【實體書有售】《青梅竹馬真係最難追》 - 終章：無論追尋幾多次30082022

我按妍妍教我的做法，在社交網站上發表了一條訊息。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zVetFjsOO
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〔阿強，幾時約食飯〕944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPeOtt3Iks
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當然我不認識甚麼阿強，應該說我認識的所有阿強都應該不是那個能幫我的，但按妍妍說這樣做那個人便會聯絡我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzieLlxcZW6
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果然不用半小時。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7LHfeSke3
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「馬川遊。」來電顯示是未知聯絡人。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeceXnwLfO
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「你就係阿強？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTAQhH3jZV
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「嗯。」那把聲音有點低沉，也相當成熟，「你要D咩。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprYRe5yEa3
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「…兩件事。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3drT6C6B5
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我把我的要求說出，如果他真的如Beta和妍妍說得這樣神通廣大，應該不是難題。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsBLmY5y8s
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他說了一個金額，我答應了，即使用盡積蓄也沒所謂。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxjQm2Name
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童桐比一切都重要。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFyQHopSt7
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「好，我要幾個鐘。」阿強說，「中午十二點，去一間叫漢娜既酒吧，英文係Hannah，地址自己搵，仲有你有無童桐既身高體重？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFsrhDZrra
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「有。」我報上童桐的身高體重。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLud8IBgdM0
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「到時見。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQKU7QElk5
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我扔掉電話，看看鏡中的自己，光是一天晚上鬍子便變成這樣子了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxn00kxCGX
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不能倒下，還不能。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Ww8pPje5
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童桐的電話還是沒法打通，是她掛斷的，外頭狂風暴雨，八號風球還沒掛上，黃色暴雨警告便一直發出。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorUgxqEGfr
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「童桐，求下你打俾我。」我繼續往她的Whatsapp傳錄音，因為我看到她還有閱讀訊息。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxp0KYlYJg
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「出面天氣好差，好危險，你點樣都好，返黎先啦好唔好？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKmHxnYuGB
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「童桐，我好掛住你，我好想見你。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XltAwrQQg
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「童桐，我會黎搵你，你係邊都好，我都會黎。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxD3wA6WoK
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「你等我。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVqsosyFvV
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她這樣子害身邊的人擔心，其他人大概會生氣。老實說我也有點生氣，外頭這樣子的暴風雨她卻不知跑到那兒去，任誰人去找她，我也好，誰也好，也會有危險。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqmhjuNx4T
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但總不能放任她不管。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwLrGoQKdM
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再說了，她現在的情緒和心理出現了毛病，這也許也不是她能控制到的，即使怎樣我也不能放棄她，我要捉她回來去看醫生。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdPj6chM6J
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「阿媽，我件雨褸係邊？我淨係搵到水鞋…」光是站起來已經幾乎用盡最後一絲力氣，我走到客廳找我媽。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssVMEUCW2h
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「我收埋左。」我媽說。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdY165av7e
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「下？！點解咁做！？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pmV7e7lqc
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「出面橫風橫雨，你想去邊？！」我媽說，「我唔想無左個仔！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPtj8px6iM
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「童桐佢病發！佢唔知走左去邊！你都識話出面橫風橫雨，我更加要去搵佢！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3pF72tJBE
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「咁你咪上網出post尋人，報警，咩都好！需要自己出去咩？你知佢去左邊咩？！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYtl7LKrP0
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…我可能真的知道。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD2JDzC5EC
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「我知道邊個人知！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNwYtbnqTV
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「我有睇你IG, 你係點識阿強？！ Deep World唔係咩好野黎，個個阿強都唔係咩好人！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCL5tB4tmC
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「你…你都識佢？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7iiZ3DBMy
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我媽冷笑一下：「我唔識佢就有鬼，佢依加唔使問仲係做埋D鬼鬼崇崇既介紹Job喇。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5LEVxnKgK
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一向疼我的我媽突然變成了擋在我路上的跘腳石！944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdqOvaxMrZ
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「你都有睇天氣報告，無既你就開隻窗睇下，出面咁樣，係可以出去既天氣咩？！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozLlRjU4XD
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我沿著我媽的手指望向房窗，但我不理窗外的狂風暴雨，因為我只看到我和童桐用膠紙拼出來的「呀YAU <3」和「童桐＜3」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDu5HoJHlR
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「你唔俾我就算。」我說，「淋一淋雨死唔去。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ICK0CKd7S
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「馬川遊，企係度！」我媽說，「你係唔係連自己條命都唔要，連自己老母都唔認？！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAnGUBL97D
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「…為左童桐既話，係。」我握緊拳頭說，「童桐等緊我，阿媽，對唔住。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosUBGGxGyk
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「亞基，Attack !」我媽竟然叫亞基咬我！944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqBwEUWSi1
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「亞基，Sit!」我馬上下令牠坐下。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGGVTv5ymG
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「汪…嗚？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbKiaOlHSw
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亞基不知所措的看看我媽又看看我，不知要跑過去咬我還是坐下。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOXPFK2Sn4
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「馬歌途，出黎！！」我媽叫我爸出來，感覺和亞基同一個語氣。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTGlGERqtC
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聽到被直呼真名，我爸馬上打開門一臉疑惑。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56HK2RW6r6
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「你個仔呀，出面橫風橫雨要去搵童桐呀！！命都唔要呀！！」我媽氣得快要哭的樣子我也感到於心不忍。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0smXe5vqK
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但我非去不可。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C1mwhyR8t
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一直以來我媽都是比較愛玩，雖然性格有點惡劣但是都受人歡迎，易與人相處。而相反，我爸是沉默寡言的那種，平日除了夜班工作就只會釣魚。雖然在旁人眼中相反的二人倒是登對，但大概都覺得是身為毒撚的我爸高攀我媽。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR35WQHCLL6
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「阿爸，我唔會因為無件雨褸就放棄童桐。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPrbPHjV8k
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「……」我爸不發一言走回書房。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJup2JJJ4c
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「呀遊，你乖啦，咁樣橫風橫雨出去…」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtLAj0wcgo
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但是二人之間其實剛好相反。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtRnFPBxNT
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「俾你。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpqIohmmsD
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我爸把一頂頭盔戴到我頭上，再把一套專業出海釣魚用的防水斗篷和衣服交到我手上，這是他釣魚用的設備。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf4xddODxD
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「喂？！」我媽傻眼。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsOpJOui8k
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「自己小心。」我爸道。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQCWkUTM1A
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「你點可以咁…？！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR67tfd0kyt
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「…呀遊未同你後生痴我一樣。」我爸少有地說出這樣長的句子，便走回房間繼續工作。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNQyGxBFTN
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是我媽超喜歡我爸，身為人見人怕的超級HR的她卻對我爸言聽計從。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHGZCQhZ3B
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我媽站在客廳臉紅耳赤，扭扭捏捏，低頭說著甚麼「係佢追我」「人地先無咩痴住」「我我我先唔係…」之類的話。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJBKatbZhk
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「我會小心，阿媽。」我說，「但我唔可以唔理童桐，佢咁樣係唔岩，但因為係佢有病，佢控制唔到自己情緒。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG8De1hzR0
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我深呼一口氣說：「就好似個年佢走去後山咁，我會搵佢返黎，然後好好鬧佢一餐。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54DKXhuPEM
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「…你唔好有事，我得你一個仔。」我媽說。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpMmLIRplc
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我帶上頭盔，上面寫著我爸的名字，似乎是他還未當上編輯，要到前線報導颱風新聞時專用的頭盔，放在他的書房收藏，極有記念價值。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0KnylKlkp
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「我出去喇，亞基。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QJFk0vYq8
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「嗚汪！汪！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdcZ7VaGpv
（作者特別翻譯：一定要帶童桐返黎！）944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RhJGyFXzq
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我和童桐一起長大的那條走廊被雨水沾濕，才一離開大廈，外頭的暴風雨就在耳邊咆哮，還好這身裝備都是我爸去釣魚用的高級品，似乎能撐住。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWhVYGGwGh
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我攔下要加100元的的士，雖然還未八號風球但已坐地起價，但可見這颱風叫人聞之色變。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdaLC4V6ez
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的士在街口放下我，因為還是中午，酒吧街人流稀疏，加上颱風強襲，平日熱鬧的戶外座位理所當然地空無一人，椅桌被綁起，太陽傘冷風機等被收起，酒吧街只有風兒穿過巷弄的低鳴聲和不知那兒窗戶沒關好發出的砰砰聲。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBv38l2WPA
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[Hannah Bar]944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMznD7us8L4
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找到了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NpqfewD90
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我穿過戶外座位區，正想進入室內時卻被鎖上的門攔住，也看不到門鐘之類的東西，是要叩門嗎？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Ud1GbQeM
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「哎吔。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y9crUUD8H
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結果門打開，我叩了在一個留著羊咩鬚，戴著帽子的中年男人額上。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgjmxIKkjj
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「…對，對唔住！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOpFG9ysgk
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「老友，我地未開門。」男人說，「再者你到底酒癮有幾大？咁大風都要飲？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUoVa76VLO
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「我…係約左人。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA5hcS0Zi1
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「阿強？」男人問。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqBEonMpRi
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「你係…」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDKJrSNY4U
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我只從Beta和妍妍口中聽過這號人物，一個負責介紹人脈的中介人，但他是高矮肥瘦我完全沒有概念。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jn5m3jsM2
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「我係呢度老板，我姓林。」那人揉揉被我叩中的額頭說，「入黎。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqOFdUmszh
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林老板似乎是酒吧中唯一在的人，這就是一間普通的酒吧，但設計滲透著優雅，而且和主流冷色系的裝飾，這酒吧風格用色格外溫暖，光線滲入酒杯架中散射泛出，而不知藏在那兒的喇叭正放出輕音樂。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbOU8SicLP
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「你早左到，阿強應該係約你十二點。」他走到吧枱後為自己倒了一杯，但似乎是提子汁之類而不是酒精，「死仔，又用我個場黎自肥…」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNGvqlGvRI
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「唔好意思…係我早左到。」我用手機確認時間，而且童桐還是沒有任何反應。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCSvK0CEbn
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不要有事，求求你。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Euy0cqUdF
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「算啦，打風我都諗住唔做生意。」林老板說，「你同阿強自便啦，我要餵我隻貓同隻狗，小巴，小斯！Come!」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aR3OFl5F0
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一貓一狗不知從那兒冒出來，林老板拿著兩兜糧走向一角餵起牠們來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaFBeqMfEn
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身後傳來一陣風，門被打開，回首一看，一個男人正走過來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSagRRTF6z
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「馬川遊。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfBfztBiLA
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「…阿強？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIM8dJREa8
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他比我想像中平凡，就頂著一張大眾臉，不過既然其他人說他是出賣人脈的介紹人，這造型才符合他吧。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA7fQphwzc
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「你要既兩樣野，先講第一樣，見到童小姐就絕對可以帶佢返屋企既方法。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAOl6oyjRt
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阿強掏出一支電筒這樣東西，但在燈泡部分變成了密封，只在中間有一個類似噴咀的結構。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb3Med7TXi
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「由專業麻醉師調配，按童小姐既身高體重既製成既迷暈器，用法就好似電筒咁，噴咀近距離對住佢塊面，撳掣，迷暈器就會噴出卡芬太尼，童小姐應該會係一分鐘內失去知覺，你就可以帶佢走，佢唔會有任何反抗機會。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACySbFJ1T
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卡芬太尼是一種止痛藥，但更被為人所知是被曾活躍的迷暈黨利用犯案，傳聞中一口煙霧，甚至輕拍膊頭一下目標便會不醒人事。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1OpPBhQ7
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沒想到阿強連迷暈黨也認識。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKzBY9N1Zi
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「至於第二件事，你要我搵出童小姐既下落。」阿強拿出一疊現金，「退返錢俾你，做唔到。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5LCP0rcFa
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「…下？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5dR8PJVuc
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「我係中介人，唔係上帝，總有做唔到既事。」阿強說，「颱風下好多人唔做野，好多資訊滿天飛，真又有假又有，咁短時間內咁易搵個人？你睇，又一張所謂既貨櫃碼頭掛風球時間表。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi9Td2trWd
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「…求下你…」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZnSABhrei
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「唔使求我。」阿強說，「做唔到就係做唔到，佢唔係你青梅竹馬？你女朋友？我只為唔同客戶既唔同情況，配對最佳人選去解決，童小姐呢件事上，最佳人選應該就係你。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrRSVod4wf
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不是阿強，不是Beta，連情聖，妍妍，我媽我爸也不是。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5eJE4U4os
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而是我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsxmINZr6N
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當年她認為自己生母一定不想見到自己，所以才在她媽媽來找她時自己離家出走，跑到山上的涼亭。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D60bEp1JY
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現在，她因為自責和PTSD而在自我放逐。是的，這完完全全是白痴行為，我想起了中學時那些白痴MK妹用界刀𠝹手，同樣是自我傷害，同樣對解決事件毫無作用。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHMFpAOCBb
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但人，就是這樣矛盾地活著。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZcZNDrGX1
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賭徒明知十賭九輸，還是押下自己人生；癮君子明知自己正毀掉自己人生，還是冒險搶劫路人，為的只是為多買一把粉末。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabNtwVgcnL
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童桐明知這樣自我傷害根本解決不了甚麼，卻還是在暴風雨之中離家出走。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjqHlQoZDj
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和之前說過一樣，現實世界不是甚麼也講求合理，情聖結婚的那個也不是自己的最愛。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo1bcS1Ajf
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人就是這樣矛盾，更何況童桐還真是有病。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHVcYq958V
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後來我才知道無論是厭食症，還是她的心理，情緒病，PTSD，的確是由一種人格障礙觸發，這是因為遺傳和成長環境而致，但這也可以治療，亦不罕見。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h8eKpMMbJ
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但童桐你這笨蛋…我握住拳頭，輕捶吧枱一下。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsJStozrHP
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「喂，林一…呀林老板。」阿強叫喚在那邊餵貓的林老板，「幫唔幫到手？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8PzGlHQim
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「無聊。」林老板正為貓兒梳毛玩著手機，再者只是一個酒吧老板又能幫甚麼忙？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNATSDplovo
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「你等一陣，佢份人係咁，咁講即係會幫手，我雖然搵唔到童小姐，但如果佢只係唔聽你電話既，我諗佢應該有計。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWc16EvsiJ
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不，我就說了那個林老板只是普通酒吧老板…944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe2qmon3ba
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「喂，聽電話。」我還未反應過來，林老板便把一部響著的手機塞到我耳邊，按下通話鍵。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL7kmFAKho
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「喂？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksF12pWDoa
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「…呀遊？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTny9n1y1U
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電話中，是童桐的聲音。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngXGn8z431