Who am I?202Please respect copyright.PENANAgAPvEXMJe8
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.202Please respect copyright.PENANANS0SwQ0zcw
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.202Please respect copyright.PENANAaUhMUvfQ92
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.202Please respect copyright.PENANAlS3kG6MSvs
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.202Please respect copyright.PENANAy1rCyyx7sQ
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,202Please respect copyright.PENANAI9qEAnfli7
but I feel like I’m stuck.202Please respect copyright.PENANAgY39BxfNM9
I don’t know what I want.202Please respect copyright.PENANAdb4gFbdwb8
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...202Please respect copyright.PENANAq7IbmsFP6i
I want to have a dream.202Please respect copyright.PENANAUOEoKIn8KO
Have a goal.202Please respect copyright.PENANAUQJ9MJZtul
Try to achieve it...202Please respect copyright.PENANA5L0P5ZVdAm
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.202Please respect copyright.PENANAneGFIIOZh3
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,202Please respect copyright.PENANA4qqpbmQVm9
I’m alone, trying to dream,202Please respect copyright.PENANAU3K77ckkL7
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,202Please respect copyright.PENANAhPhMUXzt3A
after a long journey,202Please respect copyright.PENANAJerVfg1kcZ
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...202Please respect copyright.PENANAgIP5Ir7lx0