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他停了一下……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzUkKCakg1
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「那就 —— 利用重來。」
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早上。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJGrbQyyDm
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「08:12 轉角單車（危險）」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdpYsLshXe
然後才又走出去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdIHXgwhXX
動作十分之精準，毫不猶豫。
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公司。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aoc3vUFeM
他剛坐下，阿強便開口：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHef2PqsHCf
「你昨天——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxzfpHhKan
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「……我還沒問完。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACuWvgKLTP
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「抱歉。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXdkqm7kV8
他低頭。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6frnRVMzbj
在筆記上寫：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9eUv9igla
「對話節點預判需要修正。」
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上午。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h3zEgVlCz
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時間：10:23。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1NS5gsc56
詹姆斯提前三秒抬頭。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWPQG0Nf7o
剛好與她對視。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrj1B6HHJR
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語氣、角度、時機，全都恰到好處。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5nwU1RS3K
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「……早。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW30SAXHG5P
她繼續走過去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxATSNhwbPN
但這次，腳步稍微慢了一拍。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMORjMAWaj
詹姆斯低頭，快速記錄：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQRwd6CzDq
「成功建立自然互動（第一次）」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroEhizkaGr
他看著那行字，露出極淡的笑意。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjgdMBVytj
「嘿，原來真的可以做到。」
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中午。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBv8S05o0X
他刻意選擇與莉莎同一時間進入茶水間。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsdSjQdugB
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距離刻意得剛剛好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNVSP5uJ9F
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沒有多餘的對話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIyqQr0Rz
沒有任何壓迫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo732CnQK1
一切剛剛好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPEcZ3Qs6l
詹姆斯心中暗自計算。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD8m94x2my
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她停住……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD4FwOJ3uF
像是在尋找詞語。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqtzxGsSvE
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詹姆斯一頓。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VJrur3NBg
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莉莎皺眉。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdymwLcYjPW
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「只是覺得——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrAOTEe1Vx
她看著他……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcob2fniR7U
「你好像知道接下來會發生什麼。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1xtgN0zkH
空氣安靜了一瞬。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55g19lTCdH
詹姆斯的心，突然微微一沉。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RJx98Nv8F
但他很快就恢復表情。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjuQMfy0ZT
「哈，那可能只是巧合。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcOtB8SfMB
莉莎沒有再說什麼。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasXudgsini
但她的視線，那刻停留得比以往更久。
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下午。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR1RnV7S7o
詹姆斯開始「加速」。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN7co69i5m
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甚至在會議中，完美無瑕地接上每一句話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG2d9UbYRA
整個人，像一個已經讀過劇本的演員。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD6CVbrkv6
完美！42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCDA7uyqTc
無懈可擊！42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8TCCx9tCd
但 ——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBenlYqpUy
同事之間的氣氛，開始變得有點微妙。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV4GS5kmYn
「你今天怎麼反應這麼快？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fzYYKfYfI
「你是不是偷看會議資料？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLzeIbKsHl
「還是你早就知道？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NMxk6YFFB
詹姆斯只是微微一笑帶過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXA6AoImYT
沒有任何解釋。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTle3wSLomM
但他心中暗暗記下了一句：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx552FTLmIA
「過度完美＝異常。」
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晚上。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q0emSNgfL
同一個海濱。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCXKdskUWF
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手中依然有那束花。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq9k1nom6F
只是這一次 ——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBv4GTle3V
他所有的說話，都已經排練過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqqYzHgvry
精準到每一個停頓位。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3WuQE9WRR
莉莎下車。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYsaVJtAoQ
向著詹姆斯姍姍走近。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGq0uFjE2G
他開口第一句：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o20Erb18N
「莉莎，我知道你會拒絕我。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdns8kISTL
她一愣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0tVPhaPYS
和上一輪，一模一樣的反應。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x2PyGRcFy
「但這一次，我想換一種方式說。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3jpxO5kNK
詹姆斯微微一笑。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZZCvEpbwc
語氣溫和而克制。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e6hkhzfTR
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「我只想問 ——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcFHL5Mgon
「能不能給我一個機會，讓你慢慢認識我？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0AUPyWdaW
風，此刻剛好吹起。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClCexAWOP8
莉莎的髮絲輕輕晃動著，42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALu5puw9mI
畫面，近乎完美。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxVvMKSz5b
可惜——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE5DaryfRa
她沒有回答。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzjHmJlvOx
只是靜靜看著他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxVsM4nXmM
眼神變得十分之冷靜……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwHw4T47OF
太冷靜。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3i1vJpmfu
「詹姆斯。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEhmwbFUgW
莉莎始終開口：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Pj3ZaY2WI
「你這段話——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDvPRATVsP
突然微微皺眉。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9HLLlQyoL
「是不是已經說過很多次？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9LUWNzQN9
這一句話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrljIDuv2lD
突然讓整個世界，彷彿停住……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJPnIkysSR
詹姆斯的笑容，第一次出現了裂痕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC99phZBlVp
「……什……什麼意思？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx8Reyyz7D
莉莎沒有回答。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8SyHTr6nt
只是向後退一步：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfe0Tgiftd
「我不喜歡這種感覺。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPbQMlmFOz
「好像 ——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhDLLNN0SK
她低聲說：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopWFu2rL3U
「我只是你劇本裡的一個角色。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2RTbXD8M9
這句話，比任何拒絕都更直接。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHkc3C2FMv
詹姆斯呆站在原地。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTIvYPhM3s
手中的那束花，霎時間變得多餘。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhvdgU52Dn
他忽然明白一件事。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8OonpwkGp
「原來……」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKQyCqSw5z
「完美，也會令人反感。」
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他低頭，看著花。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5OpQy5SRo
沉默了很久。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYRyiX31qw
然後輕聲說：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzwfZFjHlI
「……這一次，也失敗了嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqfqUg7z8t
他緩緩抬起頭。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ054yIPW522
此時夜色依舊。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iJYFqkHSY
此刻海風依舊。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FWCzkvQnq
但一切，已經不一樣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPFjPWYQVp
他轉了身，這次沒有跳海。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFLoIsfm5M
而是走向馬路……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuJ89SiVzt
紅燈。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQBT42l7oz
車流穿梭。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyDEbliKds
他站在馬路邊。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAIm52mpbk
看著來車。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhN2JbYYsm
神情出奇的平靜。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKzNHmioeG
「既然結局都一樣 ——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6log3KLSQ3
「那就選快一點的吧。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wZIrWXD70
他向前再一步。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2ekEMErpN
刺眼的車燈迎面而來。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU50kLl5KY
呠 —— 呠呠 ——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6OfWCNgj2
沒有猶豫。
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00:00。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsuFjeLwuR
詹姆斯再次睜開眼。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9hU6anyDF
他沒有立刻動。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4Ti9JCgtU
只是靜靜地躺著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3OecF5GCc
安靜了很久，很久。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpJ7spsNzY
他才拿起手機。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKbGlIWX5l
這一次，他沒有打開「死法評估表」。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMRQMMzd37
而是打開另一個檔案。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvBz7SHdwV
在最上方，寫下一句：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVw3C8V1rv
「— 人不是可以被完美攻略的。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblh6WJVa5v
他停了一下……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5d8ZZKJyE
再補上一句：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Iy1VRcVl
「— 尤其是她。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVQFYwfeWW
他關掉螢幕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gMRoyfNrd
房間繼續安靜。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYG80Zdjn5
新一輪星期五，再次開始。
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