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膏汁
From Taiwan;
Born Aug 2020;
Joined Aug 28, 2020
不知道是哪裡出了問題 …
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不知道是哪裡出了問題
但最大的問題肯定是在我身上
總之就是沒人要看,從去年開始,也有可能是前年,等到察覺的時候已經都沒人了,完全感覺不到有人看過,真的是一個人都沒有,那種感覺越想只會越恐怖,想像著有人點開之後瞄一眼就按上一頁的表情,第一個點開的人和最後一個點開的人,表情幾乎一模一樣,但我不知道到底有誰看過,只能從數字得知有多少人,然後就沒了。
然後,到了最近,差不多是去年年底,把自己有想到的懷疑全部懷疑過了好幾遍,也許是我表達能力不佳(我在懷疑這篇從頭到尾是不是一樣讓人很難理解,這不是在抱怨別人都不懂我,而是我害怕自己沒辦法讓人懂),也許是我價值觀偏差,也許是我這人就是不討喜,隔著螢幕卻還是無法掩蓋……結果就是想寫什麼就寫不下去,想說些什麼但還是往肚裡吞比較乾脆
如果把以上簡化成一句話,那就是沒有熱情了。連打開文件檔的念頭都沒有,甚至有些厭惡
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