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兩塊砧板都很乾淨。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkP4g7KQoT
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我把原本那塊收到櫥櫃深處，仍用著翻出來的。我本想把碰過古怪食材那塊丟掉，但仔細想想不妥當。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoEsFaySw5
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接著我開始準備早餐。切麵包，處理馬鈴薯，把昨日剩下的冷肉拿出來切片。爐上的水燒開後，沖了茶。另備適合病人的稀粥。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4kNPCvlUD
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為阿卡曼先生送餐時無人回應，他吃冷粥不合適，便先撤回，等他醒來再送上。我在廚房裝好醫生那份，端上樓去。昨日送過去的晚餐仍在走廊的小桌上，完好如初，醫生習慣下樓時順手把餐盤帶到廚房，但它還在那裡。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSX0WWyRkp
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我想起昨夜的腳步聲和空了的砧板，在門口遲疑了一會兒，敲了門。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOkd85h4ta
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寂靜無聲。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb7v1PZH96
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我把托盤放在小邊桌上，帶著昨夜的晚餐下樓去。魚湯是清淡的東西，容易壞，便不用來給我們加餐了。我將它去馬廄，餵那隻米色的狗，牠竟要我命令牠吃才會吃。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLeYBL0mRA
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一八八三年十月七日 （夜間寫於廚房）121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0vbgEXKHk
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地板仍沒刷完，萊納來的時候，我讓他上樓去看一眼。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Zd1HXEFxH
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他回來時說：沒吃，門鎖上了，食物放在外頭沒碰過，醫生聽上去不太好，隔著門叫我們都別進去，說是傳染病，讓我們都離遠一點。還交代尤其別讓阿卡曼先生去探望，避免感染，又叫我們別進實驗室，最後又吩咐了一次，別請醫生。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteT2DIKVhQ
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萊納懊惱地回想：昨天水管裡的東西，我都碰了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l3rDT8psX
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貝爾托特說：而且我們還進實驗室收拾過，會不會惹醫生不高興？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQgXwOPzqv
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這時，撥火棍撐地板的聲音由遠而近，貝爾托特一聽見便趕過去，開門到了走廊上。我看見自廚房門口經過的阿卡曼先生，左腳拖著、右腳撐著，看上去極其吃力。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9jrCjWYgY
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見到貝爾托特伸手要扶他，阿卡曼先生斥道：別碰。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsZ3hHF7U0
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貝爾托特整個人向後縮，只敢小心翼翼地跟在他後面，保持一步之遙，像是隨時準備挽救什麼，萊納也跑了過去，向阿卡曼先生報告醫生病了，傳染病。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxjB94wu9d
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阿卡曼先生望向樓梯口，又開始拖著一隻腳走，像要去二樓見醫生。萊納跟在他身後，試圖講道理說服他，但不敢擋到他前頭。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uvad9TubS
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我看萊納有得是時間，離阿卡曼先生到達二樓次臥門口，至少還有二十分鐘。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhNK6bChpZ
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在沒有爐火的樓梯上，阿卡曼先生口中呼出白氣，汗水順著頭髮流下，倔強地一級級向前邁進。最後是貝爾托特說服了，他憂心忡忡地問：阿卡曼先生，假如你也倒下，誰來告訴我們接下來該怎麼做呢？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4BoENPPGy
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阿卡曼先生停下腳步，看了看貝爾托特，看了眼萊納，最後目光落在我身上。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfit6UtRq4
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我不知他眼裡我們三個看來像什麼？是助力還是迷途羔羊？但總算他是肯停下來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2cQQXGj8O
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之後阿卡曼先生仍在走廊上來回走動，不肯休息，但至少沒去院子裡吹風，還算珍重。萊納和貝爾托特輪流看照他，到了下午兩人離開前，他早已精疲力盡，就寢了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ920n3zc8E7
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我猜他大概會一覺睡到明日清早，但仍做了兩份適合給病人調養的晚餐。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaQsd8DuES
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送餐時，我看到醫生門口的午餐，仍像被放在那時一樣完整。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2kuzNM8vy
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一八八三年十月八日 早晨寫於廚房121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbFVzvY7uB
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昨日兩份晚餐都沒動，我一起收了回來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNaM787xaO
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兩天了，桶裡的魚還活著，竟仍有活力，我讓萊納和貝爾托特提了許多海水來，便是想保持了新鮮。此法奏效，但再不吃牠，肉鐵定要粉了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9scLluB8R
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我把魚收拾乾淨，在滾水中放洋蔥和幾枝香芹。魚肉在滾水中煮到變白、用叉子一撥就散但還不致於發柴的地步。湯則用布濾乾淨，盛在碗裡。烤過的白麵包切成薄片，放在旁邊。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbRPpeMOdJ
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這種東西清淡乏味，但醫生數餐未用，魚湯遠比煎培根合適。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8juDb0QnDV
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我在醫生臥室的門口敲了兩下，沒有人應。我沒馬上離開，躊躇了會，還是說了：先生，阿卡曼先生昨日能走了，是否需要診療？另外，是否該為他訂購拐杖？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYOy3xeLfJ
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其實，採購器材不經我的手，只是拐杖究竟算是醫生的器材還是日用品，倒也難說。假如算是醫療器材，那負責的人也該出面了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuOTrPwCMj
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沒有聲音。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1B8CzylvA
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我把早餐放在走廊的小邊桌上，正轉身要下樓去，門裡傳來動靜。我將門推開一條縫，縫中鑽出他沙啞的聲音：把昨天的報紙送上來，另外，今天報紙一送到，便送上來。頓了頓，他又說：放在門口就好。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kh7jjZkVG
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一八八三年十月八日 中午過後寫於廚房121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkQhzOjmPn
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貝爾托特來的時候，我正在廚房裡備午飯。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7EqmWqG5g
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他來傳話說：醫生叫我們進去。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpgGU2z882
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我把手在圍裙上擦了擦，摸了摸口袋中的日記本和帳本，確定它們都在後，和貝爾托特一起上樓。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wygdmMJp4
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臥室裡光線不好，窗簾半掩著。醫生靠在枕上，臉色很差，但眼神清明，報紙就放在一旁。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12kiVOmhZ2
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我想，傳染病忽然變得不容易傳染了嗎？或者其他什麼只有醫生能解釋的情況。看來，三樓是不必消毒了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE98DGLZryF
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阿卡曼先生已在窗邊的椅子上坐定，撥火棍靠在身側，萊納站在他身旁，貝爾托特自我身後走向他們。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCka60VXOon
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我問候他，把帳本翻到這週的帳目，遞過去。他用令人懷疑是否真看過的速度掃了一遍，還給我，說：很好，照這樣繼續。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKHo4OzB9o
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接著他吩咐拐杖的事。說城裡有一位器械商，住在教堂街，姓佐依，他會寫封信讓我們送去。他說：佐依師傅認得阿卡曼先生，知道尺寸。要兩根腋下拐，另外再訂一根手杖，備用。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhsnpzbrxR
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他轉頭對阿卡曼先生說：腿的事不能急，過度鍛鍊反而適得其反⋯⋯幸好我的情況及時好轉了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BSrPHKOgo
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醫生輕微地暗示，阿卡曼先生像是不服氣，但沒說什麼。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKOOk8Mc4T
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接著醫生對萊納和貝爾托特交代道：每天陪阿卡曼先生走，走到腿酸就停，不能硬撐。浴桶裡放熱水，泡到膝蓋，一天兩次，早晚各一次，水涼了就換。先做一週，該休息時便休息。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicljkbkRye
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阿卡曼先生撐起身子站起來，拄著撥火棍朝門口走去，離開時停了一下，回頭說：你這鬼樣子夠難看。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToeV00F22n
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醫生說：謝謝你告訴我。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbVuljHL1q
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阿卡曼先生出去了，萊納和貝爾托特跟著。 121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAwBnWWf0i
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就剩下我和男主人了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ224crTofne
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我不經意地目測我和床的距離，足夠遠，又不會遠到顯眼，我計算著，他的手搆不到我，又告訴自己，這是聲名卓著的史密斯醫生，不必去想上一家的事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirfikJP37A
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我等醫生示意我離開，他卻說：阿妮，妳之前也照料過病人的飲食？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuFSHqjnjX
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我說：是的，先生，上一家人口眾多，貴族家，總輪著生病，我看廚娘做過。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfqrkxoyLB
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提到他們，我心裡打鼓。卻發現醫生眼中閃過一絲古怪，不像是好事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wg0YF2fqb
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我令自己儘可能聽上去鎮定：若餐食有不妥⋯⋯。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4A98RUNxG
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他說，聽不出不高興：沒有不妥，魚很新鮮。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNob5Oo1zE
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我立刻接話道：萊納和貝爾托特在港口挑的活魚，連兩大桶海水一起提過來，能活一陣子。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEzIbVlmhd
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他說：原來如此，這倒是個辦法。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt51rd6oQi5
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那語氣像真覺得這方法不錯。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAvCiKYB43
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他閉上眼睛，沒有再說話。我主動告退時，他卻又說：阿妮，其實只要用石炭酸皂液擦拭人手會接觸到的地方即可。擦地太累了，萊納和貝爾托特來了快一年，也沒擦過。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeFRnkNJxL
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我不好多說，只是感謝他的體恤。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokLc4h29Z5
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他沉默了，帶著倦意說：妳把皂液調的太濃了。可能學校這樣教妳，但如今直接接觸石炭酸造成的損害已有定論，妳也該珍重。下次要調皂液時來找我，我來調整比例。現在去忙妳的事吧，阿妮。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyloowy8Xb
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一八八三年十月九日121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsli0bIa6sX
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萊納和貝爾托特今早帶了兩條牙鱈來，裝在桶裡，活力不錯。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0i8pT93c3
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魚湯做了幾回，得換了。我把魚去皮去骨，切成厚塊，用鹽略醃了一會兒。烤盤裡倒了一點水，放幾片洋蔥，幾枝香芹，把魚塊擺在上面，撒了鹽送進爐旁的烤箱。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iEe4egdrf
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烤箱裡水氣蒸騰，魚肉慢慢變白，裡頭還嫩，外頭沒層硬皮。味道仍是清淡，但有點變化。配了烤麵包片。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeN3ZKgsyU
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我想明日醫生便能恢復一般的飲食，不必吃那麼清淡。另外，阿卡曼先生自從能拄拐行走後，胃口變好了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD9hPzDEPo
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一八八三年十月十一日 晚餐後寫於廚房121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmGmVvxOCA
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今天晚餐送去烤羊肋排，配燙過的菠菜和白麵包。醫生吃完了，但主動要求多做魚湯，口味倒是意外地清淡。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzWo90vNI1
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我擔心他吃膩，提出可以用其他作法煮魚。他說：那也很好，不過魚湯最能嚐出魚的新鮮。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcJX6WsB1S
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我想，魚是在廚房現殺的，自然新鮮，羊可不能在院子裡宰。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZNYIS9RHT
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今日收到數家銀行的信件，醫生同時和數家銀行往來，不知何故。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCX0IRRbCC
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一八八三年十月十三日 晚餐後寫於廚房121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQMFtxJjUi
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今日奈爾·德克先生來探病。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tieTzmh7c
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德克家是最近、也是唯一的鄰居，他說話聲音很大，像總認定對面的人耳朵不好。他太太是這一帶有名的美人，我遠遠看過，黑髮、高挑。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡownVDx3h2l
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他指責醫生病了沒通知他、指責醫生沒將發生搶案的事通報守望隊，若不是警方抓到了那個搶錢的少年，他們根本不知道此事。德克先生還透露，或許警察不久會登門問話，醫生對這一長串話，只是表達感謝。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREjtZlRb0B
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德克先生說阿卡曼先生能站起來是個奇蹟，應該慶祝，說醫生可以請軍中同袍來聚一聚，他們家有的是地方，可以招待一整個連隊，且他非常歡迎。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKCmxoRR8Q
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他所言不虛，鄰舍大宅是此處地標，雄踞在一片小樹林後。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cYXdQWfms
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阿卡曼先生毫不客氣地反唇相譏，質問他知不知道他們中了伏擊？知不知道那場戰役死傷慘重？招待十不存一的倖存者用不著什麼大房子，或者他連死鬼都想往家裡拉？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uezCT85tv
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阿卡曼先生明顯惱火了，但德克先生只是眨了眨眼睛，馬上換了話題，像是什麼事都沒發生。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxNDguW0fc
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德克先生建議改成請醫界的朋友來，他們的校友、帕拉迪島的名醫，辦個小聚會，就在這石屋裡，他們一家出席，他太太會打點一切，廚師是從卡爾卡巴特請來的，若府上的傭人不夠熟練，廚師可以過來幫忙——121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vha4EATvZ
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醫生說：不必了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpKrNYHRxV
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他的語速快於平時，斬釘截鐵。醫生不會硬要把每句話都說得委婉，但上一次他如此強硬，是叫貝爾托特別去請醫生的時候。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamnCjDRuGF
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德克先生愣了愣，說醫生自退伍以來就沒有像樣的社交生活，總不能完全忽略朋友間的往來。最後，他臨走的時候提了一句：我太太娘家有個姪女，一家都來帕拉迪島了，是個很文靜的姑娘。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgCtk9Kvuw
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醫生表示替他謝謝德克太太的好意。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2bdeK7ycR
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客人走了，我把茶具收了，退出去。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQRpnS5GSt
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德克先生說的沒錯，我年輕不濟事，應付不了大場面，早晚會有別的廚師進這間廚房操持。想到這，我又一次開始清掃廚房，任何隙縫、任何角落都不放過，務必擦除所有可能被指控怠惰的痕跡。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxskqGYqYEM
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刷洗砧板時，我又想起白布下的東西和那晚的動靜，被門鈴打斷。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0lEV0LLiv
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我去開門，是一個年輕的警察，自稱是亞魯維特巡警，制服整齊，帽子戴正，說是來詢問前幾日搶案的事，問史密斯醫生是否方便。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC63ODkOfH
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他說話的方式很有禮貌，但既不是那種在討好的禮貌，也不是公事公辦的禮貌，親切又不出格，進退有度。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ARtXniLnB
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他比我見過的警察都年輕，眼睛又大又亮，像是什麼都想看個仔細。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO5szgQOoH
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我把他帶到書房門口，退出去，把門帶上，但沒走遠。畢竟，搶案發生時醫生根本不在場，必定是要找我問話的。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKHxYYukNO
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我站在走廊上，離書房門口有段距離，他們的說話聲細細弱弱，聽著像迴聲，很難聽懂。但我能猜到他們大概在說些什麼，便容易明白，都是意料中的問題，沒令人憂心的事，不久，我被叫進書房。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe4DxyYG7S
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我偷偷打量醫生一眼，沒發現異樣。亞魯維特巡警站在書桌旁邊，拿著一個小本子。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC5y9W1TYO
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見我進來，他點了點頭，說：阿妮，有幾個問題想請教妳，不會太久。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZlSd7rXPi
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我說：好的。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwmJXCILV4
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他問案發的時間，我說了。他問我能不能描述那個少年的樣子，我說了，他記下來。他又問：除了錢袋，還有別的損失嗎？有沒有人受傷？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFDRXQf68L
錢袋裡大約有多少錢？我一一說了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVjfpz0XpI
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他又問：能不能說說案發的經過？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUVRKgO703
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我說：他乞討，阿卡曼先生要我給他點錢，他站在柵欄外面，忽然伸手進來，我嚇了一跳縮回去了，沒看清楚發生什麼事，錢袋就破了，銅板掉在地上，他撿了幾個跑，完全沒想賠那個錢袋子。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD8y4TmIn8
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他抬起頭看了我一眼，說：妳很溫柔，阿妮。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayHvqcHJNb
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我猜，那個少年大概很老實。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xEdTYveRL
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醫生插了一句：阿妮那天雖然受到驚嚇，家務仍一絲不苟。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76q6Nj9lB9
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亞魯維特巡警回應：是嗎？這位年輕小姐簡直不輸老練的管家！121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKsU67wypB
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我覺得這說法誇張了，他又問我有沒有試圖追趕，我說想追，但阿卡曼先生叫我回來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc7Ya16bS8
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巡警轉向正在看報的阿卡曼先生，又是差不多的問題。阿卡曼先生邊看報紙邊回答，正眼都不瞧亞魯維特巡警一眼，可能回想起搶案發生時只能坐著，仍不是滋味。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNTvWTtHaj
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阿卡曼先生說：你們有更大的事該處理吧？該去找報上這講究的傢伙，而不是笨手笨腳的小乞丐。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6BkFvZu1A
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亞魯維特巡警微微欠身，表示他們必當盡心盡力。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvBYvZdwbC
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問完之後，巡警把本子合上，向兩位紳士道謝。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j5lKDzO0p
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我送他到大門邊，為他打開門，亞魯維特巡警卻沒馬上離開，整了整帽子，對我說：多令人望而生畏，史密斯醫生，名校博士、聲名卓著，據聞本來他可以在皇家醫院任職，卻回到帕拉迪服務鄉里。而且，傳聞怎能漏掉這個，他是如此儀表堂堂。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5PzDRqpdq
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我沒接話。放棄皇家醫院的職位回到帕拉迪島？我第一次聽說，聽起來像醫生取得博士學位時的選擇，那是多久以前的事了？至少有十多年了吧？這位巡警，難道是童年聽人提起這件軼聞記到現在？只是小小的搶案，需要打聽醫生那麼多事嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJCJqcXNSn
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他又說：我聽說史密斯醫生畢業的大學尤其重視外科臨床實踐，妳見過醫生動手術嗎？阿妮？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfn4RjOFYO
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我壓下想退後一步的念頭，用保衛尊嚴般的語氣回答：就算雇主是醫生，女傭人也不必跟著出診，那不是她份內的工作。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljOtYL3Sdf
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他說：請原諒我的冒昧，萊恩哈特小姐。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZSwEekvlG
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他終於肯跨過門檻，我不去看他的背影，把門關上。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xMfhlZZlo
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之後我回到廚房，發現醫生在裡面。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQQt7Wbz0m
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他讚許地說：這裡煥然一新，阿妮。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZYYwVi6Uz
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我想，他對一上午的掃除滿意。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kw4lZ8su7
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一八八三年十月十四日 午後記於廚房121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcpthkGhG4
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午飯時間，貝爾托特和萊納在廚房桌邊坐下來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByTia0enhf
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我煮了馬鈴薯湯，切了麵包，桌上放了一小碟醃菜。不是什麼講究的東西，但熱的。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7R3vSxcch
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貝爾托特舀了杓湯，說：好喝。萊納掰了一大塊麵包蘸著湯吃。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XMK60IPS2
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廚房的爐火很溫暖，窗外天很陰，光線灰暗。我把自己那份盛了，站在灶邊吃。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPlDygZ8tX
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貝爾托特說：阿卡曼先生站起來了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL1Kjq67Qe
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兩個人沉默了一會兒，各自吃飯，只聽見進食聲和爐火燃燒的聲音。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjHWxpK1Uh
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萊納說：這是個奇蹟，我們該祝福他，但也該留意下一份活計了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCm93H7XyK
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貝爾托特說：搬東西，卸貨，碼頭那邊經常有缺，或許我們該一整天都在那工作？又或者白天找個能配合碼頭夜班的活，只要是穩定的，就不比醫生這差，甚至還能多賺點。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zesnroSY6
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我覺得要穩定便不容易。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofk0lTpzfx
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萊納把湯碗推遠了一點，手肘撐在桌上，說：我想找個有前途的事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3VG947j5z
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貝爾托特沒有接這句話，把碗裡剩下的湯喝完了，說：農場那邊你有沒有想過回去看看？克里絲塔還在那裡。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkAgNs3SDA
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萊納的表情變了，說：她心裡是有我的，就是那個麻臉女在旁邊礙事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJCdxbDc08
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貝爾托特不接話。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrm8C7RZ9w
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萊納繼續說：她如此愛那些動物，農場裡的雞啊豬啊，她都給了名字，每一隻都有。每次要殺，她都難過得不得了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3O33bZQc0
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我問：殺牲畜的事你做嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc0vZsv6gk
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我想知道他們是否熟悉內臟。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPhDXtVUP4
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貝爾托特說：都是我在做。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5DUPlifcq
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然後他站起來，端著碗去水槽沖了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFM65aFW5v
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（貝爾托特·胡佛說殺牲畜的事都是他在做，這句話被阿妮劃線標記。）121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeOS0QncPL
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一八八三年十月十五日 午餐前在爐邊記下121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jqSAyKX5M
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今日萊納傳話，醫生叫我去實驗室。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXimSqi5Ub
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實驗室的門很厚重，可能為了防範突發意外，我知道，有許多危險物質在其中。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C7eitTAoC
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我敲門，沒回應，在原地站了好一會，又敲了一次，仍沒下文。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUfuo9C9Ar
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我輕輕推開它，在門口朝內張望，沒見到醫生。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxrEu7P7ZM
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實驗台是木框的，台面鑲著一層鋅板，光滑，冷，上面放著一個東西。深紅色，比我的拳頭大一點，一面有紅色和藍色的網狀紋路，像密布的根系。從門口看過去，形狀有點像顆心，光線從窗子斜進來，照在那冰冷光滑的金屬表面，反著光。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqyDIZBarB
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我站在原地，沒有進去。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5wtvEYJ4b
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走廊裡傳來腳步聲，是醫生從另一頭走過來，步伐穩健，聽起來身體已完全康復。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTYwGwANhH
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我掃了眼水槽，回想起水管裡掏出來的東西、萊納的擔憂及我生疼的膝蓋。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKFxXKwedj
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醫生問我怎麼不進去？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXltm4fZyK3
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我說：裡頭都是昂貴的器材，我覺得不妥當。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVt3sUZzKR
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他很高大，垂著眼看著我，說：上次我發生意外，你們三人都進來過。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz2Zj4EIU2
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我說：我們不曾一個人獨自逗留在此。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TmUG9UjsU
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他走進實驗室，在那個東西旁邊站定，說：妳認得這是什麼嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1oJzdKo6m
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我想起砧上的事物，手指在裙褶後面緊扣，說：它看起來很昂貴，我看不出來是什麼做的，更不知道要如何清潔保養，若是弄壞了，我賠不起。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAyXtpQaQY
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我不想哀求，但強調道：我不能再丟工作了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7UprYBn0D
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醫生看著我，像是在確認什麼。我控制著呼吸，令它們不深也不淺。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm3NtcdJ6C
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他說：這是肝臟的解剖模型，教學用的。用蠟製作，非常脆弱，確實不能隨便碰。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUavNeVqJI3
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他把那個模型拿起來，舉在我面前，繼續說：妳遲早要打掃實驗室，該知道怎麼做。模型不能碰水，蠟遇水會變形，顏料會暈開。清潔的方式是用這種刷子——121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypWOwH2A9U
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他從抽屜裡取出一把細毛刷，向我展示，然後非常輕地撣去灰塵，動作很輕，很仔細。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOVO4ijIuD
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他說：不能施力，不能摩擦。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2I3NQnTFd
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我說：先生，我可以記下來嗎？我怕漏掉了什麼。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLSepP00oH
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他停下，看了我一眼，說：妳隨身帶著紙筆？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlFWfGYQAy
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我說：我有日記本，若先生不介意，我想記在上面。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWaa6J6LKo
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他說：請。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq7u12OXLo
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我從圍裙口袋裡取出日記本，翻到空白的地方，用鉛筆記下方才的話。不知是否是對傭人此舉感到新奇，他的目光跟隨著我的日記本，問：妳隨時記筆記？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwY2uO2cRx
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我說：夏迪斯校長建議我寫日記。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsreehPePp
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他停頓了，像在等我寫完，然後開始說實驗室的規矩。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkhTGn8oni
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玻璃燒瓶可以用水洗，但要完全晾乾才能放回去，不能有水漬，否則會影響實驗結果。我記下來，他等著我，然後繼續。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsoJlsNZZq
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金屬器具用乾布擦，擦完要抹一層薄薄的油，防鏽，他指出油擺放的位置。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAL51vql6e
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標本瓶不要動，裡面的液體若是減少了，告訴他。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaUvIYzomR
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架子上方放有腐蝕性毒物，得爬梯子上去慢慢擦拭，不可以用撣子去撣灰，以防掉落。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJunsWRbm7M
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最後他說：實驗室不必定期打掃，等我指示，我在的時候妳進來，我不在的時候不要進來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArF61EhJYq
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我說：好的，先生。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19o1YyppWN
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他說：還有問題嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjCQ2wNoWd
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我把日記本往前翻了一下，把剛才記的東西過了一遍，說：沒有了，先生，謝謝您告訴我。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZG4e16fiX
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他點了點頭，說：試著做一次。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReigkbKu1w
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然後把肝臟模型遞過來。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLYTrIDfeF
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我小心地接過，照他示範的方式使用細毛刷。刷毛拂過紅色和藍色的，樹根狀的凸起脈絡。我猜那是血管，動脈和靜脈，但沒有開口問他。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCjg8NnGbf
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我切開過豬的肝臟、牛的肝臟，裡面沒有這樣鮮豔的紋路。是人類終究比較特殊，或者這是一種誇張化的表達？醫生說是教學用的，或許是故意做得令學生能看清楚，以便教學吧？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbLe7Y5gk5
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醫生並不教學生，為什麼需要這個？或許是別人送給他的？也或許是他父親史密斯教授留下的？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWVQlCwaC5
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我把灰塵撣淨後，捧在手掌心給他看。他用眼神示意，我將它放回實驗台上。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN30lLzXdM
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他從置物架下方取出空盒，將它放了回去。同一處有許多類似的盒子，我猜，其中一個裝著心臟模型。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWdDGbos6m
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我把日記本收回圍裙口袋，請求退出，正要踏出加厚的門時，他忽然說：夏迪斯校長從不相信妳前雇主的指控。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBPa8oxl57
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那他呢？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVgA5RKnqr
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回到廚房，我整理方才的見聞。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fk4jTfrro
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他用不尋常的方式問問題、他用不尋常耐心回答我，今天他交代規矩時，等著我，不疾不徐，好像事情本當如此。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQAL2CpGCN
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我把這件事記下來，然後翻頁，繼續記別的事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNRGOqBAdp
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作者補充：守望隊只是這的鄉里互助社團。和警察完全是兩回事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzF1CI3Lgr
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