彷彿連天氣都在心疼每一個人,不願讓誰獨自在冰天雪地中。雪,開始漸漸變小了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKkBETE1O4C
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她看了一眼還坐在地上的小凜,肩膀垂著,像是已經失去了全身的力氣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIWME5ROiui
他平常不這樣的。可是今天,他坐得那麼小,小得像一個不知道該往哪裡走的孩子。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7c8xG702lg
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她記得他小時候哭得最兇的一次,是因為哥哥說「你太慢了,沒跟上我」。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIewB40zVpf
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她伸手拍了一下他的肩膀。49Please respect copyright.PENANATH3AqdDQdK
力道不大,卻有點重量。像在替自己壯膽,也像是在說——「你們都不會有事的。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAE5UCKQr8XK
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她站起來,深吸一口氣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjHiEPbwVRh
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趁那個人還沒徹底消失在風雪之前——49Please respect copyright.PENANAJw6UE8Bdn6
她抬腳走了過去。就像小時候一樣,想去往他面前。49Please respect copyright.PENANAcghwAoelvy
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為了跟上那個決絕的背影,她的腳步越來越快。49Please respect copyright.PENANAkdsq05zXaJ
她在心裡告訴自己——不能讓他就這樣一個人走完這段路。49Please respect copyright.PENANAnY2a6VqeSQ
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雪踩在腳底發出細細的聲響,鞋底沾著濕氣,每走一步都覺得有什麼東西想把她往後拉。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUFkh12JEPG
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她吐出一口白煙,飄在自己眼前,又被風帶走。49Please respect copyright.PENANApgTS9QoiAx
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風還沒完全停,雪卻像累了,飄得斷斷續續。那人還在前方,一步一步地走著,步伐穩,卻冷得什麼也不留。49Please respect copyright.PENANANcYNwHZbeB
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再次看見他清晰的身影時,她放緩了自己的步伐。49Please respect copyright.PENANAxxfm4ZeKu5
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她走過去,一步一步,不急,也沒有刻意放輕腳步。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyp1wpKoffq
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她知道他會聽見。49Please respect copyright.PENANAlRznW5erEd
但他沒有回頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAJyH6YpiFQr
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星野莉奈在他身後側。沒有說話,也沒有碰他。49Please respect copyright.PENANAoTT6l2ty6b
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只是跟著。49Please respect copyright.PENANAei4EzK6m9m
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他們之間隔著不到一臂的距離,卻像隔著整個世界。49Please respect copyright.PENANAPhYYkgGnbh
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糸師冴繼續走著,沒有其他反應。連呼吸都沉得可怕,像是全身每個細胞都在忍耐一種快要爆炸的東西。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjoCM7Tiafe
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他沒有說話,但她知道他快撐不住了。49Please respect copyright.PENANABiJLYJWCuI
她聽見他深吸了一口氣,像在壓住某句話。可那句話始終沒有出口,被硬生生咽了回去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAe3wUEA402V
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他全身上下最像活著的部分,就是那隻緊握行李拉桿的手。49Please respect copyright.PENANACBp2cYSuly
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指節發白,幾乎在顫抖。像在拼命抓住什麼,又像在把某種東西活生生壓下去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXPnGe1sy80
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她想起那張照片——49Please respect copyright.PENANAcinuJwCYxf
那雙不知該看向哪裡的眼,站在玻璃門前,肩膀微垂、手指發白的他。49Please respect copyright.PENANAJhAVG2Q8gd
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她沒問他為什麼說那些話,也沒問他為什麼變得那麼不像自己。49Please respect copyright.PENANAQtPd6nGSit
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可她記得,那年她等著那句「對吧」被灌溉的夏天,下雨時,他沒有說話,只是默默把傘遞給她。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWX0ZnHkzIm
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——所以現在,她也什麼都沒說,只是走向他,哪怕只是一點點。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaqWOwPR52T
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比起那些答案,她更在乎此刻的他。49Please respect copyright.PENANAlI47LeECvU
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她想站在他身邊,跟以前一樣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAa6SA2qolTG
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風小了,雪快停了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvsoOYCi13z
他突然停下腳步,她也跟著停下來。保持一樣的距離,沒有更靠近他。49Please respect copyright.PENANA40Zl1O5zHM
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過了好一會兒,他終於動了動手指,像是終於肯承認,有人在他身邊。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y2NgiKDOV
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「妳要是覺得後悔,也沒關係。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAJwRYCoNzs8
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一句她猝不及防的話。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwkcgMVkrFf
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「後悔⋯⋯後悔什麼?」49Please respect copyright.PENANA7jgssUL05F
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他沉默了一下。雪還在細細地落,他的聲音終於落下來。49Please respect copyright.PENANA07lmRo9Oec
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「很難看吧?」49Please respect copyright.PENANAyrManpLbcn
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他沒回頭,語氣卻比剛才更低了些。49Please respect copyright.PENANADT3rI68YD0
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「我沒有放棄。只是——以後不會再排我打前鋒了。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAYIjGp9YAG8
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風雪無聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqekdHCYoSK
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「他們要的是更快、更狠、更能衝撞的那種。我的風格不流行了,懂嗎?」49Please respect copyright.PENANA8IhRV1NcUO
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他語氣平穩得近乎過頭,像是反覆排練過的自白,好不容易才讓這一切說出口。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXXlcZhwnbm
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「我只是⋯⋯剛好比較會傳球而已。」49Please respect copyright.PENANA3dJwq0MX7Q
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她聽見那句話,心口好像某處跟著裂開——然後他補了一句,像在替自己下結論:49Please respect copyright.PENANAdLPE7m4ACa
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「那就中場。至少還站在場上,往後站一點而已。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAWhuOmzgV2U
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這樣講話的他,很陌生,也很安靜。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9cJIAANZRI
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她知道,那句「往後站一點」,背後藏了多少咬牙切齒的自我說服,和多少撤退中壓抑到極致的力道。49Please respect copyright.PENANArVdiQpoV23
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如果不是逼到牆角,糸師冴從來不會選擇退後。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyuCrruQeVF
連對運氣都不低頭的糸師冴,絕對不會輕易後退。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2UQVT7GKpJ
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明明,為了成為世界第一的攻擊球員,他一個人離開熟悉的語言、文化、土地,孤身踏上異國的球場——49Please respect copyright.PENANAztelEWjnrQ
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那不是一場浪漫的冒險。她知道的。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgzSEBOTYDU
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因為他曾說過——如果先走一步,就能替凜探清楚世界長什麼樣子。49Please respect copyright.PENANACCiV52QEvk
他想讓他們兄弟倆,站在世界最高的那條前鋒路上。一起。49Please respect copyright.PENANAdAIiIKa7tx
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而他,就先去闖。49Please respect copyright.PENANACrCpBzuuth
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他不是為了離開,而是為了一起——一起站上世界第一前鋒的位置。49Please respect copyright.PENANA31KogmrfyO
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他從不抱怨。49Please respect copyright.PENANAn1B8KiOJOk
她知道,那是因為他相信——只要撐過去,他就能把那條路打通,好讓弟弟也走得輕一點。49Please respect copyright.PENANAu8eFbhJMRY
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那是他選的夢。也是他替弟弟鋪的夢。49Please respect copyright.PENANA0KWZuSlBOk
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連被釘在板凳上、記者說他是外來商品,他都沒說過一句委屈。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAyDtzNOrHN
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她也有想關掉那些頁面、假裝不知道的瞬間。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9T9NFLsWuj
但她做不到。她沒辦法真的轉身。因為那是他在的地方。就算只是名字出現在一個不知名的網頁標題裡,她也要看完。49Please respect copyright.PENANAnntqbNyUm7
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他真的,什麼也沒說。49Please respect copyright.PENANAt6rTuKwFbT
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但她卻都記得。49Please respect copyright.PENANAlr7hOOWnhW
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記得那些他沒說出口的疲憊。記得那些訊息越來越慢的日子。記得螢幕裡的他,連笑都只剩一點點。49Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dg3JyOyG9
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明明是最愛射門、最驕傲說自己一個也能進球的那個人;49Please respect copyright.PENANAuk0Xnd8aS5
明明是從小就說「我要站在最前面,把球踢進去」的那個小孩;49Please respect copyright.PENANAbZifCknoo3
明明是什麼都敢嗆、誰都不讓的糸師冴——竟然會低下頭,用「剛好比較會傳球」來形容自己。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGpa9QropWF
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他不是不行了,是被迫轉身了。不是輸了比賽,而是輸給了局勢——不是不痛,只是不准自己喊痛。49Please respect copyright.PENANAnhERNl63Xc
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那些他視為夢想核心的位置——被逼著放開。49Please respect copyright.PENANANx2VQjdeTs
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她沒問「你真的甘心嗎」。因為她聽懂了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUujVBrpizd
他說的是「至少」,是「還站上場」——49Please respect copyright.PENANAceLRpTLVpd
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那已經不是目標,是他咬緊牙關才守下來的最後一吋土地。49Please respect copyright.PENANAnaUmx3vtYi
他站得很挺,像什麼都沒失去;可她知道,這樣講話的他,正守著某個不能倒的東西。49Please respect copyright.PENANAS2qinKl5zM
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雪,在她睫毛上融成微濕。49Please respect copyright.PENANATKc9WIcfLR
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夢想,沒有碎⋯⋯只是換了個地方裂開。49Please respect copyright.PENANAfH4wQ8CrSW
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她往前邁了一小步。49Please respect copyright.PENANAYmU6ZSNMGh
沒有靠近他的肩,只站在他們影子能交疊的雪地。49Please respect copyright.PENANAFBcdGViwW3
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她的聲音比雪還輕,卻沒有一絲猶豫:49Please respect copyright.PENANAUNuqxkhJZY
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「你站在場上,好好地,就很好看了。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAvWGJiE5v32
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她嘴角微微一笑,提醒自己——如果他突然回頭,別讓他看到她那副不安的表情。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUt7gcVRQHB
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「冴,你記得我曾經下的決定嗎?」49Please respect copyright.PENANARtvqE0bSAc
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語氣溫柔,像是對某個塵封的夏天輕聲點頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUfmwiSBn9z
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「等你成了世界第一,我就會跟別人說『我早就知道了』⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.PENANArKNMzy8PjT
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她停了一下,深吸一口氣,讓聲音更穩一點。49Please respect copyright.PENANAJjOm7FFx3j
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「如果還沒有,我就會更大聲說——」49Please respect copyright.PENANASRePamGS1H
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她揚起下巴,眼神亮得像少年一樣堅定。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvASdcwrBWs
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「——『他還沒想啦』!因為糸師冴,一定會成為世界第一。」49Please respect copyright.PENANACKQFysMHYs
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他沒回頭,但她看到他握在行李箱上的手,抖了一下。49Please respect copyright.PENANANI85tFItpb
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她不知道世界第一的樣子會是什麼。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyhvez9Y86N
但她知道——那個位置,會因為他而被重新定義。49Please respect copyright.PENANAOcPX888mvO
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誰也沒有接話。49Please respect copyright.PENANAhsJ8MBqzly
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雪靜靜地,又落下來。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVWXuVH5qe3
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她沒催他,也沒再說話。只靜靜站著,等著。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgF8vnIAP06
他卻像是卡在什麼地方——不動、不說,卻已經走了一段很長很長的路。49Please respect copyright.PENANA4l7PpZ1HpM
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過了很久,他盯著雪地遠方開口,不是回答,也不是反問,而是一句突如其來的低語——49Please respect copyright.PENANAMQEzPMzDoD
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「⋯⋯他是笨蛋嗎。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAVyNF1sHd5X
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嗓音啞得不像話,像壓了很久才擠出來的一口氣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAlw5kVVNTf9
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「嗯。」她點了下頭,答得很輕。49Please respect copyright.PENANAJW0jYaIeD9
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她知道他在說誰。49Please respect copyright.PENANAr737Oi4CRm
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「哭得跟誰欠他似的。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAzZjOn4NOmG
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她的眼神微微垂下,斟酌要用什麼情緒。最後只是淡淡彎起嘴角,語氣不痛不癢地說:49Please respect copyright.PENANAzcndOjGSqL
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「你也一樣啊。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAnLNOYdVuAp
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糸師冴的肩膀頓了一下。49Please respect copyright.PENANA73iJa18js8
沒有反駁。49Please respect copyright.PENANABB8Us08fIR
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她沒看到他的表情,卻知道他現在的樣子——肯定是習慣了她這種話,那種語氣輕描淡寫,卻一針見血的話。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVdKaQn3J83
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他低頭,像在看地上的雪,也像在等什麼被攪動的東西,再自己沉下去。她不知道那些被翻起的,是關於現在,還是關於他支口不提的異地日子。49Please respect copyright.PENANAlP8elTW5u3
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他沒有再說話。49Please respect copyright.PENANALFqeJavwY0
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雪靜靜落,世界像刻意放慢了速度,好讓他們能在這一刻好好站著,不被趕著向前。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKCAftvmkk8
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星野莉奈沒催他。49Please respect copyright.PENANA64BYxZiQfF
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她只是站在那裡,離他不遠也不近。守著兩人影子剛好交疊的距離——49Please respect copyright.PENANA5qlhBjC70C
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就算腳步後退了,影子也還在這裡。49Please respect copyright.PENANAS0ZEFJ9m26
就這樣陪著他,不打擾、不離開。把自己放在一個剛好的位置上。49Please respect copyright.PENANAkNH1Xja3Dk
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等他想說了,再說。49Please respect copyright.PENANAtd61fQrwbp
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等想再往前的那一刻,再走。
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