他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQE5kF4dT8
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4GFNczXFw
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBUItj6qBu
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DuBnYTLdN
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW23yE1a0y
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAoyYmTxVl
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHHn2zEU4D
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzrt579GHW
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPceizLVyV
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweUNqSlZTK
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OtVlusjNl
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWhAAsz9La
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUeWHjZqmt
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWG5PPHr02
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNS0KZwLLz
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdnT3n014e
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjt8KvpOnf
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqDwzupbDm
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7S0LHZR7W
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTsclObOjw
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYfW1GJkIU
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRjuCF3HFh
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRA6X5T6OD
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodYdD3KGhV
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvuOc7YDRV
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R7j77tNrH
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VBS7VTwT6
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkQwLMtIDq
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjcKZh8Kif
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMrrmfzVG8
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuf5GxoDil
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLPX4EVmxu
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpRpYKSvb0
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK2Tm3nsh6
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNBbnpS3Le
「你好感慨喎。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDnr6j2NZ4
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn2niYCZEV
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7b7mqrQgX
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSKYj8VBJK
宜家呢？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtVTnnYwA6
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX6LyQWIqz
「嗯。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfkfJQ98k5
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM1ZPMeDpU
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDmHHnn9Se
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdyDxoHhG7
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0ietQz7mv
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGMeRdzlcg
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpabekkzK7
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JXUUcjlMQ
「唔好諗咁多啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqxDUrk6v6
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVurNsaL9C
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwf1go0xcm
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhnHJwuUp6
阿朗不語。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCiACyy6Ee
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ6PIA5HMc
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zU3CTN5Um
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt55F3Gm0p
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EQA2wKPRK
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHctDucMj5
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MiL4r5mTm
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh5RG1EVuT
峰仔開口介紹二人。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV2bJDo3L0
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6nZMjSpqW
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0V07h46bz
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7hRiwUuoK
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuGdmbrMdt
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPkQnVuLXA
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGiptOKWNg
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSdVcwTAp1
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZlm4wg0zr
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9eWm5WfjX
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGlnWVFDfH
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuu8gpDmRo
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7w6LTW4FD
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE7AeVmsSp
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Umcqtmmv
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKMVLHh2pL
之後……就冇之後了。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHrwM1wjwh
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYo3nJca4u
「節哀順變。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGBcYsc5QA
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULfuOBoEdD
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoAbQAbM35
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WyIHeSjll
「嗯。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn8ET53Yiy
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv848ht63Hm
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ993lEatLWT
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb3mBnDSyt
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyasFblR2w
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOglJmA2Vz
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ufl3foo6p
嘉欣已說不下去。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXVCekkFrC
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F0LtHR3VP
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLXIEc9KTd
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyOU15dfvB
「我想佢番嚟……」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGikt9FjOP3
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpSaB2olYi
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1viinwIK5d
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0DwsmK7MT
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWhWtntYA6
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fmsxv6xs2
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQTt4rpj71
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fnbtQXJHn
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTtMVyjCii
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUciTUW1MaY
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFn3wA8ocD
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZvJNRyXpZ
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsSlUYUUFo
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMUi9iUXjo
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3KQnNm3pL
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0iXCOZKMM
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbiRMcwqhL
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxpYcWVJag
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo0kp2EiDF
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjXmumkamO
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ukanAjMZ
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ldCMkxgM6
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw9a0DLhg4
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9MuZ6usPj
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBA980aLoe
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYkay1Frwv
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9DxsNzCXO
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JR4xrSSmq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5avUN11HF
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdTF0I7qla
她悲傷。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXoV6hPUjM
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kxl0Nty0p
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNOEFfz5yP
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbfJykbR8J
「冇你點開心？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrSCKKLBlc
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtqWUQsYpH
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DceQLT85S
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxBTT6jVdr
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhEEKm8IPf
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCAD87CPdY
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GI7QRnvTx
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg4NMlXaCk
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyqlRXLnjY
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4q1hsLBqF
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wv4B1hxE0
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0xLUrtBmD
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs44mYppKDN
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIVkQImgp2
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXZj631L8a
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXlVDLShKs
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HezfgqaID
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQiB7MWrZM
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPzS4u0w4P
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9GSno4Nwq
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuhOnAi83J
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2QTQ7BQP8
她不假思索：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLk3SWBPye
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC1H0JdjzZ
「當然係寧願你出軌。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPX4CgI68y
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG4WWQPYoF
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpkc9jxOEo
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm43os272e
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivtkC9kH3l
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xbrx7UY3j
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrWjZNhnuz
 880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFUeQPYYTi
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCGfNVcsAq
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