「我的人生已經不需要你了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsJS44aZSa
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXTTBuwza1
那句話砸下來的瞬間，她整個人像是被凍住了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVXjfipm2G
肩膀無聲顫了一下，手指不由自主地收緊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeDX9RI9Y1
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她以為自己只是旁觀。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXki1sehW5
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RcxSo8ii1
不是主角，不是對象，只是走在他們旁邊的人。可以陪著，也可以被忽略。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbgJKRHUUf
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhya8wcFdEY
可不知道為什麼，當他說「我的人生不需要你了」時，那種被劃開的感覺，也清楚地穿過了她的胸口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkaeFXsW3r
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9B87Z8L9N
那句話，像冰一樣貼在胸口——讓她瞬間無法呼吸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiZpiBBcRi
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09rzP8YqrC
太冷了，風雪打在臉上，她卻感覺不到溫度。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc1tC3GVrS
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她不知道為什麼會這麼痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8jPBiOBvD
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明明不是她的名字，明明他沒有看她一眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnnuOc8fbk
可那句話落下的時候，她心裡有什麼一直藏著、沒敢觸碰的、沒想拆穿的東西，在這個寒冷的夜晚，被整塊連根拔起。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q19TH3Xfu
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一股空洞從心口炸開。身體還站著，靈魂卻開始往下陷。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdLeYeUaIp
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她甚至來不及想「為什麼」，情緒就先崩潰了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ENSHiR6m
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrVkJeErqI
原來，有些話不是說給誰聽的——可偏偏誰聽見，誰就會受傷。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnT6M0Moi0
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYAp9qeYws
她站著，像某種情感斷層的現場。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3PnzDF6NR
腦海一片空白，卻又被什麼東西撞開，瘋狂閃回過去的畫面——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVs7mNhB6n
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfDCEKdnob
一瞬間，記憶全洩了出來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1v1dgzwvi
那些她以為已經風乾的碎片，此刻卻鋒利得像刀子，割得她眼睛發酸、喉頭緊縮。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdKxFIr9WH
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqQ2vzWtOZ
她記得，小時候的小凜其實一開始並沒有特別喜歡足球。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiQwjFqt5V
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUPk5g66xa
他那時總是抱著恐龍和奧特曼，滿臉困惑地看著站在門口繫鞋帶的哥哥，一副搞不懂「足球哪裡好玩」的樣子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f4llt0DaV
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ft9EIIPnd
而冴，去練球前，總會回頭問待在家裡自己玩的弟弟：「要不要跟我一起去？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4oyXTWjRo
那語氣不像是在邀請，更像是習慣性地等弟弟跟上。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y2mRSMj02
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKqXYR1E40
直到有一天，小凜在學校球場外，看見冴踢進一球——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP7T88BnVa
乾淨俐落，從起跑線拉出的弧線，擦進球門右上角那一瞬間，網子鼓得像是驕傲地呼吸了一下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1lnUykH5r
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sXmp0pe0e
「哥哥好帥。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfIba3OflQ
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5rdQusvkQ
那是小凜當時唯一的評語。他眼睛發亮，第一次主動放下玩具，盯著球門，又轉頭看向場上的冴。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MfLq7Ny8w
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0oQhc6YeI
從那以後，他每次都帶著玩具，跟在冴身後去練習場。玩沒幾分鐘，目光就會悄悄飄向哥哥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRreudXegMU
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcQb6L9LkY
直到某次，他再也忍不住，衝進場裡去接哥哥的球——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyGoh0jpnE
而冴，在小凜胡亂闖入球場、在眾人一片罵聲之中——看見了弟弟的天賦。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCfombTepF
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5VIGZEYKF
從那天起，小凜開始每天背著球袋，跟哥哥一起出門，一起練到天黑。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ5zt4rX7P
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm62sXouBd
冴從來不對弟弟兇。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPF8hKzAzE
他嘴巴再毒，對其他人再冷淡，對小凜卻總是耐心得像另一個人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPrjjaVyAv
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ARPhNQTIu
他會蹲下來幫小凜調整步伐，教他鎖膝射門的角度；比賽後會幫他貼肌貼、揉腳踝。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAj1OGLr7V
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有人罵小凜踢不好，他第一個站出來擋下，冷冷地說：「他是我弟，輸也得我來罵。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmuBcjzsKI
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8KDaaK3Y0
那時候，她總覺得他們不像哥哥和弟弟，是像兩顆並行的星，一起轉動著某種還未來臨的命運。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5ICZ1HI6E
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小凜那時常常說——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujcsx4Y1TG
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF9c17PzOc
「我也想像哥哥一樣帥。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36zXwn9h7B
「我也想被哥哥說一句——踢得不錯。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQYe8ZoHwM
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6yznz7s5H
她知道，那些話不是為了博取認可。而是因為——冴就是小凜想成為的大人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKjsNnwMOu
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她記得那樣的冴：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj67xUqNfJ
拿到RE·AL邀請函時不是先開心，而是先問：「他弟弟呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GkYT2C0HH
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FDKAvCFUo
她也記得——他總把為數不多的零用錢全拿去買冰棒給小凜吃，像把全世界的好都攢著、把全部的好都留給那個人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvDA3QVqmZ
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFHBQ6MSFt
「你只是運氣好，投胎成了我弟。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNPpqTPNwo
「我的人生不需要你了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHNn77duTW
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRN8QuUovy
可現在，這樣的哥哥，說出那些話時，眼神裡一點情緒都沒有。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvW8j7N2m1
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太不像了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeUok4RmC0
那不是她認識的冴。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIg9IOApsS
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsSgAC707B
她再怎麼回憶，那份溫柔與保護都還在，只是現在卻變成了利刃，狠狠割開了彼此的距離。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPNHFDAQ3M
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFPrCJZ7Nv
她從來沒看過他那麼冷的樣子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpXzVxQaxi
像被什麼東西逼得太緊太深，才會用這樣的話把一切推遠，推到誰都不敢靠近。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ErlUOgIcM
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwqHoK7Zrn
她完全認不出這樣的他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJWLoeMA3g
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震驚、困惑、無能為力。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt77zZiljIP
不只是弟弟被拒絕了——她也一樣。在這場雪裡，被他一刀劃開，拒絕了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC5eI1ZZ1U
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUydXUyqEh
只是，她晚了一步才懂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS47pNiv3b1
只是——他沒說出口而已。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT51SPKJqJY
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKvH8MYBDD
現在，他一個人，越走越遠。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iOvphFp8D
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HMxbpKh10
她明知道只要抬腳就能追上，可就是動不了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA6mJ7kJew
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她站在雪中，一步也沒動，只剩下雪落在她帽子上、肩膀上、心上——像一層層壓下來的沉默，把她釘死在原地。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvRuqNN1Dl
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzoLlTIaeJ
一片雪掉進她眼裡，她顫抖地眨了眨。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5o0h3qvfA
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUvUihG5Fi
他走遠了。背影沒停下，連一眼都沒有回頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALmYXe0jw5
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「⋯⋯冴。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyzj0BEEaF
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsmOrROGhE
她低聲喚了一下，聲音小得幾乎被風雪吞沒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PCz9bm8CA
星野莉奈沒有哭。她只是站在那裡。某種早該凍結的情感終於碎成冰塊，散落在漫天大雪裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgprl9gEkH
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnvVtJtjXY
她看向前方——那個蹲坐在地上的背影。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl3wcrWD0w
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小凜。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZZL16I9mT
他沒有起身，也沒有轉頭，只是一直垂著頭，整個人都被剛才那番話壓垮了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP6YRGxZuN
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79EqiHleTW
這場雪夜裡，崩塌的不只是兄弟之間的夢想，還有很多東西——那些話，不只刺進小凜心裡，也像利刃一樣，插進她從沒說出口的期望裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGWn9DsxqT
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSAmyK3scQ
原來不是只有她覺得痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vMZwBfJyr
原來，小凜也一直在撐——只是從沒說出口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFrlOVL2h
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKjL5700Ph
哪怕再痛也不吭聲；43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s5l7gEIcC
哪怕隊友不理解，他還是用哥哥的方式踢球；43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WexiebTww
哪怕整支隊伍都在變，他還是想成為那個不讓哥哥失望的人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ928QwIWxo4
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6N09eezIW
他只是，用了和她不一樣的方式，在撐著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg4wZgSYmr
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3106QXfii
她看著他瑟縮著的背影，忽然發現，小凜——只是一直拚命裝得像哥哥一樣強。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4TfW2vNFA
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl4xYwhUqw
可現在，那個他努力模仿、無條件信任的「哥哥」，卻對他說出了最殘酷的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nDC6ZCVGO
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星野莉奈吸了口氣，慢慢邁開腳步，踏進雪地。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcnihfEK3j
她沒有先追那個離開的人——她走向糸師凜，像是先確保有人不會就這樣倒在雪裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBRhQCJ1pM
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIzRu3O8CK
她蹲下身，什麼都沒說。只是輕輕撿起他丟在場邊的外套，披在他的肩頭，把帽子拉起來幫他蓋住頭。然後用手掌輕輕拍拍他的背。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZsgq7Iu9T
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP0c40wRrx
像是在說：我知道你很難過，我也一樣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOsqEug6u6
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGAEt68k14
雪還在下。她沒有催他，也沒有說那些會讓人更難受的安慰話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhOJooPy7Y
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTLqOVUtkc
她只是陪著他，靜靜地，讓這場雪先落完。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl0KmmVyB1
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——然後，她會去找他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyxPj5xudT
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwrn5mX7N3
那個說出「我的人生不需要你了」的人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUcqPvaInB
那個，現在比誰都更像是失去了什麼的人。
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