我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs52gncnV8
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1kX78iHSh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQWwVkiRSS
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ubtwDvCXV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUPxjx3HX1
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMfDVT4J49
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8G5Up9AZd
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqzFeA5d4N
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b02SnAWiB
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPftdHSv5l
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoPaLs3GW4
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoW56ttoba
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGL35oZRew
「不要動。」我說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJFLqYrD51
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9wUjstzwf
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IIht12fo5
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC13lrF1bd
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVJNRCV7eb
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf3SWEpLVI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw5MXxu4fG
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T6ndy6Wmq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7iwU4QMeq
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLMJdPzS8P
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Pa1Ay2A1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3qwlvrNzn
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDaPj0z0hO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGijkVkFktO
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ddHMKXVq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrjKf8ZWnq
「為什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZnFIgvJce
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuTt2KND7p
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfBixgH25d
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKtf6PI02V
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2LJAUZTaO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx3Gf6ruYi
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZLM7VR2mV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8FGCh1j2g
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZMXCP7KiM
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc59FiWdGI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs91qjSOCUs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQrzTnsPWQ
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMRMicWjW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsuymogPRp
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyhp0WneEI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAISnNYdg4A
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75ABR5SNC5
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJF85HZcWK
「……」他語塞。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk4nF8FFXZ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfZKclGubh
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXuoyLeVUs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygqtVZlgta
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPUtl4EiM7
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrPCNEWFhj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm47Iw1ai1b
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsbpqLKOEz
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSm68Ldvwj
「為什麼不行？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTqssBKtjf
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8COw8gAivP
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vTcgAvGUJ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5FaTFKhye
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqK9swJcqV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWc0cBuJX2
「我…沒想過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASb2vMqwHd
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfitFBb8iHu
「是了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ9YWzw8Kf
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPoyyQmhOd
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw7T3uQYnv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJsxPnfcNk
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjic6NIaaXM
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TuXBGgbg2
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm0rNrj49P
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJEJEHNxRD
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VBFj37cdJ
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惹人憐愛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ULFjKFmkd
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWEMcs98LD
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTOLCxDKEI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpJrPTO1t7
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUShW77casN
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6KjUNU9Ky
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w3AXcFygg
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuetserpmdS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgn5KVk9mO
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadfTTTNmr6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvYXsYTvac
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFixzGptAm
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgygiW3cpr
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaVxL9AY2L
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rO97vX6ZA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHVEcct27w
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyzNlYyd5P
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUzOi2dxXn
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBsLftEpZd
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7KdhXGjJy
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOjaEFhoHP
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CGOahgNPU
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVM5UDrQMH
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW46ZCmtY4
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEKlmpY0wC
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6OzumD8bm
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPYKPSNzdv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCEhMbcRPm
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFK1QzblOd
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoeWS2TgpR
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkS39Drb2l
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56s8gt3W4K
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fVlcV4aSf
「那是因為我以前也做過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGYX4pULKh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclB472K1aP
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTdiOEHybx
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPdE3CKcjy
「……我以前是服從的角色。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtl8apJTj8
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE1hyBED2J
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhs8t3IOts
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONOm7B2AKJ
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcz6Rrih4B
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk0ElA1vZv
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMZlFUtJoi
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjHPwVen2l
我看著他，沒有移開目光。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwTPZrS94L
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUVwOvS2bX
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8P3qx3NT4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTVvRJXJPq
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkchjta5vfq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlxmJwCMEG
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb6zVEeO6U
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7CyAJ0IUS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbLNa6ikc4
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1ygaRahMo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLffcc5cXY2
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp7gv3imuI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD4mGxfxUG
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMzE0OxkHK
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXJrXpP6Sl
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNKTpgvmMF
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLbFFMchw3
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57GHyvTR25
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyazYghwOq7
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