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「那就 —— 利用重來。」
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動作十分之精準，毫不猶豫。
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「你昨天——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XvQ5Pq758
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「對話節點預判需要修正。」
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她繼續走過去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7wCbJFTG6
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「嘿，原來真的可以做到。」
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「只是覺得——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvImRfh6f8
她看著他……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINf8ey3sU5
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莉莎沒有再說什麼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VOjPqp7vY
但她的視線，那刻停留得比以往更久。
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同事之間的氣氛，開始變得有點微妙。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlOaqJp6DY
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「你是不是偷看會議資料？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1odobcKBLQ
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沒有任何解釋。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ590sY2435
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「過度完美＝異常。」
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晚上。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlceiAokXlo
同一個海濱。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa7U1ICxlL
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只是這一次 ——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6MwRrCXe8
他所有的說話，都已經排練過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjoQbRuCmK
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她一愣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ6DglqjIw
和上一輪，一模一樣的反應。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOBBpMNHfK
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詹姆斯微微一笑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvgJ3Bui7F
語氣溫和而克制。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kbRXL5yMF
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「我只想問 ——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1uiT0POj5
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莉莎的髮絲輕輕晃動著，41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9ZW8Xqxfm
畫面，近乎完美。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHTBZjSIwp
可惜——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ713frRJgJ2
她沒有回答。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXGylZtHLG
只是靜靜看著他。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdB82WynXv
眼神變得十分之冷靜……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEePYJNiob
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「詹姆斯。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93HSu2WYVb
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「你這段話——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vtitALwRj
突然微微皺眉。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXAYtCUjxq
「是不是已經說過很多次？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8XT4w2Jmh
這一句話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19jqdM8U4M
突然讓整個世界，彷彿停住……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJP4EtLg5Q
詹姆斯的笑容，第一次出現了裂痕。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ257UTRUIms
「……什……什麼意思？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ttTDQDrym
莉莎沒有回答。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9cXjyZU65
只是向後退一步：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyE73sFp5q
「我不喜歡這種感覺。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5XhSmbNIw
「好像 ——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrurmfymXr
她低聲說：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZDudTfVHs
「我只是你劇本裡的一個角色。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLsl19xwWx
這句話，比任何拒絕都更直接。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41qXdKW95m
詹姆斯呆站在原地。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXccswDhQI
手中的那束花，霎時間變得多餘。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QtlNDcRSZ
他忽然明白一件事。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wdZaMGEie
「原來……」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU60iPUMZE4
「完美，也會令人反感。」
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他低頭，看著花。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPa6IDEAmI
沉默了很久。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPhuaKXgbU
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「……這一次，也失敗了嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8y49hD9cZ
他緩緩抬起頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxM0UmxVYH
此時夜色依舊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlGfGyvGAK
此刻海風依舊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ79NxgJE7
但一切，已經不一樣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4KgISWdOI
他轉了身，這次沒有跳海。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlChnRDNyI
而是走向馬路……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArugetuKKK
紅燈。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEE3fW3j3V
車流穿梭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNFfrdQ1Sk
他站在馬路邊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMDXaUEfDx
看著來車。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DOsG2qmee
神情出奇的平靜。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5duGfv0NKA
「既然結局都一樣 ——」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen4fBqftAo
「那就選快一點的吧。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxPEcGoKLj
他向前再一步。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXi2b8fPUc
刺眼的車燈迎面而來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dMtcC9RoY
呠 —— 呠呠 ——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxuvESumAn
沒有猶豫。
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00:00。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLD1IJevWB
詹姆斯再次睜開眼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE49DLrSDl
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只是靜靜地躺著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMcyeJY2nn
安靜了很久，很久。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1CEEgMv8Z
他才拿起手機。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk75r4hJ6qK
這一次，他沒有打開「死法評估表」。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqwkYVgiig
而是打開另一個檔案。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7LLOJwF2A
在最上方，寫下一句：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0qws4GGUf
「— 人不是可以被完美攻略的。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0XOPM6IQS
他停了一下……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRiLvgGNbA
再補上一句：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s25cMs8HM
「— 尤其是她。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUlyADwGsD
他關掉螢幕。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nnBaLNEw5
房間繼續安靜。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66d4T1ncN9
新一輪星期五，再次開始。
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