I wish I could understand why I feel this way289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSYu9rfzjO
Why flying doesn't feel the same 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOixmcGM7qB
And the lows don't seem to fade289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqO427nW9w
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GfGEiedUr
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMZCuJHMAt
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK90xU0QLZb
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwLCGVsxKB
I'll convert this pain into something that works 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2jGnOt3xQ
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uj9rKxtrV
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHPGDhMOvm
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXNk05fJdh
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uPGxc5lld
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl4mN9TFMO
The breathing turns to drowning 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxU7DV1Unl
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXgYBuHe7m
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHUFydtpo6
But no one welcomes me with open arms289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslXQyiDSf8
Their love is fictitious 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDaIcUhIzG
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDeMjoo532
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriXQyXvABn
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5J6YXkdfi
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTimOc0Z0Z5
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlnRrQ7DLn
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCAWVWt2ur
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7CDuJ4uzQ
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIvOBtQonZ
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHlXk8NwOd
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvf7VhsETf
They get their way, nothing remains the same289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGJKAVEOcb
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3Y6JY2ls
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0WhY35qC3
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhHfZTJgIp
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y6HRj2ErG
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx071meEup
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFq8WUf5h0
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFyMBN28pj
But full of myself and always on time 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y0yIwaJtx
I admit that the crime is mine 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4DbM2Zc7j
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8lgxvvqY0
The devil will lose his incentive 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz11CxeR1my
The weak little girl, poisoned 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT7SyVQMDN
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3kbWWHOzk
Brick by brick 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH5RjiNRw9
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydQAsDypIa
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtcYBgH9sJ
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IdsoW4MfJ
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS7oiTeqYp
It's still right there 289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68AFrjibZG
The devil on my shoulder
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