I wish I could understand why I feel this way74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66sjdC6wPn
Why flying doesn't feel the same 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV6z0IEOcn
And the lows don't seem to fade74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGDzVU2Yve
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNM6TLpGiu
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUDhaTW6uI
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw5EzDxSxg
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOqCGlHt0o
I'll convert this pain into something that works 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhOh4cwv2X
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LnvZdbszi
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GyqnIxhjd
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmgpXAh8w6
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNKKDe8r9x
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYw30zr0gk
The breathing turns to drowning 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscroKE9cTy
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKW4JXyOyo
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSG1Unmtmb
But no one welcomes me with open arms74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5BCOBYI6x
Their love is fictitious 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC1jOkkIM5
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKrhPyYnnp
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNPfeN2DZ4
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGvuVpT5kF
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iuK30wXiy
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3iPqF3p1n
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C0edKgNhm
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84bQO9BbO3
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiRWpkaxka
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSchgeGDUz4
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuQ1zPSkUR
They get their way, nothing remains the same74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBl7yUFb8l
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeQWN3rfEq
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOhHKU9ekc
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzM4sJW0nQ
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY1aU81bNN
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B2NflXPwZ
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSuFkc5M8I
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlrhUs87h8
But full of myself and always on time 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoLhYX8oPM
I admit that the crime is mine 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyFHweNTR3
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzwu9ggxtn
The devil will lose his incentive 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYf5IbLdzi
The weak little girl, poisoned 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieBKewmOMh
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbFVcqVctU
Brick by brick 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tb362prFQ
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksZKO4I70V
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJMrkccajP
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneuAISDTy7
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96TmCrqt4j
It's still right there 74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYvmfTLQRf
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.