Who am I?413Please respect copyright.PENANAFzh0Ro2OSS
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.413Please respect copyright.PENANAF2mMoTpNFj
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.413Please respect copyright.PENANAXvbuDuVh3t
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.413Please respect copyright.PENANAAISVMPrBfD
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.413Please respect copyright.PENANAt89SzrKbau
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,413Please respect copyright.PENANAWuzDTtbuVo
but I feel like I’m stuck.413Please respect copyright.PENANAuA47vDyf5F
I don’t know what I want.413Please respect copyright.PENANA6suy5OBJbp
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...413Please respect copyright.PENANAOt6TQ3VZOH
I want to have a dream.413Please respect copyright.PENANAkyjYOvzXTl
Have a goal.413Please respect copyright.PENANAovMO5SrBgb
Try to achieve it...413Please respect copyright.PENANALxCEvRIyeH
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.413Please respect copyright.PENANAXD1TL3PVfM
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,413Please respect copyright.PENANAG2pa7bdHCD
I’m alone, trying to dream,413Please respect copyright.PENANAfIkTLSMFZ9
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,413Please respect copyright.PENANAQLJX9CBh16
after a long journey,413Please respect copyright.PENANAPGtTRrQPb3
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...413Please respect copyright.PENANAbKLp80cNjD