I wish I could understand why I feel this way277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Rwqzyb2a
Why flying doesn't feel the same 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGxsNpFBzk
And the lows don't seem to fade277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8APiIIieTV
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJnTsEyov2
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rFJ4cqGlk
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2zWq3VIqr
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCl3aU7viC
I'll convert this pain into something that works 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMV8ATsRM4
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVW7DFpK6A
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvee3tVyLBp
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAUBYIKrJZ
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k1JP6AjLI
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5B6UOD38H
The breathing turns to drowning 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiHSEtGYNw
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak8PBHsaGe
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegaG4zu4Rb
But no one welcomes me with open arms277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0aV660vkH
Their love is fictitious 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs1nrPTiPR
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmoVEXz4r8
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPBNOvJBxU
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWzfURjFvj
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXvtNX8oE0
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKwDup3AAb
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ8ZcOYZIJ
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWREBuED0H1
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevpTTjoKSf
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA31n2bUzfM
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJiS5XNLNm
They get their way, nothing remains the same277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO4IELD1Ud
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHO9mrYMYc
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8X7OmJmZR
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eG6bJhLRV
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fAYSl0NQD
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBuBU7msTn
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckuN3dD6Lx
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOea1niqCX5
But full of myself and always on time 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N9MQsP5YS
I admit that the crime is mine 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8mMf6z4z5
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySt6zKu3F2
The devil will lose his incentive 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RYXkcHyKp
The weak little girl, poisoned 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmS1HFcGVp
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuMKsTNyvU
Brick by brick 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGunKVns1qo
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNJ96bVi2v
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSoQ0GRmJ4
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaflcThqma
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYtvpjMnqm
It's still right there 277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡterbGW4vwW
The devil on my shoulder
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