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第五次重生的那句話，仍在腦海中反覆迴響。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw5u9mtlZE
—— 「你是不是已經說過很多次？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGwodLjXu7
他閉上眼。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl8RZoSLoJ
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「那是察覺啊。」
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早上。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcSoCv2DjJ
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他只是 ——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyA1VwKGA2
在觀察。
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公司。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrlanSX0VO
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莉莎走進辦公室。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjP2vrzHGc
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詹姆斯的目光微微一動。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJGkbvdGsc
「……變了？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwryBVP9BJ
她放下手袋，整理文件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw3h5vqD1Q
動作十分之流暢。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99oasQ2ka5
但在翻開第一份文件時，她稍微停了一下。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6ow4PbBKh
像是 ——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z14x45cAJ
她在確認某件早已發生過的事！44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIkWshOUP9
詹姆斯沒有說話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR66vTpgnCz
只是又默默記在心裡……
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上午。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KcpOoFeTX
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但這一次 ——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSI8YBYOIf
詹姆斯沒有提前抬頭。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6Hk06xuzs
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就在他刻意延遲的一秒間 ——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4dOkpJwGR
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直瞪瞪的把詹姆斯看到心中一沉。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbqaMiSWdf
「……不對。」
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中午。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefjvk894AZ
茶水間。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2mZSqPXNL
這一次，是莉莎先開口。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgMYulz21
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「……有……有必要嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7fdWqyLSo
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這句話，讓空氣變得凝滯。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwFuxmMj7G
詹姆斯沒有回答。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWTgWCUD9u
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只是低頭繼續著倒水動作。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTcewRJcx9
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「有些事情，不應該每次都一樣。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIHpHX7Lk9
「還有 ——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqfkz5o912
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「水滿出來了。」
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下午。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o9FmaXrjc
詹姆斯開始越發感到不安。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e9meJsn7B
不是因為死亡。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCMuCKCzKk
而是因為那種「偏差」。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dNMYtPaho
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「她的行為 ——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYocqfK8u5a
「不像第一次……」
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詹姆斯與莉莎，被留了下來處理文件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkykFvnbBu
兩人之間，只隔著一張桌子的距離。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbCINrjOtF
靜……安靜……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAwEcoyMk8
靜得只有翻頁聲。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKgpSD4ebX
過了很久……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhKeLRQ9Eu
莉莎忽然開口：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmnoNuBOnL
「詹姆斯。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo1Uf8K6BK
「嗯？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZzmo53Hu
「如果一件事情，一直重複發生——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwAavq5T8K
她沒有看著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhbAGlbrJW
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詹姆斯的手突然停住：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H7wwU0yjr
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詹姆斯沉默……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrSGCGdnJR
這個問題，他已經經歷過，而且很多遍。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA42NP90phd
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他慢慢說。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz4pw7IPSe
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看著他。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXBksiSG0
那個眼神，帶著某種難以言喻的確認。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHeM86mYSw
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空氣變得很安靜。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBhQBLhHxP
太安靜。
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詹姆斯忽然問：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKE64whpSe
「你為什麼會問這個？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8seTxOAk5c
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「因為我有時候會覺得——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeDPsob7RT
說到這裏，她的聲音忽然很輕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FSheWj0xP
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讓整個世界，像徹底失去了穩定。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8YzPQ8EbJ
詹姆斯的呼吸微微亂了一拍。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sjyjlZ0E1
「你……記得什麼？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUfLJbWpoF
莉莎皺一皺眉。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYQrfaTSrb
「說不上來。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOC25KcpZX
「只是某些片段，會突然覺得『已經發生過』。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEJjNTo6jS
她又停了一下。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDWXpd1lRh
「尤其是 —— 你所有說的話。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7az3lTq6o
詹姆斯沒有再說話。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEkaFt9LPi
甚至連呼吸也不感太用力。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgz3z69ptl
因為他忽然明白到。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96jtuEDwwP
這已經不再是他的「獨角戲」。
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晚上。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmNA4Tps7u
詹姆斯沒有去海邊。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26Moyi2h1x
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看看街道上的人來人往。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTwuFb9yfE
彷彿世界仍然正常。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ480SDR1Sas
但他第一次感到陌生。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62j52wJbTD
「如果連她也開始察覺得到 ——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAIYHJ34uu
「那這個循環，就不是為了我。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjDxwNTEbV
他停在路邊。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa0se3zlkN
紅燈正亮著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aexOXZ4T4
車流不停穿梭。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvvpP8nzdp
他沒有動。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldUOSQl858
只是靜靜地站著。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EKzGWkFZv
「那麼 ——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM80tQ9FhZu
「這一切，到底是為了什麼？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyWSB089nE
「到底是為了誰？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRejVoOl7Xv
他第一次，完全毫無頭緒，沒有答案。
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綠燈再亮起。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC1nUGvtRg
人群開始過走馬路。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1THP2kNESj
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沒有顧看左右。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLsVg8phOs
像是某種警覺，早已在無聲之中崩裂。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hm38Xxpdz
遠處，一輛車突然失控衝來。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJdclMZxHm
「叭叭——叭叭——叭叭——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8tfa2rv1e
喇叭聲撕破空氣，尖銳得像要把整條街劈開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dirmPYJJN
人群瞬間炸亂。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOuKWO7Pvh
驚叫聲四面八方爆開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52K7T7aIpu
腳步聲、呼喊聲、車輪摩擦地面的尖響，全部絞成一團。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTprtGjROde
這時，詹姆斯緩緩抬頭。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu5klN9KLD
燈光在他臉上狂亂閃爍，喇叭聲與驚叫聲交替轟炸，像《幻想交響曲》在失控邊緣猛然奏響。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccqLLS4l5I
但詹姆斯沒有閃避。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gu167m0jT
他只是呆呆站在原地。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFevolhr02
整個人彷彿已經超脫三界以外，不在五行之中。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOvz3yG3Sk
他望住迎面而來的光，只為著確認最後一件事。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLn9J2thY4
「……原來，還是會死。」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTW7rNVHKV
下一秒——44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqcPTB4pzb
白光轟然爆開。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjmR3eH7Ie
吞沒一切。
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00:00。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxACCHQU41
詹姆斯睜開雙眼。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkRqlXsEdk
他坐了起來。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs6z8W2RUL
這一次，他沒有立即記錄。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZY6PF22nY
只是低聲自說自話：44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ915Ttv8ZK1
「……她也在裡面？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKhOie4O3F
這個充滿疑惑的結論，比死亡更沉重。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpQoia2FJY
他拿起手機。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrFJIlHz30
卻沒有打開任何文件。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CHDsbZ2fI
只是看著黑色的螢幕。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ38gMZRs1k
像在思考一件從未思考過的事。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFmHj8j9oM
「如果不是只有我——」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaa7rLbVct
「那我一直做的事……」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ujKr8BAv
他停住。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOxRkwmXgP
沒有再繼續說落去。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0yPNgntOy
房間又回復安靜。44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy7ql8q5TW
新一輪星期五，又循環繼續，再次開始……
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