I wish I could understand why I feel this way217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeQlRB6e8f
Why flying doesn't feel the same 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuuMmB8FCn
And the lows don't seem to fade217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY3dIBlw6f
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lT4n2dtNa
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yzb6i5c7Y
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbO16NCzFp
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxXKisZDz5
I'll convert this pain into something that works 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsano9bgrqj
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6lzyOQcBU
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB4KST6M5Z
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISIKFN2fey
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFmaxVTjZ9
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjNwIOUka3
The breathing turns to drowning 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbqbn1sxmW
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqSI3wDbfV
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdMPwU6krq
But no one welcomes me with open arms217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoldFCKbsv0
Their love is fictitious 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwPiyMuuH7
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyIl0ZCQ0m
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesGRpBgy1Y
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux1qxLoCdK
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EwlvWLuNQ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvH8QjXoMV
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLnHxfpo5
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aoHJXKjG8
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrIiAmYyOq
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPvRXzIBSH
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0xumZ45Mo
They get their way, nothing remains the same217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF0WJXLF1w
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRcVgyOr8a
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGTgLRvUvK
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSxeisoo3o
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gv9Z2Y4LL
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewHeleOdHN
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqgb5Deo3A
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RkKpsI6HO
But full of myself and always on time 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqVc7dBTCR
I admit that the crime is mine 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOqMILY3ki
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC0VRA63im
The devil will lose his incentive 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oZCbnBTCt
The weak little girl, poisoned 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG5AwNdeOC
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ha7bWrWZA
Brick by brick 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HtBHiEus2
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR3L2CMDlB
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzI8BfdRNC
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13ULS5VPvi
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsVtR5vsdz
It's still right there 217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5eDbFG5WR
The devil on my shoulder
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