Who am I?807Please respect copyright.PENANArDJmtCM69v
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.807Please respect copyright.PENANAtgnQGE97d8
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.807Please respect copyright.PENANA6fcrBMZaYV
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.807Please respect copyright.PENANA3P5nyZVvFi
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.807Please respect copyright.PENANALc6B3CUM8f
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,807Please respect copyright.PENANArTM9GNvZw4
but I feel like I’m stuck.807Please respect copyright.PENANA8V6IvCmOqi
I don’t know what I want.807Please respect copyright.PENANAc4i6nFiFG2
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...807Please respect copyright.PENANAGQsnGtcbgv
I want to have a dream.807Please respect copyright.PENANA9LI9RtRYrt
Have a goal.807Please respect copyright.PENANAzg1AM8Nx84
Try to achieve it...807Please respect copyright.PENANAalgdzoTe6m
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.807Please respect copyright.PENANA4wGFTNkycA
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,807Please respect copyright.PENANAxcLnREp5eh
I’m alone, trying to dream,807Please respect copyright.PENANAJ20FJgx3Hc
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,807Please respect copyright.PENANAUug4hDEqca
after a long journey,807Please respect copyright.PENANAUazCOZRVDq
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...807Please respect copyright.PENANAjCGO7RuqTu


