I wish I could understand why I feel this way365Please respect copyright.PENANA2SlUaWVNxx
Why flying doesn't feel the same 365Please respect copyright.PENANARgPJW3vV5u
And the lows don't seem to fade365Please respect copyright.PENANAxSGaoH4oNy
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 365Please respect copyright.PENANADoVgsgntZX
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart365Please respect copyright.PENANAjSwQzHMd8l
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 365Please respect copyright.PENANAqgbS4vqVXd
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 365Please respect copyright.PENANA64jZrLPF0x
I'll convert this pain into something that works 365Please respect copyright.PENANAm1RMpTIsFv
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 365Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZNa2hvWnM
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 365Please respect copyright.PENANAXNOZCF5KxS
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 365Please respect copyright.PENANAB0hiXBC2Wt
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me365Please respect copyright.PENANAatKxukXjZc
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 365Please respect copyright.PENANA1HYbJVzLnn
The breathing turns to drowning 365Please respect copyright.PENANAzq2X1qDfls
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 365Please respect copyright.PENANAke5XxA6bRR
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms365Please respect copyright.PENANAA8mUmGBifM
But no one welcomes me with open arms365Please respect copyright.PENANAFxKSpp5LNc
Their love is fictitious 365Please respect copyright.PENANAE1q3orxmT4
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle365Please respect copyright.PENANAmSQXJhz8oP
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 365Please respect copyright.PENANAtTashqPmXP
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 365Please respect copyright.PENANAPHJRYkRz0S
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 365Please respect copyright.PENANAwDHDnhthXy
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 365Please respect copyright.PENANAZZgzKgtarL
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 365Please respect copyright.PENANA6AbEvruRNZ
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke365Please respect copyright.PENANAUUm4RDc6Lx
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 365Please respect copyright.PENANAXOakd7oynQ
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 365Please respect copyright.PENANAQClcMmz1Fi
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 365Please respect copyright.PENANAMyBWFw6rMt
They get their way, nothing remains the same365Please respect copyright.PENANA3fdJLyHBj1
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 365Please respect copyright.PENANA1u9vEXf5UB
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 365Please respect copyright.PENANAIJDiWTTGyN
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 365Please respect copyright.PENANAX1t8lH9gXV
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 365Please respect copyright.PENANAIQ0mRJO64N
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage365Please respect copyright.PENANAG1l7BFRi4s
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind365Please respect copyright.PENANAI2tOGOmpH2
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 365Please respect copyright.PENANAH6kU6xrRhN
But full of myself and always on time 365Please respect copyright.PENANACyYjGxz9Xq
I admit that the crime is mine 365Please respect copyright.PENANAyYQ2qPt3c5
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it365Please respect copyright.PENANA123yWkeSS0
The devil will lose his incentive 365Please respect copyright.PENANAYdDG1gcudr
The weak little girl, poisoned 365Please respect copyright.PENANAiZnqOOWftT
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 365Please respect copyright.PENANAGL9XfsBct1
Brick by brick 365Please respect copyright.PENANAjA8sNpJdNu
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 365Please respect copyright.PENANAk2vF9AP5wd
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 365Please respect copyright.PENANAGCwZOL3lx3
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over365Please respect copyright.PENANAgGYEYALRyw
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 365Please respect copyright.PENANAyZcmFlu3OF
It's still right there 365Please respect copyright.PENANAveIyAApc9B
The devil on my shoulder