【實體書有售】《青梅竹馬真係最難追》 - 終章：無論追尋幾多次30082022

我按妍妍教我的做法，在社交網站上發表了一條訊息。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlldlZk9jyY
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〔阿強，幾時約食飯〕959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mAutXd0ij
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當然我不認識甚麼阿強，應該說我認識的所有阿強都應該不是那個能幫我的，但按妍妍說這樣做那個人便會聯絡我。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeYKASopZj
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果然不用半小時。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kDbKhqeQw
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「馬川遊。」來電顯示是未知聯絡人。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVBErnKh2K
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「你就係阿強？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWGsq9qaDf
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「嗯。」那把聲音有點低沉，也相當成熟，「你要D咩。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKGJEop1ny
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「…兩件事。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptLymqKc7K
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我把我的要求說出，如果他真的如Beta和妍妍說得這樣神通廣大，應該不是難題。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMCs9vWTeb
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他說了一個金額，我答應了，即使用盡積蓄也沒所謂。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK4yONlmbO
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童桐比一切都重要。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgfgddBV0P
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「好，我要幾個鐘。」阿強說，「中午十二點，去一間叫漢娜既酒吧，英文係Hannah，地址自己搵，仲有你有無童桐既身高體重？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ta8p0G4RX
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「有。」我報上童桐的身高體重。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8QPPab25Q
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「到時見。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX0Hlcsaqe
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我扔掉電話，看看鏡中的自己，光是一天晚上鬍子便變成這樣子了。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOluCOZjXzE
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不能倒下，還不能。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q3igGwFnP
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童桐的電話還是沒法打通，是她掛斷的，外頭狂風暴雨，八號風球還沒掛上，黃色暴雨警告便一直發出。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tezlg84Rz
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「童桐，求下你打俾我。」我繼續往她的Whatsapp傳錄音，因為我看到她還有閱讀訊息。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAkjZrae7F
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「出面天氣好差，好危險，你點樣都好，返黎先啦好唔好？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8J1yJNSwP
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「童桐，我好掛住你，我好想見你。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Yf9YIg3vY
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「童桐，我會黎搵你，你係邊都好，我都會黎。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVQfDzTbZs
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「你等我。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5XKXAl5OR
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她這樣子害身邊的人擔心，其他人大概會生氣。老實說我也有點生氣，外頭這樣子的暴風雨她卻不知跑到那兒去，任誰人去找她，我也好，誰也好，也會有危險。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa3C47URgV
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但總不能放任她不管。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcVKv2AMCl
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再說了，她現在的情緒和心理出現了毛病，這也許也不是她能控制到的，即使怎樣我也不能放棄她，我要捉她回來去看醫生。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8NaUzFykJ
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「阿媽，我件雨褸係邊？我淨係搵到水鞋…」光是站起來已經幾乎用盡最後一絲力氣，我走到客廳找我媽。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3RfO2RSjT
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「我收埋左。」我媽說。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZgnY0dYt5
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「下？！點解咁做！？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2duGRV7Hx
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「出面橫風橫雨，你想去邊？！」我媽說，「我唔想無左個仔！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJF9xP11It
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「童桐佢病發！佢唔知走左去邊！你都識話出面橫風橫雨，我更加要去搵佢！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ZcdXFh2i
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「咁你咪上網出post尋人，報警，咩都好！需要自己出去咩？你知佢去左邊咩？！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokdIV2PR6c
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…我可能真的知道。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuPOti9Sz4
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「我知道邊個人知！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ854UIgXFL7
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「我有睇你IG, 你係點識阿強？！ Deep World唔係咩好野黎，個個阿強都唔係咩好人！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu5auRw4ch
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「你…你都識佢？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxcYNgqipb
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我媽冷笑一下：「我唔識佢就有鬼，佢依加唔使問仲係做埋D鬼鬼崇崇既介紹Job喇。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFUmQm6ZZe
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一向疼我的我媽突然變成了擋在我路上的跘腳石！959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddrw2eL7D9
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「你都有睇天氣報告，無既你就開隻窗睇下，出面咁樣，係可以出去既天氣咩？！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAoMwEmYOy
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我沿著我媽的手指望向房窗，但我不理窗外的狂風暴雨，因為我只看到我和童桐用膠紙拼出來的「呀YAU <3」和「童桐＜3」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGO8ecqafy
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「你唔俾我就算。」我說，「淋一淋雨死唔去。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJCw2kZ9mz
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「馬川遊，企係度！」我媽說，「你係唔係連自己條命都唔要，連自己老母都唔認？！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZmSedJBDc
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「…為左童桐既話，係。」我握緊拳頭說，「童桐等緊我，阿媽，對唔住。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRDKgJJ368
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「亞基，Attack !」我媽竟然叫亞基咬我！959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBNOiiiFcI
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「亞基，Sit!」我馬上下令牠坐下。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hSwqBiIwR
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「汪…嗚？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBkFSHCZyQ
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亞基不知所措的看看我媽又看看我，不知要跑過去咬我還是坐下。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7oiab02pM
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「馬歌途，出黎！！」我媽叫我爸出來，感覺和亞基同一個語氣。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzMEN4ses8
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聽到被直呼真名，我爸馬上打開門一臉疑惑。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoph7oALAW
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「你個仔呀，出面橫風橫雨要去搵童桐呀！！命都唔要呀！！」我媽氣得快要哭的樣子我也感到於心不忍。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCSF7koLjY
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但我非去不可。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsBgVXiOQa
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一直以來我媽都是比較愛玩，雖然性格有點惡劣但是都受人歡迎，易與人相處。而相反，我爸是沉默寡言的那種，平日除了夜班工作就只會釣魚。雖然在旁人眼中相反的二人倒是登對，但大概都覺得是身為毒撚的我爸高攀我媽。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPjSk1zBWd
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「阿爸，我唔會因為無件雨褸就放棄童桐。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zWEHNdWeh
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「……」我爸不發一言走回書房。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2p25OjkHW
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「呀遊，你乖啦，咁樣橫風橫雨出去…」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eAhvTvAed
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但是二人之間其實剛好相反。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevsuBqgTbL
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「俾你。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2aBAaOU0f
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我爸把一頂頭盔戴到我頭上，再把一套專業出海釣魚用的防水斗篷和衣服交到我手上，這是他釣魚用的設備。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhu9jZxl01
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「喂？！」我媽傻眼。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjSg1lBVCX
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「自己小心。」我爸道。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZRBYqSnty
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「你點可以咁…？！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNnPD9PVjv
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「…呀遊未同你後生痴我一樣。」我爸少有地說出這樣長的句子，便走回房間繼續工作。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P3J01PkQB
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是我媽超喜歡我爸，身為人見人怕的超級HR的她卻對我爸言聽計從。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWT8Pl43Dg
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我媽站在客廳臉紅耳赤，扭扭捏捏，低頭說著甚麼「係佢追我」「人地先無咩痴住」「我我我先唔係…」之類的話。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K9wS6yFZz
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「我會小心，阿媽。」我說，「但我唔可以唔理童桐，佢咁樣係唔岩，但因為係佢有病，佢控制唔到自己情緒。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH9bYh7Ev6
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我深呼一口氣說：「就好似個年佢走去後山咁，我會搵佢返黎，然後好好鬧佢一餐。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYy4fQxxiZ
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「…你唔好有事，我得你一個仔。」我媽說。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Y2rvXJG4
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我帶上頭盔，上面寫著我爸的名字，似乎是他還未當上編輯，要到前線報導颱風新聞時專用的頭盔，放在他的書房收藏，極有記念價值。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtcYWTUV61
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「我出去喇，亞基。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmraJA7zfrx
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「嗚汪！汪！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTfDF5AzQo
（作者特別翻譯：一定要帶童桐返黎！）959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR96RGHOd4
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我和童桐一起長大的那條走廊被雨水沾濕，才一離開大廈，外頭的暴風雨就在耳邊咆哮，還好這身裝備都是我爸去釣魚用的高級品，似乎能撐住。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjSUr0YJeU
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我攔下要加100元的的士，雖然還未八號風球但已坐地起價，但可見這颱風叫人聞之色變。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNgZNrypzQ
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的士在街口放下我，因為還是中午，酒吧街人流稀疏，加上颱風強襲，平日熱鬧的戶外座位理所當然地空無一人，椅桌被綁起，太陽傘冷風機等被收起，酒吧街只有風兒穿過巷弄的低鳴聲和不知那兒窗戶沒關好發出的砰砰聲。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6L58GTisF
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[Hannah Bar]959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVqXvil3tA
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找到了。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpE82GApFJ
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我穿過戶外座位區，正想進入室內時卻被鎖上的門攔住，也看不到門鐘之類的東西，是要叩門嗎？959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpDCo3vRDx
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「哎吔。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHs36CIfAY
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結果門打開，我叩了在一個留著羊咩鬚，戴著帽子的中年男人額上。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnWg5KFrFZ
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「…對，對唔住！」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoS29GdmGA
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「老友，我地未開門。」男人說，「再者你到底酒癮有幾大？咁大風都要飲？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQhJ8vnO4a
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「我…係約左人。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49NJYOlBIb
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「阿強？」男人問。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdDLrqvnVj
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「你係…」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JEPGWRPFQ
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我只從Beta和妍妍口中聽過這號人物，一個負責介紹人脈的中介人，但他是高矮肥瘦我完全沒有概念。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz97OKZ7zC
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「我係呢度老板，我姓林。」那人揉揉被我叩中的額頭說，「入黎。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGYDoOjlSE
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林老板似乎是酒吧中唯一在的人，這就是一間普通的酒吧，但設計滲透著優雅，而且和主流冷色系的裝飾，這酒吧風格用色格外溫暖，光線滲入酒杯架中散射泛出，而不知藏在那兒的喇叭正放出輕音樂。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMPDCbivEY
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「你早左到，阿強應該係約你十二點。」他走到吧枱後為自己倒了一杯，但似乎是提子汁之類而不是酒精，「死仔，又用我個場黎自肥…」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpSDmL9TCi
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「唔好意思…係我早左到。」我用手機確認時間，而且童桐還是沒有任何反應。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fjBRfHXip
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不要有事，求求你。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFKW77i5NA
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「算啦，打風我都諗住唔做生意。」林老板說，「你同阿強自便啦，我要餵我隻貓同隻狗，小巴，小斯！Come!」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZj2NDYVdu
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一貓一狗不知從那兒冒出來，林老板拿著兩兜糧走向一角餵起牠們來。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw8nuobQKp
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身後傳來一陣風，門被打開，回首一看，一個男人正走過來。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn5uMS3lFT
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「馬川遊。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2GRxh3MNO
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「…阿強？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9slbenpvk
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他比我想像中平凡，就頂著一張大眾臉，不過既然其他人說他是出賣人脈的介紹人，這造型才符合他吧。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTfrN1O9d7
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「你要既兩樣野，先講第一樣，見到童小姐就絕對可以帶佢返屋企既方法。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7oCIHwn0X
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阿強掏出一支電筒這樣東西，但在燈泡部分變成了密封，只在中間有一個類似噴咀的結構。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76NI5NGJ3m
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「由專業麻醉師調配，按童小姐既身高體重既製成既迷暈器，用法就好似電筒咁，噴咀近距離對住佢塊面，撳掣，迷暈器就會噴出卡芬太尼，童小姐應該會係一分鐘內失去知覺，你就可以帶佢走，佢唔會有任何反抗機會。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5MpHQfYpV
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卡芬太尼是一種止痛藥，但更被為人所知是被曾活躍的迷暈黨利用犯案，傳聞中一口煙霧，甚至輕拍膊頭一下目標便會不醒人事。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokALpCXlZ3
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沒想到阿強連迷暈黨也認識。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ4ALfjkvj
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「至於第二件事，你要我搵出童小姐既下落。」阿強拿出一疊現金，「退返錢俾你，做唔到。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ6dw67CBU
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「…下？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUubQPERAB
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「我係中介人，唔係上帝，總有做唔到既事。」阿強說，「颱風下好多人唔做野，好多資訊滿天飛，真又有假又有，咁短時間內咁易搵個人？你睇，又一張所謂既貨櫃碼頭掛風球時間表。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo4vhKr8rv
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「…求下你…」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5626bsZZyf
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「唔使求我。」阿強說，「做唔到就係做唔到，佢唔係你青梅竹馬？你女朋友？我只為唔同客戶既唔同情況，配對最佳人選去解決，童小姐呢件事上，最佳人選應該就係你。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvZ3Kc8bGs
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不是阿強，不是Beta，連情聖，妍妍，我媽我爸也不是。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JLsb9j5Oc
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而是我。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0DF9G7RgO
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當年她認為自己生母一定不想見到自己，所以才在她媽媽來找她時自己離家出走，跑到山上的涼亭。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5RZl3LOEi
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現在，她因為自責和PTSD而在自我放逐。是的，這完完全全是白痴行為，我想起了中學時那些白痴MK妹用界刀𠝹手，同樣是自我傷害，同樣對解決事件毫無作用。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNtaUOE9Vr
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但人，就是這樣矛盾地活著。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe07WqAfjEQ
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賭徒明知十賭九輸，還是押下自己人生；癮君子明知自己正毀掉自己人生，還是冒險搶劫路人，為的只是為多買一把粉末。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF99LMysqP1
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童桐明知這樣自我傷害根本解決不了甚麼，卻還是在暴風雨之中離家出走。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq08C7yWo6B
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和之前說過一樣，現實世界不是甚麼也講求合理，情聖結婚的那個也不是自己的最愛。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwBGA55w0F
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人就是這樣矛盾，更何況童桐還真是有病。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwJgmDfQVs
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後來我才知道無論是厭食症，還是她的心理，情緒病，PTSD，的確是由一種人格障礙觸發，這是因為遺傳和成長環境而致，但這也可以治療，亦不罕見。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvfIJwq1Sc
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但童桐你這笨蛋…我握住拳頭，輕捶吧枱一下。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq5eURvCh9
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「喂，林一…呀林老板。」阿強叫喚在那邊餵貓的林老板，「幫唔幫到手？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtmdOim6ha
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「無聊。」林老板正為貓兒梳毛玩著手機，再者只是一個酒吧老板又能幫甚麼忙？959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhTyJddFer
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「你等一陣，佢份人係咁，咁講即係會幫手，我雖然搵唔到童小姐，但如果佢只係唔聽你電話既，我諗佢應該有計。」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RiIDRhtuH
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不，我就說了那個林老板只是普通酒吧老板…959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5OIBUlZST
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「喂，聽電話。」我還未反應過來，林老板便把一部響著的手機塞到我耳邊，按下通話鍵。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lEW8KfhKy
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「喂？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXsmP5SmFw
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「…呀遊？」959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UJaTqFVia
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電話中，是童桐的聲音。959Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p5BDao2oC