這個故事我說過好多遍,對別人說、對自己說。471Please respect copyright.PENANAI5PU3y7Pbe
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然而,沒有一次能將它說得完整。471Please respect copyright.PENANAAlaJci8wLA
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說起來,真正開始和他熟,是在國中的時候吧。471Please respect copyright.PENANA9RXk8H90b6
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不是經由相處或談話,而是書信。471Please respect copyright.PENANA6g0mSinFmM
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第一封信寄來的時候,我還以為寄件人是個女孩,因為他的字很美,從一開始我就喜歡他的字跡。471Please respect copyright.PENANAiFCEsCZ3u3
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第一封信,他就親暱的喊我妹妹。當時,我沒能明白從這封信開始,會改變什麼事、改變什麼關係。471Please respect copyright.PENANALGEkAQvjB9
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而我因為彆扭,從來都只寫他的名字。471Please respect copyright.PENANAzBowIz2c0k
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英傑。471Please respect copyright.PENANAUOlHNvmMwG
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他說那個名字不像他,但我不覺得。471Please respect copyright.PENANA11GQ1ODJep
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我回他信,一開始只是寫些學校的事、同學的事。
國中生嘛,就是一堆無聊的小屁事。471Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ox0r07GpK
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但他每封信裡都會認真回覆我說的事,我和朋友吵架,他認真的分析原因,並且希望我和朋友能夠合好;我喜歡了哪個男生,他著急的像個老爸,不停問我男生的個性人品如何;我開始接觸網路遊戲時,他甚至剪了報紙的簡報,關於「過度沉溺遊戲的下場」,提醒我不要太過沉迷。471Please respect copyright.PENANAMyMRFs6b6I
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每天回家,我都先開信箱檢查,若是有他的信,我便會馬上拆開看。在寫作業之前,先寫給他的回信。貼好郵票,在吃過晚飯後跑去郵局,把信投進信箱。471Please respect copyright.PENANAti0GywuGDZ
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我們通信的時間距離愈縮愈短,一開始,一個月頂多兩封信,到後來變成一個禮拜一封信。471Please respect copyright.PENANAhY5Mc0T2gM
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我們總是很有默契地,不提起關於家人的事。471Please respect copyright.PENANAbVHFUpJUbT
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家人對於每個禮拜從「那裡」寄到家裡來的信件,也從未過問,彷彿了然於心。471Please respect copyright.PENANAqVLZ5dpTN4
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信封後面,總是蓋著「那裡」的章,代表每一封信,都被檢查過才寄出。471Please respect copyright.PENANAxdRPKsd8bC
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那個章像個枷鎖,禁錮了他,禁錮了他的情感,禁錮了他的人生,永遠也解不開。471Please respect copyright.PENANAha0MkvJEBv
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待續。
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