門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibG2pAesxR
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總要面對的，對吧。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKLXTEXYcl
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb9tMzHU8Z
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWyPhjvgZ4
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJLfQTbxG3
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOqQbDbgVk
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85dheZIajl
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77x2XxeixF
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaOrRDJ357
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO3RxIkpH3
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGsZkcEyDY
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG7bx707x3
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ZXzIqICW
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo32tmk0tu1
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5TWgO8nVw
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdJaQFqfoe
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她…瘦了？1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIZoD2DmmA
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKBHcwT5at
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkANm00q0Wa
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxJaUih3wL
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9fydJoNgo
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgIuQ72Bwj
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL649qz3n6q
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3RXCQOMh9
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCL1k9N9my
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhqVl1yI2k
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVWUScxktX
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd8iBkqxaB
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbqcMHFoXc
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIuETkhjf6
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31oUVZMvWi
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhrTBNfXbE
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqyKgwPPLh
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa83G7KLfiQ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrK3BixSQQ
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ASRslQg3b
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVoaMr856L
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3Yj00lmKP
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgbhHgitM9
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheybeKb9o2
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuJLvN7bAe
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkAdvFnPSk
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq2JQXGoHe
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Ig4YQxhu
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OzoEIJ2dl
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCWiPi6Eq8
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvDJeHbbi
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBQhgg4v8O
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBimxsaN2j8
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hrMY4jb3Z
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z5IxYD74e
這麼細聲能聽到？1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2p5TsQVws
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7MQJAjqAF
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN9blDHllY
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyVO7xkP2i
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPrJoS8TYI
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5YEcfW169
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmbM6BZ0mt
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48G4x3DnY0
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6selknzdxG
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaike6KjDe9
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdGOoOabXd
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDiX1XYm2K
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAbu3rzNXo
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lwV6nCNe
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaJvqtMcbV
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5XDlP04ih
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxqnCZw0iB
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLqioHvnbV
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z0ehLq3ui
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSP1E5ZqGn
老實說，我很心痛。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXu6pT2bq9
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yXawBkCY0
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomV1YrAWzb
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhf53qfWDt
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJetROPHZ0
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXvyuXc3Ou
但…1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCpRKcywEP
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGdSr5t9Tv
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswMZGyg6d9
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv7i6y5L55
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXabJaGyr4E
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dBNp1KQqa
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LoOmruFqt
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJS3Vy82gv
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUevfO2eKc
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyARiPKRQdq
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhYKOJS3vY
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWdUAUETUU
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7WB78PPl8
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyC44QbgW2
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MF4nP82IA
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY95NrsC07P
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6FWAxkYdE
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuQHfbcGut
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fK8gwM1VH
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCOFbTjBeH
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacXgoRGCoy
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8GMl5v9ux
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEE9k2XQuZ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcCrtDDJ5s
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbBTxiqViB
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZwzd4RlwM
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCyvGv0LuS
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB1j4tB6Uy
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55JVG7O1NZ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszjdAwk5WN
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoXnZo5U2z
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegL6gDrjJK
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1xEQFUAc2
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVHCqgSBi3
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUx1E1w1NX
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMWXSc1v6c
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHTcgt53Zy
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB3cOVi9Si
我在說甚麼呢。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZuE8DkgIG
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaAVLsmce0
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4sAPhC70c
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWGKK3qAwC
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpnKN9VXW1
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxhXso80YR
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIewxibbS6S
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8e8RApimw
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraR36WAKUV
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ21PRVPWf
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH00lRnnPba
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTfIiQrZY8
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HtcoQ5EbU
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WmsdmLPCs
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN4zivzEEC
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1MTMen1HQ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN208XQUx8a
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY477aWQbEI
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXuknKxIXG
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKHsH23Wda
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs4JrIgNjd
我希望是這樣的答案。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld0GZX0hnv
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZQNoeMiFU
但童桐先是沉默。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbErqMJgwCf
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJCE5OMdSo
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvjoJNnYXs
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGlrwcxMqp
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXlTx0dWIv
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVuhQSUGxB
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijURK7Q070
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGNNaDkf99
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqVrSM2Rsd
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2xIMJtors
甚麼意思。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI0DuRNZq1
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjMsZvuOco
這到底是甚麼意思。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QL0kzSeT6
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC7c8i0UFq
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR4G89yaRn
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNxviTfcki
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6KGjHnWFe
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEGYFyvsDi
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhhR8y5YUk
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xk7cKXK9d
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wJwDPLCEC
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3SpVwdR5e
是你嗎…Dora.1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqxKO37sVe
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWWQCfWTxP
「你…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKLSLH5izn
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4JzbRYpj0
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBb9AVnSGX
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDtUpY7y63
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HX9R4x5hQ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbomzswaA7n
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpSS8mdTg6
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我覺得自己瘋了。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt4zF7nMh1
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy2qEp5sgj
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX9GJGu67X
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpAjTfvhRb
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PI52MeeuB
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpz1hHIC6Y
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDpE7bbc96
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDuG2YaeHP
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJvjDfP1Jb
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bDHbWmJaX
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4SF26JIZ7
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXbRNMZCwk
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0zTzwYJKY
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1SM8Gum2W
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgyuNjXgvz
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcVJpmFEeb
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRztqsJOrU
「咁點解…無可能…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHAgAJNC0t
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCBVpM9ukz
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk7IG9PFzZ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxIqM0iBOy
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS9KW8LNwg
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9skyBp7EvV
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb166LDEju
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U8yRcYWZX
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVv7k7CAk9
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CCElbKk0X
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJSddUg94n
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sTdhlNmof
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDmCQD51Xt
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「童……」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEfUdUbbKa
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvqzkjySZe
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uMEzNSO9g
童桐…抽煙？！1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO78GjkRMcW
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWbYbGvu1e
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfXV0nfKML
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「童桐…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1u7hLwRVg
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2A2hOfMTT
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Dora哭起來。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJkwlLZZa7
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbZxVBlV3U
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKzwsqF2Bd
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeZbQdjvlo
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMmBZRi28J
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBy1plMdCA
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDng4UNaJrN
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUAiJIVOhy
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXyHOfjABL
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYC9N2OsQZ
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFUiThQwjE
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7eduzCaac
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChkDOxj8wP
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結果當然是…1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblEwvF03LI
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0fFT1coEZ
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKnNHX3fP1
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YZzWGtcqN
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3plFbsXPtl
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVbPGQH6XU
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchtz7QLdpp
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcFNykpEP5
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Pl0LbHha
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowXDhH7wYH
1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTQ3i0ynqK
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB80sXuur5i
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhGgrvCBMI
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」