Who am I?421Please respect copyright.PENANAjg84aY4SfH
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.421Please respect copyright.PENANAzwnx0et1qA
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.421Please respect copyright.PENANAR1fopyAs3S
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.421Please respect copyright.PENANAo5ifp3k2jx
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.421Please respect copyright.PENANAyRtuwEDX4I
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,421Please respect copyright.PENANAZLdqXm4Ul4
but I feel like I’m stuck.421Please respect copyright.PENANApHORt2i7Q3
I don’t know what I want.421Please respect copyright.PENANABTaxB0WzP5
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...421Please respect copyright.PENANAxloxOKcfMt
I want to have a dream.421Please respect copyright.PENANAJ44UN7TK9I
Have a goal.421Please respect copyright.PENANAAt7m2EpMg8
Try to achieve it...421Please respect copyright.PENANAbnkNwrObwy
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.421Please respect copyright.PENANA7kuDyvOxQ2
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,421Please respect copyright.PENANAEVlXr1qVgw
I’m alone, trying to dream,421Please respect copyright.PENANAuJW0qjfpyN
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,421Please respect copyright.PENANA0bX1l5UoUP
after a long journey,421Please respect copyright.PENANAgTFbF2m2Wp
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...421Please respect copyright.PENANA5q63bF48aX