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第六場 —— 如果不是只有我在重來呢？?43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQGQlnIso8
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「……她不應該知道啊。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUPhNTYZ8h
第五次重生的那句話，仍在腦海中反覆迴響。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJOx9NJpl8
—— 「你是不是已經說過很多次？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYLNrQ5Aeh
他閉上眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vUgVpupsx
「那不是拒絕。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86WW079mcX
「那是察覺啊。」
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早上。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK79YjdeoE
他如常出門。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMVE2iOUkX
但這一次，他沒有再刻意預測所有事情。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlHmFvztxq
沒有刻意閃避單車。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFKfab7WwT
也沒有提前計算對話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpGsLCG5jm
他只是 ——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb3Rd1hiBa
在觀察。
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公司。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot3wyf7cK1
09:17。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N1nY580E8
莉莎走進辦公室。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS9uDbcTd3
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詹姆斯的目光微微一動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAthxwpWVG
「……變了？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsevMLNacT
她放下手袋，整理文件。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFucHqPOH8
動作十分之流暢。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ524dYBtfMZ
但在翻開第一份文件時，她稍微停了一下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1DhX17UDY
像是 ——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK3idCnCb1
她在確認某件早已發生過的事！43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PZpyAfm44
詹姆斯沒有說話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv5ZlpCy4o
只是又默默記在心裡……
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上午。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bmaeiMQkq
10:23。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqnE2OpAcL
同樣的時間點。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT6L3ZdbT5
莉莎又一次從經理室走出來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhLrMo6sjc
但這一次 ——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZO6W7Aj6N
詹姆斯沒有提前抬頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Ks53BYgz
他是刻意延遲了一秒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxPLiKGKxZ
就在他刻意延遲的一秒間 ——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEJSsbUY8h
莉莎已經在看著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFOralmHgV
彷彿預先知道他會在那裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgOAFIyCd3
兩人的目光再次對上。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhF1zhHnze
只是，這次比以往更久。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BGPsQCK8q
更直接。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCEmFcfVn7
她的視線沒有移開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGA7QlKkMx
直瞪瞪的把詹姆斯看到心中一沉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwB5XbNnq2
「……不對。」
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中午。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ91KrMRDZd
茶水間。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinJySKiedn
這一次，是莉莎先開口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe137OcKXD
「你今天，沒有說早安。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO1eWnhdDC
詹姆斯微微一愣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0gXNQiFsC
「……有……有必要嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTE8HNFqzm
莉莎看著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeGxkF2NQm
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「昨天有。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeAnnj3x2P
這句話，讓空氣變得凝滯。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qG6loGoce
詹姆斯沒有回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnv07QbcPm
她也沒有追問。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDVHO1OjHS
只是低頭繼續著倒水動作。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85P1AY7xhT
但在轉身離開前，她停了一下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOH1ifO0Yq
輕聲說：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBdpN7bcDX
「有些事情，不應該每次都一樣。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi3nD7EM80
「還有 ——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNj7MAoVOa
詹姆斯此時已經心虛得要緊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy0Z8osNlL
「水滿出來了。」
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下午。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKFR48e3QS
詹姆斯開始越發感到不安。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu3bvxt3b3
不是因為死亡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ2fAnTLVH
而是因為那種「偏差」。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SVamLRlGB
他第一次意識到：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmyGwMHVAo
「這個循環……正在變形。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r9YSK9qFl
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卻停住。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiASvTrexe
因為他不知道該如何描述。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl85Q6mNdeq
「她的行為 ——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD5hPtb3F0
「不像第一次……」
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傍晚。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxke5UEvKQm
公司加班。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1moWcumOzQ
人不多。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2PWD8TikX
燈光偏冷。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTZoPnG0OC
詹姆斯與莉莎，被留了下來處理文件。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwpksTbzcD
兩人之間，只隔著一張桌子的距離。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwZDEHTJkQ
靜……安靜……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXzW1tCvE9
靜得只有翻頁聲。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgKKTUoRnE
過了很久……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB9NRT0cUq
莉莎忽然開口：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hGgu4kfqY
「詹姆斯。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4psMRedDsX
「嗯？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz12CwyNHTZ
「如果一件事情，一直重複發生——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDbSub3Lwb
她沒有看著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMiCdz4yx4
「你會怎麼做？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdsFGfYpWx
詹姆斯的手突然停住：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAFdOodB2l
「……改……改變它？」聲音小得幾乎連自己也聽不見。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatQGLo1Wo2
莉莎點了點頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1prFRPTj9B
「那如果改變了，結果還是一樣呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYZ4VzxWe5
詹姆斯沉默……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3nHY6FHUh
這個問題，他已經經歷過，而且很多遍。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHexVKsyEn
「那就……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUv9Nm90fB
他慢慢說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAohnUirgo
「改變原因吧。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRNuNMshGX
莉莎終於抬頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS9CkCtMXh
看著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeua3UDjFF1
那個眼神，帶著某種難以言喻的確認。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELZftfkWPH
「我也是這樣想。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm409v9V3fj
空氣變得很安靜。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAdX5lgfzJ
太安靜。
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詹姆斯忽然問：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbNMYTlNVC
「你為什麼會問這個？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0TtdpLWKA
莉莎沒有立即回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNJKvViUFG
她只是看著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMRPHb9vcq
看了很久，像在想看穿對方靈魂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYVG58UqnL
然後說：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcEJ6GuEla
「因為我有時候會覺得——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBg1izAWDw
說到這裏，她的聲音忽然很輕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBVxsNuYZG
「今天，好像不是第一次。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSso9emUM0
這一句話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOMnyhTGih
讓整個世界，像徹底失去了穩定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHQ3MrYH1b
詹姆斯的呼吸微微亂了一拍。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunb2kKhBUN
「你……記得什麼？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnYbfHKPC2
莉莎皺一皺眉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCux1kGVVpg
「說不上來。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsY2MlZ4Cw
「只是某些片段，會突然覺得『已經發生過』。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8zJvvhf7v
她又停了一下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmybN3OzCl2
「尤其是 —— 你所有說的話。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflhuq3DRyl
詹姆斯沒有再說話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQymP3gJdWL
甚至連呼吸也不感太用力。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziu2wlKc6X
因為他忽然明白到。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZXyc1suVE
這已經不再是他的「獨角戲」。
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晚上。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZatnXUn8Z
詹姆斯沒有去海邊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzN3GOd8xN
沒有設計任何劇情。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT9AGd7qwv
他只是走在街上。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGh9IgxOMM
看看街道上的人來人往。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz2UkDEQCu
彷彿世界仍然正常。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIayt3DWRo1
但他第一次感到陌生。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy62WTYyq2D
「如果連她也開始察覺得到 ——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBZqHMCGNE
「那這個循環，就不是為了我。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0DsX1RvdJ
他停在路邊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41BeSHNYie
紅燈正亮著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWOfndzCKy
車流不停穿梭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTL3hk2Fck
他沒有動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJNry2MMTG
只是靜靜地站著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkY2Tyrhr5
「那麼 ——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3aNm793uk
「這一切，到底是為了什麼？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxSwtz4JA5
「到底是為了誰？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVMObbbEpN
他第一次，完全毫無頭緒，沒有答案。
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綠燈再亮起。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ572jgsZU58
人群開始過走馬路。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpq8qxp8t6
他也跟著走。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXSxx49hav
沒有顧看左右。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP40sQlTpf
像是某種警覺，早已在無聲之中崩裂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yDK6qjiFC
遠處，一輛車突然失控衝來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCH5OKjpqY
「叭叭——叭叭——叭叭——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lyu53m9VY
喇叭聲撕破空氣，尖銳得像要把整條街劈開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcHnUhX7Yx
人群瞬間炸亂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoI1SLCBuV
驚叫聲四面八方爆開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOkzWrtTfW
腳步聲、呼喊聲、車輪摩擦地面的尖響，全部絞成一團。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvGbxcLhra
這時，詹姆斯緩緩抬頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZbfvYTN8E
燈光在他臉上狂亂閃爍，喇叭聲與驚叫聲交替轟炸，像《幻想交響曲》在失控邊緣猛然奏響。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN0jmGTfNa
但詹姆斯沒有閃避。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhlXBawEsE
他只是呆呆站在原地。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLbAN8lFoP
整個人彷彿已經超脫三界以外，不在五行之中。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhO2orp4XY
他望住迎面而來的光，只為著確認最後一件事。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2jmrW6wkO
「……原來，還是會死。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKCRR3RIDn
下一秒——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUz5yw5kkX
白光轟然爆開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp4k7NyJOU
吞沒一切。
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00:00。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3PkQRCjQ8
詹姆斯睜開雙眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYnSjLSD4n
他坐了起來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXERLU2vDV
這一次，他沒有立即記錄。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo4Dgq7ET1
只是低聲自說自話：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8EVhEc6ws
「……她也在裡面？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3HyMZrMQW
這個充滿疑惑的結論，比死亡更沉重。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScnDzsZbgh
他拿起手機。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ337AVNmRgE
卻沒有打開任何文件。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WQuonHd2T
只是看著黑色的螢幕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp91gAllgmQ
像在思考一件從未思考過的事。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6MVNsx4QR
「如果不是只有我——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5QLwjkyKJ
「那我一直做的事……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXRTdm2Krj
他停住。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn229HeuL3E
沒有再繼續說落去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiWetrPlI9
房間又回復安靜。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XdxFoeRnQ
新一輪星期五，又循環繼續，再次開始……
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