仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNtdLLfXx9
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr0pTGonjw
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH6TsP1QgF
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUj2k2zHv4
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZEEBHoJnc
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl41j7F9nyi
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWldYZ4Chv
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"我諗可以嘅。"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBBp84A8pl
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接近六點，佢回覆我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0u3vZHNN9
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YwMBHIWg8
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OONsded1v
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"嗯........好吖。"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtuFUOth25
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLoILt3ITt
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFwsE4NIJ9
"係咪有心事？"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5idnzZExH
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UzvraDROu
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0JlNKMhRD
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jW7KVKdCH
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWF26kEQL4
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKajQJShQG
"嗯......無嘢呀！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMID4t4vFj3
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F47ONBxc6
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI2opk4rzE
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO1LOe7krZ
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOlUMPJvKY
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRP185NtiE
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwldLCw934M
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqyfMJHGFs
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"唔得就算啦！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6yjmtZSTF
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL2xNzXFyb
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIroAyxzPd
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uDeA4oPod
"唔係呀，只不過........."338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMzjxOqwIo
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgJfRE046W
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfoaWfkGUg
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrEwkXtIwy
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgys5PMC0O
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnao2SJFBb9
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaFX7OEiEa
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TIW6YRpxy
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2dGztqQF6
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOLP7bSUJA
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mVQuGeIll
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"一陣再搵你！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rBgH07ZSf
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W8AACiVLe
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql1RA2pMg3
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbab4rVFFz
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QurI2JVak
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowVf5nigSw
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYhKzJT3X8
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8HhSZCl3V
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBP8AHdRt3
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"唔好咁啦！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPtjtGOPBM
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6maChorA4
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8knU1HTj0E
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqJUsftyDd
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSglqq5rlc
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6D98pGK4t
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG5r0qFPXD
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAQTexUbVZ
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVTRtK3aDu
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSO59Fh0u2
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhqh4gjDBV
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy75PjbXQU
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVrGkJAY2f
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXtvnL9QB9
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsUR2fffcU
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLjgAZJVCN
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW00BLVx9s1
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHaIiPAUYo
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEPmp2Vk6i
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6EeYkNRJJ
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM3qNTQzdK
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ05c64Cd3B
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呢張係四個月前第一張。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL0Tmvy2Vi
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WWkrSNHQ3
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl8rnS7Yxw
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCN1pIQsgb
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubiCUzzwpn
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvjlWxK4m9
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUUmyBCwmQ
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2tMVELG3K
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尤其是最後一張。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFoIss3HIF
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QBpxAfeJ
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdHx28R4pK
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下星期三？咪即係今日！338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkc3QIPpeB
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb3zkOMaDE
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVLmywRqov
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ktNVCcFrh
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCTzBGiILp
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQC0fQbJjQ
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLrZBfftWe
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvnh6I0UgS
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1uU3j8Nwq
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcuAOprYWu
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0p7mS22IR
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCJv5ScE0m
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTlpQWGaCo
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwnM1za6ya
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"我call咗車，我走先！"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qBnfeMf65
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHLIHZUQ4I
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD21fHUZaF
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡednPGvvCWK
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPM4FcRNta
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男友追到落嚟。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5amWu9y7Tj
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1ayRyKLTb
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdhhhcqMs7
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogHn8HJspS
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujzWgHKtXJ
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5fa4HKGhv
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEbeCMfEtD
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxFiqmRXAI
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