I wish I could understand why I feel this way633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDn3bExG8A
Why flying doesn't feel the same 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UlEIupyoO
And the lows don't seem to fade633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsErDrHu8Ce
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B87kWI3V5
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILyGyQg3tk
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1acWA6GJo
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRZqVG7Fm9
I'll convert this pain into something that works 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sogYXq4d0
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb018vsdzzV
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4JWDn899C
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZekKOsrt6C
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEeUcNJSXp
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwykdaOUgxD
The breathing turns to drowning 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci4qmTqQ0o
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMi7dh3jt4
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF4Ujrbq26
But no one welcomes me with open arms633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wFcOmXqDn
Their love is fictitious 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6FPFialay
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ln5LbnZt
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9Vjp5Jut7
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoZ4YNkgP6
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGCKQiYkZs
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKMMDmEgdW
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyGDESo7eD
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqjjpVhYne
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmybcUY8KC
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHKRVHEDZd
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAkck1mSr9
They get their way, nothing remains the same633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQsdSb3P3E
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolbl6kGq0G
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLkpWK9AFG
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG31j2Mltb
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF8rRbjIe1
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz3498Qljx
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wn1QLRiFx
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRsjQbJIpM
But full of myself and always on time 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6bby2Pz1C
I admit that the crime is mine 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqRubN3kaY
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13GCd5pzLj
The devil will lose his incentive 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR0LB9Vi42
The weak little girl, poisoned 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyulZEvStmc
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnP6pK1SNg
Brick by brick 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCmhuXIU6r
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0B3NMXOrG
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnNVSN6UAV
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKAUrEIMZF
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m6uOMUkwh
It's still right there 633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxafOVHAcYP
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.