I wish I could understand why I feel this way239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs2wvlIMio
Why flying doesn't feel the same 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZpdE2wdjj
And the lows don't seem to fade239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTtWCokDOX
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPoLh8xxVM
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lzIzKBxKq
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qgLEXaXvJ
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XmR92nqbY
I'll convert this pain into something that works 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuheNsbHg4b
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyukRs23Fef
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvgDsQSv5X
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfGbbfeUlu
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy52PLBvOXm
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXmZX7gPN0
The breathing turns to drowning 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15yl5z81qI
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nQ0leYx3Z
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmyq1MWirC
But no one welcomes me with open arms239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2j2pSGyPN
Their love is fictitious 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb8dF65xug
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TANNyIllv
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt23MILxqX6
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dCZ44tAY8
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkJ5xAMhNZ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a80F5EwXY
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN3coz4QwW
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfB0pXh4RF
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZLEAqWiCt
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vQoNqgG6e
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFqnZLsJ6r
They get their way, nothing remains the same239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ag2AXcook
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl9NLsMq04
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZfP4B3XS1
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NeR4amHT1
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUAGvk6dGo
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tYY0sxN6m
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcOFu03Q7S
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCokoj2wfBX
But full of myself and always on time 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFgh8wjzng
I admit that the crime is mine 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUvSqH7DhJ
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFQryQErq7
The devil will lose his incentive 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeAmOvst7c
The weak little girl, poisoned 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCSGYWvJkT
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyps0Z5Alo
Brick by brick 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCneRaqF88
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL57laY4IOO
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod7X92wAmE
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlka5jmyX1W
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVpvTpPlSq
It's still right there 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpUM4OG2SK
The devil on my shoulder
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