說。525Please respect copyright.PENANALQ66ZSAl8G
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。525Please respect copyright.PENANA5UJFAGGAWZ
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。525Please respect copyright.PENANAkEdT2VzNjr
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「係啊。」我說。525Please respect copyright.PENANAnOGqbyztah
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」525Please respect copyright.PENANA4DeW0IhwRk
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」525Please respect copyright.PENANAct2zhWwLFd
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。525Please respect copyright.PENANAtO1XxqP1Fm
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。525Please respect copyright.PENANAYnNXszW8rC
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。525Please respect copyright.PENANABniO0bF4wx
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」525Please respect copyright.PENANA29qmabbrvN
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。525Please respect copyright.PENANAY2rthw3kye
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。525Please respect copyright.PENANATMvqwZIqpy
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAB4D5oQQp17
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」525Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hu2OQpgUc
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。525Please respect copyright.PENANATV7sGHNSpz
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膝蓋跪了下來。525Please respect copyright.PENANAM7gmIgVS2L
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAWKniLxj8bT
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「咩能力?」我問。525Please respect copyright.PENANAVW1avZYpIi
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAuzQmcaEKH8
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAURUEuieRuR
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAKBmCDSrdOS
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」525Please respect copyright.PENANA6DYE5FcasF
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。525Please respect copyright.PENANA8oNfarzaO2
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAShiPhZMGJo
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」525Please respect copyright.PENANApalJtf03wr
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」525Please respect copyright.PENANArwamygfLPY
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAkyWEagiUm3
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。525Please respect copyright.PENANAL8wQskFsaO
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「不過,孫正直——」525Please respect copyright.PENANAyDzh51GrbQ
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAOU5G5PCDqC
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」525Please respect copyright.PENANA3NAMO094Ri
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAuci5nsRfzO
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。525Please respect copyright.PENANA9NCjwAs1Ay
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而我,低下了頭。525Please respect copyright.PENANAaj1bIjusmB
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。525Please respect copyright.PENANAmEFBbyi0u0
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。525Please respect copyright.PENANAvpKuB8G6Jf
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我狠狠地盯著祂。525Please respect copyright.PENANAMJCsL16wtu
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。525Please respect copyright.PENANAc1acliHNGm
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。525Please respect copyright.PENANA4tpnLOeMHz
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。525Please respect copyright.PENANAU4tYuNpHmd
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」525Please respect copyright.PENANAgDIXk6Zc7W
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