他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp8Qv6lUvy
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgMOX8sMOU
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yywe777rc
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhza7H3PULI
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMuxFxZ7ZO
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fZ9wKjt1l
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQREui2rZ1
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgUeXZlUrp
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhfrUlIZiV
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmMVVdMmp8
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8zkMjpC66
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs9kRMQznn
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNG1jjm6g2
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kTA7l1O4U
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1hVjM5UkC
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z26imZb0d
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tRzeD8aCK
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUQa8KKo5i
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq6yczbZzS
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRl1l394X7
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvmIq4ubua
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEJy2yDf3h
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsdIWZMDzs
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCOZXNmxVg
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTrCnDIUmk
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQYm0SgUQX
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo4Ge5W5JQ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhCTBLlWIh
「你好感慨喎。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtFORwoXJb
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffHqi9zJ5e
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UbTQLVQ31
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宜家呢？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIuP5HnkxK
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「嗯。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwe4WFPsby
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGrACR8OkZ
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS1U7vGhhK
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJouoANybX
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsoGZAbvex
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BZNOHy78C
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQB6x0eMtI
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm22up0LZF
「唔好諗咁多啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9fOLvGyWL
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9qNNQbuzU
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWe8hBLMiQ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtuCJ3DjBk
阿朗不語。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWivPdUkXbr
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBAkJqLC8R
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPmEszHtYf
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpEdxGPXc5
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TByzUQ22D
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyMFuCZik4
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYozmVDthE
峰仔開口介紹二人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk8At0TGrR
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEOmymN7OA
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FMNMVzNAj
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkLnmIBvFC
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3rtYKSo0W
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ui3h1s5tK
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWOirog6WF
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvacvfxUxH
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaw7QqC1ji
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6bum44UO
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKpAHSGmto
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjihiKMLdRU
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniDIIQw0Su
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpZHxLu4zq
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49wMt9Xa3U
之後……就冇之後了。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1gTqnwLZ2
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAiJhiKovN
「節哀順變。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35eH8Tr3tG
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhavXqU64za
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoMC0JElHq
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「嗯。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdXZHThIBs
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAhe1WY39Y
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANr1VOPXKX
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AHR3YVS3V
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAypi2oydGi
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWbxPqTNCT
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoKSsbwYPL
嘉欣已說不下去。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJgA4Qyhme
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD0KefLad3
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Jzr4u6gQ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLIL1N6wip
「我想佢番嚟……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva7t7OoWfP
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuMjjVesiD
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDm7SGsfas
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscBknx80IK
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4qnHmZOb4
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B1OT8a4KK
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4UWB5xteE
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe39InO8P2A
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0e3mGWRXw
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ZzdHUw42
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5NSdyEeMp
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2wTSgsgV0
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GFGyB7cVC
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7MkYS1YSF
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkpW7E7Q6I
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjO3HASHe6
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOYRG6XGlY
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZJ2YbH0AQ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQWR30C5no
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDGXC5xruJ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWMDOCk5QK
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ttL41XW4
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCOkrA04WP
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2fbcojLI2
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkeR6esPuU
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQsTXLtTjd
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbGMBdnnA4
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoQDO2CLxQ
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpljzFfxUus
她悲傷。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLH0K2S0sh
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe8aLRpLzt
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyeV62Tpjm
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaLuSkMNqP
「冇你點開心？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc9TBsJefd
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVYcQ1DSwD
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KTD2LOHaq
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ADOPwb0qe
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FwxS1o25M
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmLDQ6LwQr
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq0hz9xaYb
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ08JNvKUE
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3O7DD6L3m
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BHuhwcSej
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cRvh8dXyl
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J8oFyA2DO
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTASoQWgY1
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4gSFMXjXP
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKHsAQohtp
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzvn0hsL3c
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8hQRe4NHS
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwAUANvuWK
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11GljRS8vM
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHFd2ia61c
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNLkThZSLF
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVKMOiLjc4
她不假思索：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7Uzvbh8ha
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1mNR9qja3
「當然係寧願你出軌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHIFrrpzLC
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwGT2dOCh4
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HzlJFzWj9
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1pi8IV48G
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx24YQNlTBf
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBUlpWVYyg
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36M2GbrHpx
 912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4VQc8mMWh
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE3AUMc2dY
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