他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu028UHmIR
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYgJn0UaLy
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4gVm3OQ6K
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAnbH4fLbS
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxWOuzgF9t
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrxO7GVFlO
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MIhZPb8sH
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Y99zL4dR
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl6Vcx4BuS
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25J00ZOBoL
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zghsStSht
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLUwWrB455
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEt5c3WbwV
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「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8b7wwQFsM
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIDW6dG6N5
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「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1dV5hdecP
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVNY2u6Bdu
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PMkdPTzHZ
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「你好感慨喎。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyFxIdZMGb
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlWM25Ckdl
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宜家呢？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MpEjNUIpM
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「嗯。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWv8td9eUQ
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyReg9AGrbO
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E6I8YZcmr
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「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFImTh6IfWG
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFKliMGNjl
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP2CB5wXzh
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阿朗不語。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3zhvNaSMk
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt9GOK2Cho
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42lvHLlhXK
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9whpTgPfjm
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峰仔開口介紹二人。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPStPB4UY2G
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjbcTZiSK5
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjsTBjK3ao
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHjrKjoc4N
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyXAC0P4jZ
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJVyZKLrXT
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN6ai3hayD
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhl5Lw8srB
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之後……就冇之後了。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLIPN2zEqB
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「節哀順變。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmOYC1FiYy
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3dNEtDLCA
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「嗯。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmLl7Qols6
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w4mDVRc2H
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHewDAYN3T
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嘉欣已說不下去。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPzdVOC9fX
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdsgOzGion
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「我想佢番嚟……」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uUvGiV3ib
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJwzWVssvv
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2ofKvAYOB
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFOwLvVcgS
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1BlzwvKvw
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyA1bBnF9K
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl5qNy2vQ1
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM3YBALCxj
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnPIsT2wWr
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBmLPxQrWH
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKeRxAR12h
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYWO5VUeLp
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zfA5YQCsM
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliHxOYaSri
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazMwlubNd
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoxUGM0tQu
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNQRFg0rIH
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmv3oJ3QKt
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwgJFUtUC6
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaPhonw7Fw
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaWr87NWIR
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她悲傷。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuYsLVoMXi
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmwBSUs15O
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「冇你點開心？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzDJzWX66n
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eukh3jTPH
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYwoa9ao48
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUBH9CkW2H
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XaUI6edMg
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacypXYmcUk
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「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOY0xl83k3
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94AG4zl170
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「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tmt3KB6jx
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ4xIy9RRh
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnRmO27lda
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyumRyDVcEk
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2HHv7huUQ
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4pN5pXskl
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0MwmsgpRN
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她不假思索：902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Fxajwsg1
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBJzGTk2Ga
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「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu1XFopnaI
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kEnByIc6D
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGVKHfLj9Z
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt9HDT4Rf8
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAHm4AP3ev
 902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sEhHNiMim
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。902Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1m0XUvM9Y
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