I wish I could understand why I feel this way265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTwV0yXz5R
Why flying doesn't feel the same 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtekbGWh8Fq
And the lows don't seem to fade265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlhV9xLy0E
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckNBEtRyp1
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRtJGlEJxP
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK80MNi5vt
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks9ys4BxkF
I'll convert this pain into something that works 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv60d5ZMDVN
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBRcpQovOg
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJosibRjEgy
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkz3XItxFH
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QJ2kD3zqs
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YU5Y0XXMW
The breathing turns to drowning 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nX2t0i5am
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEij3v38v3
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVxICmDIZ4
But no one welcomes me with open arms265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFW79XFiU9
Their love is fictitious 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcv8Pvhvy8
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCGkszC3cW
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0jmNB3QNS
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTnbuY3TZF
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAf5W1xokc
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QJPpmGWoK
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwdkQME9Il
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuukiK7KJqQ
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw2szYlbvS
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifGxMmtCQ9
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpDR4gkv8n
They get their way, nothing remains the same265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzRd16PnBE
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41pxgXEnvt
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLCGjRl5AW
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKH2MbbeGd
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre5jyyZ1yE
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV7bSof2Rw
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW8Lcg2UPJ
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjKZMQvHui
But full of myself and always on time 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzD8SRm4ag
I admit that the crime is mine 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhrjxF0KpO
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUc6FcTrB8
The devil will lose his incentive 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLaaMe26jP
The weak little girl, poisoned 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViZD3e3Xay
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ti9MBQWRJ
Brick by brick 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle2mz26vG9
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVe19w2mYO
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5syt1ZZzJ
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw4fl0KwaY
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTPQchjXiI
It's still right there 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNErNuDtQco
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.