人生當然有離別,感情不帶著屈結,心難得如水清澈,你我曾經的起跌,看透甜酸苦辣無常,但你我於人間景仰,生活即使輪迴惆悵,任何地方都也無恙,似靈魂的啟航,你跟我在回望,令人生都空曠,不只探求闖蕩──181Please respect copyright.PENANAU0VtdoDHCK
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而兩個人之感染,是愛最好的呈現,最終都化為思念,生與死亦可纏綿,假若還有著喜愛,角力裡仍然記載,天地春花也盛開,我和你只好感慨……你那張深刻的臉孔,猶如太難忘之感動,每當我醒來會陣痛,其實也放開了初衷、181Please respect copyright.PENANAJHMpbhjpG5
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將往年的愛回送,猶如踏入過寒冬,泛起無盡的悲慟,再次想起那些夢,看天色極其暗淡,愛和恨亦不糜爛,這星空也似浪漫,那戀人無比悠閒:181Please respect copyright.PENANAAFEIRRTwVW
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「看什麼了?允詩敏是活過來了,你又狠狠的在看望要把她滅口了吧。」停在名利的缺口,芯薇何況又守候、181Please respect copyright.PENANAibuYhDQ52i
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活於自我之暗鬥,佐向都寄望永久:「那天聖怎麼沒有從此給我權位,為什麼竟然把我界定為神經病了。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAPemUPhBcO0
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「其實啊……」若名利只虛構,這人心都輕浮,當芯薇亦追究,但真相於春秋:「別怪我坦白啊,你其實極度平凡,所謂的名望背後是利益網絡,你走去用虛榮換取權威來效命殺戮,是你自己天方夜譚罷了!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAbT8tSD6vYj
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但是存心的捏造,列佐向何況虛無:「我指,天聖原來也會覺得了允詩敏無辜,居然不給我無比了的尊嚴,我都把允詩敏由白扭成黑,但天聖竟不給我合理化地隨心所欲的殺人,我的名譽啊,在天聖的眼裡變得一文不值了。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA406bjWjTyQ
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「色魔啊!有你是什麼了難堪的事情?」別過問起源由,芯薇只於漫遊。181Please respect copyright.PENANAh1aujd9d4U
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「我怎知道了!允詩敏向來也知道我在列佐向的靈魂裡啊!」來回間的擁有,色魔才是無憂:「因為偽君子的皮下只是淫狼啊!列佐向以為允詩敏知道了自己是頭淫狼,利用芯薇來當色情轉移的工具,這真面目才是難堪了吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAt5s0zmZSBZ
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「有什麼好難堪了?包養了件玩具來發洩了情慾,才只是生理需要已!」即使四處沒有燈,鬼怪也都會寛心、181Please respect copyright.PENANAWkxXlJGFig
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若人煙沒有紛爭,但心魔可是認真:「所以說列佐向神經病啊!以為允詩敏知道了自己包養妓女,又神經質的害怕全世界都知道了,想到瘋失掉了,居然錯覺允詩敏會滅掉了自己的風光,於是用自命崇高的名望去挾持了天聖,要利用天聖的手去將允詩敏滅口了……」181Please respect copyright.PENANAPxWF1Vu5Eg
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這夜幕深邃得很,何況人心都極狠,去把眾生也分等,奢求生命是甜品,才是清高中無我,整個世界當附和,那些人選擇性清楚,但現實是沒有楚歌,反覆浸活於自命,對無辜放下狠勁,渇望生世被尊敬,合理所有的毒性:181Please respect copyright.PENANAmyN8LJDhUb
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「我可是名人啊,拿捏了權威來為我效命,為什麼不可以了呀?有些人不過是平民,就是賤,被我這些上流去滅口可是天經地義了啊!」列佐向都很神奇,日夜沉溺於謬理、181Please respect copyright.PENANA1wC6JsUAzy
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但芯薇去向唯美,但求金主都歡喜:「哎呀!允詩敏不過普通人而已!我們佐向神經病又怎樣了?佐向才矜貴了啊!名流間的聯誼,以無辜的人命作人情,也沒有不可了啊!其實天聖呀,真應該知情識趣了吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAneXRd7xSRx
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「情?趣?你以為天聖好像你,被列佐向包養了嗎?天聖有需要了向他卑躬屈膝了麼?」鬼怪又沒有耐性,直接說起來存證、181Please respect copyright.PENANAaxE1TaPa2g
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心魔帶著了共鳴,道出人心不安寧:「這所謂名人的小騷動,憑什麼要天聖去動用權力,為他而去效命了?但凡掛鉤上關係的人都可以隨心所欲的將無辜滅口麼?列佐向何不直接承認自己只是一頭禽獸了?」181Please respect copyright.PENANABVy8D93jdT
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──事情向來說太清,那人都自我假定,狂妄的挾持神聖,沒主宰萬物生命,沒有愛曾經躍現,自私自利的咀臉,假使人不會善變,無法無天中懷念:181Please respect copyright.PENANAfwL4AQeJH8
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「你們說這些又有什麼用了啊?權貴了啊!我曾經都好像攀附上了啊!為什麼只是了煙幕?為什麼呀!現在,我看允詩敏居然還活著啊!我更厭惡她粉碎了我理應有的權位!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAOQogCYTLJx
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列佐向那言辭,又虛構內奔馳,色魔不禁懷疑,瘋失都想轉移:「鬼怪啊,你說人的心有多麼瘋失了啊?允詩敏就個人,自由、正常的活著了,這列佐向啊,腐蝕的虛構了那麼多的神經病,就連他自己的奇想與荒謬啊,也要踐踏起允詩敏來轉移……」也耐不住感嘆,人多麼的腐爛──181Please respect copyright.PENANAuqTiX5ydmJ
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「真是頭禽獸了啊!允詩敏說得都沒有錯了,列佐向的存在只是污染了世界的真善美。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAGZQfDXhJVm
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過多回憶於沉降,別死守那些魯莽,活著都追求香芳,誰要被遭遇綑綁,信有天也會遺忘,再投入命之追趕,才不被什麼埋葬,會自在更加強悍……真愛曾經也停卻,時間是最好良藥,當傷疤亦可省略,看輕原來被剝削、181Please respect copyright.PENANA1flxMh4TbR
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最痛苦不過超無奈,但我從來沒有裝載,將那死海隨心掩蓋,只會浮繪人如塵埃,竟確立所有活該,個人自我之悲哀,化出殺戮之舞台,催眠會擁有利害,於是但凡了青睞,渴求轉移起內外,人間太多回花開,只如寄生之乞丐……181Please respect copyright.PENANAqKchDAKwHU
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那天真的人沒連結,似從來不想妥協,這禽獸都表演雅潔,反正已經被干涉,在演起高呼著愛,原因根本是殺害,令獸性不便滔來,但假裝未可離開:181Please respect copyright.PENANAKcAibdUrET
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「我的世界從此都黑暗了,當允詩敏就這樣離開了我……」似忽然被誰觀望,列佐向陷入怯慌。181Please respect copyright.PENANAH22FV95smD
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那對白亦要去講,但芯薇保持淫蕩:「喂呀!親愛的啊!什麼了的詩敏啊!都殺害不成了,也別再虛情的假以著有愛吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANABXK8nZhler
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──而時機都太成熟,被囚禁了後痛哭,當前事不可捕捉,最終卻留下感觸……181Please respect copyright.PENANAMs41T6OHye
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「博芯薇懂什麼了呀?列佐向忽然又想起我們只是天聖的東西,忽然又知道自己被操控著了。」鬼怪同樣了在旁,若真相許可見光、181Please respect copyright.PENANApmlho8Da47
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內心亦似在抵抗,色魔只會更回寒:「列佐向似乎想起了,天聖第一件事是向他本人下手了嗎?現在是什麼劇本了?自尊的戲碼又沒有了嗎?現在,是不是又腐蝕起允詩敏來轉移了真相啊?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAcpOLGl4Pjq
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真有愛在於私心,那人卻假以鬥爭,都造就自我怨恨,但妄想能夠重生:181Please respect copyright.PENANAs9jbGHHF6W
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「愛的劇本了嗎?是否又不殺害了?發覺給天聖在盯著了,所以在表演起來了愛嗎?」但心魔才安定,又等候著虔誠、181Please respect copyright.PENANAvfyTYiIG0M
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芯薇卻也同情,竟沒了去神聖:「哎呀!原來都只是自我催眠了而已!名譽並不可挾持了權威去借刀殺人,那個自我爭鬥的世界啊,不過列佐向自己是個愚癡了……」181Please respect copyright.PENANAbaw35Cl1tZ
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在月黑風高之晚上,有幾多刻骨的斷腸,其實只是別來無恙,但過份地假以瞻仰,那靈魂只在寄生,會轉移開去古今,若人命不可鯨吞,去滅絕所有的真,都使自己也極矜貴,未去承認無緣權威,但求有天剷除污穢,亦催眠出是個宏偉:181Please respect copyright.PENANAGNJUvEe6tw
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「怎麼還活著了!允詩敏為什麼還活著了!死了便一乾二淨了啊!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAKwYU9tIrSC
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如列佐向又發神經,瘋失者的自我心聲:「本來都是素未謀面又怎樣了?與我的世界毫不相干又如何呀?我可是個名人啊!為什麼允詩敏不可以被我憑空的殺害了?她要是死了,才能代表我至高無上的權位啊!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAb8fNwwYXIU
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──你跟我或者都太累,那超級低智的情趣,為權力而日夜迷醉,卻不知並沒有堡壘:「這個列佐向的頭腦可能不正常了,毫無批判性的腦袋,只在自我的情緒當中唯我獨尊,唉!這窩囊廢啊!我都為允詩敏感到無奈了……」181Please respect copyright.PENANAWyg8jQTxkw
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再踏入一重興衰,心魔未曾於粉碎:「無奈是,天聖居然理會佐向,我想起允詩敏也有些靈精們在陪伴,原來,被這個窩囊廢去認知了存在,也會從天而降了被腐蝕的噩耗啊……」181Please respect copyright.PENANAE45NN9rF1A
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「唉!好累了啊!連戲都不想再看了!」令鬼怪亦有良知,都不想看望生枝、181Please respect copyright.PENANA2aSCTmci2g
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心魔來表示和議,真相都許可啟齒:「難怪詩敏會說,這世界是容許突然消失掉了列佐向……我都超級同意了!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAEylmL46r8Y
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未懂為誰傾情,感覺猶如倒影,化開人的根性,最愛還是放晴……告別都太過入神,沒有淪為了陪襯,再掠過冷暖送贈,當天空依然昏暗,並沒有人會行近,毋用在意的上心,這世界一樣淪陷,亦不見任何引申──181Please respect copyright.PENANAo5zWZclyTc
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即然事情落定了,無謂再把愛對焦,才不讓心情動搖,別去多餘的海嘯,讓日子回復安靜,別再圍繞那事情,還好有你來和應,與我愛著這生命,我何況都獨醒,這承受都很輕,看人煙在行經,但不改了清淨……181Please respect copyright.PENANA29oefJGBQc
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當點滴亦太清晰,真愛是會有痕跡,難忘彼此的經歷,更明白大概無力,彷彿造就那空曠,等再次活出曙光,不存在任何迷茫,會更理性在抵抗:181Please respect copyright.PENANAHLiuk4r6J1
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「又想起了嗎?那些列佐向的咀臉……」俊誠襲來見聞,似對戲份過問。181Please respect copyright.PENANAVxBAuUfXyE
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詩敏哪不上心,但都對愛認真:「你在觀看表演麼?我才沒有在看啊!列佐向都離不開是要把我剷除了吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAyW1UAd1ICq
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光線假如太朦朧,俊誠未懼會撲空,似情人又在互動,連心境都也放鬆:181Please respect copyright.PENANAnB8Hq7gLN0
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「所以你的氣,不在列佐向的神經病,而是在我沒有把你定位了吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANATTfXyvJya5
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但這夜幕之中,都消失掉影蹤,愛又如何感動,詩敏似在造夢:「過了去就不要再提吧!誰需要了安穩?我這些一直追求創作的人啊,都是無拘無束的放縱了。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAtQbgSY3hL6
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「詩敏呀……我都愛你,那愛……不是任何東西可以取代。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAp2r3vmyOjE
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「能夠說出口的愛是想要落實的感情,而無可說出口的愛卻是最傾心至致的感動。而我啊,才沒有要在說出我愛你啊。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAslOsUQ1te5
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誰在乎一種語氣,若愛會超越距離,花仙子亦也無忌,才懂得刻骨入微──「他們才不愛對方吧,只是有個人在心裡無法遺忘了而已。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAC3YfGNJSGs
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「這才突顯出那無言的真愛,把一個人都刻進自己的生命裡了。」但介於伴侶之間,有種愛橫跨侷限,小幽靈或者讚嘆,氣候亦只有寒冷。181Please respect copyright.PENANAJloyN2lUQQ
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都去觸踫起感覺,會再蔓延到軀殼,若把愛情再探索,是有迷人的起落,然後將情懷都去承受,才不著單戀起來哀愁,細水內把在乎也長流,總有人於世界裡等候:181Please respect copyright.PENANAjzc709YnnE
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「別來說愛啊!愛那樣的無形,說出口的愛才是你已經被你定位了!」才不寄生對話,詩敏並沒牽掛、181Please respect copyright.PENANANqrsY3tEJa
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亦毫無了喧嘩,而俊誠之透化:「你是我的無法遺忘,我的一輩子都只在銘記了的一個人。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdOA0tUs9r8
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──聲線會更柔和,真神到來輕呵,人煙如常掠過,生命不曾磋跎:「但一個人的印記,在時間裡總會流逝,不過,那生命裡的互相影響卻永遠也會存在。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAcXw5jv7JhN
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「詩敏也太上進了,俊誠都在把她改變,她現在也步向了天聖,我們都帶著了期盼啊!」──若剎那會消逝,花開永恆瑰麗,感情深不見底,靈精亦是入迷。181Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vy39XWB0z
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如冷風吹起愁緒,令詩敏感觸負累:「我都有在看戲啊!我想,列佐向今生今世也會記住了天聖,因為他貢獻了自己啊,若換不到任意殺戮的權利。」181Please respect copyright.PENANASNb5XYeGoS
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「列佐向才享有過位置,好像我們的在煩擾過你……」來道出了劇情,魔怪卻是精明:「雖然那些只是煙幕,但也足夠他都自命都不凡了!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAWOQVmdVknh
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「唉!連我都好累了啊!我像突然懂了鬼怪,也就明白了天聖對列佐向的不屑。」都來又回催眠,令詩敏只無言、181Please respect copyright.PENANAbEmrjh1qwz
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去省下來雄辯,只俊誠的良善:「列佐向只牢牢記住了自己的不得志,你,不是真的以為他對誰人會有愛吧?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAOZQtgpXQ22
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「你自己都會分辨是非,其他人怎會不可以?那自命的愚癡去看世界啊,每個存在都會是比他更愚笨了的癡呆……才只有他自己不會分辨黑白,也只有他,不會明白了其他人的精明。」只如詩敏深刻的無奈,有些低智卻在於腦海、181Please respect copyright.PENANAzAYRPaUL5x
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俊誠泛起充分之節哀,欠缺思維的人很活該:「列佐向都困惡性裡循環,永遠也走不出了人性角力,隨便他都發揮了演技和詭計吧。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAO2gdzDDDV0
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始終把愛情沉澱,即使都滿滿思念,亦是等候了遇見,間中也擁抱入眠,才發覺動人之伏線,但你在生命中擱淺,亦知道無可了改變,很珍惜彼此的出現……於是我亦不曾感傷,看這星與月又惆悵,但卻從來未會和唱,觀那光跟影之迴響……181Please respect copyright.PENANARjwNCt9wN6
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命裡並未覺孤單,有你在我的心間,不管人性多糜爛,但依然天真爛漫,回首才知有距離,你跟我懂了是非,隔著太多的夢魅,但都不可去嬉戲:181Please respect copyright.PENANAbYnoC08YJH
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「你放下俊誠了沒有?俊誠也說……你不會被他所遺忘了去。」會再一次的記起,幸佑安形影不離。181Please respect copyright.PENANArHugYpQsMD
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但是心中也痛悲,未可留住那回味:「我為什麼要放下?我高高的掛上了是最愛啊,現在呀!我才不管了俊誠愛不愛我,我都會去把他好好地愛著了!」彷若詩敏的輕起,如往日那些憶記──181Please respect copyright.PENANAeijqgL7Voi
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「那天,心靈同協會的癡男怨女啊!我還記得,我說看到愛的人幸福,自己也就幸福了吧。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA2ol8wmmnYQ
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真愛如黃葉般零落,但彼此卻跳動脈搏,感情留在血肉軀殼,你伴我在餘生飄泊,令詩敏都極冷漠,才投入自得其樂,將花火當成烘托,自然的領悟罪惡:181Please respect copyright.PENANAvjz3s4InsI
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「幸好俊誠都會與我感受,在愛情啊,我無法遺忘了他;在真理啊,我無法遺忘了列佐向的荒謬。那知性,有我最深摯了的愛,也有我對世界真善美的嚮往了啊。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA5d8cPTzTL9
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卻在撩起初衷,等佑安的揭盅:「與你感受了?誰被刻入生命裡與自己了不分了?只有你自己吧!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAJdVtgxWsEa
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若某日會告終,而詩敏也從容:「你才是了自己,俊誠就只是摯愛而已,我可以愛他如愛自己。」181Please respect copyright.PENANARS0XT1abt3
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但青花同樣飄香,由心而發的景仰,那結果也許漂亮,佑安亦明白修養:「你那些文藝風骨啊!就是都要在散發起來堅韌,那堅持……始終都要撲出了香韻啊!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAZrwucyuUwd
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「但願有天修成正果,若感情最後都支離破碎,也曾經有著刻骨銘心的過程,令我們都無法遺忘,也明白活在當下的美好,就不帶遺憾了吧!」仍然說著並無憂,即使世界太清幽,留神不用了理由,當詩敏的愛無休……181Please respect copyright.PENANACHq5X7ZcLc
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你我若懂了珍重,天空下彼此動容,最記得一起抱擁,又怎會只是場夢,但感應過的愛情,天地都如此虔誠,日子也添上溫馨,我和你從此佔領,這夜空之光線,當我們亦懷念,最純粹的不變,也無悔地向前、181Please respect copyright.PENANAWyy7YPFDA6
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呼吸著無法遺忘,活著同步的仰望,生或死那些滄寒,我跟你也曾怒放──愛在你我的體內,再不見迷人灌溉,假如你都也走來,而當下多麼感慨,彷彿明了這人間,歲月由無情支撑,有愛在燈火闌珊,一個人亦不孤單……
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(三十五)無法遺忘
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