他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。826Please respect copyright.PENANA52tGT0eV3t
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。826Please respect copyright.PENANASHpodnHjAN
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。826Please respect copyright.PENANAs7oTx9Q3VK
826Please respect copyright.PENANA706C2dptWW
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。826Please respect copyright.PENANAJvjrEoByaG
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?826Please respect copyright.PENANAnHJXcjxvUv
826Please respect copyright.PENANAR6W7MP5EQw
生命無常,真的令人非常無力。826Please respect copyright.PENANAZwOANTKbPi
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:826Please respect copyright.PENANAOOXiY1FQkI
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1HdllpEpNl
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAALcqNXxzSa
826Please respect copyright.PENANAplPA4X778B
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:826Please respect copyright.PENANAN5cgOqqjrr
826Please respect copyright.PENANAqp6pLpkddV
「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?826Please respect copyright.PENANAFxCfG3PIXr
826Please respect copyright.PENANAShYPoNJoKK
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?826Please respect copyright.PENANAIvTYFEMQns
826Please respect copyright.PENANASSWCXoONRK
如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?826Please respect copyright.PENANA9oyd9gVdzW
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3FCIWBZ1nX
都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAFEzlQsnBp2
826Please respect copyright.PENANAZrOJQWiJOX
「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAC1fvW08uWo
826Please respect copyright.PENANARgQfbamxZR
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAqSwR2BwsDe
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1mGFeATuuO
「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAnHATRH3Gke
826Please respect copyright.PENANAx5R3E2O6TK
「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。826Please respect copyright.PENANAjGwoDe1SQ3
826Please respect copyright.PENANAIE9Xals3uj
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAXdaQaaO8yz
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJs2qPw1nEr
「你好感慨喎。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAyaLhBeEPq5
826Please respect copyright.PENANA2of0KKaJCx
「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。826Please respect copyright.PENANAI34acckETK
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宜家呢?」826Please respect copyright.PENANA1Xnv0Y5pDA
826Please respect copyright.PENANAKDjBe0wGXC
「嗯。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAFKWKTPuadV
826Please respect copyright.PENANAmTvECT1aWb
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAIPIg3wkEUM
826Please respect copyright.PENANAe61fMDfK36
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。826Please respect copyright.PENANAKT07gyt3QG
826Please respect copyright.PENANAcTni4bcVeF
「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAwN5HQEvs56
826Please respect copyright.PENANAmHIytRxhWP
「唔好諗咁多啦。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAAh2By9p5r0
826Please respect copyright.PENANAMwzIGIz9va
「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。826Please respect copyright.PENANArTrFomKDlt
826Please respect copyright.PENANA8GmNEkWOcW
阿朗不語。826Please respect copyright.PENANA32FE8HYaa1
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。826Please respect copyright.PENANALRfgcABQfb
826Please respect copyright.PENANATa47QWP28V
完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。826Please respect copyright.PENANARQHUrOM76D
826Please respect copyright.PENANAosbf4YlAWf
「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAHEsdbBsI8n
826Please respect copyright.PENANAuokLADTQM6
峰仔開口介紹二人。826Please respect copyright.PENANA5Cuvv30bd0
826Please respect copyright.PENANAETPZiLNhdB
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。826Please respect copyright.PENANAA5yv2xDywc
826Please respect copyright.PENANAH5qkSM365l
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAP8do91M2zn
826Please respect copyright.PENANARyUBcqgV5V
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。826Please respect copyright.PENANAUwoQm3rUcy
826Please respect copyright.PENANAWvLWEMpvzI
「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。826Please respect copyright.PENANAeWZZolrSRe
826Please respect copyright.PENANA96OG4TqlJ7
感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。826Please respect copyright.PENANADzAdG7GTjt
826Please respect copyright.PENANAseld1PHSB6
嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。826Please respect copyright.PENANA746ChSMBCn
826Please respect copyright.PENANAxiAOOuXyFh
佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。826Please respect copyright.PENANAreyvT2u8rc
826Please respect copyright.PENANA5Aibbv6Kyo
之後……就冇之後了。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAMLOtPLKyLo
826Please respect copyright.PENANApjQVzrQUU5
「節哀順變。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAvhsBs6rHXq
826Please respect copyright.PENANALMM7EJMPgn
「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」826Please respect copyright.PENANASz9CJwp5iz
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ7TR9Jpow
「嗯。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAZmLiqxFYRU
826Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ07P1FFp4
826Please respect copyright.PENANA2KYWeDr3GB
「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?826Please respect copyright.PENANAWpovz34eDZ
826Please respect copyright.PENANAkF49cCZaal
我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」826Please respect copyright.PENANAMKUUBIUqve
826Please respect copyright.PENANAhFeoR3hi4M
嘉欣已說不下去。826Please respect copyright.PENANA7rzJuKbo02
826Please respect copyright.PENANAtrJWUPqA0q
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。826Please respect copyright.PENANAveMaSNnnQW
826Please respect copyright.PENANAvMtYiXYkBh
「我想佢番嚟……」826Please respect copyright.PENANAtwRaLqdCId
826Please respect copyright.PENANAYDDR5YG59K
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。826Please respect copyright.PENANALIJop71u2C
826Please respect copyright.PENANARi7Q6lrHEm
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。826Please respect copyright.PENANALND04FWngH
826Please respect copyright.PENANAnRoSTG7EM4
她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。826Please respect copyright.PENANAw0epiUVrtM
826Please respect copyright.PENANA0gNPQWDmY4
她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。826Please respect copyright.PENANAmuR0wItF3h
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3qjw18RFiS
可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。826Please respect copyright.PENANAHh5MqI10JY
826Please respect copyright.PENANABtzRTPIwWR
阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。826Please respect copyright.PENANAUGkg5V7INN
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJKCeGNhw1o
阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。826Please respect copyright.PENANACzi1tLpaec
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。826Please respect copyright.PENANA6ydp70nGjo
826Please respect copyright.PENANApDibg1AAAY
矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」826Please respect copyright.PENANASXlaHAv8Lu
826Please respect copyright.PENANAoS30C77znS
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。826Please respect copyright.PENANA90osO9eK7Y
826Please respect copyright.PENANA7c9Sliw3bD
「夢啫,瞓番啦。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAfsJhLuBLoq
826Please respect copyright.PENANAgYk8iu2TGL
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」826Please respect copyright.PENANANWKoiWEFeb
826Please respect copyright.PENANASG9lwTMaIl
「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAPFO55NTaWG
826Please respect copyright.PENANAxEDmiFFufC
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」826Please respect copyright.PENANAKnuywMaVDk
826Please respect copyright.PENANAUB7nhxJ8ug
她悲傷。826Please respect copyright.PENANAdRh3ptDNm2
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。826Please respect copyright.PENANA2mwewsqDCc
826Please respect copyright.PENANAcELN1ngXqr
「冇你點開心?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAVQtEgAoLAG
826Please respect copyright.PENANAm7IMOhRdGY
「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」826Please respect copyright.PENANA5sbICs9YkO
826Please respect copyright.PENANAMNKfi5GRJi
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」826Please respect copyright.PENANADbrITL2Clv
826Please respect copyright.PENANA40A311vsO9
她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。826Please respect copyright.PENANAz5z1ySMUUx
826Please respect copyright.PENANAvdZCTQekty
「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」826Please respect copyright.PENANAm5TZYcEdq8
826Please respect copyright.PENANAjuJQ8iLhcW
當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。826Please respect copyright.PENANAJepxBoOfpi
826Please respect copyright.PENANARuuETJ3Wph
「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」826Please respect copyright.PENANAYk6fDrpRob
826Please respect copyright.PENANAiNm0gH9oF7
「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAr3owDaP4z4
826Please respect copyright.PENANAcwf9cTs86H
當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。826Please respect copyright.PENANAHb9aP5vLFY
826Please respect copyright.PENANAL5j7RvtaMQ
他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:826Please respect copyright.PENANAy5dYL6X86g
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3CpaZREjsr
「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」826Please respect copyright.PENANANYL6Ug1v5N
826Please respect copyright.PENANAlZF4MLpkAg
她不假思索:826Please respect copyright.PENANAesMqlxG5cG
826Please respect copyright.PENANAyquqwfXHVT
「當然係寧願你出軌。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAWGMTNXfKL7
826Please respect copyright.PENANAFMLJTquwb4
「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。826Please respect copyright.PENANAcbLpWu97N8
826Please respect copyright.PENANA0HQa3JCrIK
「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAANYluJ6OY8
826Please respect copyright.PENANACfV7CINlXV
他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。826Please respect copyright.PENANAl6GnppnVOT
826Please respect copyright.PENANAq3vJGud8io
現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。826Please respect copyright.PENANASfTzL8JU6x
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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