他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZdEvJfBlj
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOtZetUQaM
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPVBZwyYA4
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNajBjSElM
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaHiu0SQZ8
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqPUtPp0n1
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJeY70WMz9
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd6M2nyR0K
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhuOuq0Iik
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXghC6wFx9
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9la9YUKCE
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoInY059cYm
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZp9odKGrO
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRjQqHVrxU
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEZpaml2oR
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi6ZnfMjz0
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIdomzAZ4e
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1h5qQHqUW
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCOC6EMpHK
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4JPQSMrwK
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmER6Hvsxyn
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dBcKipb2o
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXiUvj5PKk
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpIIVrONR9
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS5upaNVMt
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWfENoZ0my
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94XxzAdlT2
「你好感慨喎。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPWPfArYIu
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaJZkz7rsW
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs93b9qTma
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宜家呢？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaHOTIKjWt
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「嗯。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj55PnmkUG
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0wnPsur7f
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs52KXtF6b
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOtnZZccli
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvGuxoycv7
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIdFdVX7GB
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4w4tOKHE1
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w5DBeZER2
「唔好諗咁多啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOC9HQ9LkK
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlrlI82caL
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG8Ui6RUMa
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgbG4g9TL2
阿朗不語。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOVGxof3F7
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspt5GwEkbq
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V74J7YYQ4
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPL2NmsyiM
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1LRcDJzgp
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Fh8svVCX
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1ubFtKcO4
峰仔開口介紹二人。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrSHmez9dl
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWFRCgh6WY
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1C4nwzQ66
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaHBHqc0VH
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MHgziiOfc
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hJ4tlzI9C
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo27RdbJn9I
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HmtADbPTA
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7WYrlXzIW
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnnTqV6t9N
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0qag60Sii
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkpO3rEUyP
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uwDNSbnNc
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp4sXt4izz
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68V0pZP1Ie
之後……就冇之後了。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH0uiMbSff
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZlwhIdVrg
「節哀順變。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikNe5OwuYz
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA8msf7RjQ
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPqH9iFvLJ
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMiK5diPzP
「嗯。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbIpph5oxH
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UF2o0mr9H
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuzE2XNYlB
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwnhonR88B
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KYI7TvZZd
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUBxbXmeij
嘉欣已說不下去。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmI2KWDvAa
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad9bMfZtrm
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApgjhl8jQ8
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSE6r6IZXM
「我想佢番嚟……」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqGI98l2sM
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw45Q44Zey8
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NCiFGlYL9
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fseW1jVNw
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvKBkS2Pop
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGzLxAUY9C
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlefiZrfSJ0
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHF7yYlHXS
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbakLr4Thl
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDaekUf8f3
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVfpriuQkA
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jZhKghriT
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd97pDvqXiL
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4Xg96lAiD
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAL8h2eE2S
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5xgOio1i0
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMVqyIB4E5
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p1LE39zQJ
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep85C86XMl
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVZlLxknCp
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7im2U0wBKp
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xfWfsnzE9
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lRODDSFOE
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH342BJe5x7
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R5uqxbi7P
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshQO9R7peu
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNfVOF10WS
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeqHbxUZCl
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzxoSsmwAd
她悲傷。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln3tV4mHFu
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXWJmfWWwq
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g0NO1OR1P
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh5ZBhBr06
「冇你點開心？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YhZmforTy
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvt4aDqnYi
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTELosWEFte
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ReJCE1ri7
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Fmz4RciI
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkfm6gATSu
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JgiuIno9f
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlGRMjH5OB
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2rZh9wsqk
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X5lKxwXtl
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTmisiRPEm
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5szwJsuyxk
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0jzk3nleL
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w7tL7N5U2
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmTmgMWoD6
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfJQ681fH8
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHzszgE9vx
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUP0C15U7F
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YmDlCd1Xe
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rxw1hWNDh
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsTQM1EZgH
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxvIdCq0N3
她不假思索：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrkxXckINi
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERmyjgMxQe
「當然係寧願你出軌。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5gimebD3g
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgATPJOxMB
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Ph3IT12z
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZF7oxXwtf
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLzViEa2lE
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0BjUKNGLL
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbxd1v2asm
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG78mJeUZy6
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy11GA2dW4
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