半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJKqE1eA7q
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENueSYuXGk
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kF8aSuZFY
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMpgZx0tyr
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlsZg0E93f
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sQT4CQyRL
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfF2nm332z
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnIPyNcJxJ
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN7bHT7oSN
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsW74n909L
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jHwK0iwpo
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「變態！」她推開我。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7HXrPdE5S
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLdcZF7Bi4
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ18VtMRWJk
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4GF9ji4aA
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QN7S4cztU
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KO便利店袋則放好。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfD5rrbr8d
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5sml3uVXG
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ2ZXjVZNr
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsqFKX3uGT
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlIvjhollc
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg2BGEqocg
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBmWn8l6Xf
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時間已經快將三點。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxBBbjw7oN
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpxKYPXcxy
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMDRygDrew
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLJP1Q6zuu
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA7UrlP7vX
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQmW1aLrB2
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwk0BpKwz5
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwEDL7HmqT
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw1tQcqk9Q
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXiPKZRXrq
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「早抖」我發出。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxi5B5eNzJ
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5993VBQTuY
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlXZ4LrNqR
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSrUcK2BiY
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9fUhOR0eI
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直至……127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZiTxSiQUu
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9wTN4HcE7
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5NzVvuA6q
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vXeI5TOvp
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuCtuVRzWr
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhi6Thx1Ly
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「係啊。」祂說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrOoI735jw
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZZbS9JGaR
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4BrkD9RcT
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「係啊。」我說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S8r8atvgA
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Zgdw1yMs
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcv50P5rjX
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOkL1Gfnwf
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50m57iiJg4
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjFqPIScQM
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「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOuhhXcsGu
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHkyVmssG7
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q3QG8te6i
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE5Upr770N
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbDF92BtUZ
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF3mdXHUkg
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膝蓋跪了下來。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfycT7ZW7U6
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCsoY70mn5
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「咩能力？」我問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1olenmn4h
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUr9LXUDpO
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXigRDFJ54Y
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGIhv3lHKM
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIy94hNoU5
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWmRaVA4fp
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJamzODtNC
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQbzsSMknn
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhu9LWTaYH
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tefLyVSw5
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Dp9Dq3pK
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「不過，孫正直——」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEMdW3ladE
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjCTTrT2cK
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSP2SkYwfX
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUUTnafTNK
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CYkOOvtwI
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kaDy3DXbx
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKHrzvYdOZ
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我狠狠地盯著祂。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0RKqsQd7J
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「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEiAbLsMTi
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoRmxaqcsH
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sanjs7bB4
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSqlPKTywd
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