他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpwfMYxhLD
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBWECj4lTI
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yCglalNBJ
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4TScTnRQU
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLkYu7ndXK
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVADE3kSyqq
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2gAfA0fRS
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkdjSCvrX5
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuGqXhnNMN
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CnRwc4XID
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiPIVMDIc5
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKK9dFqHk9
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG6szDfXKb
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrzzaYiHwX
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzTRkgfyHP
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClnXsyfsmq
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ3HlUZOwQ
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDXJsXlQMp
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv8Ae4dP4Z
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJsyvgZmP0
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO44uohr6Yl
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFFQ5XCeE0
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB7F6jCmFS
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFhDVDeyWt
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「你好感慨喎。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2TcGoww3n
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAkA8e42gW
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7llrGb76pd
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宜家呢？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8LY4nCail
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「嗯。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVnkOxshPD
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxBS9bmQE3
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywZvRe3TTX
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5xiwWxtcZ
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKPlsrTeuq
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAvCczmqMR
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6ZizEWAvf
「唔好諗咁多啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZPP4vWGm
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6qg2yCzB2
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxvWfj5Vlp
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阿朗不語。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmk4CCTJJk
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlehafdjAb
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f2Ahh2mNi
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxt03iTkJj
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vQWEuabFJ
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峰仔開口介紹二人。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmnXlnbRN8
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxykDukTRm
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuQqFrEa9L
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaqwGmvUep
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicM3DGNt5A
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MWHfu0JcX
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJOzAXM95v
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TSX8U6Udd
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1RCJjHNSv
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjxn2qctWV
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdR1ClJJEP
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之後……就冇之後了。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozYtvCuaFG
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「節哀順變。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgL1dlt6q4
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg0lZUYvww
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「嗯。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx8LEYIyDX
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF5dxG6w8x
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDtUFC7pVx
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嘉欣已說不下去。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6wcFhYO0j
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSiJeTbQIL
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2plIvPZ3EC
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Va354H3rb
「我想佢番嚟……」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaxYVL79cQ
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSDUoMQaVU
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU2H3zlbLK
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle6OIa04b3
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9cIlC99Fm
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0GRiGqoqJ
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDVAXtwUDO
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zdNdWeNfM
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eOLmF8KYA
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vcezWFt38
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKcpwcnU9P
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQjSQ9Iktd
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mLkEv8k8g
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ycQ3nDCgu
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7L7WqJGpq
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuBz7TvOMq
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODv4OMLzL1
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiflL923M1
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweA3nCZa7T
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU882hRN2p
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvrAj6tZXs
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ5t7BrBZy
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLHBb6nIaR
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw6XGGMSfa
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd5dIuVLYe
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll9r2jXUk1
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnI8f9PjEf
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYH9fP96Iu
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmZiaM6pdy
她悲傷。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo4V2pzCcV
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKVTqQeVGN
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQme5nogVDm
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TpOil1wWT
「冇你點開心？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAc3ODWSKF
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU0yAZCaRh
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7KVZsTQbE
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TeIMd0rdZ
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqX7hMl9Pq
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANzkDcdWEq
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvg29w2sWE
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PghKeU5P7
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqqaleHXRl
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PaHp9f6Qm
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkw9ua23VJ
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvJltLHbbH
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyY4I2XLMY
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIrGgezUxa
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyKVYADnKZ
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZkP13Bdn2
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPcNvdRE0g
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Tz6aEWs4i
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3nUKVa5gT
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkI0HEKqwr
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2D3iovKAV
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDwvz8GkDQ
她不假思索：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnJKdh734F
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaTfKIvTEu
「當然係寧願你出軌。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82qiA06UAO
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNkRCJs5q0
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHU5cKekh1
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvSARLVpx8
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGUZRfa8e0
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqTq9HVHLP
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpZHmAvEND
 863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPTEMExtvc
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26X3Slm8AT
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