真愛最難是放手,根本投入醉了酒,有些情迷在心頭,怎樣思念都不夠,你如沙漠之綠洲,愛令你我不退後,甘願地長相廝守,哪去為對方停留,所以看空擁有,去隨心的漫遊,若果又於左右,誰讓愛都無休……357Please respect copyright.PENANAmT2zfvB2z1
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感覺你活在心裡,我於年月間沉睡,真愛都未被粉碎,你始終亦是伴隨、這生命也太短暫,人很快便到終站,你我亦不設侷限,會用心感受浪漫,分秒也值得記掛,你我靈魂內對話,從此接通的當下,你與我沒有分叉──357Please respect copyright.PENANAi4XEGwKaAv
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許可都安於現況,感情不必時常坦蕩,我仍相信地老天荒,等有天你與我觀看,才沒有著任何抑壓,去說聲愛並不複雜,可以用餘生來獨白,這命裡容許著動魄:357Please respect copyright.PENANAMJe50GBNBi
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「老闆呀,你有沒有試過極度的思念一個人了?」當咖啡廳又清空,智美在顧盼之中。357Please respect copyright.PENANAUWe2t9cnZY
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「你別要管俊誠和詩敏的事情,我們都只去活出當下的美好。」再去泡製些純淨,老闆亦安於傾聽。357Please respect copyright.PENANA5sLvx8u9AT
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冷暖誰亦曾知道,但智美看那浮屠:「詩敏說,她想一個人,是可以內外地都覺得他在四周了。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAc2swZFeJFP
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「任何的類同,她都忽然想起來了俊誠,好像是一起存活了。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAIi1DwWDufx
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智美回想中傾告,換來老闆的流露:「詩敏有沒有在自作多情了?俊誠或者好像了我,只在意當下的美好了吧。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAJaUQN64jwB
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「我記得她說,愛一個人是她自己的事,現在她只要看到了閔俊誠都幸福啊。」誰又在乎著愛慕,智美感覺到消耗、357Please respect copyright.PENANA4mmXQRENHs
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人生假如都共舞,老闆只覺得還好:「是彼此都在想念得瘋狂啊!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAD1ePqiOaIJ
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世界當然有意義,若你到來說可以,我才但求著永誌,化開恆遠的故事,而愛情就是連結,難忘靈魂內轟烈,好似欠缺了妥協,令慾望灰飛煙滅,如果愛也是橋段,剛好的當成宏願,不獨個遊於熱戀,等候青空都回暖:357Please respect copyright.PENANAoHp8JJpL6G
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「那麼的愛就去找對方吧!為什麼要把距離拉得愈來愈遠了啊!」再次喝上純味,智美也不忘記、357Please respect copyright.PENANAlLwjhsB2SB
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誰會期望轉機,老闆亦無後備:「俊誠啊,才不會承認都愛上了詩敏,但詩敏卻那麼執著那點真摯,無論怎樣的等,也要等到了那無止境的容許。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAE36qvPPZ7u
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──當相信都是同類,你我可以極迷醉,向來存在著容許,但卻未曾經粉碎,若是因為不屈服,未對愛情只追逐,不會放任了痛哭,亦要去自在滿足:357Please respect copyright.PENANAZqcGwvgYVf
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「太可惜了!詩敏只想要那種真摯,不過是把心聲說出來了,原來最後……寧願去清空了也不要極度的在乎。」旁觀者的感慨,如智美之節哀。357Please respect copyright.PENANAxanBpDLVSM
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當局者卻放開,若老闆亦青睞:「沒事吧!沒什麼無法遺忘,去冷下一陣子,從此都會各自安於當下了吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAB6xpgOsU1N
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愛在你我間蕩漾,有很美麗的信仰,在人潮之內撲香,去高歌起來同樣,無緣被納入了孤芳,等你跟我有天對望,令這人生逃離勇悍,才有值得的愛跌宕,假如相信緣份,誰令你我充昏,可是太過認真,愛亦許可重生──357Please respect copyright.PENANARbMC3JHpAi
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在大地行走探索,你我跳動起脈搏,允許存在都飄泊,仍然重視起稜角,如你也要很賞析,那才華彷似奇蹟,若我亦會去遊歷,寫上了每種顏色,似最完好之愛情,整個心神的傾聽,這人生極致澄明,才透視所有形影、357Please respect copyright.PENANAhzFCsnpgUW
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探求真正的故知,世間都愛慕風姿,成敗看作平常事,但自我曾經同意──用堅持來彰顯價值,得失都是從容不迫,在某天回顧起交織,我跟我放開些博奕:357Please respect copyright.PENANApFOYjHHpGJ
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「小精靈,你的萬年青怎麼樣了啊?」詩敏去比對,人間之寄居。357Please respect copyright.PENANAIODrvh1YPS
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花仙子遊說,化在大氣裡:「在時光中啊!任年月來見證你的花開瑰麗吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANADblYQhHWkH
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愛恨都不覺來過,而生命何況探戈,誰又知日後如何,但詩敏那樣自我:「有些人都看死我了,等數十年後再觀看,那些渣才是最熱愛我的份子吧。」357Please respect copyright.PENANA39R4zETvA4
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如傾慕不減退,似心靈所寄居,若從來未粉碎,幽靈又於沉睡:「那千花纍也在氣候裡,讓光陰都見證你的耕耘,那天地總會有天結果啊。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAo8TtMs8cG2
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若愛情真的無形,就去撇下了人性,假使去向只狠勁,但我卻樂得清淨,都會用餘生去成全,而無論相距多遙遠,這過程中懂了熱戀,亦不記掛怎樣兜轉,若從頭發掘了愛,會否是加倍精彩,日子中忘我記載,不發覺無可往來:357Please respect copyright.PENANAQsgUUio6f3
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「但俊誠看不到了,他才不喜愛和我之間有任何的形式。」詩敏又莫名,感情也太輕。357Please respect copyright.PENANASX6bx7LIau
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仙子會恭迎,看清了風景:「化出來吧!讓萬年青無形地存在吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANA7PKm8kasFL
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「都放開去啊!令千花纍也無形地成長了吧!」幽靈的對稱,似還有存證。357Please respect copyright.PENANAC2VLEYtQtm
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當風吹都很柔和,而感覺亦大清楚,那關係即使拔河,但詩敏的愛如初:「知道了!就在歳月與光陰裡無形地存在了吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAfKhvSeRAI5
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「太好了!我又可以去傳揚美善了!看萬年青始終都會撲香遙遠……」隨心的去正向,花仙子在飛翔、357Please respect copyright.PENANAFEXqVWzZHP
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都也無邊地唱,小幽靈成絕響──「我的陰影散去了!我不再是幽靈,是個仙靈了!」357Please respect copyright.PENANASHZX6SX8t2
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來看一重陰暗消散,猶如都離去指間,若回想那些狂瀾,別過於傾向糜爛,現在去更加樂觀,視野才多麼的寬,放下只角力那般,負能量就別再搬……357Please respect copyright.PENANAr3oqb0NBpw
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「你到底想怎樣了?把專注都轉移到創作裡了麼?」感受天地回暖,俊誠來到寒暄、357Please respect copyright.PENANAbrzULF9fq8
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愛情哪可計算,詩敏看那頂端:「吹來你啊!怎麼又理會了癡男怨女的再生啊?」357Please respect copyright.PENANAKWQJnw3Xxv
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日子不流逝了愛,你的所有於心內,無言地譜起記載,若果可化掉人海──357Please respect copyright.PENANAtdhsqk2Vkr
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「我再生了自己而已,這回啊!才不會對你造成負擔了。」357Please respect copyright.PENANA4ByABZsEzF
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「還有啊!是真的愛,從來不可以轉移,可以轉移的只是色情了而已!」357Please respect copyright.PENANA3gndftq7uC
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隨著時光又推移,成就愛情那意義,若果你容許對峙,放得開去的位置,當俊誠也有思念,生命裡你來擱淺,猶如把對象發現,活過來貫徹美善:357Please respect copyright.PENANAvJO4zukwnJ
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「聽說你在瘋狂地想念了我啊!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAnbyJJrijzG
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「聽誰說?不如說你的靈通在關心了我吧!」將細水侵佔,渡日卻如年,令詩敏改變,愛放於眼前:「俊誠,我決意重新愛上,即使得我一個,我都會愛著了你。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAWNjN0nziWs
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「自私地愛麼?那青樹跟花纍,不再是我們的結晶了,於是你在獨個的修行了嗎?」357Please respect copyright.PENANA7lOcvkBwUX
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俊誠大有道理,詩敏亦不迴避:「現在還不是時候,等一天我們真的連起生世了,才互相地交換起修行吧!也不讓它們再次因為慾望而灰飛煙滅。」357Please respect copyright.PENANACwdMjatycz
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「而你知道我的心在想什麼了嗎?」太迷人的對望,俊誠就在前方、357Please respect copyright.PENANARfMQkpoy9T
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向來無力抵抗,詩敏會再破浪:「我想是由得我去任性吧!我知道你都在順應了我,由得我在翻來覆去,反正你向來都在身邊,對我都不會離棄吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAIvQfy1LlIL
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世界最美的停留,沉默間又再遷就,我跟你牽起了手,但人生都不奢求,原來好想把臂,無論花開多美,在意你的心扉,只想同步嬉戲,令我不懂何謂清秀,都泛起摯愛的念頭,是接通了也就足夠,如日後去步入永久:357Please respect copyright.PENANAQjB67fZhEC
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「我知道你又鬧情緒了,什麼真,你的孩子氣才是最真……」357Please respect copyright.PENANAYsu4mAhES3
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俊誠又哪會烘托,活來都好像邪惡:「你想什麼,我都來陪你鬧玩吧!即使了你將現實都化成創作,我都由得你投人在故事裡虛構。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAATd0vwj5aF
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「噢!創作啊……」恍如靈通這世界,儘管無人的地帶,詩敏才自我勸誡,活出無垠的姿態:「數據在說零成功的例子了啊!但我想堅持到我終老,回望這地球上,都有個人開創了詩說,然後又堅持了一輩子,也曾經有些人閱讀過,也就沒有遺憾了吧。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAGeDQbVYDyC
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橫看純真的性情,竟沒追求著姓名,令俊誠都也落定,夢想是無比神聖──357Please respect copyright.PENANAVYISRxwlX2
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「我知你愛好文字,更愛人們都喜愛了文字,就做自己都不會後悔了的事情吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANADV8pYsHs35
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再前去把愛傾告,沒有管什麼情操,令你我投入擁抱,才感覺自然流露,若思念又在貫穿,愛得心照也不宣,別再假造起深淵,就抺去計較長短……四周若充斥寒冰,怎麼活到極冷清,愛人根本不費勁,何必自我中獨醒、357Please respect copyright.PENANAAaowFa6LXM
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假使回到從前,愛又許可掠現,人群內再懷念,感情還是清甜,想像世界還有真愛,不必在乎於骨子內,如果往事都放得開,去擁有更美好將來,都決意重新愛上,喚醒那迷人夢鄉,再不用撕裂斷腸,才延續所有遐想……357Please respect copyright.PENANARaGaL8CY20
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佐向向來都追憶,怎麼轉眼成慘戚,腦海有過多點滴,真相不只於好色,恍如渇望了相認,原來同等的生命,夜幕下剔透人性,但期待愛之和應:357Please respect copyright.PENANAdoRoacvQPU
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「真的嗎?詩敏願意跟我和好了嗎?他不是無法遺忘了我的惡行嗎?」357Please respect copyright.PENANAfgU58HZUJi
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「而且啊,我都很歹毒,時刻都想摧毀性的剷除了詩敏啊!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAgnLElf3faA
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人常的慈悲,都追求真理,看化了卑鄙,仙子在說起:「真的啊!她其實都沒有了追究,只是都在揭示出人的面貌……沒有再怪你了,你一直都在她的心裡,但願不用都負向了,有空的話,一起的來喝杯咖啡吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vh7MabFyr
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「我需要去跟她友好了嗎?她自問高攀得起我嗎?」又秀起咀臉,佐向之生天,都只得陰險,善良竟似煙。357Please respect copyright.PENANAsp7RAHrHJp
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「你就做自己了吧!有天你都許可了,就來跟詩敏回到最初吧!」小仙靈也蛻變,卻撲向了眼前,人間多少侵佔,有些愛未散筵……357Please respect copyright.PENANAdLuzh9CPri
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最好都遊於寂莫,但此生追逐快樂,若果你還有感覺,容許我逃離軀殼,如尋求不再被束縛,愛人如己之內探索,太明白我原來福薄,若放下去來日開拓──357Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ7IxwQlkX
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佑安哪知道,命運的煎熬,不曾經懊惱,才發掘愛好,好似都明白心靈,放開去回歸寧靜,似是在倒模愛情,讓往事都很清淨⋯⋯猶如青絲也萌芽,在世態裡亦優雅,反思人間的變化,有時候成了牽掛:357Please respect copyright.PENANApjriPKWQ9D
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「你想清楚了嗎?真的要重新愛上列佐向了嗎?」357Please respect copyright.PENANA99jrljUh2h
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大地彷彿重生,都在詩敏的心:「與其都厭惡著一個人了,不如就去愛吧!比起討厭都會更輕鬆吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANA2l2ys2Qlnp
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「他願意了嗎?」無人之境裡,佑安才唏噓。357Please respect copyright.PENANAXsU5jhKRj4
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「我不管了!今後我都會愛著他了,好像以往的視如親人般的愛著⋯⋯」357Please respect copyright.PENANA3uZ7e6HlvD
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「但詩敏啊!列佐向可是要將你殺害了的人啊。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAK1AybCBMkR
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佑安又把淚提煉,陷入過多之考驗,那些無妄的往年,詩敏感觸了改變:「沒有衝突吧!既然他決心殺戮也都只是一個人的定斷,我決意重新愛上也只是個人的取向啊!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAlobOzHGmMt
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「你放心,我才尊重了人的所有,不過是知會了,並不會對他造成了任何困擾,亦是我修行的歷程了啊!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAiFcU9bfMS9
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望風景都已換畫,去面對人生變卦,命中把噩耗霧化,等待著陌路開花,恍如山水與人煙,都堅持純良和善,若青樹跟那飛燕,耕耘中亦未討厭,彷彿心境都看開,換個取態來自在,化掉無窮之無奈,回首卻依然是愛⋯⋯357Please respect copyright.PENANAWtZVKhnovi
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我們亦宣告,難忘些回報,世界的懷抱,不只得清早,猶如夜下亦有光,真誠的愛和希望,好似盡頭是香芳,將美好心境釋放:357Please respect copyright.PENANAazhclJCHgg
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「智美呀!你別要都在跟老闆談論我了啊!」詩敏到來咖啡廳,但願味不出血腥、357Please respect copyright.PENANAK7eVRrihkh
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依然純淨地去聽,那些故知來氣聲:「還有,老闆啊!要是列佐向有到來了,替我請他喝一口咖啡,讓他也味出了淨化吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANACWzt9TskOQ
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愛與恨別要交纏,創造我跟你向前,緣份掠過的塵尖,留下玄外一重天,才令生活更安然,拒絕去沉迷討厭,苦痛就當作磨練,譜寫最美的青弦──357Please respect copyright.PENANAdc029Z72kS
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「俊誠、佑安,你們也來吧!好久沒有一起品嚐了純粹!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAKQIOvAjqc4
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為人亦太和善,老闆也好入眠:「居然有這樣的奇葩啊!愛那些根本應該流逝了去的人。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAUqvubQ5vHx
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「什麼愛?又誰人了?閔俊誠嗎?他跟詩敏都好登對啊!不要去鬧情緒,只好好的相愛,才去珍惜,不要把眼前人都流逝了。」盡處也是美景,智美講求過程、357Please respect copyright.PENANAiM2otkpYC1
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換到老闆響應,雖然不來對稱:「欸!我在說列佐向……那純淨啊!但說俊誠都好啊,詩敏那命裡如一,也不著去無法遺忘了吧!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAghu6BxDsn6
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日光於照射,互相的陶冶,命裡的使者,燃亮那荒野──「詩敏、俊誠與佑安⋯⋯他們三個那麼的安靜,在味下一樣了的情懷嗎?」智美的疑惑,令老闆圓滑:357Please respect copyright.PENANAzvFVpxrIlr
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「那,要看詩敏到底是在想什麼了!」357Please respect copyright.PENANAw50OIrWxij
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來又回尋覓出口,很多往事只淚流,曾傾向不再探究,但是感觸於心頭,沉寂中發現所求,怎在意亦不足夠,任我去再次承受,這世界抺掉虛構,當決意重新愛上,亦難免開放遐想,將好感加倍頌唱,我記起你的漂亮、357Please respect copyright.PENANAgrWH3tLVSH
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最終刻入記載,捨棄命之悲哀,維繫心中所愛,也不厭惡走來,再看那青花綻放,我和你即使沉降,去整理往日寄望,將風霜化為熱汗,才更懂得人生,你我何況認真,只要還在附近,愛都歷久常新……
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(三十六)決意重新愛上
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