他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52tGT0eV3t
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHpodnHjAN
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7oTx9Q3VK
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvjrEoByaG
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHJXcjxvUv
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwOANTKbPi
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOXiY1FQkI
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HdllpEpNl
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALcqNXxzSa
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5cgOqqjrr
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp6pLpkddV
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxCfG3PIXr
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvTYFEMQns
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oyd9gVdzW
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FCIWBZ1nX
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEzlQsnBp2
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrOJQWiJOX
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1fvW08uWo
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSwR2BwsDe
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mGFeATuuO
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHATRH3Gke
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5R3E2O6TK
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGwoDe1SQ3
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE9Xals3uj
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdaQaaO8yz
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs2qPw1nEr
「你好感慨喎。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaLhBeEPq5
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI34acckETK
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宜家呢？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xnv0Y5pDA
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「嗯。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKWKTPuadV
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPIg3wkEUM
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe61fMDfK36
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT07gyt3QG
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTni4bcVeF
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN5HQEvs56
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHIytRxhWP
「唔好諗咁多啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh2By9p5r0
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwzIGIz9va
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTrFomKDlt
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GmNEkWOcW
阿朗不語。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32FE8HYaa1
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRfgcABQfb
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa47QWP28V
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQHUrOM76D
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosbf4YlAWf
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEsdbBsI8n
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuokLADTQM6
峰仔開口介紹二人。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cuvv30bd0
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5yv2xDywc
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5qkSM365l
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8do91M2zn
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyUBcqgV5V
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwoQm3rUcy
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvLWEMpvzI
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWZZolrSRe
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzAdG7GTjt
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseld1PHSB6
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ746ChSMBCn
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreyvT2u8rc
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之後……就冇之後了。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLOtPLKyLo
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjQVzrQUU5
「節哀順變。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhsBs6rHXq
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz9CJwp5iz
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「嗯。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmLiqxFYRU
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ07P1FFp4
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KYWeDr3GB
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpovz34eDZ
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKUUBIUqve
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嘉欣已說不下去。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rzJuKbo02
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrJWUPqA0q
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveMaSNnnQW
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「我想佢番嚟……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwRaLqdCId
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIJop71u2C
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLND04FWngH
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRoSTG7EM4
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0epiUVrtM
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gNPQWDmY4
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuR0wItF3h
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh5MqI10JY
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtzRTPIwWR
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGkg5V7INN
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzi1tLpaec
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ydp70nGjo
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXlaHAv8Lu
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS30C77znS
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90osO9eK7Y
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c9Sliw3bD
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsJhLuBLoq
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYk8iu2TGL
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWKoiWEFeb
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG9lwTMaIl
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFO55NTaWG
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnuywMaVDk
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她悲傷。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRh3ptDNm2
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mwewsqDCc
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「冇你點開心？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQtEgAoLAG
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sbICs9YkO
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNKfi5GRJi
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbrITL2Clv
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40A311vsO9
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5z1ySMUUx
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「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5TZYcEdq8
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJepxBoOfpi
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuuETJ3Wph
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk6fDrpRob
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「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3owDaP4z4
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當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb9aP5vLFY
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5dYL6X86g
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYL6Ug1v5N
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZF4MLpkAg
她不假思索：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesMqlxG5cG
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGMTNXfKL7
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMLJTquwb4
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbLpWu97N8
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「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANYluJ6OY8
 826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfV7CINlXV
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6GnppnVOT
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現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfTzL8JU6x
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