「好。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZI97nkrsI
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyGgtTicmP
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjpLj9s4g1
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtfCrXL2Dc
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0GotNBp6x
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSzeoxum74
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq8CsPFaJa
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VNEjutXHK
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClNxAflIhY
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCKW2sp67v
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxQlZXovb6
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYnepVKP2H
思思明白：「好。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuZtulJA5q
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CckugMPay
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvhNSJ72Im
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG86aYKKeTN
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrtWmgLBHw
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJM1qA0v9r
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvsvgGOg89
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc3x6VC9v9
阿朗首先開口：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtH6rQWcAC
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLReGFO7XkM
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJyRl3KJvA
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9T5FPKgEQ
「嗯？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtbcSW4GA4
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjPe924oLu
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuiRxE9H6e
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aUFUSICMp
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWivdTeH1l0
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ig8fTdGcP
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrvl5YL3g3
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJTspYpYK8
「嗯。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTODIvqzF9
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rcmh0glMU
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHSGSalyui
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNCzPmYuVN
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOtRPO8ig0
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZfqPPyibU
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI8WmgjOYi
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00KvRfqmiI
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgEgnSkuBi
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJC2E6iivv
「但係，我哋當然熟。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTNxvfS5mL
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscXtY7H9uh
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0CaKnWKJO
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5gcL6VtdI
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG4xRUFKfb
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrpgzAPkrO
「都係。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEM9NyJWr3
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu8qFTPmvj
她深呼吸：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvnWIRUakw
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhm1zpHSHo
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AyuFjifVu
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUWQk2vYyW
「嗯？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJTzRiimaA
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZdEyJAWQ3
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEroP8s48k0
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0oXFW3NQD
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8343VZmnd
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpW0rNxknU
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGCk7fkWs9
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyF8vN6dJw
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0TEPYM8tg
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIlKA1rFSS
變咗，好似好悶咁？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0kWjf55np
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7YsqVQEGX
他們達成共識。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQS99hqJjt
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OirDssXpC
她表達意願：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2AqPwEctN
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGGUaf2UH6
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimXRLpQ6oC
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMgf16ICpr
「我都唔想。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHEYT4fO3O
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXkrKwZpsA
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX7RmKymRD
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X1BPE4zJb
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh9WShtPBB
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYnVRz8bXp
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkUAybA1fW
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRSVyyDe5M
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdT2awf0rq
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuyzFGcktG
「係。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67kuUEIVLz
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun0k7uizao
「明。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5T5ODkezy
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2HQuwq0Cp
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpndSZGanRv
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleb2LOyWq9
「我都係咁覺得。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoqYB6J6e1
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7wfJDfxA6
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeRiJN4b5e
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUMD5bcUxY
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjppyTB4nN
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mc8NRx9gR
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsRGKZWOLj
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwECjq0apN
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzmkiaTm0P
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KTzeTPMa0
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMopqE5Uw6p
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaKOMPhpHU
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOvaYuh2R5
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoVEua4FJl
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6om7KOQVa
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zAnYAUDBX
她點頭：「嗯。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XgJAzrF5g
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP8Y1tBzmH
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSLUEcIR88
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNvbodAlvf
「係，我記得。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HpPFZoBLe
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1qeINCNPQ
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9u8i1sLbU
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHO6BabmNs
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ90AD06ym
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8N4qFYvPu
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgsh4rvaCO
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGup39cWgc
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZwzze7eDW
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOKIUQCKwy
「係，少骨痹。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVsKGcvSr3
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJpTSvNZ0u
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhylxHd0roT
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc0Tfx1KyV
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKqQnieNKH
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVLr4iZxqu
「噢，對唔住。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTx5YLCdBj
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwNAQa9pHm
他摸摸她的頭。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDteH5pKwc
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rgYaOepqO
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4F4vWVtY0
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeaIcn6iez
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA89Nqq1cZg
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP3q1EBiAP
她的決心竟然在融化。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z0axhKJQ7
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx9vHWq1C8
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwHN2MMyzX
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvGH0pJ93H
「你都對我好好啊。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON1424WZtB
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N7e1DByQB
「係唔錯㗎。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYYNcqNEuJ
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVLkAzka5a
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8IkUJJXeS
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXkCxqeGgJ
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2zAIcY2lJ
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJtxsLqOJ3
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgJcbkpjvd
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4lYXdscrh
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdxxseYmEJ
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tJIvssMle
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IBfSObIfN
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqJPEkfF0y
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe7sxn3zIA
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnrTHalrmM
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlscuDhhqH5
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn43nYkcxpf
「嗯，明白你意思。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LoVUcBnCq
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwExKQCeW4U
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCbCfsJcps
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FV0n2EqRR
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAdv2RzsZk
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP05y8eIgLb
「我都係。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkcdnUtAMs
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK8ISVx0LA
「咁……就好啦。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHukJ8MXNq
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iwmUzoZIx
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ474YYw9yhs
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說完了，之後呢？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUhbJva9jA
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4MQzu4AHT
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps9n8VyEeg
 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9A7yVlTE5
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8fKqhrCYo
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