【實體書有售】《青梅竹馬真係最難追》 - 終章：無論追尋幾多次30082022

我按妍妍教我的做法，在社交網站上發表了一條訊息。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFTbPkstFE
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〔阿強，幾時約食飯〕839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3FCBtBwKC
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當然我不認識甚麼阿強，應該說我認識的所有阿強都應該不是那個能幫我的，但按妍妍說這樣做那個人便會聯絡我。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KXaIDCPxA
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果然不用半小時。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetvG1Ksdlb
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「馬川遊。」來電顯示是未知聯絡人。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrkJWSGAiD
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「你就係阿強？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj4wrFJubL
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「嗯。」那把聲音有點低沉，也相當成熟，「你要D咩。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc1KRoBTyP
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「…兩件事。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv36lB8S3M
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我把我的要求說出，如果他真的如Beta和妍妍說得這樣神通廣大，應該不是難題。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x2RfgJvFs
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他說了一個金額，我答應了，即使用盡積蓄也沒所謂。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgviDmXYnoR
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童桐比一切都重要。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJhBJYGdQq
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「好，我要幾個鐘。」阿強說，「中午十二點，去一間叫漢娜既酒吧，英文係Hannah，地址自己搵，仲有你有無童桐既身高體重？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuhZM6nj8B
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「有。」我報上童桐的身高體重。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EICbHnaNi
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「到時見。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYQHsFduvd
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我扔掉電話，看看鏡中的自己，光是一天晚上鬍子便變成這樣子了。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvqOE5kD4D
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不能倒下，還不能。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgu1ETTc5K
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童桐的電話還是沒法打通，是她掛斷的，外頭狂風暴雨，八號風球還沒掛上，黃色暴雨警告便一直發出。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRHCYgGFNH
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「童桐，求下你打俾我。」我繼續往她的Whatsapp傳錄音，因為我看到她還有閱讀訊息。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYbpmFcvXY
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「出面天氣好差，好危險，你點樣都好，返黎先啦好唔好？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZTgzifZ8y
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「童桐，我好掛住你，我好想見你。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPnk80tWcM
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「童桐，我會黎搵你，你係邊都好，我都會黎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZVRNi5MhW
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「你等我。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xUkbjKLuP
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她這樣子害身邊的人擔心，其他人大概會生氣。老實說我也有點生氣，外頭這樣子的暴風雨她卻不知跑到那兒去，任誰人去找她，我也好，誰也好，也會有危險。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2NPBkGO9K
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但總不能放任她不管。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQmQu3paEo
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再說了，她現在的情緒和心理出現了毛病，這也許也不是她能控制到的，即使怎樣我也不能放棄她，我要捉她回來去看醫生。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOac3JmNU2l
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「阿媽，我件雨褸係邊？我淨係搵到水鞋…」光是站起來已經幾乎用盡最後一絲力氣，我走到客廳找我媽。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2BH6XJvC4
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「我收埋左。」我媽說。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdI8rnIorE
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「下？！點解咁做！？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtfQmjmbaL
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「出面橫風橫雨，你想去邊？！」我媽說，「我唔想無左個仔！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgqu8TwG5R
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「童桐佢病發！佢唔知走左去邊！你都識話出面橫風橫雨，我更加要去搵佢！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VkzL3YHvs
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「咁你咪上網出post尋人，報警，咩都好！需要自己出去咩？你知佢去左邊咩？！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaTOkdu9nk
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…我可能真的知道。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UeRp930bB
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「我知道邊個人知！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBIRIsb9wt
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「我有睇你IG, 你係點識阿強？！ Deep World唔係咩好野黎，個個阿強都唔係咩好人！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeWBD5dhlb
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「你…你都識佢？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMux4CjdkQs
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我媽冷笑一下：「我唔識佢就有鬼，佢依加唔使問仲係做埋D鬼鬼崇崇既介紹Job喇。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRKwohaPSS
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一向疼我的我媽突然變成了擋在我路上的跘腳石！839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2ffZngo0C
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「你都有睇天氣報告，無既你就開隻窗睇下，出面咁樣，係可以出去既天氣咩？！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavSMWanMMt
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我沿著我媽的手指望向房窗，但我不理窗外的狂風暴雨，因為我只看到我和童桐用膠紙拼出來的「呀YAU <3」和「童桐＜3」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGvgJSAjTi
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「你唔俾我就算。」我說，「淋一淋雨死唔去。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EsjGPEJdf
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「馬川遊，企係度！」我媽說，「你係唔係連自己條命都唔要，連自己老母都唔認？！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9vDYwguK0
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「…為左童桐既話，係。」我握緊拳頭說，「童桐等緊我，阿媽，對唔住。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LgBxNhujL
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「亞基，Attack !」我媽竟然叫亞基咬我！839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerUG834iAP
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「亞基，Sit!」我馬上下令牠坐下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqL7czgYXQ
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「汪…嗚？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fd4HCoje4
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亞基不知所措的看看我媽又看看我，不知要跑過去咬我還是坐下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExjlykFJM5
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「馬歌途，出黎！！」我媽叫我爸出來，感覺和亞基同一個語氣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltIGFpPMib
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聽到被直呼真名，我爸馬上打開門一臉疑惑。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRGPz3GPmp
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「你個仔呀，出面橫風橫雨要去搵童桐呀！！命都唔要呀！！」我媽氣得快要哭的樣子我也感到於心不忍。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVc81109Ja
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但我非去不可。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rUdlESI7X
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一直以來我媽都是比較愛玩，雖然性格有點惡劣但是都受人歡迎，易與人相處。而相反，我爸是沉默寡言的那種，平日除了夜班工作就只會釣魚。雖然在旁人眼中相反的二人倒是登對，但大概都覺得是身為毒撚的我爸高攀我媽。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTxy1TECTs
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「阿爸，我唔會因為無件雨褸就放棄童桐。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfw1Yny6Qa
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「……」我爸不發一言走回書房。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGrwAq10o6
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「呀遊，你乖啦，咁樣橫風橫雨出去…」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyBM6MLS1B
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但是二人之間其實剛好相反。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhbxmGu1dM
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「俾你。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnZ7Ak1EZm
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我爸把一頂頭盔戴到我頭上，再把一套專業出海釣魚用的防水斗篷和衣服交到我手上，這是他釣魚用的設備。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaR4jAq8ry
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「喂？！」我媽傻眼。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBRn5k9TsX
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「自己小心。」我爸道。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd3DF7zgzt
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「你點可以咁…？！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ieaOPqm7O
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「…呀遊未同你後生痴我一樣。」我爸少有地說出這樣長的句子，便走回房間繼續工作。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeM1j4Cssk
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是我媽超喜歡我爸，身為人見人怕的超級HR的她卻對我爸言聽計從。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArAnXjAHZb
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我媽站在客廳臉紅耳赤，扭扭捏捏，低頭說著甚麼「係佢追我」「人地先無咩痴住」「我我我先唔係…」之類的話。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSAbQSJ7kL
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「我會小心，阿媽。」我說，「但我唔可以唔理童桐，佢咁樣係唔岩，但因為係佢有病，佢控制唔到自己情緒。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQTV0C6Ale
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我深呼一口氣說：「就好似個年佢走去後山咁，我會搵佢返黎，然後好好鬧佢一餐。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJg1Mxc8uV
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「…你唔好有事，我得你一個仔。」我媽說。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFEEOio6aU
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我帶上頭盔，上面寫著我爸的名字，似乎是他還未當上編輯，要到前線報導颱風新聞時專用的頭盔，放在他的書房收藏，極有記念價值。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMNF2bFthn
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「我出去喇，亞基。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj6mXpFSHm
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「嗚汪！汪！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS74ZU3JhbL
（作者特別翻譯：一定要帶童桐返黎！）839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2rLd0VxMY
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我和童桐一起長大的那條走廊被雨水沾濕，才一離開大廈，外頭的暴風雨就在耳邊咆哮，還好這身裝備都是我爸去釣魚用的高級品，似乎能撐住。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XWKmZjNtu
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我攔下要加100元的的士，雖然還未八號風球但已坐地起價，但可見這颱風叫人聞之色變。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqHhKvksRY
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的士在街口放下我，因為還是中午，酒吧街人流稀疏，加上颱風強襲，平日熱鬧的戶外座位理所當然地空無一人，椅桌被綁起，太陽傘冷風機等被收起，酒吧街只有風兒穿過巷弄的低鳴聲和不知那兒窗戶沒關好發出的砰砰聲。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgk1LtpG0U
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[Hannah Bar]839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDk9ZR8SGM
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找到了。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSGmrOloUk
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我穿過戶外座位區，正想進入室內時卻被鎖上的門攔住，也看不到門鐘之類的東西，是要叩門嗎？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP1woMblBD
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「哎吔。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj68i4UITx2
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結果門打開，我叩了在一個留著羊咩鬚，戴著帽子的中年男人額上。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiq97HDMlG
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「…對，對唔住！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrBxJCoA36
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「老友，我地未開門。」男人說，「再者你到底酒癮有幾大？咁大風都要飲？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCowrr5NXc
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「我…係約左人。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ5Aktlt62
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「阿強？」男人問。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOapJL61CU
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「你係…」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbIFJ9EloM
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我只從Beta和妍妍口中聽過這號人物，一個負責介紹人脈的中介人，但他是高矮肥瘦我完全沒有概念。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfRyzsybye
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「我係呢度老板，我姓林。」那人揉揉被我叩中的額頭說，「入黎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0KROVwjGW
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林老板似乎是酒吧中唯一在的人，這就是一間普通的酒吧，但設計滲透著優雅，而且和主流冷色系的裝飾，這酒吧風格用色格外溫暖，光線滲入酒杯架中散射泛出，而不知藏在那兒的喇叭正放出輕音樂。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T2KG83AZJ
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「你早左到，阿強應該係約你十二點。」他走到吧枱後為自己倒了一杯，但似乎是提子汁之類而不是酒精，「死仔，又用我個場黎自肥…」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHPGCqUq9W
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「唔好意思…係我早左到。」我用手機確認時間，而且童桐還是沒有任何反應。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pr1852Z5Y
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不要有事，求求你。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK2HA5djTh
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「算啦，打風我都諗住唔做生意。」林老板說，「你同阿強自便啦，我要餵我隻貓同隻狗，小巴，小斯！Come!」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OP1fHXGQp
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一貓一狗不知從那兒冒出來，林老板拿著兩兜糧走向一角餵起牠們來。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3AW4c6ZxL
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身後傳來一陣風，門被打開，回首一看，一個男人正走過來。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY5z9DFdoR
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「馬川遊。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBIAv6WY3V
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPpPqx1idd
「…阿強？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8WfrDkRJf
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7RyIONgXg
他比我想像中平凡，就頂著一張大眾臉，不過既然其他人說他是出賣人脈的介紹人，這造型才符合他吧。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgqSgC5SJs
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「你要既兩樣野，先講第一樣，見到童小姐就絕對可以帶佢返屋企既方法。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg1365ebet
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阿強掏出一支電筒這樣東西，但在燈泡部分變成了密封，只在中間有一個類似噴咀的結構。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0VwDU5Lhy
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「由專業麻醉師調配，按童小姐既身高體重既製成既迷暈器，用法就好似電筒咁，噴咀近距離對住佢塊面，撳掣，迷暈器就會噴出卡芬太尼，童小姐應該會係一分鐘內失去知覺，你就可以帶佢走，佢唔會有任何反抗機會。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bd2GOQkEt
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卡芬太尼是一種止痛藥，但更被為人所知是被曾活躍的迷暈黨利用犯案，傳聞中一口煙霧，甚至輕拍膊頭一下目標便會不醒人事。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z0tZ2m4NP
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沒想到阿強連迷暈黨也認識。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPTdZp4YsJ
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「至於第二件事，你要我搵出童小姐既下落。」阿強拿出一疊現金，「退返錢俾你，做唔到。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq5Xb3QWZk
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「…下？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKggbKpMLj
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「我係中介人，唔係上帝，總有做唔到既事。」阿強說，「颱風下好多人唔做野，好多資訊滿天飛，真又有假又有，咁短時間內咁易搵個人？你睇，又一張所謂既貨櫃碼頭掛風球時間表。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnH7Vpl98q
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「…求下你…」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgx2cLXSWJ
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「唔使求我。」阿強說，「做唔到就係做唔到，佢唔係你青梅竹馬？你女朋友？我只為唔同客戶既唔同情況，配對最佳人選去解決，童小姐呢件事上，最佳人選應該就係你。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgEXkHjIWN
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不是阿強，不是Beta，連情聖，妍妍，我媽我爸也不是。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqoiRl6JHE
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而是我。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe7t2XkeCN
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當年她認為自己生母一定不想見到自己，所以才在她媽媽來找她時自己離家出走，跑到山上的涼亭。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HLQdpTp5v
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現在，她因為自責和PTSD而在自我放逐。是的，這完完全全是白痴行為，我想起了中學時那些白痴MK妹用界刀𠝹手，同樣是自我傷害，同樣對解決事件毫無作用。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlyD0TwhVw
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但人，就是這樣矛盾地活著。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VxbQATYn7
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賭徒明知十賭九輸，還是押下自己人生；癮君子明知自己正毀掉自己人生，還是冒險搶劫路人，為的只是為多買一把粉末。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgUValZeIn
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童桐明知這樣自我傷害根本解決不了甚麼，卻還是在暴風雨之中離家出走。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvOLcqRYfi
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和之前說過一樣，現實世界不是甚麼也講求合理，情聖結婚的那個也不是自己的最愛。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlxpVkxJOq
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人就是這樣矛盾，更何況童桐還真是有病。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8SU7kbz98
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後來我才知道無論是厭食症，還是她的心理，情緒病，PTSD，的確是由一種人格障礙觸發，這是因為遺傳和成長環境而致，但這也可以治療，亦不罕見。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7kHXlUiNq
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但童桐你這笨蛋…我握住拳頭，輕捶吧枱一下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ctoz1Wb4x
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「喂，林一…呀林老板。」阿強叫喚在那邊餵貓的林老板，「幫唔幫到手？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh0INfYAdf
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「無聊。」林老板正為貓兒梳毛玩著手機，再者只是一個酒吧老板又能幫甚麼忙？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMWroVSlpu
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「你等一陣，佢份人係咁，咁講即係會幫手，我雖然搵唔到童小姐，但如果佢只係唔聽你電話既，我諗佢應該有計。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBNgMGkEv1
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不，我就說了那個林老板只是普通酒吧老板…839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnJd7OZsS7
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「喂，聽電話。」我還未反應過來，林老板便把一部響著的手機塞到我耳邊，按下通話鍵。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PIBErWbPh
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「喂？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAm6G2PPCs
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「…呀遊？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAbmjq54Pf
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電話中，是童桐的聲音。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SIsPF5Hgc