Who am I?215Please respect copyright.PENANAuerSifBIUl
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.215Please respect copyright.PENANAfzMWbHm3N2
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.215Please respect copyright.PENANAMJykZvgIor
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.215Please respect copyright.PENANAnhvKfpjtnV
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,215Please respect copyright.PENANANZ5PaEVJIa
but I feel like I’m stuck.215Please respect copyright.PENANAmRkrCnMFYM
I don’t know what I want.215Please respect copyright.PENANAKNgtZFKMre
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...215Please respect copyright.PENANA5XXbmK0QcR
I want to have a dream.215Please respect copyright.PENANAhvUhCWuPgw
Have a goal.215Please respect copyright.PENANABpQNq53hnp
Try to achieve it...215Please respect copyright.PENANAZwmbJvvdW4
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.215Please respect copyright.PENANAeWNYmWmXCX
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,215Please respect copyright.PENANAgUnk0ElEVp
I’m alone, trying to dream,215Please respect copyright.PENANAkbZyv0WyHy
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,215Please respect copyright.PENANAyy1OPy3xdB
after a long journey,215Please respect copyright.PENANABVqbNs61K6
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...215Please respect copyright.PENANASXEge1sihC