我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DbBX99Fog
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct4LZ4gxZD
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4mwm5KTYr
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NL0lzyWRq
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7jq74Qd0G
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd1SvW0zii
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebq32nOjU7
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「不要動。」我說。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOT21P5mBE
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ne4T2HcvW
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他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowBoLxlan9
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy53cbVKNc
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6l6CJivFT
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO08GZSzUJ
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaNKosQm95
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CawJzvtta
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXLhcYr31L
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1IOzTbuGD
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「為什麼？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4nenRB97W
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MELONYYVP
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「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW1NBbMXqk
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「我做錯什麼了嗎？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM1MvYfEQs
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他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoi893zld0
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70avR6UPhj
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdZRkNsDjD
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「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmJpMLx5dF
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我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeGFzQsu7R
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「……」他語塞。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPIPMhmmO2
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypFJCf8I1U
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayikDtfQWO
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW6rK4pcMz
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKeVjb99nT
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdFusy09OG
「為什麼不行？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIrBahMnlY
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「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzq9rHONch
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他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6IM4rSBjH
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「我…沒想過。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCFAIkJWSI
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「是了。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokkTP8HGzw
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtggxCkyeI
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbesjHWkXz
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「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9TfQtklrW
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnoKMDZFpE
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惹人憐愛。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCyEUETFma
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAY8vUwe80
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw6XHMoFkQ
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW4FN2Pchr
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4H4vsIOgh
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivPzJ4gQkI
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM4I3W6aZn
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ94zK0Ni7P
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如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB9hKw2dHa
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX4WLoQ41g
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那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb6XoiPqyl
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLL3xxFkWp
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R4wlLvQQX
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那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriOBjFfFhK
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdABk11p4J
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我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYLMuXZZvF
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「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgXPG8w7og
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60EsA1VW8f
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxU6BMSPdP
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我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn8OT81f7A
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc54kNQT9sJ
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmqsqYFgDo
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QcZjQ8LxY
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO2yYhBnX9
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrGgE69wIo
「……我以前是服從的角色。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzURNiri5O
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77SD367xwF
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I86wCMyrF
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS6VrvJN21
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWBWUUDmfO
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdSvs658jJ
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVWBEdhsCZ
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我看著他，沒有移開目光。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8PuhOQbQq
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那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pZFdrlnZe
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEIQVJzCR8
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他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMpsuTDwEy
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我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDnYWnV3Jh
414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpS4MATkoB
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqS2afqV1E
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDLzzpk5IP
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0STPEsKCwX
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB7vD96OCH
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