看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNus3eooPkt
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF0ARhrKaL
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXsL3Tk9EH
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mgx9NAHis
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7WzWxhwXX
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「明。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgGwbK5vWr
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi8EqTBkfa
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwCAMw2jMB
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB1U9l9F9v
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxpHTaKeaZ
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU896DfnOu
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh2CdMUoEq
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0dtAcwTJM
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「俾我睇吓？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEuTIXCoJz
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueydB8un76
「好。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJImzHAVpD
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuBwVXqccc
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmdfoqLV57
「哦，係Fiona喎。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T71IM198x
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHo8IfkUHS
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RCq3fwdGX
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2fZSKOcZt
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlCiIcBZyv
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhBhyRar3i
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzej2epFCqP
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXgF2e8WLm
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD1scz5vPg
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0k6UbXNyD
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yWzpAUXeu
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNtZPwenys
「仲敢？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZwCdHAh0r
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「唔敢。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsRBExxDaJ
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvPTPeBq6e
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzH3poFhxK
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69wP32Dpvo
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMqwAg5Uae
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt2xVZxy0K
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplqALxdCbv
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BQomysm2D
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4VIc8qqO2
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKb4uGGvbe
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pnLTvYwUX
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUC0GesIaY
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nul6mHYCH
「我開俾你睇。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSnVgyVkYF
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「唔洗啦。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80jkwr6UEp
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQYqZkkSCg
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYcmuhSscZ
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ss2CLduNC
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlG0BIs1MT
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnzDi56ICH
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ4W42oljS
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWFXixPqQO
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpcTnt2kIW
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR8MTts6cL
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「Sorry。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mp4JusrJa
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynPFMCkDwW
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJb0q8W1km
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPAh6AP6OT
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbONq9VRgZx
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2LhLXL5C
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVsexxitBz
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「Sorry……」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyrIUVfPgd
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPiVBGjC6c
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM0j0p8ZCi
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMAVejOGKk
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497TYvChja
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「嗯。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAelGFxyGOl
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既然說起，阿朗問：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm5Or7Cc89
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjlWBLVCf8
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM5UjoY6d1
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd4Pm9XAku
她沒好氣地答：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRet8rEf4LJ
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXpDPNIPFW
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「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW9fa7uX3V
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOiDZQn6Px
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZKbsjd9yo
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAc2PNcynP
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「威啦威啦。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02W1YpO8UI
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzRXy1EOiw
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqdPI8QUQP
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKFFfWrwLt
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8N8eAwvDZ
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNxfQClCc7
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「喺街上撞到？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6upYTYfGrB
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「佢喺校門等我。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHtEBE6okz
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAssEttSm6v
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他語帶諷刺：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vt7pZ87UN
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKwwZELJiQ
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw94z7lG7Y
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOdWk7rR4m
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mG1Yh2Av8
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAiHt0r1I6
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZUWWP9a5u
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「有咩問題？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo4OX6VyA1
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRrULUprn0
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6PoDqAemr
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzngIxKiTh
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是。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoGHGbFgyj
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmetHGtEmX
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASjXLyysh6
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是。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZkAAd9Gw7
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0BEwOI1aj
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1WLUA2loB
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww8aVnZqLG
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原先想表達的是什麼？837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWqpphhvdu
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ5GXkVqRv
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sw8ikyalv
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXzOrQldHz
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4H5Drc2WX
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqpziMVsV1
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f24Gixbqe
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO0p5ETaUz
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UmMJKa3Tp
 837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8Q8LbiPwI
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQd7XbBBm2
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