White sheets stained red in a hotel bed213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdcEjuzsY6
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUrld4gJbF
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpbyJNIYLy
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRPajkei0m
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2v1X3YZqg
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe93DnnWHS
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasccUPHJ7N
Vivid visions invading my rest 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfXTEWwPyT
I can't sleep because all I see is death213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnVV7XSwhf
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAoPfaVXmC
Thinking about death at such an early age213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AFbhXNDxb
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZTEUhO0p8
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEokRPZmEM
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ4Hq5eCtW
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9fPFj6csg
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NPmFXo4ZW
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMRrLLC1zm
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqdBgrjDYC
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M8uxoFha8
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOD9dABRPz
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkOs0ZFpNT
Nobody actually cares until you're dead213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrhgXtsYYe
Until you're another headline in the news213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjEyVlj9Vg
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcKwT468KK
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B0ajfjPG4
"I miss you today" 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUmgCz8YUS
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTZSmXc3Pa
But they care now, 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOSWrjlyyw
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOPiyj2eQj
Mixed signals is all they send213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBYHu1blsk
One day I matter to them 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5utMmsDdP
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUQXMn17Gs
A few months ago, I felt like flying 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkC7hkXQKU
A few months ago, I truly felt alive213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O3s7lfHIB
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIk5XgjM5D
It's hard to explain with words,213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTRLA6Yyau
How the silence kills 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLQ18g83kd
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sFQyt0acS
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhGXZPeoQh
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp0Dk2QrMb
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZqx9uKTDp
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto3xsQ2yvg
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKrTs1fvCs
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9ANsqhxjA
The little voice in my head, it screams it213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4TqebWt6T
"This was their choice"213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHoZGPMG6L
And to be lonely all the time is mine213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwlEos0B0J
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBLKigOldl
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJBBm2XMto
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG1kkbfKC5
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCmpmw7gxz
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIemNec3YqF
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiKrMhM6LS
I wish somebody would call213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCFrCprDe2
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdI7MuUauQ
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxfNCUThqI
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kOQHcIHWV
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRymOpFJW0j
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMaVG5fDVG
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3TNxbbiyG
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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