他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQGL3lJtqI
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyz81GLfKj
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH8xMcxnUj
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmXqACsQGq
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNZLKkeysS
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobVIU47f5c
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6XiAN8EBK
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8uXzIF4wR
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrT2kfm2TT
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU2XWIrG7d
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2EtfUmRXk
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfBMtxRx3u
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYGHehidZd
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「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtJDPRni8N
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMY4EhRA97
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQmOEV1HVG
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HyZCyEdjR
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KHwVa5HQI
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QFMLj2FKB
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「你好感慨喎。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoK7zeyIqA
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml5vSYhf1W
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宜家呢？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JUTbAdgbZ
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「嗯。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP9n46JEpt
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXnRfVqi0X
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMGgf5ZkyX
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「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgP0gucdZF
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0EJCO1vxN
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiLfojHhXK
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阿朗不語。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vn6y4FDuv
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9WJekCwrY
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2NaA4Goj3
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkm1SaDmCs
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峰仔開口介紹二人。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEC8chLwMH
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE2VpxqyOU
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB7AEyBHNF
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASzsai0GVs
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaKeEtCmM3
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeL0mlmhWd
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuumw2wRdE
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD50uTJAWv
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之後……就冇之後了。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOFDj7y3Cm
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「節哀順變。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjX4VbCaBt
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdHf8GjKTd
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「嗯。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRRvWJENQm
1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eA1nCx4Nc
1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RvNhXISbC
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHZOuVNERW
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBB6S54MVw
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嘉欣已說不下去。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMqAuMMosZ
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBXfOuVVTv
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFgkNhMfp6
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「我想佢番嚟……」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSdZDnJN7f
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ie5Bv5Zq7
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBS2lVyHp4
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EpQcWBhD2
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjl8OSh07I
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YSWgpPNpg
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPzWRibAkm
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ8TqcmN3K
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGURcu5NIgY
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB46iDk4eR
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW3tB4x6u7
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8suKWgyI5
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn4IIhPFRa
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPUwWxDDTC
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xla6uMGAC
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCcSbJ02Po
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFfHFM0nAH
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdS9vH3tgH
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQNyaQCSpT
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vyaQWkmhE
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LQ9x1GYRT
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63unOUY8iz
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2QwSHfeu2
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I6SlPfAbf
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvzl5mfnPp
她悲傷。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSi100YDhU
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaFBf1EHTR
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiMk4QkaXw
「冇你點開心？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ1f0SUWhq
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3orBSQzqoY
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwEh5XF4dt
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgkWQCygzt
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbQ0vJXI4G
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk6k1SGpdr
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4jXKD4Nzt
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FDwIQ1hHM
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZe2RAS8vP
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVnRp1D2nT
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR2V3CEu7F
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErllo37J9x
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDfPhFUGWF
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXPYmDvVVu
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX56YcGKKHh
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozWGYEAfdm
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkuroQxInq
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiozKWVM2x2
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4vwZdBEXD
她不假思索：1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2ffYNT10
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAU8H1itvy
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lkq7xlO3d
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RQ3GwqiAa
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIEO9T5Kiq
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXgbQLten9
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKkW58nDQZ
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRnwfdEqPy
 1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISx7wS4len
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。1067Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbooWsRNP3
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