我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMx27lG906
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXabdH2bxd
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6daWv4iKx5
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws2Qteu3Uj
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIwJ2hUZuO
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZoE8jl4AG
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImzKFwo5LO
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJrmU8uK2C
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBCtAC63i4
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM69RHq5DI
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRxyrViH2S
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bOUHxpPir
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「不要動。」我說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxnfdO1IuM
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzctodP0jIV
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xLA1WMUm5
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfLaBQKxaw
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc157HHLBci
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hRtJoZTHm
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rGO9XlGNZ
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZygfqosaB9
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4XEWuhgFR
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqfoPJZDLd
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDBjO4Hd8y
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmASBQmpWsE
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmC7oOOKhC
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSXXWMf000
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJCUwM5gz0
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiTn3kRCuw
「為什麼？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLv8MA8wJJ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoZ04vzKiF
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbLY5alPhH
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqdQRq5Biz
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2hCmxFVbr
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxZ63ttTog
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8gNOvoJGI
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi9aL1OKF5
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2zO3OcEHj
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYiUhoBd8K
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYD2tt61n8
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbQFVEWx7C
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S5B6TSdWG
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU9JU9fsOz
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3eaWDJK5k
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZiBI2YrEI
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q9MkvH4vQ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAFSHF3G5c
「……」他語塞。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIS76s4bOE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQRMUjv8qQ
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdsAd0f8zZ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLd9v2jHhQ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdth9867i8I
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANWEUWMRTx
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gqMqk6QfK
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8MugLmGCn
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPvYihXska
「為什麼不行？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTorT7SrLes
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb2JQheI2d
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcov3zClpj6
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZHiVWpqSS
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7EpQf9pYS
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aCO5eMkBU
「我…沒想過。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBXe03pW0n
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSvZh9nkTq
「是了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjDZQgUPj3
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddb8o2wxty
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wjm0OTC3G
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVnuflRl1G
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMitDKjZmC
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIlzJsZjlK
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ0BzVrNEG
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLTWMy95V
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaABACIKO4
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1FD9kOP4Q
惹人憐愛。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUF7onOqGe
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEAHeEaH8t
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF022eF9R3Q
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9tJM33BVJ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAvJ70kz2Z
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4S0pcK03p
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D4frEUK9q
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebWG91gqe0
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDyrvnBZyo
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsak0EOZ8m
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rdnApcjIn
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswWLsKU7vW
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYkjseiAKT
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcmPRcOxM1
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaI6GzWtRp
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbAFqEoW47
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXO9HxHZXt
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CGsnmtw4h
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj1rL551PB
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZChZOokv38
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hxsxGC6uy
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPbyDdmKX8
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDQbnbhlE0
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5HnWtFJ9P
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT3msRkeIt
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOB7Azx6no
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpTWc5NGCO
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8VKLC1y17
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCQCF6EDma
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuFOTolvwy
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr9R1SslcH
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gtTBkyIZX
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7k8cLCkIR
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK5VaZefOM
「那是因為我以前也做過。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUEkFGIjk4
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7bRjqiMbc
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CRM2acLvk
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqJch5PtB5
「……我以前是服從的角色。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjFPsUh2WP
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnYKK9QfLK
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xeTh4VdXK
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8xEijYCOg
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rYvfC6rCB
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5g4Lt7VRo
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4CY51CfdA
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitw3WmH7cS
我看著他，沒有移開目光。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KtzGEaVKG
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5FS21LH2m
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNNe24ZinH
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT53MPFRxSh
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4acYzXJnpU
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW69OlU4Xt
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZe97g2NVp
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bwlFwwFM9
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfPQy8RJic
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuyAEUcmsR
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejdVDqhD7C
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiVSLpkbSL
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3PRpG3WGD
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡropeGXl3HX
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jw1cN4HU5
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGvrHXshYA
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xAkp2iLFh
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbLNn4VZ2e
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ7alWM6Vy
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaTxoevT2S
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