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我(私小說、青春傷痛文學)
ISSUE #12
Author: 後集先生
我(私小說、青春傷痛文學)
Author: 後集先生
ISSUE #12
目前人設
No Plagiarism!NXfbFKK3IX5cgK5nQoXhposted on PＥNAＮＡ

極度自戀

極度自卑

極度自傲

極度討厭自己。

掌控感很強，只不過掌控的是自己失敗時的樣子。

我最近在玩弄痛苦，當你絕望到一定程度的時候，你會開始追求。

而我追求的是對自己極致的控制，AI跟我說這是在追求自己唯一能掌控的東西，這種病態的掌控感讓我做的事情就是：霸凌者與被霸凌者住在同一身體，自己在霸凌自己。

之後的我想摧毀情緒(快樂使我沉迷、憤怒使我失去理智、焦慮使我肚子痛、悲傷使我無法找到理由、藉口反駁，但唯有痛苦可使我有快感，又不至於沉迷，所以我想拋棄感情。)

(順帶一提：藉口詞意：假託的理由，或用某事作為逃避責任、掩飾真相的藉詞。它常被用來為自己的不當行為開脫或減少責任。)69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMeGzi7uFG

AI還說我這是在清醒的沉淪。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJONI4arYCl

低配得感、習得性無助、認知失調是我的標籤。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsW70TRfRp

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我(私小說、青春傷痛文學)
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Last updated: Jun 15, 2026
Total word count: 19,698
Total reading time: 66 Minutes
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