Who am I?314Please respect copyright.PENANAvNRZnfQxtF
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.314Please respect copyright.PENANAZdbwvGjcjm
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.314Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cet0Ptswa
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.314Please respect copyright.PENANATPKXHCTcWJ
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.314Please respect copyright.PENANAlMNRB5aML0
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,314Please respect copyright.PENANAikIaXw6lbT
but I feel like I’m stuck.314Please respect copyright.PENANAD99d5W7Ubu
I don’t know what I want.314Please respect copyright.PENANA2PoCMTDekE
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...314Please respect copyright.PENANACflmYemFrk
I want to have a dream.314Please respect copyright.PENANA2W2RGpjqML
Have a goal.314Please respect copyright.PENANAV3YBQj7GB7
Try to achieve it...314Please respect copyright.PENANAr7ZuDYFqwb
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.314Please respect copyright.PENANA21yYpZOTV8
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,314Please respect copyright.PENANAyUm1w88fav
I’m alone, trying to dream,314Please respect copyright.PENANADKL1660o4w
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,314Please respect copyright.PENANAZF6m2MQtYL
after a long journey,314Please respect copyright.PENANAOLDLZ26W96
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...314Please respect copyright.PENANA3KGC5FmSFx