White sheets stained red in a hotel bed259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LvOBcRd6w
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbrvFRPx3h
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmy9th67w8
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrJvJBLnuq
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXw9h0RQlt
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuXP8uDgb
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6nAhEYHrV
Vivid visions invading my rest 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8isRSohh3
I can't sleep because all I see is death259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeoKnQaApq
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY5RYtFRoQ
Thinking about death at such an early age259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn3GaeFI2L
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdTLAAyqX4
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14V9wblqlI
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0xLCZYZa9
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqH5UDmgSF
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXAo4B3Mvo
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L2uT4TacS
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbkQIw3mZN
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeIi3L0mUz
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjQDHJnCgo
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x8aFps14s
Nobody actually cares until you're dead259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpDpmQtD23
Until you're another headline in the news259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ePbGV8uX
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnsgcowB7i
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJPGM9eKlf
"I miss you today" 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY3ToM06NH
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZwqt2Cctx
But they care now, 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbns64y2Bb1
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl2Kmv5ITP
Mixed signals is all they send259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwLRZLHmfv
One day I matter to them 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIlIgwt3GX
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdDynH5a2T
A few months ago, I felt like flying 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS0aZN8ESJ
A few months ago, I truly felt alive259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1gbDylM3m
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10dvtKDshk
It's hard to explain with words,259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpApqWytSb
How the silence kills 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWPo0Jplao
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl6xfASp4h
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5T5UnkrKR
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkxQXmzlWZ
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkVpMCEhAW
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRM8eI3e2a
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpSrHl7v8N
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS25DHNC3NA
The little voice in my head, it screams it259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiqbz4MZYa
"This was their choice"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsUrjQG8Yt
And to be lonely all the time is mine259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVfdYELVHO
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8YuJSBZm7
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeFOpJzKqI
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN7DNSwSOr
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDquAo9PAC
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3O5Fkg94F
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T9AiJ2RPJ
I wish somebody would call259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm0cQ92HZd
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SQ90Fc26N
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDQ9fBmEqh
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeY9kgr1jg
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3hgijXZuS
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbhLKNLICE
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92dIU43tYc
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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