「我的人生已經不需要你了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAwMH9exoh
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NrxomdClh
那句話砸下來的瞬間，她整個人像是被凍住了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3nHL04zCY
肩膀無聲顫了一下，手指不由自主地收緊。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREXSrjrc2H
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNh4vPw44s
她以為自己只是旁觀。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9WOlcfuWB
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGYcTCpcXm
不是主角，不是對象，只是走在他們旁邊的人。可以陪著，也可以被忽略。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQReyhlWiT
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4ysA3GIT
可不知道為什麼，當他說「我的人生不需要你了」時，那種被劃開的感覺，也清楚地穿過了她的胸口。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXi4YndQzG
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwihqat3q0N
那句話，像冰一樣貼在胸口——讓她瞬間無法呼吸。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0BlsVE6cv
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqK2Oi5hqQ
太冷了，風雪打在臉上，她卻感覺不到溫度。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLaHkw5RUZ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4i61vDQaI
她不知道為什麼會這麼痛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBCgkzQstq
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6NuKe0YCi
明明不是她的名字，明明他沒有看她一眼。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMPcu6qPaH
可那句話落下的時候，她心裡有什麼一直藏著、沒敢觸碰的、沒想拆穿的東西，在這個寒冷的夜晚，被整塊連根拔起。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM7abwkpPZ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlzEsc4tyQ
一股空洞從心口炸開。身體還站著，靈魂卻開始往下陷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvrsI1Kq1N
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLD8Q6RKcU
她甚至來不及想「為什麼」，情緒就先崩潰了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFgLI38NKo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoJapcRmMR
原來，有些話不是說給誰聽的——可偏偏誰聽見，誰就會受傷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI51ZqliS6m
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGkpoTlZbO
她站著，像某種情感斷層的現場。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7LaAprdVf
腦海一片空白，卻又被什麼東西撞開，瘋狂閃回過去的畫面——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2BspDJuqo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RSdYyIlKn
一瞬間，記憶全洩了出來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPlCYCUK5w
那些她以為已經風乾的碎片，此刻卻鋒利得像刀子，割得她眼睛發酸、喉頭緊縮。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatbwgdv6A1
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGEos7iy8p
她記得，小時候的小凜其實一開始並沒有特別喜歡足球。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3IjmHraev
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdN7eBAIH2
他那時總是抱著恐龍和奧特曼，滿臉困惑地看著站在門口繫鞋帶的哥哥，一副搞不懂「足球哪裡好玩」的樣子。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnHQ2pl608
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qdNxwWfSx
而冴，去練球前，總會回頭問待在家裡自己玩的弟弟：「要不要跟我一起去？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7JUkLmPDm
那語氣不像是在邀請，更像是習慣性地等弟弟跟上。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhQvwmHOA4
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQfOLVIK0V
直到有一天，小凜在學校球場外，看見冴踢進一球——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKGzAWQRA2
乾淨俐落，從起跑線拉出的弧線，擦進球門右上角那一瞬間，網子鼓得像是驕傲地呼吸了一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxgaWflnXm
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10P2Jyo83A
「哥哥好帥。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpRqW147eh
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X0GT4X3Gd
那是小凜當時唯一的評語。他眼睛發亮，第一次主動放下玩具，盯著球門，又轉頭看向場上的冴。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcQG2XCnjH
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSfS1VDE9C
從那以後，他每次都帶著玩具，跟在冴身後去練習場。玩沒幾分鐘，目光就會悄悄飄向哥哥。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV5re5lBuN
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1s6LzumwW
直到某次，他再也忍不住，衝進場裡去接哥哥的球——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn6DqvzvWH
而冴，在小凜胡亂闖入球場、在眾人一片罵聲之中——看見了弟弟的天賦。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGevvs1cd85
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUik23RFYV
從那天起，小凜開始每天背著球袋，跟哥哥一起出門，一起練到天黑。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi9DFftWZg
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJbjB9nNA6
冴從來不對弟弟兇。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBSytcOZfU
他嘴巴再毒，對其他人再冷淡，對小凜卻總是耐心得像另一個人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ47GFBCIy
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8FbgJPYx8
他會蹲下來幫小凜調整步伐，教他鎖膝射門的角度；比賽後會幫他貼肌貼、揉腳踝。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9uR2peZbs
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyfSldYk6y
有人罵小凜踢不好，他第一個站出來擋下，冷冷地說：「他是我弟，輸也得我來罵。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYsoMyJQV
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRYE3DL9wk
那時候，她總覺得他們不像哥哥和弟弟，是像兩顆並行的星，一起轉動著某種還未來臨的命運。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0Y4l0Gp7g
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uxIVszGha
小凜那時常常說——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrZ7iLkXo5
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fpKP0Urhs
「我也想像哥哥一樣帥。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsqeRQAKDb
「我也想被哥哥說一句——踢得不錯。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YIIw9aFEW
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGiYpghGa9
她知道，那些話不是為了博取認可。而是因為——冴就是小凜想成為的大人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8JVKTAxZl
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd4hUz7vLm
她記得那樣的冴：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCufaBjqhu7
拿到RE·AL邀請函時不是先開心，而是先問：「他弟弟呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGOVKbGl7c
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37ggCAt7t7
她也記得——他總把為數不多的零用錢全拿去買冰棒給小凜吃，像把全世界的好都攢著、把全部的好都留給那個人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yBHfbSqnx
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFymKQJiT0r
「你只是運氣好，投胎成了我弟。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l6sDq2OqV
「我的人生不需要你了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9o2dEsCqP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMRBz9WoiF
可現在，這樣的哥哥，說出那些話時，眼神裡一點情緒都沒有。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xMmuWd3h7
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2H3vX83cW
太不像了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7A9UtO77h
那不是她認識的冴。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtbBelGzm6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wClkTimmD
她再怎麼回憶，那份溫柔與保護都還在，只是現在卻變成了利刃，狠狠割開了彼此的距離。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL1xLVncjN
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjLHQBpSmW
她從來沒看過他那麼冷的樣子。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68Om2R5Bdb
像被什麼東西逼得太緊太深，才會用這樣的話把一切推遠，推到誰都不敢靠近。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ126YsaytB2
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsNPPsgAqV
她完全認不出這樣的他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ7oM7Rr51
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSViuz5hBy
震驚、困惑、無能為力。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jBdXaTBJl
不只是弟弟被拒絕了——她也一樣。在這場雪裡，被他一刀劃開，拒絕了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtfW3SePhc
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpUJHdj76P
只是，她晚了一步才懂。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCU7dhcaYe
只是——他沒說出口而已。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngkW4ktqwK
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zEeTv6MgU
現在，他一個人，越走越遠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBY7KY6oJP
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt9NdxDHEr
她明知道只要抬腳就能追上，可就是動不了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Btnl2xbo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTPflyZULn
她站在雪中，一步也沒動，只剩下雪落在她帽子上、肩膀上、心上——像一層層壓下來的沉默，把她釘死在原地。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04ES89N9lU
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCWLi7mn9B
一片雪掉進她眼裡，她顫抖地眨了眨。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1412tyzHQ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegygCWDOcu
他走遠了。背影沒停下，連一眼都沒有回頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tr5xWq7HA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77FfMvHAX1
「⋯⋯冴。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQY6oS6zEv
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXIpV5Hzii
她低聲喚了一下，聲音小得幾乎被風雪吞沒。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt812SJTtvb
星野莉奈沒有哭。她只是站在那裡。某種早該凍結的情感終於碎成冰塊，散落在漫天大雪裡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlTUrs62Fw
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXa7b7GZDq
她看向前方——那個蹲坐在地上的背影。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNmfHKX8nX
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZafBOIJTV
小凜。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3RAm57Iaa
他沒有起身，也沒有轉頭，只是一直垂著頭，整個人都被剛才那番話壓垮了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67CrudIpzk
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0pGbX5wtF
這場雪夜裡，崩塌的不只是兄弟之間的夢想，還有很多東西——那些話，不只刺進小凜心裡，也像利刃一樣，插進她從沒說出口的期望裡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsGXAPMKnR
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx2IKzacOr
原來不是只有她覺得痛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMLAxk45pQ
原來，小凜也一直在撐——只是從沒說出口。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JeogSoy8X
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYPuhg0p8W
哪怕再痛也不吭聲；58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZRgnTYaKf
哪怕隊友不理解，他還是用哥哥的方式踢球；58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP86pbrfN7
哪怕整支隊伍都在變，他還是想成為那個不讓哥哥失望的人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDQxkFNrCv
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pM0h6FfPk
他只是，用了和她不一樣的方式，在撐著。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtRgI97rTK
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5zDZsJL8t
她看著他瑟縮著的背影，忽然發現，小凜——只是一直拚命裝得像哥哥一樣強。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUykNApaZuM
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLC3aNcoPW
可現在，那個他努力模仿、無條件信任的「哥哥」，卻對他說出了最殘酷的話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4V1ob7VJJ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xAZnMx3ON
星野莉奈吸了口氣，慢慢邁開腳步，踏進雪地。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd96KRGC28
她沒有先追那個離開的人——她走向糸師凜，像是先確保有人不會就這樣倒在雪裡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu1UKHo0qf
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN7FYJv5de
她蹲下身，什麼都沒說。只是輕輕撿起他丟在場邊的外套，披在他的肩頭，把帽子拉起來幫他蓋住頭。然後用手掌輕輕拍拍他的背。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMcLOZHYjI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla784Drjc0
像是在說：我知道你很難過，我也一樣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRfXfqwn6B
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJLlvoZLnZ
雪還在下。她沒有催他，也沒有說那些會讓人更難受的安慰話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINnApTUHNW
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oWgc2Bli2
她只是陪著他，靜靜地，讓這場雪先落完。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ2SSbDeZo
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcjrQdu3FL
——然後，她會去找他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRzPZZv60m
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Z7462irf
那個說出「我的人生不需要你了」的人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA06CZRrII
那個，現在比誰都更像是失去了什麼的人。
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr83h3rA7I3
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDwVaCkx3P
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