半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。674Please respect copyright.PENANA0ArYNFky85
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。674Please respect copyright.PENANAcHdiM0utz0
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。674Please respect copyright.PENANAnwMNqQXQ9w
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。674Please respect copyright.PENANAOSVAJPkoIo
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。674Please respect copyright.PENANA32BsUfj61u
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。674Please respect copyright.PENANAJtIGfrGRrs
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。674Please respect copyright.PENANAHDYHY5KqUQ
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。674Please respect copyright.PENANAV4gM7Z9QDb
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。674Please respect copyright.PENANAo99vub92nN
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。674Please respect copyright.PENANAH4R2Q2rwqJ
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——674Please respect copyright.PENANAZAU5rUDbF0
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卻停下了。674Please respect copyright.PENANAQcKR41kxvK
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。674Please respect copyright.PENANA9EZPPSznfA
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」674Please respect copyright.PENANACvtJFJRV2b
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。674Please respect copyright.PENANATlOx4WOMdi
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「變態!」她推開我。674Please respect copyright.PENANAU0ppac0p1a
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。674Please respect copyright.PENANAFo7vG1bviQ
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」674Please respect copyright.PENANAr9SOpdqrK2
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。674Please respect copyright.PENANAj2ShM70C5s
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……674Please respect copyright.PENANAZrBCfuQvtL
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KO便利店袋則放好。674Please respect copyright.PENANAzhdd1NsJkO
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。674Please respect copyright.PENANAkWkcKQubsk
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——674Please respect copyright.PENANAMF8VayEu7P
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。674Please respect copyright.PENANAfnDY5Ph72T
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。674Please respect copyright.PENANAxbhJ1uLZVG
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。674Please respect copyright.PENANAO4iIeZszDe
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。674Please respect copyright.PENANAj3IOry5FzT
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時間已經快將三點。674Please respect copyright.PENANAnEtOUdRcbN
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——674Please respect copyright.PENANAKRErz4vXhB
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。674Please respect copyright.PENANA8mGoXH4t3w
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。674Please respect copyright.PENANAXmGYbRK1uO
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。674Please respect copyright.PENANANRjfEjBpUF
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。674Please respect copyright.PENANA0r5vUGs5BB
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。674Please respect copyright.PENANATD1LBcP86y
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」674Please respect copyright.PENANAOzr92wPJQT
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——674Please respect copyright.PENANAkovRDVnuhF
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。674Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fka2nKiiR
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「早抖」我發出。674Please respect copyright.PENANANQRhqQyk3y
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。674Please respect copyright.PENANAUnBqaO5f6Q
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAzOHq0Bqe2X
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAsrMfb2GLBk
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——674Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1g9SbSOAl
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直至……674Please respect copyright.PENANAATRW5AeqDV
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。674Please respect copyright.PENANAOvALQouqd1
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。674Please respect copyright.PENANAWa7zU067rm
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAWO32q1IT3Z
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAAj2epnicE8
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。674Please respect copyright.PENANAbHux88wJqr
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「係啊。」祂說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAv7HV8Dm6I2
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。674Please respect copyright.PENANAeaLe9qVIXW
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。674Please respect copyright.PENANAjxOwEdoZ9A
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「係啊。」我說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ7nBSzoEo
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAx8h1FdOxG8
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」674Please respect copyright.PENANAdrvzVINrS4
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。674Please respect copyright.PENANACyQsfu9sGn
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAKuqzP5pyFB
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。674Please respect copyright.PENANAW0ECkiNWEn
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」674Please respect copyright.PENANA62NoDgdxkf
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。674Please respect copyright.PENANAWyJYU6BaF6
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。674Please respect copyright.PENANAU6XmCXalAM
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAtzfxlADmff
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAAhvcOfMjvf
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。674Please respect copyright.PENANATdPOmRHnXS
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膝蓋跪了下來。674Please respect copyright.PENANAqdQWeJ6LUk
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAG54AhYMy9h
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「咩能力?」我問。674Please respect copyright.PENANAIxbxyglQRi
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAH0cWxw2Tp5
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAvlAF5DCwmp
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」674Please respect copyright.PENANABD7lmb2SfB
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAyFdwanCHgF
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。674Please respect copyright.PENANAMJYk6MDufk
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAvsGbBB9isU
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAFwRyk6oWgn
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」674Please respect copyright.PENANADi3LEyocSc
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAlFyx58vxSO
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。674Please respect copyright.PENANARMVLqnFpEZ
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「不過,孫正直——」674Please respect copyright.PENANAJ399iyytD2
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAF1IpTBP2u7
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」674Please respect copyright.PENANArwkxOF4aS5
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAL2Jv0RAVE0
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。674Please respect copyright.PENANAq15YtCM3O2
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而我,低下了頭。674Please respect copyright.PENANAB8iPgPdjSH
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。674Please respect copyright.PENANAnG8IA14RwX
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。674Please respect copyright.PENANACemdCownJW
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我狠狠地盯著祂。674Please respect copyright.PENANAtA0R9CnvNZ
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。674Please respect copyright.PENANAhXwqdaW78b
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。674Please respect copyright.PENANAfMpmueRyRY
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。674Please respect copyright.PENANAX5ZCMYUUOD
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」674Please respect copyright.PENANAboPzNcLqyF
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