I wish I could understand why I feel this way356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43kfRYXa2V
Why flying doesn't feel the same 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MoQOPWE0n
And the lows don't seem to fade356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFLSFy4vRZ
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1AHQ1uVDd
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS0svJ9fO8
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDItEMVTdxc
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4QXB2b6cl
I'll convert this pain into something that works 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsGKHWy8u8
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzpqQUqPPC
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBEgvzAU7E
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOVUX3A29x
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgILkXxmyGM
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSKg0m9MLt
The breathing turns to drowning 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbBnJPwDGv
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OtaTxbDFh
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcnHdagbmn
But no one welcomes me with open arms356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPmHwtZmGy
Their love is fictitious 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbNDYn1CbS
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIia3tMHAH
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeVWyUxPBa
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI4QdvDDCs
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt09qgWW2L3
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ9BCefszm
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2ymBHdAAv
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71lht3pTiJ
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgIDVGXqlO
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSViez144Vn
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv2bWZIjiZ
They get their way, nothing remains the same356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9PTu77Yxs
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJhWcdS0yg
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp5eqvblNK
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD2gLgK18f
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb0Ua9YQx4
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I5yUmuKeg
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzR6dQM6Ib
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO4WdyhPBh
But full of myself and always on time 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiaaOkgorY
I admit that the crime is mine 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVykuLm9al
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R9ZRlZTX2
The devil will lose his incentive 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9u01bgt7C
The weak little girl, poisoned 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLziiFVrOi
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE34u5ZtLt9
Brick by brick 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ553tbKzrhU
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN106vRphEf
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGab3ORHmGh
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTcOW6LqiZ
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO24mGfUC5
It's still right there 356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFmBkB45tS
The devil on my shoulder
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