半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。513Please respect copyright.PENANAFCipRejhsE
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。513Please respect copyright.PENANASWg5qjdrf5
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。513Please respect copyright.PENANAOvqqJbrmhi
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。513Please respect copyright.PENANAAKzey3GPeo
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。513Please respect copyright.PENANAXQcVnK7YqH
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。513Please respect copyright.PENANAMQZg63qGCu
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。513Please respect copyright.PENANAttSqNrM9n1
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。513Please respect copyright.PENANAKQYeWw52Ju
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——513Please respect copyright.PENANAC34tu1JI3r
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卻停下了。513Please respect copyright.PENANAWzi7ZevQZt
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。513Please respect copyright.PENANAd4qfuEhraP
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」513Please respect copyright.PENANAgf7Ypml51f
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。513Please respect copyright.PENANA83lsNzhWaQ
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「變態!」她推開我。513Please respect copyright.PENANAbVXHpBNAtw
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。513Please respect copyright.PENANA4XzWBWP2ft
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」513Please respect copyright.PENANAy0yFfay9V9
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。513Please respect copyright.PENANAWSxEicPIm0
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……513Please respect copyright.PENANAxFjjCPTrzG
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KO便利店袋則放好。513Please respect copyright.PENANAY1yOzPs1n6
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。513Please respect copyright.PENANAb2NMKEBrIF
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——513Please respect copyright.PENANAXuGDm32gio
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。513Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pl7K1TGkc
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。513Please respect copyright.PENANASGrUhVbGTp
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。513Please respect copyright.PENANA2u1dd6Vzly
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。513Please respect copyright.PENANAWE2UlgCLPm
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時間已經快將三點。513Please respect copyright.PENANASSpw7m6BIP
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——513Please respect copyright.PENANAyBiIC29Chn
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。513Please respect copyright.PENANAxVBUrcQ9DL
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。513Please respect copyright.PENANAnXmAqzLYcP
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。513Please respect copyright.PENANAAX7y9KSaPc
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。513Please respect copyright.PENANAjkRC1Y1DlI
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。513Please respect copyright.PENANAhyerFJUWj3
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」513Please respect copyright.PENANA87SLiKJAjE
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——513Please respect copyright.PENANAIqMHRpMcRu
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。513Please respect copyright.PENANARPvCCuXX6o
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「早抖」我發出。513Please respect copyright.PENANAbpL9GkxexZ
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。513Please respect copyright.PENANAiZngyKLuKS
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAir9VjUNqQk
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」513Please respect copyright.PENANA8aD2DKzV3I
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——513Please respect copyright.PENANAiLsiS8oFma
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直至……513Please respect copyright.PENANAN7WAFU72O6
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。513Please respect copyright.PENANAzsSv8vSGq6
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。513Please respect copyright.PENANA2hC21j6Gp4
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAoDIJ5MNFIP
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAiP7uAS4G9D
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。513Please respect copyright.PENANAaFNpd6vZCM
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「係啊。」祂說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAsZZkyRqMxW
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。513Please respect copyright.PENANAJQhk7aTAAy
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。513Please respect copyright.PENANAeV3LM8FBXb
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「係啊。」我說。513Please respect copyright.PENANA4b2EVKvIsI
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAFR3wqAh9IS
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」513Please respect copyright.PENANA6VrI31cUV0
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。513Please respect copyright.PENANAxsLiKA5Fwl
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAVp96Ljtb6J
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。513Please respect copyright.PENANAlTUldwRF44
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」513Please respect copyright.PENANATqVZlSkihS
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。513Please respect copyright.PENANA1MrBXfGMYx
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAYkRtdGArUk
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAEOJxlsYghn
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAWNZnw5kho0
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。513Please respect copyright.PENANAtzQvVdDhTb
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膝蓋跪了下來。513Please respect copyright.PENANAglnWJJEf2C
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」513Please respect copyright.PENANANHivDh9tLW
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「咩能力?」我問。513Please respect copyright.PENANAih1xQwzUUh
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」513Please respect copyright.PENANA5GUhEtAtZ9
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」513Please respect copyright.PENANA3AxoDZbwfP
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ9dA0E08x
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAsOZsECbHVD
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。513Please respect copyright.PENANAqeCFUYJbWv
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAfH9Nao3UOG
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAO7oyboXSJG
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」513Please respect copyright.PENANA4habxNZTQz
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAQo4rWReJ6L
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。513Please respect copyright.PENANAT4nTQeIvs6
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「不過,孫正直——」513Please respect copyright.PENANAlCMw5YHThx
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3irM3mGLX
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAdlALGAxOMu
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAEL02Hfsb2o
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。513Please respect copyright.PENANAy7CXgKQ8Vq
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而我,低下了頭。513Please respect copyright.PENANAUDT0mTFP3J
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。513Please respect copyright.PENANAlFmd87F18p
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。513Please respect copyright.PENANAh7NWdrJ4Ky
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我狠狠地盯著祂。513Please respect copyright.PENANAnbFgkp8Wwa
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。513Please respect copyright.PENANAx2YJ3PvSnL
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。513Please respect copyright.PENANAG9QC4kKg4E
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。513Please respect copyright.PENANAcB8CTb28kv
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」513Please respect copyright.PENANAqvcwF5e552
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