Who am I?89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJReiurtkXH
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu6P9Iv4Qv
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNS0kCwM0M
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMKZlyVwJu
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGdSN6QkR4
but I feel like I’m stuck.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXW5cVlTYo
I don’t know what I want.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ431b83Tb11
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqs4YvYSaY
I want to have a dream.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkZ9WEYBeX
Have a goal.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQGX6uZv2j
Try to achieve it...89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7HvWtzopE
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBeQgoTuNU
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlyIy7a8m2
I’m alone, trying to dream,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWKXt6Gftm
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFpaVdclY
after a long journey,89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCVKkIGA1l
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgEUPbqj1Q
and then Add to home screen.