現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3dCWJ8q0S
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcbNEUpybB
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4OYoxkSh8
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjtTlBFMqQ
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「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ec6DsmuTS
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt9HvV857u
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其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2l4qTilZh
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLzshSWRGk
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一下、一下。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlLWWyXpAL
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM76LKtd72G
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vUhXZrSwe
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「早唞啦，老公。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRApY6jdxO
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世事古難全，但願人長久。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeI6LNGFAX
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千里共嬋娟。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2h8B7Yzom
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsWBXfefhy
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送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYvwNqszeY
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阿朗加快步速，回家。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8StFExnrzL
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這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs02d0loNrJ
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他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XHVjAng7G
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudEObvFIcL
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無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gBPMOvKsh
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他還活着。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdSS4XZ2tp
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思思一定會傷心，對吧？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzElmfHPjb
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmopR3rwHAe
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfdolBPndo
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWeUBZuOOv
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhxd4ZGSd4
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看，多奇怪。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6RmT2AzRy
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRkCJCOO80
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那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV8J5cAsXv
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演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6suT0TiXNo
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阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP8LjGUCJw
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o4XqbnWyl
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxYS4tMJcw
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是嗎？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR0TPJ5GTI
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有能力不用，保留作甚？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2adSWhd7Q
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難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOJweaqHdn
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圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwgopfiFZ7
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4V8UxvHtq
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQozbm9EOgS
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阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsXoanYE7v
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「岳母。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTycNucGbbB
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「阿朗，放工啦？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNRZ5W1J9l
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她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwftEOeVQWt
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「係。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zAgIS2YRz
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「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaWE6bXfIo
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdN6GH91SM
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI17J3jdjKy
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「你哋最近點啊？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t7wo31rZK
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「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZJ7f2Vu3N
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr03qGJbHFI
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeCgTrbuZc
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「差幾多本啊？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7LziHrpr3
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「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoiTtYqoOw
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她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUamJhJQ1ft
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「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG2OlDCRwO
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「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdJ6Ovvw4y
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgydI9vKiO
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz65IWVaS2E
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「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJG3TKrrkX
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他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eTfRZtBFE
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「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YV9GsGrpi
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棉花糖真的可愛——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSPq4R2RpD
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阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP1SomBN82
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能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn0mwVAaX6
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棉花糖冷不防地問：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE51KU5a9G
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NHiB0f4BZ
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnkDJokUmz
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e9Lr688tY
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「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7EFRB7DFt
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「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrusrmYzex
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一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP7vAltkFo
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSissez5uY
小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddUY1ENI6E
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGgj4F2B7j
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他試圖解釋。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeJFbeCU00
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「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9nB3eSj24
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「好啦好啦，下次啦。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qIvCO6xJm
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「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0HXN72SkO
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她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthrdf7p2Gx
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「點敢啊小公主？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsGb4g8KRD
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「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGTVfEjImm
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWblIUD5QfJ
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeXWiwKSiD
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TWytO8x7W
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9whDfbXyKZ
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「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSLHOQUWXG
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甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqp4S1dVUt
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「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK7yxyCecq
 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlyoT5OnIU
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMbLmH56tA
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「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5KZmsIOUZ
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她不再與他多講。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8jDRaZman
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很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？8964 copyright protection794ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFAJnhL10E 維尼

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