I wish I could understand why I feel this way583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShMEgs2YEi
Why flying doesn't feel the same 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2GWpC9gdj
And the lows don't seem to fade583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEfTaT9RXm
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwQXJ4lb3k
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77xDmgdIMv
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc2XPK3DA6
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGyREvkSlU
I'll convert this pain into something that works 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDHRjr2Hvc
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kUxL4X8wG
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGhtD5BDJs
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf9VbKPwXH
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYTWen2gvJ
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr2vk5UI5K
The breathing turns to drowning 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7ZB114PnU
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKWYbqV0oH
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOjkyncK3v
But no one welcomes me with open arms583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aPXUTfYHH
Their love is fictitious 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV7rLEkJBq
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCUajhUaVp
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7gHUVO0Gh
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DljXGxh1l
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPE08QeW4C
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRCopo7E3h
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CN3T0q7JG
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAZhm1bW1G
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gA2DPA4Zk
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS59aWMpIox
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAky1j6bTxe
They get their way, nothing remains the same583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANOpLJBdo0
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEApXdiexdF
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsTA3iTawS
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr9ObcvYPV
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblBN7VXEg
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGAuE0Tsyp
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsF5lisBaB
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZWjxHyybT
But full of myself and always on time 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhT3E776Jg
I admit that the crime is mine 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b9iCQQ01h
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriCX7CjyV0
The devil will lose his incentive 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbD7ScrQDQ
The weak little girl, poisoned 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AuQ76iRZM
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3DfpUpBfW
Brick by brick 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wOtTD9Jke
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECVkUuHjKT
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lsCnO6XTg
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeBi8AUSqS
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡundwWKntdz
It's still right there 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY13RWgMVb
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.