【實體書有售】《青梅竹馬真係最難追》 - 終章：無論追尋幾多次30082022

我按妍妍教我的做法，在社交網站上發表了一條訊息。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDLLEF846
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〔阿強，幾時約食飯〕945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBCOhPoZAM
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當然我不認識甚麼阿強，應該說我認識的所有阿強都應該不是那個能幫我的，但按妍妍說這樣做那個人便會聯絡我。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08XfstDdm8
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果然不用半小時。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mCVd2OlX6
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「馬川遊。」來電顯示是未知聯絡人。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQvM839bts
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「你就係阿強？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbpUmMjnRI
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「嗯。」那把聲音有點低沉，也相當成熟，「你要D咩。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBGGHuzFRb
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「…兩件事。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOnydBmrYx
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我把我的要求說出，如果他真的如Beta和妍妍說得這樣神通廣大，應該不是難題。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AcZ5sreKh
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他說了一個金額，我答應了，即使用盡積蓄也沒所謂。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzVZm5wZnw
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童桐比一切都重要。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkqzsQ80vN
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「好，我要幾個鐘。」阿強說，「中午十二點，去一間叫漢娜既酒吧，英文係Hannah，地址自己搵，仲有你有無童桐既身高體重？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUphS3JIxR
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「有。」我報上童桐的身高體重。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j7d6ajwPa
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「到時見。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01OglXKZcB
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我扔掉電話，看看鏡中的自己，光是一天晚上鬍子便變成這樣子了。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytqqsC3rMB
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不能倒下，還不能。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4PXJfbf9l
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童桐的電話還是沒法打通，是她掛斷的，外頭狂風暴雨，八號風球還沒掛上，黃色暴雨警告便一直發出。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21gtQVv6Sq
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「童桐，求下你打俾我。」我繼續往她的Whatsapp傳錄音，因為我看到她還有閱讀訊息。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGmA0HdQBL
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「出面天氣好差，好危險，你點樣都好，返黎先啦好唔好？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCNmAJg70V
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「童桐，我好掛住你，我好想見你。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w84PS0IOp
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「童桐，我會黎搵你，你係邊都好，我都會黎。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxmUBx8aS
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「你等我。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcRxGaSKMK
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她這樣子害身邊的人擔心，其他人大概會生氣。老實說我也有點生氣，外頭這樣子的暴風雨她卻不知跑到那兒去，任誰人去找她，我也好，誰也好，也會有危險。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HuKL6UoZ6
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但總不能放任她不管。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxrVhSlXjT
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再說了，她現在的情緒和心理出現了毛病，這也許也不是她能控制到的，即使怎樣我也不能放棄她，我要捉她回來去看醫生。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCUUek9Y89
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「阿媽，我件雨褸係邊？我淨係搵到水鞋…」光是站起來已經幾乎用盡最後一絲力氣，我走到客廳找我媽。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1vqsrx5Ye
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「我收埋左。」我媽說。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6hjeu5Sgv
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「下？！點解咁做！？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeiq3bBN9o
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「出面橫風橫雨，你想去邊？！」我媽說，「我唔想無左個仔！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh1L8DGNfJ
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「童桐佢病發！佢唔知走左去邊！你都識話出面橫風橫雨，我更加要去搵佢！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKeHU5HrJn
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「咁你咪上網出post尋人，報警，咩都好！需要自己出去咩？你知佢去左邊咩？！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgnXEnAyil
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…我可能真的知道。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl29khjegtS
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「我知道邊個人知！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirSgKEKWAA
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「我有睇你IG, 你係點識阿強？！ Deep World唔係咩好野黎，個個阿強都唔係咩好人！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUgwzjo0XQ
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「你…你都識佢？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDz4QKh8Mj
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我媽冷笑一下：「我唔識佢就有鬼，佢依加唔使問仲係做埋D鬼鬼崇崇既介紹Job喇。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZZEyVUemG
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一向疼我的我媽突然變成了擋在我路上的跘腳石！945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj43r6ZeNu
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「你都有睇天氣報告，無既你就開隻窗睇下，出面咁樣，係可以出去既天氣咩？！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvah6adTcA4
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我沿著我媽的手指望向房窗，但我不理窗外的狂風暴雨，因為我只看到我和童桐用膠紙拼出來的「呀YAU <3」和「童桐＜3」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UcEo6lzVF
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「你唔俾我就算。」我說，「淋一淋雨死唔去。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IWeZUWg1D
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「馬川遊，企係度！」我媽說，「你係唔係連自己條命都唔要，連自己老母都唔認？！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8xrifXvC4
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「…為左童桐既話，係。」我握緊拳頭說，「童桐等緊我，阿媽，對唔住。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdJdGTpnAm
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「亞基，Attack !」我媽竟然叫亞基咬我！945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkp9NaZSm
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「亞基，Sit!」我馬上下令牠坐下。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU64nLNyl8s
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「汪…嗚？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFOTQ2ADUx
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亞基不知所措的看看我媽又看看我，不知要跑過去咬我還是坐下。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn30zHRTKPD
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「馬歌途，出黎！！」我媽叫我爸出來，感覺和亞基同一個語氣。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2bGLQ805Y
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聽到被直呼真名，我爸馬上打開門一臉疑惑。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSJPjg7OZs
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「你個仔呀，出面橫風橫雨要去搵童桐呀！！命都唔要呀！！」我媽氣得快要哭的樣子我也感到於心不忍。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyvq61UcCy
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但我非去不可。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqWeetsRqj
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一直以來我媽都是比較愛玩，雖然性格有點惡劣但是都受人歡迎，易與人相處。而相反，我爸是沉默寡言的那種，平日除了夜班工作就只會釣魚。雖然在旁人眼中相反的二人倒是登對，但大概都覺得是身為毒撚的我爸高攀我媽。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvF2qEzXsf
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「阿爸，我唔會因為無件雨褸就放棄童桐。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7T7jO1ujX
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「……」我爸不發一言走回書房。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XNgj7w92a
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「呀遊，你乖啦，咁樣橫風橫雨出去…」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEWYJB5m4n
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但是二人之間其實剛好相反。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnZ0ESevwo
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「俾你。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17KOWlkGaU
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我爸把一頂頭盔戴到我頭上，再把一套專業出海釣魚用的防水斗篷和衣服交到我手上，這是他釣魚用的設備。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStkiBTRE9h
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「喂？！」我媽傻眼。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU9mAvnHtj
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「自己小心。」我爸道。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgsdkFgLre
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「你點可以咁…？！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIwjhvSpZE
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「…呀遊未同你後生痴我一樣。」我爸少有地說出這樣長的句子，便走回房間繼續工作。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcc0w6KvB8
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是我媽超喜歡我爸，身為人見人怕的超級HR的她卻對我爸言聽計從。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAyt6MxVqb
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我媽站在客廳臉紅耳赤，扭扭捏捏，低頭說著甚麼「係佢追我」「人地先無咩痴住」「我我我先唔係…」之類的話。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7a8O0viW6
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「我會小心，阿媽。」我說，「但我唔可以唔理童桐，佢咁樣係唔岩，但因為係佢有病，佢控制唔到自己情緒。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjiU61Tc8P
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我深呼一口氣說：「就好似個年佢走去後山咁，我會搵佢返黎，然後好好鬧佢一餐。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmXdwlYWw2
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「…你唔好有事，我得你一個仔。」我媽說。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK4D91CFvz
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我帶上頭盔，上面寫著我爸的名字，似乎是他還未當上編輯，要到前線報導颱風新聞時專用的頭盔，放在他的書房收藏，極有記念價值。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqTNVJ1YFV
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「我出去喇，亞基。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1bKtKB1Yg
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「嗚汪！汪！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO0fwSkcNR
（作者特別翻譯：一定要帶童桐返黎！）945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTCPtCBMjp
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我和童桐一起長大的那條走廊被雨水沾濕，才一離開大廈，外頭的暴風雨就在耳邊咆哮，還好這身裝備都是我爸去釣魚用的高級品，似乎能撐住。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF2q8HORr1
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我攔下要加100元的的士，雖然還未八號風球但已坐地起價，但可見這颱風叫人聞之色變。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdXZuKoFt6
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的士在街口放下我，因為還是中午，酒吧街人流稀疏，加上颱風強襲，平日熱鬧的戶外座位理所當然地空無一人，椅桌被綁起，太陽傘冷風機等被收起，酒吧街只有風兒穿過巷弄的低鳴聲和不知那兒窗戶沒關好發出的砰砰聲。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsokHk5Y3S
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[Hannah Bar]945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLztAHR5lxh
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找到了。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8fCHP2I7G
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我穿過戶外座位區，正想進入室內時卻被鎖上的門攔住，也看不到門鐘之類的東西，是要叩門嗎？945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqvYkjcgRB
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「哎吔。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLBkqrVrso
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結果門打開，我叩了在一個留著羊咩鬚，戴著帽子的中年男人額上。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM0Vfr2CPo
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「…對，對唔住！」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ867pbfQDQD
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「老友，我地未開門。」男人說，「再者你到底酒癮有幾大？咁大風都要飲？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxNMKxdg3O
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「我…係約左人。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyUhPjmTok
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「阿強？」男人問。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WCZhq0fuk
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「你係…」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7GOpGvjhZ
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我只從Beta和妍妍口中聽過這號人物，一個負責介紹人脈的中介人，但他是高矮肥瘦我完全沒有概念。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCfUYHjEDF
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「我係呢度老板，我姓林。」那人揉揉被我叩中的額頭說，「入黎。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UbzFlOfI7
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林老板似乎是酒吧中唯一在的人，這就是一間普通的酒吧，但設計滲透著優雅，而且和主流冷色系的裝飾，這酒吧風格用色格外溫暖，光線滲入酒杯架中散射泛出，而不知藏在那兒的喇叭正放出輕音樂。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1A9sTzLzw
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「你早左到，阿強應該係約你十二點。」他走到吧枱後為自己倒了一杯，但似乎是提子汁之類而不是酒精，「死仔，又用我個場黎自肥…」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGMRlbgMVs
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「唔好意思…係我早左到。」我用手機確認時間，而且童桐還是沒有任何反應。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9GHivalpz
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不要有事，求求你。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv16qsjjPT
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「算啦，打風我都諗住唔做生意。」林老板說，「你同阿強自便啦，我要餵我隻貓同隻狗，小巴，小斯！Come!」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEKlH8oLJa
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一貓一狗不知從那兒冒出來，林老板拿著兩兜糧走向一角餵起牠們來。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIM5MphTUY
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身後傳來一陣風，門被打開，回首一看，一個男人正走過來。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK8MFFfmU4
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「馬川遊。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYJr64Q1Vp
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「…阿強？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCUcWBKkhk
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他比我想像中平凡，就頂著一張大眾臉，不過既然其他人說他是出賣人脈的介紹人，這造型才符合他吧。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGme3oo6AcO
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「你要既兩樣野，先講第一樣，見到童小姐就絕對可以帶佢返屋企既方法。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNCxgUFEph
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阿強掏出一支電筒這樣東西，但在燈泡部分變成了密封，只在中間有一個類似噴咀的結構。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUw7IlCj08
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「由專業麻醉師調配，按童小姐既身高體重既製成既迷暈器，用法就好似電筒咁，噴咀近距離對住佢塊面，撳掣，迷暈器就會噴出卡芬太尼，童小姐應該會係一分鐘內失去知覺，你就可以帶佢走，佢唔會有任何反抗機會。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVUMh3ZlWi
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卡芬太尼是一種止痛藥，但更被為人所知是被曾活躍的迷暈黨利用犯案，傳聞中一口煙霧，甚至輕拍膊頭一下目標便會不醒人事。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHjUNgczTo
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沒想到阿強連迷暈黨也認識。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwozZzLUaSy
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「至於第二件事，你要我搵出童小姐既下落。」阿強拿出一疊現金，「退返錢俾你，做唔到。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r0MC7g5i4
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「…下？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxz2viMoJw
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「我係中介人，唔係上帝，總有做唔到既事。」阿強說，「颱風下好多人唔做野，好多資訊滿天飛，真又有假又有，咁短時間內咁易搵個人？你睇，又一張所謂既貨櫃碼頭掛風球時間表。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwQrNCkH3K
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「…求下你…」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIwsxtMhA8
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「唔使求我。」阿強說，「做唔到就係做唔到，佢唔係你青梅竹馬？你女朋友？我只為唔同客戶既唔同情況，配對最佳人選去解決，童小姐呢件事上，最佳人選應該就係你。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarnGVH2NlL
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不是阿強，不是Beta，連情聖，妍妍，我媽我爸也不是。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj5IpvHWEX
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而是我。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGT2I6c23K
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當年她認為自己生母一定不想見到自己，所以才在她媽媽來找她時自己離家出走，跑到山上的涼亭。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfZTAuXBmC
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現在，她因為自責和PTSD而在自我放逐。是的，這完完全全是白痴行為，我想起了中學時那些白痴MK妹用界刀𠝹手，同樣是自我傷害，同樣對解決事件毫無作用。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir618ECjuF
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但人，就是這樣矛盾地活著。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKViR1Lks5Q
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賭徒明知十賭九輸，還是押下自己人生；癮君子明知自己正毀掉自己人生，還是冒險搶劫路人，為的只是為多買一把粉末。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWS2Ws2hXk
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童桐明知這樣自我傷害根本解決不了甚麼，卻還是在暴風雨之中離家出走。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7eXSmUxRF
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和之前說過一樣，現實世界不是甚麼也講求合理，情聖結婚的那個也不是自己的最愛。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx0ZLuftn3
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人就是這樣矛盾，更何況童桐還真是有病。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILq9qOLVpo
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後來我才知道無論是厭食症，還是她的心理，情緒病，PTSD，的確是由一種人格障礙觸發，這是因為遺傳和成長環境而致，但這也可以治療，亦不罕見。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxKclQJjf2
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但童桐你這笨蛋…我握住拳頭，輕捶吧枱一下。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2kZ8wA6gH
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「喂，林一…呀林老板。」阿強叫喚在那邊餵貓的林老板，「幫唔幫到手？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQSbJ7Bz2M
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「無聊。」林老板正為貓兒梳毛玩著手機，再者只是一個酒吧老板又能幫甚麼忙？945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5KldU8Lkf
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「你等一陣，佢份人係咁，咁講即係會幫手，我雖然搵唔到童小姐，但如果佢只係唔聽你電話既，我諗佢應該有計。」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckJwFRD29Q
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不，我就說了那個林老板只是普通酒吧老板…945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGym6Gj5j0U
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「喂，聽電話。」我還未反應過來，林老板便把一部響著的手機塞到我耳邊，按下通話鍵。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMClLph03Ll
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「喂？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1EDKiYUA9
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「…呀遊？」945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXokGpNQPW
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電話中，是童桐的聲音。945Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71KFHazI7J