【實體書有售】《青梅竹馬真係最難追》 - 終章：無論追尋幾多次30082022

我按妍妍教我的做法，在社交網站上發表了一條訊息。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwZHKWgo22
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〔阿強，幾時約食飯〕905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXfSKpImt4
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當然我不認識甚麼阿強，應該說我認識的所有阿強都應該不是那個能幫我的，但按妍妍說這樣做那個人便會聯絡我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Pt3mztmve
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果然不用半小時。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH8IdzMMwy
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「馬川遊。」來電顯示是未知聯絡人。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmfQEZZenB
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「你就係阿強？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxk208fbmU
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「嗯。」那把聲音有點低沉，也相當成熟，「你要D咩。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52aay8nxGE
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「…兩件事。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwYWxKJc1f
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我把我的要求說出，如果他真的如Beta和妍妍說得這樣神通廣大，應該不是難題。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY2mjQ5mMC
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他說了一個金額，我答應了，即使用盡積蓄也沒所謂。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ysl4B8sKj
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童桐比一切都重要。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0K1eeVAU9
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「好，我要幾個鐘。」阿強說，「中午十二點，去一間叫漢娜既酒吧，英文係Hannah，地址自己搵，仲有你有無童桐既身高體重？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDHnl1I7yB
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「有。」我報上童桐的身高體重。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FftcWGRRR
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「到時見。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHrN1XMEFp
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我扔掉電話，看看鏡中的自己，光是一天晚上鬍子便變成這樣子了。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWgIlC0o1h
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不能倒下，還不能。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NiikojNhq
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童桐的電話還是沒法打通，是她掛斷的，外頭狂風暴雨，八號風球還沒掛上，黃色暴雨警告便一直發出。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD07AM1xTY
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「童桐，求下你打俾我。」我繼續往她的Whatsapp傳錄音，因為我看到她還有閱讀訊息。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfZCsuBw1b
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「出面天氣好差，好危險，你點樣都好，返黎先啦好唔好？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKBmj2Je7G
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「童桐，我好掛住你，我好想見你。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0yW6IVK4S
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「童桐，我會黎搵你，你係邊都好，我都會黎。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWUDovUnyh
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「你等我。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf7zP0FD7c
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她這樣子害身邊的人擔心，其他人大概會生氣。老實說我也有點生氣，外頭這樣子的暴風雨她卻不知跑到那兒去，任誰人去找她，我也好，誰也好，也會有危險。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PIbXxJygU
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但總不能放任她不管。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ufYeyAVq
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再說了，她現在的情緒和心理出現了毛病，這也許也不是她能控制到的，即使怎樣我也不能放棄她，我要捉她回來去看醫生。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFszRYY4PL
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「阿媽，我件雨褸係邊？我淨係搵到水鞋…」光是站起來已經幾乎用盡最後一絲力氣，我走到客廳找我媽。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEzU9PqJhH
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「我收埋左。」我媽說。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYeLDAUQA3
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「下？！點解咁做！？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8D3IxYQ4n
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「出面橫風橫雨，你想去邊？！」我媽說，「我唔想無左個仔！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghIdzdN7tN
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「童桐佢病發！佢唔知走左去邊！你都識話出面橫風橫雨，我更加要去搵佢！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX7nPRtNLt
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「咁你咪上網出post尋人，報警，咩都好！需要自己出去咩？你知佢去左邊咩？！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxkEuass3Q
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…我可能真的知道。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlKP3zkJzx
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「我知道邊個人知！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDVVZ8O8lN
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「我有睇你IG, 你係點識阿強？！ Deep World唔係咩好野黎，個個阿強都唔係咩好人！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxFyIh6ErJ
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「你…你都識佢？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENBQJYXvGM
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我媽冷笑一下：「我唔識佢就有鬼，佢依加唔使問仲係做埋D鬼鬼崇崇既介紹Job喇。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ3UdqaZkm
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一向疼我的我媽突然變成了擋在我路上的跘腳石！905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZrsollpu8
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「你都有睇天氣報告，無既你就開隻窗睇下，出面咁樣，係可以出去既天氣咩？！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qGRR38wFm
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我沿著我媽的手指望向房窗，但我不理窗外的狂風暴雨，因為我只看到我和童桐用膠紙拼出來的「呀YAU <3」和「童桐＜3」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud8PHEgwup
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「你唔俾我就算。」我說，「淋一淋雨死唔去。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRuJ8jYMuE
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「馬川遊，企係度！」我媽說，「你係唔係連自己條命都唔要，連自己老母都唔認？！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FQowvpBDE
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「…為左童桐既話，係。」我握緊拳頭說，「童桐等緊我，阿媽，對唔住。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNhNcgmoqL
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「亞基，Attack !」我媽竟然叫亞基咬我！905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D7DqaecQN
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「亞基，Sit!」我馬上下令牠坐下。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3IxQJ2Zwo
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「汪…嗚？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03jSM5zIMf
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亞基不知所措的看看我媽又看看我，不知要跑過去咬我還是坐下。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNLT9UoA1T
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「馬歌途，出黎！！」我媽叫我爸出來，感覺和亞基同一個語氣。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuPSkLiy8m
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聽到被直呼真名，我爸馬上打開門一臉疑惑。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUllBq1dggg
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「你個仔呀，出面橫風橫雨要去搵童桐呀！！命都唔要呀！！」我媽氣得快要哭的樣子我也感到於心不忍。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j07Anv1pu
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但我非去不可。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsWG71aavG
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一直以來我媽都是比較愛玩，雖然性格有點惡劣但是都受人歡迎，易與人相處。而相反，我爸是沉默寡言的那種，平日除了夜班工作就只會釣魚。雖然在旁人眼中相反的二人倒是登對，但大概都覺得是身為毒撚的我爸高攀我媽。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmPObdSlaN
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「阿爸，我唔會因為無件雨褸就放棄童桐。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6kTx2kg0W
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「……」我爸不發一言走回書房。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7m2cCObt1
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「呀遊，你乖啦，咁樣橫風橫雨出去…」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUTNhC8SJP
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但是二人之間其實剛好相反。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvaOoJ6Bf4
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「俾你。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7LbbEcYev
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我爸把一頂頭盔戴到我頭上，再把一套專業出海釣魚用的防水斗篷和衣服交到我手上，這是他釣魚用的設備。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHcHVq3L5o
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「喂？！」我媽傻眼。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Y2H3VO3N
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「自己小心。」我爸道。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbRjUyav6X
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「你點可以咁…？！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59tHyTibNd
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「…呀遊未同你後生痴我一樣。」我爸少有地說出這樣長的句子，便走回房間繼續工作。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0evkTTU5g0
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是我媽超喜歡我爸，身為人見人怕的超級HR的她卻對我爸言聽計從。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyzi2p4tR8
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我媽站在客廳臉紅耳赤，扭扭捏捏，低頭說著甚麼「係佢追我」「人地先無咩痴住」「我我我先唔係…」之類的話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQpu92js9B
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「我會小心，阿媽。」我說，「但我唔可以唔理童桐，佢咁樣係唔岩，但因為係佢有病，佢控制唔到自己情緒。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn4IRXkRCG
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我深呼一口氣說：「就好似個年佢走去後山咁，我會搵佢返黎，然後好好鬧佢一餐。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSRgG1rDZF
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「…你唔好有事，我得你一個仔。」我媽說。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4PJE2yYYB
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我帶上頭盔，上面寫著我爸的名字，似乎是他還未當上編輯，要到前線報導颱風新聞時專用的頭盔，放在他的書房收藏，極有記念價值。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HUILt32LU
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「我出去喇，亞基。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz99w8z0bd
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「嗚汪！汪！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCcOS7qh9R
（作者特別翻譯：一定要帶童桐返黎！）905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYHIF8vDoe
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我和童桐一起長大的那條走廊被雨水沾濕，才一離開大廈，外頭的暴風雨就在耳邊咆哮，還好這身裝備都是我爸去釣魚用的高級品，似乎能撐住。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5ONRUu8Gh
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我攔下要加100元的的士，雖然還未八號風球但已坐地起價，但可見這颱風叫人聞之色變。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wX3VWkfVC
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的士在街口放下我，因為還是中午，酒吧街人流稀疏，加上颱風強襲，平日熱鬧的戶外座位理所當然地空無一人，椅桌被綁起，太陽傘冷風機等被收起，酒吧街只有風兒穿過巷弄的低鳴聲和不知那兒窗戶沒關好發出的砰砰聲。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSZg5P1qps
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找到了。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wRksTRcsy
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我穿過戶外座位區，正想進入室內時卻被鎖上的門攔住，也看不到門鐘之類的東西，是要叩門嗎？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc86RRwENDD
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「哎吔。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PdBX7UKre
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結果門打開，我叩了在一個留著羊咩鬚，戴著帽子的中年男人額上。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRrv4EalK3
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「…對，對唔住！」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0ZyfV8Dv4
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「老友，我地未開門。」男人說，「再者你到底酒癮有幾大？咁大風都要飲？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcXhrgGNKw
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「我…係約左人。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkww5BX8CEm
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「阿強？」男人問。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrDwqLHSQJ
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「你係…」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xHqhmOxXY
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我只從Beta和妍妍口中聽過這號人物，一個負責介紹人脈的中介人，但他是高矮肥瘦我完全沒有概念。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQw8F2lLTu
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「我係呢度老板，我姓林。」那人揉揉被我叩中的額頭說，「入黎。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3XcrxMuOg
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林老板似乎是酒吧中唯一在的人，這就是一間普通的酒吧，但設計滲透著優雅，而且和主流冷色系的裝飾，這酒吧風格用色格外溫暖，光線滲入酒杯架中散射泛出，而不知藏在那兒的喇叭正放出輕音樂。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2lBStR5X9
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「你早左到，阿強應該係約你十二點。」他走到吧枱後為自己倒了一杯，但似乎是提子汁之類而不是酒精，「死仔，又用我個場黎自肥…」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EQ6aJzGtx
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「唔好意思…係我早左到。」我用手機確認時間，而且童桐還是沒有任何反應。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlq5JPtVrI
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不要有事，求求你。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLARgzN7SVe
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「算啦，打風我都諗住唔做生意。」林老板說，「你同阿強自便啦，我要餵我隻貓同隻狗，小巴，小斯！Come!」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTKeKadoqk
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一貓一狗不知從那兒冒出來，林老板拿著兩兜糧走向一角餵起牠們來。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cR9Rd86tE
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身後傳來一陣風，門被打開，回首一看，一個男人正走過來。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6THta5E3h
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「馬川遊。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMG1D2F4e
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「…阿強？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHOapFGbtC
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他比我想像中平凡，就頂著一張大眾臉，不過既然其他人說他是出賣人脈的介紹人，這造型才符合他吧。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtstIbZCpY
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「你要既兩樣野，先講第一樣，見到童小姐就絕對可以帶佢返屋企既方法。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPGc6wS2NS
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阿強掏出一支電筒這樣東西，但在燈泡部分變成了密封，只在中間有一個類似噴咀的結構。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0v4bdKTQy
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「由專業麻醉師調配，按童小姐既身高體重既製成既迷暈器，用法就好似電筒咁，噴咀近距離對住佢塊面，撳掣，迷暈器就會噴出卡芬太尼，童小姐應該會係一分鐘內失去知覺，你就可以帶佢走，佢唔會有任何反抗機會。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJuSZWjrU8
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卡芬太尼是一種止痛藥，但更被為人所知是被曾活躍的迷暈黨利用犯案，傳聞中一口煙霧，甚至輕拍膊頭一下目標便會不醒人事。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPoSqwTj0y
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沒想到阿強連迷暈黨也認識。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6JfO7i5t1
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「至於第二件事，你要我搵出童小姐既下落。」阿強拿出一疊現金，「退返錢俾你，做唔到。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVAnoUZNaK
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「…下？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ISXwOXTSU
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「我係中介人，唔係上帝，總有做唔到既事。」阿強說，「颱風下好多人唔做野，好多資訊滿天飛，真又有假又有，咁短時間內咁易搵個人？你睇，又一張所謂既貨櫃碼頭掛風球時間表。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGowChQDUHf
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「…求下你…」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERPSR19kaK
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「唔使求我。」阿強說，「做唔到就係做唔到，佢唔係你青梅竹馬？你女朋友？我只為唔同客戶既唔同情況，配對最佳人選去解決，童小姐呢件事上，最佳人選應該就係你。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gWjkpzkZ5
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不是阿強，不是Beta，連情聖，妍妍，我媽我爸也不是。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXORy5XxVoO
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而是我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBncz8Ht5e
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當年她認為自己生母一定不想見到自己，所以才在她媽媽來找她時自己離家出走，跑到山上的涼亭。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvNcpoLtz8
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現在，她因為自責和PTSD而在自我放逐。是的，這完完全全是白痴行為，我想起了中學時那些白痴MK妹用界刀𠝹手，同樣是自我傷害，同樣對解決事件毫無作用。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3niutSXdj
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但人，就是這樣矛盾地活著。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOYv2tksL9
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賭徒明知十賭九輸，還是押下自己人生；癮君子明知自己正毀掉自己人生，還是冒險搶劫路人，為的只是為多買一把粉末。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EIwuEYkOh
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童桐明知這樣自我傷害根本解決不了甚麼，卻還是在暴風雨之中離家出走。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeJ03IlI2j
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和之前說過一樣，現實世界不是甚麼也講求合理，情聖結婚的那個也不是自己的最愛。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoyuZdAXwf
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人就是這樣矛盾，更何況童桐還真是有病。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpISnuo8WNF
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後來我才知道無論是厭食症，還是她的心理，情緒病，PTSD，的確是由一種人格障礙觸發，這是因為遺傳和成長環境而致，但這也可以治療，亦不罕見。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc0fyzgBqM
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但童桐你這笨蛋…我握住拳頭，輕捶吧枱一下。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3JoQ1qLu8
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「喂，林一…呀林老板。」阿強叫喚在那邊餵貓的林老板，「幫唔幫到手？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYYJhgEGJl
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「無聊。」林老板正為貓兒梳毛玩著手機，再者只是一個酒吧老板又能幫甚麼忙？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Fde9baAO
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「你等一陣，佢份人係咁，咁講即係會幫手，我雖然搵唔到童小姐，但如果佢只係唔聽你電話既，我諗佢應該有計。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebcDfk8oGF
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不，我就說了那個林老板只是普通酒吧老板…905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYDaS94lup
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「喂，聽電話。」我還未反應過來，林老板便把一部響著的手機塞到我耳邊，按下通話鍵。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6fhaguMN5
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「喂？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJqwJHvloP
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「…呀遊？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhaHmk84to
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電話中，是童桐的聲音。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1h5mKElEl