你我卻愛那愁緒,理解沒法子伴隨,過活彷似於沉睡,回首發覺了佔據,你的手在牽著我,是你我太清楚;當愛始終許可,彼此亦不想躲……時光真的了停留,你前來放下問候,那些情懷太深厚,我忽然因你淚流──364Please respect copyright.PENANA4gY5dxOLC5
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有的人極重要,把生命也閃耀,而愛情都對照,竟講求起情調,當我們如此接近,都似佔去半邊枕,世界幾乎是陌生,我也莫名著古今,你令愛只得傷痕,是完全遺忘擁吻,我假如略有聽聞,但仍然能夠聰敏……364Please respect copyright.PENANAsZF756dFAA
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真這樣了掠過,我在想得太多,一下子又獨個,能許可些什麼,想這天癡纏內入眠,就餘生消失於眼前,當歲月也不見伏線,我的愛留待了懷念:364Please respect copyright.PENANAqWgut6ComQ
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「有什麼大不了啊?我醉了就會沒事了,醒來就不怎樣愛他了!」少女把酒灌下去,或者愛意都粉碎。364Please respect copyright.PENANAdHQCl9Cs6p
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精靈才冷眼唏噓,卻是樂於了再追:「小女孩啊!你懂什麼是愛了嗎?你如果懂了啊,才沒有了愛值得了去傷感,那些都只是不愛了的遺憾而己。」364Please respect copyright.PENANArsKBMTUiL6
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「我醉了嗎?你是花仙子?小精靈?我好想就這樣醉掉了去啊……」364Please respect copyright.PENANA7B6bwbtjQi
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「我是你的需要……我來給你釋懷了啊!小女孩,你別再灌下酒水了吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAVXlzk83HAE
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人一生太多過路,何必為誰又消耗,愛不再許可擁抱,都別要執著美好──「女孩啊!忘記那些片段了吧!那男生從來都不是愛你的啊!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAkrLec97JUD
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「我知道……」不可改寫的愛慕,少女活在那傾倒:「至少我敢去愛過了啊!我讓他知道了,這個世界……會有一個人把他都愛著了。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAsPnjUPxTRq
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似千杯酒亦不夠,花仙子未許拯救:「你都成什麼樣子了?你並不是在愛,你只是在任性了而已!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAxLG3PrTQkn
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將我們的愛灌醉,這落日散下飛絮,生命隨時會空虛,緣份在說起離去,那無邊的愛當中,我發現你都失蹤,來又回同樣青空,又原來許可告終,看這人間的清淨,誰以行動來說明,才沒有半點衝勁,無法挽回些凋零:364Please respect copyright.PENANAugG9q96yAu
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「有什麼好鬧了?一個不愛你的人啊,你醉到了去他的生命裡頭,他也是對你毫無了所謂。」我在乎的人心,詩敏一般認真、364Please respect copyright.PENANATQuIcIvTlS
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你我若來狂奔,俊誠如在點燈:「小女孩,你會遇到許多的人,那裡會有你值得了去愛的對象。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAnQKfc24L8f
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天空若果也連結,愛沒衍生出枝節,感受是無比深切,當少女忘了苦澀:「今世今生,我只有他在我的靈魂裡,我都不想過去擁有,只要還感受到了他啊……我都以生命了的去愛。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAZVyxhrlPLk
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──是很熟悉的路向,但卻沒有著遐想,那些純真之笑樣,詩敏來到了景仰:「那麼……你卻不懂了,即使他都不愛你了,但因為愛,你依然會活得很美好,才有力氣去看著他都很好啊!」364Please respect copyright.PENANA2LKCFjDwWR
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「但我也有色心啊!」當少女渴望愛,誰在他的懷內:「我想他也會愛著了我的肉體。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAoIj6gbY2p2
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也追求了青睞,但少女亦無奈:「男人只有愛上了女人的肉體,才會想餘生都也對著了她吧。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAxu3t8s2hHQ
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你與我不對座,把世界都掠過,這一刻很清楚,愛根本成過魔,謝絕借酒來消愁,才看望天空宇宙,怎被愛也不足夠,令少女自我承受:364Please respect copyright.PENANA7BwZwWOEE3
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「或者我都錯了……男人要是對肉體都沒有興趣,又怎會對我的靈魂來傾情了啊。」364Please respect copyright.PENANACH4rsyQkZJ
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去撲空一重溫柔,人來人往之清幽,怎樣愛純屬自由,詩敏都放開漫遊:「年少多好啊,在愛的對象中死去活來……也不必在意了人家才不理會了。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAigDvwX3KxG
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「孩子啊!」我們面向更成熟,若詩敏懂了格局:「就輕狂、就任性去吧!長大後再去看那男人啊,要是對你都沒有興趣,死活都不會理,你還癡情的肉體和靈魂了啊!是你的存在都被他掠過了!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAWHdjW4G9FT
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當無可了再延續,花仙子問起追逐:「俊誠,你說,那男生真的不曾經愛過這小女孩嗎?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAL9QwamwMEp
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當很思念你那神情,會想到有點兒忘形,但我卻看透了生命,怎樣的愛亦是過程,於是我都決心遺忘,就當作從來沒掛望,再投入其他的追趕,等某天清空了在旁,沒有愛在體內,不被歲月灌溉,你我毫不意外,還有著的感慨:364Please respect copyright.PENANAxp629IU2Ji
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「我有愛過了她,可是並不可以在一起了,我想,她會有更好的選擇。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAC9MzgNPJHg
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「有誰?有你就夠了。愛並不在於選擇,卻在我都不要選擇了啊!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAYKot84IRbB
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男女哪有深情,俊誠似在異境,失散之間為營,假如連結心靈:「你們要化仙了麼?人間的愛都幽怨,不如放下去自我,去做一對神仙眷侶吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANABJ4rbFeT9Q
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「你在我內心卻顯得更為重要了。」男生熱愛冷漠,卻說到了福薄、364Please respect copyright.PENANA9OHuDm5W3b
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少女遊走追溯,何況又於暗角:「你在我心裡才無可離開了啊。」364Please respect copyright.PENANALtUeyDCUix
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「你們要灰飛關係了嗎?人性的愛都善變,或者抺去了彼此,成為陌路人去吧!」遠或近之距離,詩敏亦不競技,極認真的心扉,若果放過自己……364Please respect copyright.PENANApUB8p5BJsw
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我們都似有話兒,讓自我本末倒置,角逐天涯的所思,誰在人海內放肆,故事如沒有開始,我奔向活出真摯,世界彷彿很在意,你的命裡怎棄置⋯⋯才耐人尋味,餘生別嬉戲,哪放大自己,不容許淒美、364Please respect copyright.PENANAuhjHJ5y2RO
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若有天回想過去,無悔活過些伴隨,無人存在的依據,可看著愛情告吹⋯⋯難得心跳清醒,別要把誰恭敬,再次剔透感情,真愛似煙的輕,才更懂完全寡欲,不受你給的屈辱,很自在清心脫俗,誰都未需要反覆──364Please respect copyright.PENANAAS3uVzhE9g
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「灰飛了?詩敏⋯⋯你怎麼把人的連結都灰飛了啊?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAeeKc1xDkWp
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若俊誠來好奇,詩敏說過道理:「有什麼好煩擾了?這對戀人以上,也不怎愛到超凡⋯⋯庸庸俗俗的喃著了些慰藉,都沒去了該有的清淨……都別要多餘的糾結了,灰飛去所有吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANA5gyL6n47bj
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「那就成為路人了吧,是都沒有投放過了認真吧!」風花的歌奏起,戀人穿透生死,愛都化成灰飛,俊誠在那天地⋯⋯364Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Y4U7pRAa
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而人終會離別,從不依戀屈結,若愛情又生滅,允詩敏才高潔:「這什麼虛位了?要是都不愛啊,那男生那管了女的在死去活來,女孩即使醉了整個世界,也是得到了毫不在乎。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAxtfUxwPdFw
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回頭懂了知覺,但只尋求快樂,如俊誠那淵博,曾穿透的輪廓:「哪會以待著了戀人,若然真正的愛著啊,才一早填滿了去心神,只欠著都擁抱著了去愛人⋯⋯」364Please respect copyright.PENANAtL86QnWvjl
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──「回到只是個路人吧!」詩敏讓所有完了,男女將彼此拋掉。364Please respect copyright.PENANAjp3dfcToJd
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「不用再連接了吧!回去那些再不會為對方而觸動的曾經吧!」俊誠都放棄對照,愛侶不必再動搖。364Please respect copyright.PENANAtgsyWDxGZh
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相處也可以歸零,並無人貪戀愛情,這結局幾乎落定,誰都泯滅著力勁,不會怎為你承受,感情其實只念舊,但日子裡沒停留,曾經有愛在心口,心聲真的無法講,假使你就在身旁,會懷念起來香芳,對愛情沒了嚮往、364Please respect copyright.PENANA3ILPWk4u3E
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於人海反覆思索,不明白何為快樂,如生命過眼墜落,但有誰令我開拓……我原來也有感覺,沒有你才會落幕,假如成為了寄託,期待花開到清濯,而我又怎的消受,愛卻欠缺著親厚,若你只想去逃走,最終都不如放手……364Please respect copyright.PENANAf8s3Wtk20k
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觀摩你的臉容,哪兒都別作弄,但礙於了初衷,想放下去洶湧,才發現沒有愛上,似走進我的夢鄉,才明白不過遐想,把殘念很輕地唱:364Please respect copyright.PENANAc2rNsfzFua
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「放手了嗎?你在冰封了萬年青和千花纍,才不會再回暖,就讓它們灰飛了吧!」若俊誠還有著愛,是餘生不必感慨。364Please respect copyright.PENANAAVsOowk2eE
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詩敏沒太多無奈,命裡早就很自在:「似癡男怨女了麼?不過是個果實啊!萬年青和千花纍怎麼……原來象徵了那對男女啊?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAyeFj34qhI1
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「既然是淨土,為什麼又有了慾望的牽引啊?什麼都沒有才算上淨土了吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAY2XeEy4noi
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「本來是廝守……然後卻添了重牽掛……其實,等萬年青都盛放、千花纍都蛻變,會看到無休止了的境界……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAzhPLFJCoz2
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「詩敏啊……我不能去到那地步,我沒有想過去投放了全部……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAvvyYwrIC1r
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俊誠不在永恆,詩敏也無疑問:「好,那麼……灰飛去萬年青和千花纍吧!我們沒有在修行了什麼。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAGwdoWUGeiA
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「都滅絕去吧!或者,都好像了負苛……就不用任何的東西在我們之間了吧!」人的心都會憐愛,但俊誠卻更自在,生命為誰而花開,毋須再樹立舞台──364Please respect copyright.PENANAhkyojIaaQx
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生或死都不挽留,愛卻依然了長流,你跟我無福消受,誰廝守直到盡頭……幸好只戀人以上,從不設任何立場,也沒有條件惆悵,都未可說是對象,我哪會為你再放縱,才別要改寫著輕重,畢竟什麼都能清空,回到向來沒有始終:364Please respect copyright.PENANAHv9xx8VNHh
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「這才是了我啊……你不是要『真』了嗎?我才沒有任何的嚮往,我不需要了你的灌溉,你就好像那少女般灌醉……這世界啊,並不會有破天荒的結局,既定不只了在萬物,就連人的心啊,都有著了既定了的路向……至少我,都不相信會有奇葩。」364Please respect copyright.PENANApCJU0q0CuE
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俊誠透徹了想像,但詩敏卻不怎樣:「是嗎?我的確前行得很迷醉,我還以為是自然的嚮往,原來對你啊……已經是破天荒的程度了。但我,還有韌力去譜起來千千萬萬個品種,能夠將所有的東西都化成修行……又原來,又自作多情了……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAV0EzQ4m4AT
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「好吧!清空了所有吧!再不用淨土了,看這世界假如都沒有了規距,再看我這個奇葩又怎樣活過來了吧!」人間真太多假定,愛又被誰了擲聲,詩敏卻只有無明,靜觀世界的風景……364Please respect copyright.PENANAmCL0Tk7gZq
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那風吹過也清澈,如醒來同樣青澀,人潮內不怎妥協,我故依然極雅潔,未為俗套屈就,愛到放空追求,不曾好比輕舟,自然越過洪流,讓我的愛都無形,也沒有帶著色情,何來慾望的佔領,然後不化為馳騁、364Please respect copyright.PENANADaGh5ss9n7
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時光內看得透,不必泛起念頭,人神毋須輕浮,最終淨了等候,假如並沒有對象,這世界依然芳香,若果觀望些修養,讓我說去來無恙,即使最後空虛,我亦無可生趣,人煙隨緣散去,活來只如清水──364Please respect copyright.PENANAiTA5ZZq20n
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原來過份傾情,於是狠了人性,日子這麼行經,誰又冷待心聲,如你我不過太明白,花有天都會超香發,但時光飛逝了節拍,留不住永恆的動魄:364Please respect copyright.PENANANYQjaOwYDx
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「詩敏真是個女孩……這樣就放棄了接通啊!」並沒想些什麼,俊誠只感掠過。364Please respect copyright.PENANASkWYMN7WeA
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花曾經開了果,佑安看著無助:「既然你不會全情投入的去愛,怎麼又走進詩敏的生命了啊?」364Please respect copyright.PENANApv91XtdU0q
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「我有投入……但不用寄託了吧!詩敏就做自己的去修行,才不用了任何有形的萬年青和千花纍了吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAb9vWwXM4wj
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「俊誠……都已經不在了,那些曾經的結果都蕩然無存了……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAO5K397v8tI
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「但佑安,我和詩敏……還會有將來吧?」364Please respect copyright.PENANATzmXi24ydb
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我獨個於青空,生死也不過夢,那心聲似吹送,你可以別移動,若果時光竟停留,我你已不在心頭,那清水永恆長流,這命裡只得無求,彷彿放過在乎,也覺何必厭惡,並不想再愛護,從來沒有孤苦:364Please respect copyright.PENANAutviYB9KzM
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「還有愛,就都會有彼此廝守了的將來。」小幽靈告別了根性,留下在等候些風景。364Please respect copyright.PENANA46iieARyRF
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花仙子再沒有動情,在觀看極致的心境:「你若果是真的愛,不求生生世世,只每個當下也會是美好。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA4KGAmh2Xza
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情卻如細絲延綿,距離又何止眼前,也無緣牽拉入眠,愛是自然中體驗──「你懂嗎?佑安就是另一個我,這人間的煙火從來都沒有詩說,大數據也說詩歌的小說……那成功的機率是零……但我,就是破天荒,我也活著了奇葩,若果真的愛自己啊,即使不看到了結果,那將來也是很美好。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAZCkCLg1vi9
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如詩敏的和藹,似佑安沒變改:「我都守護了詩敏的熱愛,閔俊誠啊,還記得你怎樣地燃點起那些熱情嗎?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAuKmuNOEKsV
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未是一個人神,俊誠不必親近,當愛已經無憾,看到了那重生:「我被取代了麼?詩敏……你的體內的不再是我了?佑安的身體內也是詩敏了麼?」364Please respect copyright.PENANA752kBjwgwI
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「你跟我說啊……只要我都享受其中,假如都沒有了結果,也是值得了去堅持。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAnNyObUoLFM
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似詩敏那話兒,說自己也心儀,看佑安的轉移,俊誠亦不介意:「慾望灰飛了再不會看到了結果,於是我們就在乎當下的值得了麼?」364Please respect copyright.PENANA3yirQm5L7r
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「我卻在等候前行啊!」花仙子才要撲香,人塵俗世的迴響。364Please respect copyright.PENANAoOLjOIJx1f
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「我也在等候著蛻變啊!」小幽靈亦去鏗鏘,萬物有天也閃亮。364Please respect copyright.PENANAXi3C6ts4Bo
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我在哪兒都可,愛這生命高歌,最好抺去花火,別將所有切磋,接通也不過形式,天和地那樣積極,什麼都也是彩色,活著好比了奇蹟……怎的愛亦不允許,若抗拒癡男怨女,就把橋樑都粉碎,遊於大氣的散聚:364Please respect copyright.PENANAglCVqknVES
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「閔俊誠只有一個,才不可以轉移走了,那個只是形影……我跟佑安在順應了你那方向的同步而已!」詩敏再走開來,好似更有神采。364Please respect copyright.PENANABWhAyWlMYN
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她才淨了悲哀,活出仍然是愛:「那男女啊!現在,如路人似的間中相遇,如果有天面對了自己……承認彼此愛上了,才不用任何的慾望,他們會自然地想和對方在一起了!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ5Ipqzoaw
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「原來愛不只了在於緣份,也要給予了對方可以來接通,誰管在衍生什麼了啊,人,才是最重要的存在。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA3svxU7Qvn8
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詩敏更一重孤寂,愛被愛都不累積,年月裡怎樣痛惜,感情忽然極清晰:「幸好戀人以上,怎樣愛都沒有所謂了,投放得不帶任何遺憾就好,人只得這輩子啊,都隨緣了吧!」364Please respect copyright.PENANA0yNrXTkLif
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你那眉別皺下我,沒感到完全許可,或者回到去最初,不互相追逐諧和,最美麗是放下你,抺掉穿越了世紀,只平常心的整理,而愛人好比自己,令廝守沒有限期,任由心聲都灰飛,活出無常之道理,只要生命仍有你、364Please respect copyright.PENANAhyM3NfZVUn
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但渲染人煙冷漠,愛於靈性間探索,當青空化了束縛,原來沒把你尋獲,不容許著接通,這緣份的枕宮,似消失了美夢,依然存在初衷,也就別管來日方長,每個當下亦也漂亮,遼闊天空任由飛翔,無論誰都可以景仰……
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(三十四)幸好戀人以上
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