I feel like loneliness will never let me go.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEtHULZhei
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6uxJlw82m
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88ph1hS8FI
people I can turn to—any time—121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlf1NchWKL
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TuQGEOJWO
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGDs6V6EaL
someone who chooses them,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMqYxIe6Sz
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZSz5WQeoo
I don’t have siblings,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfPthsEKvR
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetsG55Cylw
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4dCw6VjRM
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HqQ9VuoA8
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjLqjWR7KD
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh35XXTzmYe
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHAIWuszNF
but maybe it’s worse.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIQmwWMNFx
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCm583FYF3
I can’t.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUz3TbwoIP
Because if I go,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfiGKOQxfV
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WoUl0C2OT
I would support him, and he would support me.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUELejEDbR
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaVaxrjKKK
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5KWFUQf3l
when it was my turn to enter adult life—121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9VmSbeHd5
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.