深夜,雷雨,凌晨兩點,他在雨中吶喊,跑過乾枯的麥田,雨水打濕頭髮。螢光般的藍色眼睛流露擔憂,慌張的他奔跑、搜索,找不到男孩,他的天才主人不知道用什麼方法,瞞過機器人的偵測。103Please respect copyright.PENANAN0q72e3NRB
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「俊!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAaFGIatmmUr
「俊!你在哪裡?回答我!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAOG2OQLPVWq
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他向來不信第六感。103Please respect copyright.PENANAmbPo3Ytdl7
然而,不祥的陰霾壟罩思緒,系統再三顯示「查無此人」、「查無此人」,彷彿在宣告他的無能。103Please respect copyright.PENANAKBRAa5fJ9B
也像男孩的輓歌。103Please respect copyright.PENANA5plPDUrB88
「俊!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAM09yzPOK8e
終於,在枯萎的麥田盡頭,他看見十二歲的男孩,獨自站在陡峭的懸崖。男孩回頭,雨水和淚水混在一起,悲傷一笑。103Please respect copyright.PENANAqTu2qWv9xY
「不…不要!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAeGuNeSJv7O
他狂奔,想抓住男孩的手,男孩卻早他一步。失職的麥田捕手眼睜睜,目睹心愛的男孩落下懸崖,像一隻不會飛的鳥,折斷翅膀──103Please respect copyright.PENANAbnYAIJ4NsP
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「羅俊!!!!」103Please respect copyright.PENANA5rx4ln5JPx
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只有摔死的份。103Please respect copyright.PENANAfxcNx7uONy
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2170年3月26日,凌晨一點,玩家休息區,607號房103Please respect copyright.PENANAvqVLfLSywL
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「……!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAFGaRWfKrfq
猛然驚醒,傑森從床上彈起來,他的胸膛喘著大氣,藍色的眼睛環顧四週,發現這裡沒有雨、沒有雷,而是熄燈的607號房,室友檸檬正躺在另一張床,安靜熟睡。103Please respect copyright.PENANA48WAXu0kCT
「……?」103Please respect copyright.PENANA4f0LYzaaaT
傑森第一次作夢。103Please respect copyright.PENANAy1to4iZmU0
他知道什麼是夢,但身為機器人,照理說,傑森不應該作夢,夢是生物專屬的大腦機制,再怎麼說,傑森不該擁有如此真實的夢,不是嗎?103Please respect copyright.PENANA82TB1ZFR2h
103Please respect copyright.PENANAuz3V1t117L
「打從羅俊跳下懸崖,」103Please respect copyright.PENANAmOoNhf539y
「你敢說自己一次,都沒想過他?」103Please respect copyright.PENANARMymdwgeFb
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檸檬白天說過的話,一字一句,仍然迴盪在傑森耳邊。他皺眉,掀開棉被,快步走向浴室。傑森打開水龍頭,「嘩啦!」冰涼的流水弄濕他的臉。兩手撐在洗手台,任憑水珠從自己的臉,和灰藍色的瀏海滴落。103Please respect copyright.PENANA21zb8vkPR0
「……。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAKIdWfZURtq
此時此刻,傑森陷入前所未有的困惑。之前說,傑森是一朵紫陽花,以落葉和枯萎的麥田為肥料。那片落葉厚的像棉被,將枯萎的麥田死死蓋住,傑森這兩年,都是靠遺忘麥田、凝視落葉,這樣一路走來的。103Please respect copyright.PENANAeeI2HhACXR
如今,檸檬的話像風,竟然將厚厚的落葉吹出一個口子,使得麥田重見天日。傑森不明白,為什麼檸檬的話語有這般力量?因為她也失去過重要的人?還是,因為她也十二歲、也是個孩子?103Please respect copyright.PENANAUzmYKQ6o5B
「我為什麼會做夢?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAuuzFXX9rU8
他開口。鏡子裡的自己,用一模一樣的表情回答:103Please respect copyright.PENANAFHSk5ur9KE
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「我為什麼不會做夢?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAT8ogftiRXZ
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這不是恐怖片,鏡子裡的傑森沒有換一副表情,現實裡的傑森說什麼,鏡子裡的傑森就說什麼,他們動作一致,符合物理學。103Please respect copyright.PENANArOeU4ecklz
「不,這不是重點。」103Please respect copyright.PENANACpcCOQm1Yl
傑森露出痛苦的表情,閉著眼睛說:「我明明已經放下。」103Please respect copyright.PENANA5kq6ovSbjG
「開口閉口放下,才是真正放不下。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAHxvbuixhjs
只要願意,他可以一直當完美無缺的紫陽花,然而完美的代價,是對自我的全盤否定。103Please respect copyright.PENANAgnJ4wU9cS7
對此,傑森陷入猶豫。103Please respect copyright.PENANA6bSFGKCyT9
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「我來忌妒派對,是為了完成『我』的目的。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAShUXzniDp1
「我還有時間思考,是否要成為完美的『我』。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAg3YsfmXhJB
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說完,傑森像洩氣的皮球,雙膝跪地,頭和手無力地趴在洗手台,腦袋像控制不住的放映機,不斷放映羅俊墜崖前的笑臉。103Please respect copyright.PENANAueMIYEDg4d
想念……想念……103Please respect copyright.PENANALBpi4hPWl3
想念,是什麼?103Please respect copyright.PENANA7cCFAVMOeL
愛呢?恨呢?人們所謂的情感,是什麼?103Please respect copyright.PENANArXVwUJ0BW8
自己的感性,如今被放在哪?傑森恍惚,腦袋一片空白,竟然不記得了。103Please respect copyright.PENANApuJ37FExjv
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「……?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAUYOYquStol
頹喪到一半,眼角餘光瞄到白色的影子。傑森回頭,看見穿著白色睡衣的檸檬無聲無息、兩眼呆滯地從浴室門前走過。那一瞬間,傑森心裡的震驚超過其它情緒,使他立刻採取行動,走出浴室呼喚:103Please respect copyright.PENANArkdYDRCBpV
「莉莉?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAIbAaDkkt47
「……。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAHFs2u4fJny
檸檬沒有回應,頭隨著步伐晃動,半開的琉璃色眼睛沒有聚焦,人一步步走向大門,離開607號房。傑森直覺不對,隨手抓了件外套跟出去,走在檸檬身後。103Please respect copyright.PENANAZgIht3REie
「莉莉。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAqCYZf3TxKr
「……。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAQSkqV1IQSZ
他以為是夢遊,很快,傑森發現自己的猜測並不正確,因為檸檬是醒的,她的蜘蛛糖系統正在運作,檸檬正試圖和遠端的某個東西共鳴。意識到這點,傑森放慢腳步,故意拉遠和檸檬的距離,暗中觀察。103Please respect copyright.PENANABprqSZOFW5
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「妳就是我的天使,保護著我的天使」103Please respect copyright.PENANAobQqVMT5AW
「從此我再沒有憂傷」103Please respect copyright.PENANAnbmOAXykEF
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只有她能聽見的歌聲,檸檬像被勾了魂,走在深夜的走廊。她的蜘蛛糖高速運作,卻始終無法和對方同步,使得檸檬心緒紊亂,亂七八糟的妄想纏住她的大腦,已經不受自我控制,意識越來越混亂。103Please respect copyright.PENANA86x4mSVIpH
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「你就是我的天使,給我快樂的天使」103Please respect copyright.PENANAOu3J910oma
「甚至我學會了飛翔」103Please respect copyright.PENANAKHSGKs6DtC
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陪審團,是羅笙殞命的地方。103Please respect copyright.PENANAsfzZPUE0gh
是檸檬差一點,殺死羅琳娜的地方。103Please respect copyright.PENANABBMMOZO6lU
如今,利維坦在這,安奇羅在這。她的信仰、她的使命、她的神話──103Please respect copyright.PENANAWC9sUAd5dM
這裡,就是聖地。103Please respect copyright.PENANAm4AZUbADUF
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「飛過人間的無常,才懂愛才是寶藏」103Please respect copyright.PENANAAlE1LNZF0v
「不管世界變得怎麼樣,只要有你就會是天堂」103Please respect copyright.PENANAg9VmAcVQnf
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安奇羅的歌聲在呼喚她。檸檬進入逃生梯,一階一階往上走,儘管她不知道安奇羅在哪,但蜘蛛糖隱約掌握到安奇羅的方位,帶領檸檬向前,拉近兩人的物理距離。103Please respect copyright.PENANAcAuRqLcdo7
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「像孩子依賴著肩膀,像眼淚依賴著臉龐」103Please respect copyright.PENANA5zm4U9e9Lk
「你就像天使一樣,給我依賴,給我力量」103Please respect copyright.PENANA1XDmwrLRkH
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不知不覺,檸檬來到最上層,頂樓的門明明是鎖的,卻自動敞開,檸檬赤裸的雙腳踏上露臺。夜空的月光,讓琉璃色的眼睛瞇成一條線。103Please respect copyright.PENANAcPkK7qzD75
她抬頭,看著陪審團內建的天氣系統,萬里無雲的天空是假的,幽微的月光是假的,但檸檬信以為真,因為安奇羅的歌聲,在這裡無比清晰。103Please respect copyright.PENANAPmE1HHnDyw
羅笙說,她是沙利葉,沙利葉是月之天使。103Please respect copyright.PENANArjo1Tj7Zcb
眼前的月亮並非滿月,約莫只有四分之一,少掉的四分之三是什麼,檸檬知道,她心裡有答案。103Please respect copyright.PENANAMCEHiJmAcd
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「像詩人依賴著月亮」103Please respect copyright.PENANA3oXNwEeQDx
「像海豚依賴海洋」103Please respect copyright.PENANAGUnk0BT4a6
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人有四相,安奇羅是她的一相。四相合一才是「我」,才是沙利葉,才是完整的安潔莉絲.溫蒂.茉伊菈.懷特。103Please respect copyright.PENANAbE2q3tDnyd
「……。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAeqzPqIfhiA
夜晚的風很涼,吹得檸檬白皙的小臉有些蒼白,赤裸的雙腳泛起紅暈。檸檬的視線離開月亮,看向露臺外,那片由黑色汙泥構成的漆黑海洋。103Please respect copyright.PENANABRMQcMnXuu
記得沙利葉的神話,也有相似的場景嗎?檸檬正是想到那一處。作為沙利葉,在羅笙死去的聖地,聽見利維坦的歌聲,還有黑色的海洋。103Please respect copyright.PENANAw1fH47GdWf
──如此完美的巧合,怎麼不是天意?103Please respect copyright.PENANAYapr9nOy8E
在檸檬的意識,根本是一羽伏筆。103Please respect copyright.PENANADz17ugyw1x
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「你是天使,你是天使」103Please respect copyright.PENANA7grOz0yJ5U
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順著歌聲,赤裸的雙腳站上陽台的圍牆。那一瞬間,檸檬笑了,因為她看見白色的羽毛,從自己的胳膊上長出來,好像真正的天使──沒錯。103Please respect copyright.PENANAGlVqgsFqZp
她是天使。103Please respect copyright.PENANAr1D4YVo5t0
羅笙以前,都叫她小天使。103Please respect copyright.PENANAtCCn2HhQOC
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「你是我最初,和最後的天堂」103Please respect copyright.PENANAyyYUepZNX4
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帶著微笑,琉璃色的眼睛緩緩閉上。月光照耀,自以為天使的她張開雙臂,像不會飛的鳥,也像當年的羅俊──103Please respect copyright.PENANAbMVQIpYEKp
只有摔死的份。
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