正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。978Please respect copyright.PENANAvHCbGfwNxM
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「童…童…童桐…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAYwQnvugMan
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才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。978Please respect copyright.PENANAUo0BXV8MJg
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能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。978Please respect copyright.PENANAIDpTIofL1d
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「呀遊,我…」978Please respect copyright.PENANA8YlIeD5J6O
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「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAP22vcJmYou
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「…我…我知道…」童桐說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAuYJ6ZfVCnT
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「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAX6eNe6iNDl
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「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA14SEpHpKSH
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「吓?!?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAhcod03RQ38
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我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。978Please respect copyright.PENANAVHFSTK31sW
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「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAsSIEJH1BXX
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「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAwhdehWautw
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「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Z042fojG
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「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」978Please respect copyright.PENANA8mwCW6crp3
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我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。978Please respect copyright.PENANAYlXGZsz75C
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「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAVKY2e9KApf
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「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。978Please respect copyright.PENANAaxdVKimZaw
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「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。978Please respect copyright.PENANAqRPriJ60ct
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「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAYGOMGTGh7j
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「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA0fsNM1lCkm
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聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。978Please respect copyright.PENANAcZwH2RN149
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林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。978Please respect copyright.PENANAVEVfwd2UO4
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「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAgsDp6pp1fj
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「童桐…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAUeyF3L5OOX
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「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」978Please respect copyright.PENANArrTqcveAtS
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小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。978Please respect copyright.PENANAEccLbKgHPV
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補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!978Please respect copyright.PENANAI2lUsq4o8F
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「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAslfAuGDEn8
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「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」978Please respect copyright.PENANApJnZxy6KXk
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAkT8Tz95A5I
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我與她疊聲說出答案。978Please respect copyright.PENANAWyNDESkOis
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「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAgcNbgxnYPB
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「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
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Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。978Please respect copyright.PENANAU8g746f0TY
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「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANA03hjeYoFND
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「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAmNqZdAg77m
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「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」978Please respect copyright.PENANA8FEst2JFUB
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記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…978Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7ei5Q54O
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童桐會死。
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「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。978Please respect copyright.PENANA2krga1uxCd
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阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。978Please respect copyright.PENANAOyooxTQE5p
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「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAHyg81FWnxp
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「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」978Please respect copyright.PENANArpqH8iHMNF
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「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAjqVqht5BhE
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「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAqXKp0m2NAv
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童桐只求贖罪。978Please respect copyright.PENANAVpEha9zHoM
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自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。978Please respect copyright.PENANAeYqtmQC7hj
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她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。978Please respect copyright.PENANAk9rWmKlmXS
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而是通通都有。978Please respect copyright.PENANA61jnJXu0l9
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「童桐,咁落去…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8kPaIuJr7
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「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAp80KmemGMW
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「童桐,唔好…」978Please respect copyright.PENANA2UAVtQN5e0
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「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAcLDH5AKShb
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「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAvQFQft9o80
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「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAdijYqspPDz
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我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。978Please respect copyright.PENANA7dn9bR00F4
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「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAxqPsWSCTp7
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「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAyK8kkgGE0J
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童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。978Please respect copyright.PENANAPpl1GZM93K
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「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANA9i5KnTSqX0
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林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。978Please respect copyright.PENANAbT9coChQTm
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「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。978Please respect copyright.PENANAnwjNLdKa9R
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林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAR7HIGv7wdX
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邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?978Please respect copyright.PENANAiJA0LzDhLJ
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「但…」這是我向林老板問的。978Please respect copyright.PENANA6ppkuApocT
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「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。978Please respect copyright.PENANAqiYUUazDsJ
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「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。978Please respect copyright.PENANAnqKH6EH2to
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「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAJuoAxaTKp4
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「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAqrdPINwO6t
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林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。978Please respect copyright.PENANA9SqUxa2FHL
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「病…?我…我真係覺得…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAMlVQ9q70ZQ
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「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAw7T4e4MqQu
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童桐一向欠缺安全感。978Please respect copyright.PENANAO75LZP4SjS
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即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。978Please respect copyright.PENANAr3S2LsHHnX
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而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」978Please respect copyright.PENANAqy7snVGPHh
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這就是童桐心理上的弱點。978Please respect copyright.PENANAJkTOx1aNRc
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現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。978Please respect copyright.PENANA6wZ0SievnR
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好像有點可怕…?978Please respect copyright.PENANA8G2I1sYw3x
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「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。978Please respect copyright.PENANA3it2arjwwU
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「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAdlfhii7dR8
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「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAkHc7DMSArt
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童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。978Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z98vEAzMi
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不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?978Please respect copyright.PENANAx4w5rorg6K
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「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAr5asb7FhSD
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「你點樣黎?」童桐問。978Please respect copyright.PENANAawEzB8ddhj
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「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAI0TelSol4N
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阿強面有難色。978Please respect copyright.PENANAMwHgJwrIdG
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大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。978Please respect copyright.PENANAfdiDZ7vZZ1
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「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAaAtZJ7g4BY
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「點解呀?!」978Please respect copyright.PENANA8XLAdSv6mk
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「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。978Please respect copyright.PENANAz64vp8pLM5
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「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAjjXrK6EZEb
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「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAznJRCXETJm
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林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。978Please respect copyright.PENANAJMkGm2hdSA
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「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAKikQjIUJfz
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無論追尋幾多次。
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「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA7s5n0kKtMo
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童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。978Please respect copyright.PENANAITzhvO9sv8
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盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。978Please respect copyright.PENANAQsnd7DPrUC
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「無…」978Please respect copyright.PENANA52km4CkJMe
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「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。978Please respect copyright.PENANAZi8MGPKfrs
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喂?!978Please respect copyright.PENANAFnD1epbwyk
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「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAFra7ElZQBN
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阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAVAff3pc6Ke
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「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」978Please respect copyright.PENANA4lkUfDGvpc
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「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAP7SoKkcAQG
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「…唔該。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAXiCrRsuzJN
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阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。978Please respect copyright.PENANA9r9Qbi3ULD
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把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAi1dbygtUUv
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「去邊?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAuUT4mEjhPo
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「…就…大澳啊。」978Please respect copyright.PENANALDx6Uefxk3
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阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAPu2ipTVhfd
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「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。978Please respect copyright.PENANAWh9PD1x16E
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「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAtY7ymI99JS
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地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。978Please respect copyright.PENANAOgWBhYVqGr
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阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」978Please respect copyright.PENANALEJP3LSyLT
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找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。978Please respect copyright.PENANA8blhAqIjkI
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「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。978Please respect copyright.PENANA5ijdZhfkgL
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「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA8kodA9SQAz
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「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAtBBk2f1nkG
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「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA7brAo0HePb
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這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。978Please respect copyright.PENANA497WmPpS6k
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我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。978Please respect copyright.PENANAKaVzCisyzq
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而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。978Please respect copyright.PENANAbOm4MChObC
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…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。978Please respect copyright.PENANAaF27yeLQG1
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在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。978Please respect copyright.PENANAYTkGPJtWaq
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阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。978Please respect copyright.PENANAypuQ3QC7bV
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天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。978Please respect copyright.PENANABhdJUpDqIL
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在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。978Please respect copyright.PENANAF2mkXLNynb
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普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。978Please respect copyright.PENANAYZNYIFyU69
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「呀遊。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAzEOYnMfB7a
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「又點撚樣呀…!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAZopCmRQlJR
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咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…978Please respect copyright.PENANAypLnzSPaFG
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「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。978Please respect copyright.PENANA0nf7blK4qf
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「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAiN6VDkoCmr
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「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。978Please respect copyright.PENANAD8n7lB4RiO
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「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。978Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZbSxNyxCr
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「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA2YTZQd53Cc
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不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。978Please respect copyright.PENANAKTCBhwTIae
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「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAuUPiWwyC4Q
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「唔返。」978Please respect copyright.PENANA7qgsmbzAhF
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妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。978Please respect copyright.PENANAVghsIWhLaH
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「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAikowQn0dau
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「……」978Please respect copyright.PENANAVZOUHLMzmq
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身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。978Please respect copyright.PENANAh4dCTyFQkk
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「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAtCKzNlxv4b
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連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。978Please respect copyright.PENANA59wIDTgPEG
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童桐已如被困在孤島上。978Please respect copyright.PENANAofu4GYcde8
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我也是。978Please respect copyright.PENANAmVxMVRyEic
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「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAEmhnE2aaLm
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…要在這兒…放棄嗎?978Please respect copyright.PENANAXg18W7BRQe
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照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。978Please respect copyright.PENANAFQepVvbBX4
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連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?978Please respect copyright.PENANAaWj5U98U6B
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「…我出閘睇下。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAj7IOFMOxmZ
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我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。978Please respect copyright.PENANAons7fiixJS
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妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。978Please respect copyright.PENANAu7ZY8KXNvC
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「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAHvgiG830Qs
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「係…呀。你又知既?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAiaK31vD6kc
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「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。978Please respect copyright.PENANAJQZnUXjYzt
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「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAHYVrH8amfe
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「……」978Please respect copyright.PENANA0Sm9AI9Slo
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是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。978Please respect copyright.PENANABzyD7515EQ
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「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAa3VPEA3NHt
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「……」978Please respect copyright.PENANAq3eKYNrG9W
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「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。978Please respect copyright.PENANA4lGXABvvj4
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「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。978Please respect copyright.PENANAOVuS2HiVRq
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「…呀遊…」978Please respect copyright.PENANArxP00YD8VI
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妍妍看著我,不知所措。978Please respect copyright.PENANAhr8RqFl9xl
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「昂坪360。」我說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAEHFnygoCl6
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「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAhvx6gqDLyf
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勇者並非無懼。978Please respect copyright.PENANAiSEKmCqfIH
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勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。978Please respect copyright.PENANAiMFrIv4bx1
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而我…連勇者也不是。978Please respect copyright.PENANAuyZsWWNQ7M
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但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!978Please respect copyright.PENANAYiRtV6W5KE
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「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAdKayHuozaO
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「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」978Please respect copyright.PENANAPNbawm5Nez
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「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAsMIvsPAXC3
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「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。978Please respect copyright.PENANAFk8XmraVic
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「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAs60AnfLxmp
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「你…停呀!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAMuDWPldkGp
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「妍妍,走開!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAnQbmOlCIX1
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「馬川遊!!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAfpYN3BkRiR
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「啪!」978Please respect copyright.PENANAPxadDn4z6h
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妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。978Please respect copyright.PENANAr5NBj6j05l
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「癲夠未?」妍妍問。978Please respect copyright.PENANApvmN6ljkzt
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「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。978Please respect copyright.PENANATgHcpPxoPG
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就和我對童桐一樣。978Please respect copyright.PENANA9P8k33yONJ
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「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」978Please respect copyright.PENANAxciWnSsiQA
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…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。978Please respect copyright.PENANAI2TamntD6g
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我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。978Please respect copyright.PENANAd3EuavSc3F
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大概不只她一個有病吧。978Please respect copyright.PENANAz9riuLa6Tg
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我也有病。978Please respect copyright.PENANA9sYArVTBI8
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「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!978Please respect copyright.PENANA9oiBq14vCc
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就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。978Please respect copyright.PENANAKgAn3KA46t
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「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAYP32s8d3pj
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「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。978Please respect copyright.PENANAijKvCp63AX
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「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。978Please respect copyright.PENANAQgtZrhGKhq
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是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。978Please respect copyright.PENANArIsNCA9qLa
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「…Beta,好耐無見。」978Please respect copyright.PENANAyKuyTEkbFz
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Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。978Please respect copyright.PENANAGcZUydrguj
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但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。978Please respect copyright.PENANAS34qUjGynd
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我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。978Please respect copyright.PENANA8iEEB8KatE
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「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。978Please respect copyright.PENANAVUy7whmdvb
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「有排未輪到你。」我回話。978Please respect copyright.PENANAlDi5bpocpi
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Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。978Please respect copyright.PENANAxorwCpKkTP
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「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」978Please respect copyright.PENANASiY1banegP
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