White sheets stained red in a hotel bed324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq6Sfqf9Nz
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyEGANgN3S
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ky5kE2iZP
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjotfLRn6JC
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXuB0o9Tb
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcR1pMa0yw
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3yooPhWWd
Vivid visions invading my rest 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2P0M6F3RA
I can't sleep because all I see is death324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkVNIc5zpe
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy87PgmCAD
Thinking about death at such an early age324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajEH7vUyhl
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7bvc0rGKE
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr8sczFU7i
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6TewaEcRF
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTbDdXsgaT
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytfBt9CzBg
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEZcl1OR4U
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYZ2FJNbAN
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyD8lFNXBz
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIuCeQgk9D
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDCLBotTLP
Nobody actually cares until you're dead324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd02yj5I7Sm
Until you're another headline in the news324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU5daeZUwS
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXZWUMKEkd
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSvhvqEZIY
"I miss you today" 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HTkpSAHXL
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW6GmTB3IH
But they care now, 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ze7zBcccd
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrorZmP0yKn
Mixed signals is all they send324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHedfv45jS
One day I matter to them 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDDMQ0fg2x
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IcOp1lR6L
A few months ago, I felt like flying 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGb6KZBXs0
A few months ago, I truly felt alive324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LimEtn5Cn
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyvrFZiMDh
It's hard to explain with words,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFHWMlTbht
How the silence kills 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bOApkcmvY
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalCD0knZCP
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFQNUxOCN7
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPYekjAZ3W
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK5cWy3Loz
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxE4vppK4H
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ675hqF0l77
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhBlEk6Kzm
The little voice in my head, it screams it324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH82oeS2SKT
"This was their choice"324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjzXtV0F5E
And to be lonely all the time is mine324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5pgfw4hqm
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngvz0VEtaK
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUzk1RXGU1
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbdqIAVzfF
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJEyRycQPC
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtIjtCf2HR
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraJmCmMUzm
I wish somebody would call324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Engyt87iQ
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0OZMUbXk6
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv2oUsQCax
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc83GTSffyp
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJPSdmCNGA
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk5HNPPlbF
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2dmBxLtIC
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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