預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUMBTd7iNw
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鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hSXcNfAJq
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「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsiBXDfsb0
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怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhOK3yIb8G
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「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbMZ1shrAo
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「上課吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QVXA10JQu
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「好 。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva78iQLAVD
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夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BaUW9rRtt
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那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAusL2tN5Xx
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下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeCXhudAXk
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才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvJPNOAlcV
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來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcexM9a0Yu
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想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNWP2IH9WJ
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看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1PjGfp2pa
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簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnV9pmRW1D
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我扯了一下嘴角。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmb82tqgRh
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「是那個劈腿男打來的？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqw7vj35zw
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「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BiBfiVXZD
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「不接嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b6j1A0plb
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「不用接，會很麻煩。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fqR12GG4T
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我打開和他的對話視窗。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eSOpUwdjU
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〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv85rjK0Z4
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〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5HrxFX6FM
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〝快回電給我！〞469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwQm0AmSt8
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諸如此類的訊息。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV02f9k8HNT
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所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgacgRzlhb
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「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp832EXJkr5
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敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSVYIvoQ8F
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她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuvMIxXmND
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她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6xO7u0brA
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqGDyDOOkj
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因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiarXMnqR2A
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「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnewCVrwXG1
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「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLUYG3N09W
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全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruQpGbrupt
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其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFrNHgMY5Q
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發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cafqkSnX3
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「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaGekKQaOi
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另一邊又傳訊息來了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxM3EhDU1m
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「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZVS1Y1zf4
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「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Vxo5sdBw
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這邊，我也按下了封鎖。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06gVqM5toH
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然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8RIjwsTgU
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「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEv3qEOgKy
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「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwodu00cEa
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「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUStG96ik9x
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「是啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9BG4XdNFA
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「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBa2Fg0Duo
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「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmYdAUNXsA
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事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpwV7vxkyI
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但那得花上一些時間。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNPEcK92MN
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