White sheets stained red in a hotel bed238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8pHWJMPbw
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUGDUx34SV
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPZ6YQgMID
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrhIpgFzsD
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurLubFlbVM
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklWTbApVal
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FeVh30r2Q
Vivid visions invading my rest 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTgGlsglva
I can't sleep because all I see is death238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnRG48UTOk
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBZxniNAOk
Thinking about death at such an early age238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHcTxSIPOp
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiARbTrtCUQ
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiLRl6aJX8
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzRRynAERT
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrUMA9cQiD
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSXTSDR8jb
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH5UVIptvN
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJUuXPg1gy
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFk4SwGqQZ
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkkdazqJGI
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD4X1Xd7fJ
Nobody actually cares until you're dead238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqNBeYHAlk
Until you're another headline in the news238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTCnnPaawD
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6gEkSWjgm
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VJ9kMZ35T
"I miss you today" 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXHZsgsvTP
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nXtg9Px2C
But they care now, 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1wPQeqUVQ
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR9znGJmhu
Mixed signals is all they send238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClEs8WIiyt
One day I matter to them 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTJMVkr3Di
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd35gKhKC5
A few months ago, I felt like flying 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96WdtBa6JB
A few months ago, I truly felt alive238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJRw9QP2Ma
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRArBBlluKK
It's hard to explain with words,238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PPETcZZ9L
How the silence kills 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXfh6A9nJE
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU1EHfCSHm
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPBQiOe2MH
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4CL7Dc4bg
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxjZEBJWoQ
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDw1INtJSR
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaZ13itxvK
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuPDYj8xK
The little voice in my head, it screams it238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwTl91iYof
"This was their choice"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyKX1Tfq4N
And to be lonely all the time is mine238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G1wTVvX2N
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgunsiEeVV
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OtiDz9p6o
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3fmiFtiLQ
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbpFrG9DOX
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pd20AX1Ol
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bpjIQP0Ca
I wish somebody would call238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrTTIkppVA
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXaXbQ3Q2P
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYwYrapJBZ
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRefm8pKF7X
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALeuBFFJzf
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK20qA1fPs
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNRzCq0vai
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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