White sheets stained red in a hotel bed279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kU996JVmt
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJlOjgX1xv
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD1YQMn0i3
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqIfNMy47s
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1YR8rui86
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLpKiIWhXF
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynuguxRtxT
Vivid visions invading my rest 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl58swI22T
I can't sleep because all I see is death279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQZcmKTj1G
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡon7tbLobBC
Thinking about death at such an early age279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGn8LqK3Bj
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnk0KG8v7H
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN4QSUb1vj
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxrxgCytYb
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl0eIzrZaP
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyy1Uw8qST
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16mXgymB0x
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO0qG8oLtK
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHOs9jCCK0
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH4MyKCWY8
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkpSHvP5IB
Nobody actually cares until you're dead279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo161UEc6M
Until you're another headline in the news279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADnPEHoUoZ
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC0IPGYrzS
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM9Ba4j739
"I miss you today" 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKxKT1kpE3
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfniWq5xLv
But they care now, 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCP61oYzWl
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35KLyaVENh
Mixed signals is all they send279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvEHm72ICv
One day I matter to them 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA6QoIcGK5
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgild7n8co
A few months ago, I felt like flying 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0AJTNNs9n
A few months ago, I truly felt alive279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzVH21tgUV
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc179HErAOB
It's hard to explain with words,279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgxogo6R18
How the silence kills 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoutSWCuEzT
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGSnZVDkuY
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7KXhAVac6
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUAmONd77
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1KUIF89bM
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5msteJhKn
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT8mdi5Kny
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpImW29UmOE
The little voice in my head, it screams it279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrslIvpJRyk
"This was their choice"279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFfb7z4fi2
And to be lonely all the time is mine279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCM0kDMWlK
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTPn2zENCd
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbBamgPl9n
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PsubfpJs3
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmbCvtchIq
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPEXJ5DO3U
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktCDZdZAA7
I wish somebody would call279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0TqPtqL8q
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibKjnK3ZWO
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfQIdsd9vp
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEgU9ZOvH0
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9RXuxX0U0
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORu7GBdpTn
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJT50n2g3p
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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