Who am I?383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn280J8miay
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrtXNmP2kv
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDG1ruNVRa
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6WvuHOjsW
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaahEQAkYAp
but I feel like I’m stuck.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMp5QNVZsG
I don’t know what I want.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mBglXO9r8
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5icwdsIjD
I want to have a dream.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfFqHncIag
Have a goal.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK7AoBnTfV
Try to achieve it...383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26ix6v3riI
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuOlBH8N2W
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JZZEDrbQm
I’m alone, trying to dream,383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAshTz6DKTa
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNKRj1uBWA
after a long journey,383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoD9c1zVXb
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlswJRRamW
and then Add to home screen.