I wish I could understand why I feel this way356Please respect copyright.PENANA43kfRYXa2V
Why flying doesn't feel the same 356Please respect copyright.PENANA0MoQOPWE0n
And the lows don't seem to fade356Please respect copyright.PENANAZFLSFy4vRZ
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 356Please respect copyright.PENANAr1AHQ1uVDd
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart356Please respect copyright.PENANASS0svJ9fO8
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 356Please respect copyright.PENANADItEMVTdxc
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 356Please respect copyright.PENANAN4QXB2b6cl
I'll convert this pain into something that works 356Please respect copyright.PENANAVsGKHWy8u8
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 356Please respect copyright.PENANAEzpqQUqPPC
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 356Please respect copyright.PENANAmBEgvzAU7E
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 356Please respect copyright.PENANAbOVUX3A29x
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me356Please respect copyright.PENANAgILkXxmyGM
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 356Please respect copyright.PENANAtSKg0m9MLt
The breathing turns to drowning 356Please respect copyright.PENANASbBnJPwDGv
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 356Please respect copyright.PENANA4OtaTxbDFh
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms356Please respect copyright.PENANAHcnHdagbmn
But no one welcomes me with open arms356Please respect copyright.PENANAsPmHwtZmGy
Their love is fictitious 356Please respect copyright.PENANAlbNDYn1CbS
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle356Please respect copyright.PENANABIia3tMHAH
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 356Please respect copyright.PENANApeVWyUxPBa
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 356Please respect copyright.PENANAfI4QdvDDCs
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 356Please respect copyright.PENANAt09qgWW2L3
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 356Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ9BCefszm
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 356Please respect copyright.PENANAT2ymBHdAAv
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke356Please respect copyright.PENANA71lht3pTiJ
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 356Please respect copyright.PENANANgIDVGXqlO
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 356Please respect copyright.PENANASViez144Vn
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 356Please respect copyright.PENANAQv2bWZIjiZ
They get their way, nothing remains the same356Please respect copyright.PENANAq9PTu77Yxs
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 356Please respect copyright.PENANAdJhWcdS0yg
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 356Please respect copyright.PENANANp5eqvblNK
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 356Please respect copyright.PENANAhD2gLgK18f
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 356Please respect copyright.PENANAMb0Ua9YQx4
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage356Please respect copyright.PENANA4I5yUmuKeg
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind356Please respect copyright.PENANAmzR6dQM6Ib
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 356Please respect copyright.PENANAXO4WdyhPBh
But full of myself and always on time 356Please respect copyright.PENANAKiaaOkgorY
I admit that the crime is mine 356Please respect copyright.PENANAyVykuLm9al
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it356Please respect copyright.PENANA2R9ZRlZTX2
The devil will lose his incentive 356Please respect copyright.PENANAL9u01bgt7C
The weak little girl, poisoned 356Please respect copyright.PENANACLziiFVrOi
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 356Please respect copyright.PENANAE34u5ZtLt9
Brick by brick 356Please respect copyright.PENANA553tbKzrhU
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 356Please respect copyright.PENANAN106vRphEf
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 356Please respect copyright.PENANAGab3ORHmGh
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over356Please respect copyright.PENANAFTcOW6LqiZ
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 356Please respect copyright.PENANAuO24mGfUC5
It's still right there 356Please respect copyright.PENANAZFmBkB45tS
The devil on my shoulder